oh well, you people shld hab realised.
my blog is dressed with a new skin. lmaos.

oh. just now ii did a v.stupid thing.
i was havin a bath, ii squeezed some hair conditional &
i actually apply it onto my face. oh my godness.
not only tat, i oso bought 2 of my towel into e bathroom.
oh god, why did i bring 2 towel in wen ii only needed one?.
haha.
see how stupid & blur ii was, man!

yesterday, i was reading soon fang's blog.
i then realised she & shuangli also met that perverted - guy.
i assumed its e same guy me & huili met la.
well, i 4get to share this incident tat ii accounted wif u people.
that perverted - guy was a malay.
that day huili was waiting for me under my hse, this malay guy was on his bicycle , he keep riding around wanted to catch huili's attention.
huili got kinda of afraid & think that he's kinda of suspicious.
when i went down, huili told me bout it.
when e both of us turned & look at him.
he hide himself behind a small tree , showed his dick to us &at e same he masturbate! WTF man.
& is in a bright afternoon somemore la.
huili kena shocked & she actually cried.
while i was like v.calm la.
i tried to calm her down , & we did make a police - report .
for godness sake, that guy is really sicko la.
stop showing ppl ur precious dick man.
that disgusting sight of urs jus make us wanna PUKE!
i hope he get caught one fine day.

today is jus another day for me.
no school for me today, cus today is prelim's chinese paper.
i need not sat for it.
went jp - ing wif huizhi buddy jus to get some comestic stuff.
today is still a rainy rainy rainy day.
people rmb to carry an umbrella wif u all e time.
cus u will nv know wen god will shed tears agns. =x
ppl, do take care.

arghh.
i kinda of havin headache wif my fone.
i nid to bring my w85oi fone for service man.
im having problem wif my call list function.
i couldn't get e record of my missed call & last dialled calls too.
arghh. is making pissed me off.
is like i dun even know who missed call me la.
so people if i din ans ur call, pardon me if i din call u bac.

for godness sake.
if u don't knw wad's love.
then jus shut ur bloody hell mouth out.
u & ur stupid logic jus pissed me off.
stop complainin that u've been taken granted by girls.
& doesn't mean that u liked that girl , that girl must liked u too.
& also u treat them good, doesn't mean that they will fall for u too.
for godness sake, if its meant to b, it'll be.
forcing doesn't do any help.
and u don't even understand girls at all.
u dun even know wad a girl wants!
pls stop tell me ur so called LOGIC to me.
that's ur own logic, listen well, it's ur OWN LOGIC!
doesn't mean everyone will agrees with ur logic.
i believe in a true love. SEX need not b included in it.
if u r a understandin person, u shld know wad's called respect.
i dislikes man who dun respect girls.
i believe every girls feels e same too.

alright, shall blog till here.
nights ppl(:

boo! ii bac to bloggin. (:

yesterday, went out wif huili laogong to Bugis.
accompany her to buy her d&t stuff first.
well, do e both of us really look alike?.
e auntie there asked us if we'r sisters or what.
cus she feels that we look alike?.
LMAOs. this is not e first time people commented that.
went shopping agns.
i bought a black shorts & a top,
while huili bought herself a cardigen & a top too.
we wanted to buy a bag together but aft a second thought, we decided not to buy though we really wanted to buy it.
nevermind, shall save more money first we can always go bac agns de.
oh my, ii really got tons of things to buy man.
GOD, could you please drop down some money to me.
LOLs. fat hope. -.-
aft shopping, huili for her tuition.
while ii headed to huizhibuddy hse. lols.
she jus came bac frm her class's chalet.
so sad, ii didn't went wif her. heard tat she had fun?
arghhh. nvm, as wad she said ' there'll always be a next time '. haha.

to huizhibuddy; ii read ur last post. kinda of feelin touched. finally, u blogged agns. no matter wad, i'll always be there for you. &im sure we'll surely be able to go through all this difficult times. oh ya, kinda of weird we really has been talking on e fone almost everyday w/o fail. Lols! it has really b'cum our daily routline. lalalas ~
buddy, ii loves ya too!
our friendship will always be a same always & forever!

anyway, my mom & i are alright already.
we've already talked to each other le.
thanks ' e reader of my blog ' for ur tags.
would you like to tell me who u r?
mummy bought me a hp keychain & dark circles removal cream.
mummy is still e best!
she will always buy for me things which ii want.
jus like what e 'reader of my blog' says "there 's nothing tat can compare to the love of a mom for their children."
its true.
so people, must really treasure ur mom.

This hot babe's new album is OUT !

landy 温岚

she's really hot man.
her dancing is really marvellous!
enjoy this video of her new album.


ii want buy her new album !







pink rockks !



anyway.
richard; thanks for this wuguii. =x & thanks for sending mi hme tat dae.
takkaiire (:

will continue bloggin tml.
ii gotta sleep.
tml still gt prelim exams.
wish mi gd luck ba.

listening to : 4 in the morning

now, ii then realised i really don't understand my mum at all.
she's really unreasonable.
currently, e two of us r having cold war wif each other.
this was happened actualli;
on e sat 18o8o7 , i told my mum tat i'll b goin agns wif frens to watch fireworks.
then my mum replied me wif anger saying y am i always goin out blah blah blah de .. ..
i was lyk so damns angry la. i talked bac by saying tat i hasn't been goin out ALWAYS !
&it's a saturday y can't ii go out man ? don't tell mi she wans mi to rot at hme on a beautiful saturday ?.
during sch days , im not out or wad .
why can't i go out durin e wkends to hav sme fun?
everybody do needs a break for god sake.
not only she forbids to go out , she oso refused to gif me money la ,
then FINE . i jus opened e hse door & BANG !!
i went out .
i was lyk gonna burst out cryin already , im jus disappointed wif my mum.
i don't know wad's wrong wif her la.

i went to mit yuling & them.
told them wad has happened, been consoled.
at least, i gt much better.
went to temple wif them, at least i feel peace there.
4gettin wad has happened b4 tat.
went to watch fireworks aft tat. i reached hme bout 12plus.
& guess wad happened?
my mum locked e door , & i couldn't get into e hse. WTH!
i was really disappointed wif my mum.
e next dae, went she saw mi.
she slapped mi .
IMAGINE e one who always dote on me, care for me actually slapped me?!
i really cried hard .
till now, we hasn't talked to each other.
i tried to tok to mum jus nw, but she ignored me.
wth? am ii in e wrong or wad?
she din even gif mi e chance to explain.
wad's is this man?
why is she so unreasonable?
i don't see why i've to give in to her all e time?
my mum really dun understand me at all.
why can't she jus sometimes jus sit down & listen to wad i wanna say or jus tke sme time to understand wad i want or whatever?
instead of slapping me w/o even listening to my explanation?
why some parents can jus communicate well wif their child, but y can't my parents do that part well in communicating?

im a damns stubborn kid.
my mom knows that too.
using hard method on me won't help.
why can't she jus change ?
sighs, ii really don't know what to do now.
im lost.
home isn't a place wher ii wanna be now.

p.s buddy ; we shall live happily , nt for other ppl . but for e sake of ourself . we'll find happiness ourself .
ii misses buddy !

takkaiire peepos (:

SICK & TIRED OF EVERYTHING .
I FEEL SO DEPRESSED !
I DO NEED A BREAK .

if i can choose , i rather sleep forever & nv wake up .

takkaiire peepos (:

WHAT A DAY .

well, jus came bac hme nt long aft a walk walk chat chat session wif huili .
finally e both of us get to really chat agns.
in e morning , rain started to pour down like cats & dogs.
woke up at bout 7am, dun really feel goin to sch.
such a nice weather man. i really feel like pigging.
e moment i step out of e hse, e rain jus got heavily & heavily.
saw mum downstairs, she ask mi to wait for her.
she went bac hme, to bring a BIG umbrella.
she insisted to fetch mi to e bus-stop, so sweet of my mum right?
end up, she oso gt herself wet.
smetimes, iim really feel glat to have such a mum.
though smetimes, we might have understandings.
BUT she really tolerates my attitude & stubborness.
ii was tend to shout at her on top of my voice wen im in a bad mood or whatever, but mum din scold mi lyk wad other parents will do.
she will just keep quiet & let mi be e way i am.
thanks mummy, ii really loves youu !

oh well, wen ii reached e bus-stop.
huili was still there waiting for me, i tot she will board e bus first w/o mi.
cus she was already dere quite awhile. thanks girl. (:
kinda of bad to let u wait.
by e time we alight, we were already.
so we decided to tke our own swit time to walk.
then, saw wilson on e way.
e 3 of us decided to go coffee shop drink ''KOPI''.
bout 845 ++, mi 7 huili decided to walk in to sch.
luckily , mr govin wasn't dere.
we escape frm detention & gettin our ez-link cards to b confiscated.
wen ii reach e class, wilson told tat his ez-link was given to mr govin.
ii was lyk -.-!!! . all i can say is ' he's suay lors ' oops !

aft sch, i went hme.
got myself changed then went to find huizhiBUDDY.
im kinda of worried bout her.
To: my beloved buds ,
BUDS. be strong k?
don't keep thinkin bout negative tings.
there'r still lots of ppl dere who cared bout u, especially me.
cheer up, be strong.
i know u can do it de.
i've been through my difficult times b4.
see, i've already 4gotten bout it though i still hab problems nw.
i want to see ur smiling face again.
rmb tat i'll always be dere for you.
aft u cool down le, text mi.
love ya buds (:

i don't know how to descibe my feelins now.
everythin is jus in a mess again.
im worried bout buddy, at e same time im feelin troubled now.
i don't understand guys.
though guys always complain they don't understand girls.
BUT ii feel tat they'r e complicated ones.
i simply jus don't get it, why guys can commit a mistakes.
& run away leaving girls behind.
OR even push all e blame to e girls as if is none of their BLOODY hell businees.
im not trying to side girls or whatever, but tis is wad i've been seeing in guys.

once again, ii've fallen for someone who don't worth me again.
i don't understand y am i feelin troubled agns wen u dun even care.
u can jus make mistakes & apologised , & went away.
forget it, is not the first time already.
though, i really misses you.
perhaps tat saturday, ii shldn't ..

shan't blog till here. (=
takkaiire everybody.

FEELING DOWN .

ii dun feel replying any sms.
ii dun feel like talking to anybody.
ii dun feel like doing anything.

ii feel so irritated.
ii feels so troubled.
ii jus wish to be alone.

you left me aside & go away .
why ?
im missing you like crazy can ?
why didn't ii treasured it .
everything is jus too late .

Oh yeah!
pls congrats me.
ii got A2 distinction for my o's lvl chinese.
im so happy happy HAPPY !
today huizhi buddy came to look for me, so nice of her right?
lols. we went to buy bubble tea.
cus buddy misses e bubble tea dere.
we slack at e nearby coffee shop. chit-chit abit.
then HOME-SWEET-HOME.

I LOVE MY HUIZHI BUDDY ! :D







ii misses youus so .

lalalalas ~
im bac to BLOG !
& actually im kinda of lazy to blog lahs .
but if ii dun blog , my blog will b full of dust . lols .


national day o9o8o7

went to clark quay in e afternoon wif huizhi buddy & her fren , alvin .
then went to marina square , esplanade to watch fire works .

OMG ! e fireworks is really v.beautiful .next, buddy went to get tutorial frm her classmates.

so ii was dere having fun wif her classmates too(:

&buddy's classmates was really AWESOMES!

alright , i shall let u people see my buddy's wonderful classmates.

& their wonderful acts .

buddy & classmates .

my best buddy & ii (:

after watchin e fireworks, we decided to went bac to eat dinner.

BUT. end up mi & jonas were separated frm e rest as for e details.

i dun wish to say it. though im really quite pissed off.

mi & jonas really walk quite a long distance before we really mit up wif e rest agns.

& our fuckin hp got no reception at tat time toos. its really quite difficult for us to contact e rest.

p.s next time, no matter wad pls at least tell ppl u gonna leave first or wad. if u left jus like tat, ppl will sure go find you & will get worried too. pls put urself in other ppl's shoes oso.

anyway, jonas is really a "interesting" guy.

meanwhile, Buddy & e rest of them were slackin outside 7eleven at marina sq while waiting for us .

& photo session starts .

jonas & xueli (:

this stupid guy keep bullying me lors ! humph .

well, buddy wanted to take photo wif mi before tat, but jonas push her away. so poor buddy had to take alone. so sad right?

aft tat , they went to play bowling .

but ii didn't play cus ii've play before . lols .

aft tat, we then realised is gonna b mid-nite soon. & there r no more mrt services already.

we decided to wait for e NR buses outside DXO bus-stop. aft waiting for almost an hr then we realised NR buses r not avaliable on public holiday.

LMAOs. & we took lots of photo while waiting to kill our times.

EMO US (:

wad r we pointin at ? :D

let's look to our right , our right , our right ! Lols .

see tat 'extra' wif a twist . heh .

stupid , insane faces !

sobs . sobs .

count wif us . (=

FINALLY! we decided to cab hme. ky took e cab hme alone. while e five of us squeezed into one cab. e uncle is so nice to tke e five of us la. lols.

aniway, really thanks jonas. william & andy to send mi & buddy hme. wen ii reach hme is like almost 1am ++ liiaos. & though im damns tired, ii still chat wif buddy ard 4am. OMG!

11o8o7

mit up wif xinyiGIRLFRIEND.

its been a long time since ii last saw her. ii accompany her to do her hp ting. cus her hp gt some problem.

then we were lik kinda of pissed of wif somebody, alright nvm shan't mention it anymore.

then we decided to go causeway point to walk walk.

had my dinner dere.

then went to mit lawerence, he travelled all e way to jurong to look for me. aniwae so sorry to troubled you ! (:

dun bully me agns pls. & u still owe me a meal hors. tsk.

12o8o7

ii replaced huizhi buds's sister for e japanese cookin sessions. & we make sushi. lalalas.

ii've FINALLY blogged (:

Alright, ii shall start updating my blog agns (:
well, ytd went out in e late afternoon to mit nick .
he jus book out frm camp, so ii accompany him to hab his lunch .
his 'so called lunch' at ard 4 pm ? lols .
aft tat , went mit hui zhi buddy at boon lay control station .
sorry girl , for lettin you wait for me agns .
headed to her hse aft tat .
kok wah kor kor called me to ask me go find him at jp kfc .
ii took quite a long time to reach dere & ii made him & his fren waited for me .
but wen ii reached dere , ii told him im in a rush & ii need to go .
omg , iim so bad rite ? =x
anyway , really sorry !.
meet you up next time bahs .
next , ii rush to marina square to mit my clone , xueli (:
its a last min decision to mit her .
ii know ii will mke her & her fren wait for me quite long ,
so ii told her to dine at cafe cartel first .
wen ii reached dere , their food hab already been served .
its kinda of fast la .
clone's fren was like so shy lahs . he's like so quiet .
me & clone was like so noisy . lols .
ii know you people will asked , did ii saw him(pig) or not .
ii will tell you people , YES I DID !
the feelin upon seeing him isn't good at all .
ii don't feel great ! though im happily enjoyin my food .
the feelin simply sucks , cans ??!!
forgettin someone isn't an easy task , especially someone who has hurt you deeply before .
forget it , don't wish to tok bout someone who isn't worth me to think about .
aft tat, clone & her fren was plannin to go geylang to explore explore ?
but ii didn't went wif them, though ii really wanna tag along .
cus its kinda of late & mum surely gonna nag agns .
so ii didn't went , sighs .
even ernest ask me to join him & e WLNY people for supper at 5o4 ii oso didn't go .
cus its late & aft tat ii've to go hme alone too .
perhaps , next time bahs .

oh ya. huili bought me this :

hellos kitty candy (:

my favourite !

thanks girl . loves loves .

aniwae, ii thinks tat my tagboard is gettin interesting.
thanks those people who hab been taggin.
iim like so curious bout all those unknown people.
can u people tell me who u r? LOLS!

takkaiire people .

pig's favourite song ;



I know you need a friend
someone you can talk to
who will understand
what you're going through
when it comes to love
there's no easy answer
only you can say
what you're gonna do
i heard you on the phone
you took his number
said you were alone
that you will call him soon
isn't he the guythe guy who left you crying
isn't he the one who made you blue...
oooh when you remember those nights in his arms
you know you got to make up your mind

are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
or are you going back to the one you love
someone's gonna cry when they know they lost you
someone's gonna thank the stars above
what you gonna say
when he comes over
there's no easy way to see this through
all the broken dreams
all the disappointment
oh girl...whatcha gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin it's just not fair
but still you gotta make up your mind

i shall update tml.
not in a good mood now.

tears jus keep falling down.
ii then realised im still missing you.