Moving On is so tough.


Life doesn't seems to be going smoothly for me.
I cried infront of my boyfriend terribly yesterday night. Luckily i still have him with me at that time.

I found out something and after knowing it, i really feel hurt.
Just like someone stab a knife straight through my heart.

I don't think there is still a need to find out why, the answer is already so obvious.

Just like what HZ told me, i should really 看开一点 .
Life is like this, we will have to meet alot of obstacles on the way.
I got to stay strong. But a negative side of me always take everything too hard. So whenever i met a obstacles, i will find it hard to face it and let go.
That's why i'm suffering now.

I experience this kind of feeling before and i really hate to experience it again.
But what to do? i can't do any shit about it.
it's isn't the first time already.

Can anyone tell me, why being a kind soul, yet people still gave you a bad treatment in return?
WHY???

I'm gonna be stupid for this very last time. I swear this is the last time.
I don't wanna get hurt ever again.

Even though i'm upset,
But. . .
I'm still glad that i still have people around me, showing me that they cared and loved me and continue giving me those support i needed.
Thanks. You know who you are(:

Goodbye!
Moving On is tough but i will still try to pick myself up.
Life still has to go on.





No matter what happens, i know someone will always be there for me...

And that is you. .

My boy. <3

People just come and goes.




In life, we met alot of people and as time goes, some will leave your life just when you thought they gonna stay in your life forever.
Those that stays are defined as 'true ones'. Only the true ones will stay.
This the reality of life, and i hate to face it.
To me, those close to me, play a important role in my life.
Thus, i will never/want anyone of them to goes out of my life.

But, reality is cruel. Some things is beyond our control, we can't always have things to goes the way we want it to be.
I should start to learn to accept it. If not life will be miserable for me just like how it is now.

After so many things had happened, i learn this four words, "Life still goes on".

In short, before we want to hurt our love ones around us, why not learn to treasure and appreciate what they have done for you?
Life is short and we only live it for once, and just like what my boyfriend told me " We can never predict what will happen in the future "

So cherish what you have now and be satisfied. Life is too short for you to regret.



P.S Jasmine, if you are reading this post. Cheer up alrights? Life still has to move on... If you need me to chat with you, i'm just a call away..

How many disappointment you wanna give me?
I had enough of it.
You don't know what i want neither do i know what you want.
I'm sick and tired of all this shits.
You always find fault on me. what about you?

Boring Life..

My smelly pig is working now. And i'm so boreddddddd at home!
Since i've nothing better to do, i decided to do an entry here.

I know my blog is getting boring and boring. But i'm still glad that there are still people out there viewing my blog. Thanks. You know who you are.


Talking about my smelly pig, before he left for work today, he gave me a call and told me " BB, later remember to help me play my Cafe World in FB okok? "

-.-"

What the hell? Buay ta han. Regretted asking him to play Cafe world also. He seems to be addicted to it already.


Alright, back to the topic.

Shall update what i did yesterday.
As usual, my saturday is always spent with my BF.

He came over to pick me up, slacked at my house awhile cus my relatives came over to visit us. So it isn't good to went out without entertaining them.

Headed over to AMK shop around then went to Baby crib's to eat dinner and watch Tv.

Dinner was cooked by his Dad.

Before heading home, had a tiff with him.
But everything is fine now.





My eyes is closing soon.
Shall blog till here. Bye Bi!

Part of my life.

School as usual today. But not a proper lessons being conducted yet. Super sian.

All i did was talk cock with peng hock & co as always. (cheer up YPH sis, it's already the past, don't brood over it already.)

Baby came over to fetch me. I headed home to bath and changed.

Went to JP, ate Ah Kun toast with BB.

Chat with BB awhile and he left for work, while i went to meet Yuling, See Theng and Ah Cat.

Ate dinner together.

See Theng treated us Ice cream at bento box.

Play arcade, Sweet home aftermath.

I'm so super lazy to do a proper update. This explains why it is all in point form.

Yuling & Co. jio me go JB tml~ But i doubt i can. So sad. I know they will be super upset. Sorry girls! I wished to join you girls too. Sob.

Afterall, they are still the ones whom i enjoyed hanging around, talk cock with, joke around with. They are the ones i can't afford to lose.

May our friendship stay like this forever. Love you girls!

Last Semester.



A new semester commence today and it also marks the last semester of my school life in ITE.
Times flies. I can't imagined that i'm actually graduating in less than 6 months.

On the other hand, it also means that i need to plan the path i'm going next soon.
sighs Sighs SIGHS!

At the same time, It also reminds me that i'm going to change a new environment, new classmates, new study life. .. (imagine no more YAP PH sister & Co. to joke/entertained me? woah. super sad can?)

I don't want luh!! (**CRIES**) BUT, what to do?
This is part and parcel of life, right?

The most saddening part is, Mr Boyfriend might be going to working life soon.
Which means, No more time to spend with Yours truly.

Unlike now, most of his time is given to me. Tell me, sad not?

Today, i even cried infront of Mr boyfriend.
I'm feel so stressed up. I have no idea what kind of path am i going to next.

I've a plan for my future in mind already, but i've no idea if its good for me or not? How?
I guess in the meantime, all i could do is to cherish the time and treasure those around me for now.

I don't wish think about it already. It just makes me even more stress and upset.


I can't take it anymore...
Nights!

HELLO!


Hi all! I'm finally back from those stayovers at my BB's crib.
Sighs. I didn't wish to leave, i still wanna stay. But.. no choice. If not my mum is gonna kill me =x
I miss my boy!

Tonight onwards..
No one to hug hug me to sleep.
No one give me goodnight kisses.
No one to kiss me on the lips and greet me "Good Morning".

Me: BB (in a very emo tone), will i still be able to stayover again?
BB: Silly girl, will have chance de la! (Give me a hug and sayang me aftermath)

Thanks BB for this wonderful week you have given me.
I enjoyed myself alot!
I'll wait patiently for the next stayover at your crib!
I love you! mwahs~


Will be back to post up what i've done for the past few days.
School is starting tml, A new semester begins. . bored. But. . still, Gonna work hard!
Yes, i will!



Going to sleep soon.
Lesson tml at 8am! Nabei!


Nights everyone. Bye-Bi!

HIATUS.

Yours Truly's blog will be on HIATUS again.

Staying over at BB's house for a week.
Will be back to update when i'm back home.

Enjoy your school holidays people :DD

Take care (:

`` sometimes i feel like leaving this place alone to cool down and to get away from all this stress. I am very sick and tired with my life now. ``

HAPPY ONE YEAR THIRD MONTH ANNI BABYLOVE :D

If being with you and being loved by you was like a dream, i wish i will never wake up from it.

Because ... it's a wonderful dream i've ever had.

It's the 3rd of the month again, thus it marks our 15 months Anniversary(:

Thanks for all the love that you have showered on me.

I just wanna say,

Ever Since I met you, I wouldn't wanna let you go

Cos

I LOVE YOU!