What's gone it's gone.

It's freaking 3am now. I'm very very tired after a long day of work. But i just can't seems to fall aslp. I've no idea why.

Thus, I decided to get up from my bed & blog.

Somehow, i think something is bothering me. I need to vent all the unhappiness in me out here & this is the only place. I don't care who the hell is going to read it, this is a cyberspace of mine. I've the right to write about how i feel, how i think.

I'm still the same. I'm still who i am. I'm still the sherlynn that everyone knows. I'm still my P's favourite girl. I've never changed.

The only thing i have changed was " I no longer forget and forgives ".

Don't ask me why. Thanks to those heartbreaker!

In the past, i still do practice that. i gave in to anybody whom i care/love around me. i'm soft hearted, everyone around me stood a important place in my heart.

But.. SO WHAT?!

A fraction of them take me for granted, don't appreciate me at all.

Stab my back a million times and i ain't aware of it.

What's the point of apologising in the end? You've hurt me. The damage is done. Disappointment was already given.

You got it? You know the feeling of being hurt? I'm a fucking human you know? I do have feelings just like everyone of you out there. I feel PAIN.

You know nothing. All of you know nothing. Because you ain't me.

All of you are god damn selfish. Have you all ever spare a thought for me? Care about how i truly?

ENOUGH! I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS SHIT!

What's gone is gone.

I won't look back anymore, never will.

You people make me who i am today.

I'm gonna stay like this.

It's either you take it or leave it.

I don't give a fucking damn about it anymore.

Cherish.

I miss those girls outing ♥

Justin's birthday @ Phuture/Zouk with Baby Boy.


Birthday Boy with her GF.

Just Dance, Gonna be okay...

I think BB & I look super ugly in the pic.. Haha. who cares? So long as we enjoy ourselves is enough.

Another overdue update. There are alot more photos on the clubbing night but i'm just lazy to upload it up.

It was Baby's supervisor, Justin Birthday that day. All of them suggested to go Phuture/Zouk to celebrate his birthday. So baby brought me along with him. This is the 2nd time i went clubbing together with my Baby boy.

Everybody had fun, although Phuture/Zouk's music were kinda fucked up. I still prefer Rebel/Zirca though.

Danced till 3am plus & we decided to leave, can't stand it when alot of people are squeezing together at one spot. Tell me how to dance like that????!!!

Some of Baby's colleagues were drunk that night. Haha.

Cabbed home to baby's crib & slept over at his crib that night.

Thanks BB for bringing me along. i'm looking forward to another clubbing night with you, probably on your birthday? I'll make you drunk and dump you at the road side?? *evil laugh*

Movieeeeeee.

i'm sleeping @ my own crib tonight! was sleeping at bb's crib for the past 3 nights. Tonight i'll be alone with no BB boy beside me patting me to sleep. T.T

Was sick last week, till now i've not fully recovered. Still coughing away in the middle of the night.

Feel touched when i saw how BB took care of me when i stayed over at his house that day when i was sick. Loves :D

Watched " The Karate Kid " with BB on Tuesday, it was a awesome movie! Didn't regret watching it.

* Thumbs Up *.

have you guys watch it?

A short entry for today.

Will blog probably tml again(:

P/S. I miss my BB boy sooooooooooo much now!!

Si Yi's 24th Birthday.

Was Slacking at BB's house first before heading down to Liang Court to meet up with them.
We were late! They were already eating when we reach! BB luh! So slow!

* Are you people hungry now? haha *

* Total Bill : $109.90 , 6 people for a meal for this price, I think it's consider cheap already. * P/S. Not all the food we ordered was in the above pictures. There are still more, but didn't took the photo of it.

* Birthday Girl with her birthday Cake. *
(The Cake is nice though.)

***

Photo taking time

Both BB & I wore the same colour that day. I like, I like. (L)

* I think the both of them look funny in this pic, don't cha think so? *

Our next destination, we went to clark quay riverside to chill.

Tracy brought volka and the 6 six of us manage to finished all up! *Thumbs up*

Chit - chat awhile, update each other about our life before heading home.

I really love Baby's friends. They will do their best to make me feel that i'm part of them too so that i won't feel that i'm being left out.

I really envy the friendship they had. Despite each having their own individual life now, they still keep in contact with each other and celebrates each other's birthday together.

Looking forward to the next gathering with them.

Side Track... Talking about birthday.. it reminds me that my birthday is next month. That's fast. My 20th birthday.. i wonder how should i go about to celebrate it?

i miss my girlfriends.

女人永远也不知道男人为什么要学会坚强.


1、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要学会坚强?

因为他们自己知道.他们虽然外表坚强.但内心很脆弱.他们永远想让自己身边的她觉得自己是最棒的.


2、女人永远也不知道男人为什么不会轻易掉眼泪?

因为他们自己知道.他们不是不会掉眼泪.只是他明白.一但眼泪掉下来了.这段感情也就结束了.


3.女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次在心烦的时候那么喜欢抽烟?

因为他们自己知道.只有在烟雾中才能忆起他们过去美好的时光来寻求一点心里的平衡.


4、女人永远也不知道男人为什么要在分手以后还会对她嘘寒问暖?

因为他们自己知道.他们并不是想跟你做朋友.只是想挽回这段曾经属于他的感情.


5、女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次在听到她被欺负了会显得那么发狂?

因为他们自己知道.哪怕这次架打输了.躺下了.他也会觉得高兴.因为他们宁愿自己受到伤害.也不愿意看到你哭泣.


6、女人永远也不知道男人为什么在分手以后会夜夜买醉?

因为他们知道.如果今晚不麻醉自己.那么今晚只能在思念中度过.


7. 女人永远也不知道男人为什么每次出门会出手那么大方?

因为他们知道.他们宁愿自己一个人省吃检用.也不愿意你看到你被别人看不起.


8.女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么爱对她发脾气?

因为他们自己知道.对她发脾气并不是不爱她.只是希望她在以后的路上不被别人所欺骗.


9.女人永远也不知道男人为什么会那么在意你以前的男朋友?

因为他们自己知道.并不是他们不自信.只是他们害怕有一天你会离他而去.


10.　女人永远也不知道男人为什么看到你为别人写的日记之后还会那么镇静的听你解释?

因为他们自己知道.自己并不是不想发火.只是希望能从你的口中得知到底是他重要还是别人重要?


11、女人永远也不知道男人为什么不对她说我爱你⒊个字?

因为他们知道.并不是不想说.只是他们自己明白.⒈万句我爱你用在身上也不够.


12. 女人永远也不知道男人为什么会跑到这里来发贴?

因为他们知道.希望有一天这贴能被你看见.以此来证明你对他的不理解.只有他自己心里明白.这贴要是没人回的话.很快便会消失了.你更不知道一个男人的幸福生活来之不易，那是他将每一个看过的贴子都顶了的缘故。



P/S 朋友，如果你想跟那个使你幸福的人白头偕老，顶一下，幸福不久就将降临。

愿天下有情人终成眷属.当你们看到这贴时心里最想的那个人也就是你们最爱的那个人!

Do you agree with the above answers to the questions about guys?

I find it quite meaningful. Decided to post it up & share(: