angriis *

my babyy bear which accs miie to slp




UPDATES !.

went to LITTLE INDIA wiif shengli today , her fren audrey was alongg wiif us too.
miit her at china town first at ard 3 plus , she was LATE !. arghh. butt, nvm.
shengli b0ught e sony ericsoon Z610i.
arghh, so gd. she gt new fone le.
mayb ii will b buyin tat fone too.
alriite, china t0wn today was cr0wded wiif l0ts 0f ppl.
perhaps ppl r busii buyin new yr stuff. HOHO.
CNY is comingg & i haven even boughtt my new yrs stuff.
went to little india temple to tke fotos for my art w0rk.
& ii went to did tis my hand too.


this cost miie 5 bucks.
niice?.

aft tkin fotos all tat stuff , is alreadiis boutt 5 plus.
we decided to went IMM.
had our dinner at long john.
shop shop awhile jiu went hme le.
im tired.
i wanted to rest, but wenever ii close my eyes i'll tink of him.
e image of him will appeared.
sighs *

it's friday already. time passes so fast.

sch sucks totally !.
well, today sch ends at 1230.
aft sch, mit up wiif my BELOVED daughter, susanna to vivo city to buy a bag tat she wans. winnie was along wiif us too.
we went to je entertainment, went to KFC for our lunch.
we chat b0ut l0ts of tings, it's been awhile since ii've get t0 chat wiif my beloved daughter.
den aft lunch jiu headed to vivo, ii noes it looks stupid wearin sch uniform go vivo larhs.
but if go hme to ger ourselves changed, its kinda of waste of time.
& i'll lazii to get out of e hse aft tatt. LOLS!.
we shop e whole vivo larhs & e tings is ex cans?.
den nu er went in to adidas to get her tat she wanted.
& eu n0es hw much tat bag cost?. of cus, it's nt cheap larhs.
e adidas bag cost her 75 bucks. omgg.
see?. hw rich my daughter is. wahahas.
nvm, she happii jiu hao larhs.
alot of ppl came to approached us to ask us wher to get to tis place or wadeva de larhs.
do we look lyk a s'pore map?. arghh.

phew. iim gettin v.fuck upp wiif sch work larhs.
damns stressed cans?.
& common test gettin nearer too. FAINT!!.
& iim lyk still slackin larhs. (arbishh*)
haiis. im missing pigg agns.
ii n0es ii shouldn't, feel lyk callin him.
wonder wadd he's doin lors. sighhs*
shld ii call??.

aniiways, ii changed my blog songs.
pls giif miie all ur comments.
so c'mon, move ur butt to my tagboard :D

iim lyk been thr0wn aside agns .
eu dun b0ther b0utt miie aniim0re .
criies .

"im nt happii at all" .

Words to y0uu ..



Don't stop miie from l0ving y0uu , pls.

cus iim reallys crazzy over y0uu .

y0uu are e one tatt ii wanted .

ONLY y0uu cans mkes miie go crazzy .

ii believe in endless waiting .

& time will proves everitingg .






XUELI is so zii liian !. lalas ~
aniwae, being zii lian is nt a crime .

well, todae finaally cans rest at hme.
superteens course finally over!.
din realli peii mummy for e past 3 daes, so peii mummy for dinner today.
went to shop sh0p first .
mummy b0ught bras sets & new bedsheet for miie !.
& she even help miie pay my fones bills .
mummy is still so gd to miie , cans ?.
& ii so so LOVE her !. thanks mummy :D


new bedsheet for tonite .



isn't tis little gal cute ?. haas .

talk bout my tagboard ting .
somebody wiif e name of " DAMN " tagged miie wiif tis ..

15 Jan 07, 10:41
DAMN: DONT ACBC WITH SL LA!****!THINK U ALL VERY LIAN MEH?ALBL.GOT PEOPLE HELP,BIG AH?GOT JI THEN ONE TO ONE!
DAMN: think u wad?JUST A PILE OF ****!@#@$%&^*@#$&#:
DAMN: **** THE WALL LA!CB

see?. dun eu all feels tat tis person is so so so CHILDISh?.
aniways ii n0es hu tis person is lahs.
she's simply jus so brainless, tink tat miie & sl is stupid de lahs.
tinks tat we won't find out is her lahs.
alreadiis 16 + goins seventeen liiaos. but hors, e behaviour she does is lyk onliis a six yrs old small little gal larhs. so CHILDISH.
heys, iif y0uu dare jiu one on one lors. iif eu reallis dare pls come.
dun jus say onliis, pls jus do it.
& gt anithin bu shuang wiif miie , come face to face & sae it to miie.
aniways, thanks th0se frens hu come & scold her bac oso.
she's so hum ji larhs, she nv tag bac lors. HAHA.
ii tinks ii knws y, heard ppl says she've n0 c0m at hme. pathetic riites?.
& ii f0und 0ut smethin, she DELETED her blog aways.
mayb she afraid us go tag hers. so IDIOT lahs.
nvm, enoughh 0f her.

" as long as y0uu'r happii jiu ha0 le , ii dun mindd sufferingg . ii n0es y0uu can't d0 wadd ii've said t0 ytds la . ii n0es is impossible . feels so sad wen u dunch hab anii reactions b0ut it wen ii sendd eu tat msgs . haiis, suan le larhs . u happiis jiu ha0 lahs . dun care b0utt miie . time will pr0ves evertingg "

iim so damns damns miisses pigs voice larhs !!.
misses e times wen ii alwaes t0k t0 him late in e nite .
sighhs *

jus login to my friendster private acc jus nw .
it's been a wk since ii last login .
ii found out darling liying wrote miie tis testimonial .

liying darling says :

yo darlin..

hmm dun b sad bout de matter le k

all ur frenz will b by ur side de

i jus wan 2 tell u follow ur heart

and continue 2 wait..

one day he will realise u r de best de

if u give up nw..then reali no hope le

jia you darlin

muackx

loves

sister 4ever

so touched by wad she wrote :D

li ying darling , thanks !. iiLOVEyou too . muacks .

alrite , was kinda of pissed off jus nw .
iim still angriis wiif kelvin kor kor larhs .
alreadis sae hao today mit upp de larhs , den last min ..
he MIA !.
ii couldn't findd him . shit him .
i hate ppl lyk tis , iif can't mke it or wad jus sae la .
is it v.difficult ?. sighs *

hellos :D
shall update tings bout ytd ba.
aft sch hang out wif siiao char bo shengli, baobeiis catherine & kailing.
accompany catherine go hme to get her bank bk, cus she wanna withdrawn money.
kailing went hme too, we mit her lata at jp.
we headed to jp , went to long john silver for our lunch.
before tat me & shengli b0ught e same pinkish water bottle at precious moments.
ii love e bottle, its CUTE!.
chit - chat awhile den went to library to do our art reseacrh.
ii was so tired , havin headache too.
dun even hab e mood to find bks lors.
didn't managed to borrow ani bks, so we went off.
we were all shagg le.
ii went e other way while they headed to e bus stop.
hp l0w batt, went hme to charge.
ii gave pigg a call cus ii rmb he sayin will call miie bac, but my hp low batt le.
den, he told miie he saw miie walkin hme wen he was on e bus!
omgg!.
so paii sehs, cans?.
den he keep suan miie bout my sch uniform agns. wth lahs.
sadd lors!. humphhs!.
den aft tat , kelvin kor kor called miie too.
chat wiif him & he suan miie oso. wth.
on e same dae, kena suan by e ppl.
suay riite?.

ok. todae. nth much.
lessons as usual, so stress upp wiif maths lahs.
dislikes e chapter im doins nw.
aft sch went hme straight wiif shengli & kailing.
pigg ring miie up while ii was in e bus till ii reached hme larhs.
were engrossed in sme topics lahs, he mke miie feelin so paii sehs , cans?.
it's been a long time since ii cans chat wiif him on e fone for so long le.
haiis.

endin here /=

arghh, was pissed off with some things jus nw.
shan't talk bout it. onlis my beloved susanna n0es b0utt it.
ii dislikes last mins notice!.

today is e second day of e wk.
lessons as usual.
im still so shag lahs.
shengli pangsehs miie todae. w/o her entertaining, im so bored lahs.
haha.
alrite, today havin art lessons. was told to tink of a theme for coursewk le.
ii've no ideas of wad theme ii wanna do.
my brain is still in lala land. LOLS!.
anybody cans giif miie suggestions?. haha.
alrite, today aft sch headed to jp wif cj & frens.
go kopitiam to makans.
den ii found out tat pig is at jp!. wiinks* so qiiao.
he cut his haiir!. lyk ah beng siias. so short.
he nv saw miie wearin uniforms b4, den he sae my uniform nan kan lors.
still sae jurong sec uniform nicer, of cus he lyk tat sae lahs. cus jurong sec used
to b his sec sch marhs.
he v.bad , riites?. tat idiot pigg!. lalalas .
butt ii onlis managed to chat wiif him for awhile. sadden.
haiis.

well, susanna nu er is sick. h0pe she get well soon.
gt a chance to chat wif her jus nw. but ii still hab loads & tons of tings to share wif her.
sayang, rest well!. MUMMY misses you.
end here.
nites everybody.

" iim missin you everyday "

hellos. bac to bloggin agns.
tok a little bits bout ytd.
quarrelled wiif Daddy ytd.
he touched my tings w/o my permission.
Den ii shouted bac at him lahs. den we jiu quarrelled le.
i damns sad & hurt, i hate ppl touchin my tings w/o my permissions.
i guess nobody likes. its RUDE!.
i cried . e first person tat was on my mind & tat could console miie is " him "(pigg) .
i noes ii shouldn't call him , but ii din care so much.
all ii wans is to tell him & onliis him.
Din care much, tell him e whole story.
Ran out of e hse at ard 130 a.m , find pig. went hme ard 430.
hopin tat he could console miie. he did console miie. But..
we chat bout other stuff lata on & ii ended upp crying agns.
tears immediately dropped down aft hearin all those hurtful words
he said, it jus couldn't stop. *floods*
hw manii times must u mke miie cry?.
is it v.happy to see miie cry?. why , why , why?
why can't u jus spare a thought for my feelins?
givin up? u wanna mi to gif up?
its easier said than done, do u noe tat?.
im reallis devastated.
all e word said hurts, deeply hurt!. heart pains.
understand hw ii feel cans?.

today : D
today late for sch due to traffic jam.
& its al0t 0f ppl late for sch.
miie & huili still chiong to sch, tot tat we could mke it in time.
but hu noes. still LATE!. arghh.
shld hab tke our own sweet time walk to sch.
met shengli on e way .
reached sch, mr govin ask us to write our name & write e reasons for been late.
den stand in rows of threes , den do head count.
& wtf!. im e first one lors.
so ii shouted '' one '' den continued.
den continued countin but stuck at 13 plus jiu stop liao. cus gt ppl dreamin!.
den ii was told to shout agns. & e same ting happened agns.
and ii've to shout agns & agns. dun0s hw manii time ii've shouted one lors.
ii v.dun lan alreadis. dun0s which bloody idiot, still nt awake!.
ii nv slp e whole nite, but im still awake cans?
den, finally finished counting.
den one by one let govin sign e paper. den he sae my hair all tat, blah blah blah..
den gt to c him aft sch for dentention.
& detentions sucks totally!.
den went bac for class for lessons. ii tot ii'll b v.shagg.
butt ii din, thanks to shengli for entertainin miie. Lols.
im still feelins sad honestly, feels lyk cryin le.
but ii tried to hold my tears back. it's terrible.
all e tings pig have said was always in my mindd.
ii tried to put my concentrations in doin work, in order nt to tink of anythin.
But ii still can't.
sorrys frens, ii still can't stop toleratin myself.
im stubborn.


ii still believe ..
iim still waiting ..

woots!. today is e first day of sch, & im so so so nt used to wakin upp earliis!. so long nv wear sch uniform le. e feelins is so damns weird!.
ii still misses holiday, ok.
sch today is damns damns borin too!. SIGHS.
ii dunch lyk my chemistry teacher, ii request to get him changed!.

tok boutt ytd, met up wiif see theng baobeiis & catherine baobeiis to get sme sch stuff.
as usual iim late!. butt ii met pig at e bus - stop, so surprised to saw him.
its lyk long time nv saw him le.
ii DAMNS miss him honestly ..
haiis.

" e feelin of missin someone is terrible , ii hate tis kinda of feelins honestly!. "

Happy new yr , everii0ne !.

well, a yr has passed. a new yr has started. omg, it's reallis damns fast!.
ii treat is as a new begininng for miie.
sko0l g0nna reopen le, ii've to bucked upp wiif my studiies le. no more slackin le!.
cus tis yr im tkin 'o' lvls le. ii've alreadiis wasted one yr playin, ii dunch wish to continue lyk tis le.
so iif u find tat im slackin, pls gif miie a kn0ck on my head. LOls!.
alrite, it's a brand new yr. ii h0pe everting will b alright throughout e whole yr.
& ii hope to 4get all e sad memoriis ii've, even th0ugh iim still broodin over it.
it's hard to 4get in such a short time, ii still nd time.
but im still waitin, ii'll continue to wait de.

alriite, tok bout ytd countdown bahs.
mit upp wiif huili , chia yee & kelly at bout 5 plus.
we went to jp mac to makan first.
den saw kok wah kor kor & hong zhan.
they oso goins boon lay.(butt ii din saw dem)
den aft tat we headed to boon lay, jing hong came to join us aft tatt.
we met al0t 0f frens there.
it's FUN!.
shan't p0st m0re b0ut ytd, (lazii)*
haas, oh ya. ii saw nicholas there too. lalalas.
thanks ppl for those new yr wishes sent.
& ii f0und out smethin, kelvin kor kor gt gf le. butt he nv tell miie.
ii f0und ytd wen his gf uses his hp to send miie e wishes.
humphs, wadd kinda of kor kor is tis?. bo xim!!
hahas. craps.

alrite. shall endd here le.
nites everybodis.





times proved everitings.