At last, everything i did is already in ur hands.
I don't mind the distance, i don't mind how lonq i need to travel to get to you, as lonq as my sincerity can reach ur hand, i don't mind how lonq it takes.
My Sincerity, can u feel it?

i don't know.

i'm tired.

i'm speechless.

no matter what i say or do, everything is just gonna be the same. right?

I don't know why, u will just give me cold shoulders.
i travel all the way down, u saw me & walked away, didn't even want to talk to me.
i only get to see u less than 10 mins.

我的心真的很痛.
好想抱紧你哭.

perhaps, im not good enough for you.

i need a shoulder to cry on, i know u won't lend me urs.

HUIZHI buddy, i WANT yours!
YANBING girl, i WANT yours too.

i'm leavinq for malaysia tml already.
Don't feel like going.
i thought i could bring a happy me back to see my grandma, but seems like its impossible.
feel like staying to keep huizhi buds accompany.
feel like stayinq to go shoppinq with huili.

Will you call and say goodbye to me before i leave? i know its impossible.
but i miss ur voice.

Huizhi buddy, im sorry, i really had to go tomorrow. sorry, im unable to acc u tml, though i wish to too. take care of urself, alrights? don't think too much. don't hurt urself. please?

Huili, thanks for acc me to talk just now, i misses going shopping with you! but, tml can't! im gonna miss u like hell!

Yan bing girl, thanks for what u did today, i feel so touched! really thanks!

& Dearest ben, Goodbye!
take care 0f urself.
Remember to eat, don't always eat ur dinner late late.




goodbye, till we meet again.


可不可以任性 ,求求你不要去,藏在我心里最后一句其实还爱你.

Lost without you

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes (I say)
A little righteous and too proud
I just wanna find a way to compromise
Cause I believe we can work things out

I thought that I had all the answers
never givin in
but baby since you've gone
I admit I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we'd never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I'd do im lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blurs
baby I'm so lonely all the time everywhere I go
I get so confused
your the only thing thats on my mind

On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
only you can make it right
no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we'd never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I'd do I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now
make the pain just go away
can't stop the tears from running down my face (ho)

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we'd never be together in the end
you wave goodbye dunno
what I'd do I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
an all I know is I'm lost without your love
I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is I'm lost without you (ho)
I'm lost without you


我又哭了.
我好辛苦，好难过.
我的心真的很痛, 很痛 ...

为什么为什么???

Y Lost without you



i hate to cry, but i just couldn't control myself & cried in the afternoon.
i called him, but i was unable to reach him. hais.

i felt so lost.


Chatted with Buddy this afternoon.
does retribution this kind of things do exist?


i really hate myself, chatted with yan binq girl today in school.
i locked myself in my room today, did reflection, reflect on myself.


yes, yan binq girl was right.
when he treated me good, i took it for qranted.
i qave him lots of attitudes which no one can tolerate.
i say things to hurt him, makinq him so stress up, pissed him off when i didn't realised it.


i really went overboard that time.
i didn't care about his feelinqs, i only care about myself, my own feelinqs only.
i put blames on him.
i keep assumed that i'm the only one getting hurt, when actually he's hurt at the same time too.

im feeling super uber guilty.

i only realised how important he is when he's no lonqer gonna care about me le.
i'm sufferinq now, this is my punishment.
how you treat people, people will treat you back the way u treated them in the first place.
perhaps, this is what i called retribution.

i'm a idiot.

i've realised my mistakes.
i wanna atone for it, is it too late?

i just want to say boy,"im sorry".

hellos humans (:
i'm back, im back.
did you ppl miss me?. heh.


mia for quite some time & im bac here already.
don't ask me if im alriqht already cause seriously i, myself also don't knw e answer.


well, put that topic aside.
let me rant bout yesterday adventures.


yesterday, i woke up early at 9 plus to prepare ahem ahem.
then meet up with huili & her cousin.
had Mos burger for lunch, but i didn't ate.
i jus had vanilia milk shake to full my stomach cus i had late breakfast earlier on.
aftermath, we headed to buqis.
had nothinq in mind to eye for, so we just had a quick shop ard the whole buqis.
its really borinq & the hot hot weather is makinq me wanna go lala land.
i suggest to go temple pray.
this has become my habit to go there pray due to the influence of Da zhu(ben) ever since the first time he brinq me there to pray.


i pray ...


.i pray to god to bless that me will had a smooth year ahead.
.i pray to god to bless everyone in my family to be safe & sound.
.i pray to god to bless all my friends around me to be happy always, free from all troubles & worries.
.i pray to god to bless Ben ben that he could be safe & sound, get his nitec cert successfully and bless that his current job will be a stable one.


May god bless.


after that, i headed to sembawanq alone to look for xiao ben.
needed his help to help me pass thinqs to Ben ben cus there's no way i could pass it to him personally.
then i qot to know that ben ben is workinq at vivo.
so i persuade xiao ben to brinq me to his workplace.
After much persuasion, xiao ben agreed!
xiao ben, thank you! thank you! thank you! thank you! thank you! x1000!
with0ut y0u, i won't qet to see ben ben already.


so we headed to VivoCity.
0n our way there, met a grp of 3bitches & 2 bastards.
they ain't lians nor benqs, but they'r actinq to be like they are la.
and one of the bitch like wanna find trouble with xiao ben.
but we didn't even really give a damn to them to la.
no point wastinq our time over chidish ppl like them la.


reached vivo, went to look for ben ben.
he is very very shocked to see me there. heh.
told ben ben bout the grp of people we met earlier on, & he went searchinq for them.
But was unable to find them. alright, count themselves lucky lo.


Chit-chat with him abit, slack awhile then headed home.
before i left, i pass him the home-made dinner i did to him.
i know by the time i passed it to him the food is already cold, taste yucky, looks sucky i quess.
hais. failure right?
but hope u feel my sincerity ya.
(wenever i know that u didn't had proper meals, i feel so heart pain.)
he thanked me for that.
&im super duper happy already! really!
the both of them headed bac to senq kanq.
while i headed bac to juronq.
Yu kai wanted to fetch me home cus its already v.late.
but by the time i reached, he's still half-way through his supper.
so i told him to carry on, so i walked bac alone.


when i got home, i then realised i haven't had my dinner.
& the only meals i ate for the day was only breakfast.
so i just grab some biscuits to full my stomach.
i had no energy to cook anythin to eat cus im already deadbeat aft travellinq ard the whole day!


0h well, as usual, i acc my moma today.
moma bought me a pair of heels & two sets of undergarments.




pardon me for this wordy post.

My apologies to my Dearest xin yi girlfriend :
Girlfriend, im so so sorry.
i didn't know that you were the one who msqed me that day.
cause my phone went for service thus some of the contacts were lost.
&urs were one of them.
im so sorry.
don't be disappointed k? cause u'r not forgotten by me.

alright im endinq soon.
school tml. bored.

yours truly.

bye readers.

xoxo.

with loves,

xueli.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSwCMiHLrlM&feature=related

我守候在你家的门外，整个晚上都不离开，回想你靠在我的胸怀，我要将感觉留到 everynight ，走在吵闹拥挤的人海，我想要好好感觉你的存在，望着遥远灰色的星海，一个人孤独的发呆，我依然还在等待，等待你会明白，一颗坚强的心在等你回来，风在吹，让它擦去我脸上的泪，不要以为我真的无所谓，我依然还在等待，等待你会明白，一颗坚强的心在等你回来，不怕累，只要我的身边有你陪，请你相信我是真的不后悔。

my feelinqs for you is still the same.

i jus wanna tell you, I MISS YOU, i miss you.

I MISS YOU !

& i can't even get to sleep at night. u know?

if only you know how i'm feeling inside.

i'm gonna leave this place.

i wanna be free from those heart wrenching problems, those hurts, those pains.

i seriously...

...


...



NEED A BREAK.

cause

im mentally breakdown at the moment.

Before i leave.
will reply those overdue taqs here.

[cong] aiyo....tired & stress!!!....got alot of thing to do sia...is like endless work to do

oh, is it? looks like you'r suffering inside ya. endure ba. do take care of urself ya. see ya ard.

[huili] say cheese =D take care

thanks gal, i will. (: meet up soon.

[yumi] u're a very contradicting person.if a guy say things tt hurt u = he doesn't luv ya @ all.so y kp pressing on things tt wil nv happened?i'm sure ur fren wld wan u 2 conc on ur studies. rather than wasting ur time on tis nonsense.

hi. i don't know who you are. but thanks for ur tag anyway. i know what i shld do. thanks ((:

[huimin] Baobeii... Dun sad le lahh... Hugs... Smile ok??? Jia you!

babe. thanks. i miss you :D when are u free for me? meet up soon ya!

[YL] i know how u feel.....we are the same........

yea. you don't think too much le ya. must tke care urself. alrights?

& to those spammers. this is for you.

Nabei. i don't need ur stupid fuckinq comments over here at my blog.
if you've nothing better to do, why don't you just go fuck the wall, fuck the spider.

does my lashes got to do with you?. so what if you think my lashes r ugly? that's what u think only. if you think its ugly, then don't see la. CB.

if u gonna spam again, im jus gonna ban & delete!

Goodbye people.

my dear, im gonna miss you badly. bye.

Yes, where's the old me?

when was the last time i really laugh?
i couldn't rmb.

you want back the old xueli that i use to be. the xueli that use to joke with you, laugh like mad when u joke with her, talking back to you. right?
yes, i know. i know.
BUT.
here i am trying, struggling to be back to what i use to.
but.. what about u?

u didn't gave the strength to do so but yet u doubt me, and at the same time making me worst. by adding salt to my wound, do you think this is making me better? you know im already v.hurt, and yet u still say things making mi sad & jealous.
i need you.

i find myself thinking of you no matter what i do.
im still worried about you everyday. worried bout did u ate ur meals on time? worried that u might have a empty stomach before u go out. worried that u might wake up late for school. worried & worried.. if you've realised, i still cared for you like before.

yes, u might think that im still pretending to be alright infront of you.
i did that because i don't wish you to worry for me.
sighs.

i know im being stupid.

i really detest the kind of feeling im havinq now.



promise me you'll never forget me, never forget whatever things i've done, cause if you do, i won't forgive you.

Goodbye...

FIR - 你很爱他

当你决定　你要离开我 我没有说什么　就当作你自由 有好几次我都想挽留　哭求也没有用　 就当作是寂寞 因为我能明白　他的温柔　 对你是种解脱 就坦白告诉我　谁是你的最爱 其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　 说你没有想他　是可怜我吧 我已没有借口　只能放手　 不肯奢求　你说爱我 其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗　 其实你很想他　就说出口吧 我已不想多说　捂住耳朵　 不想再次听到你说　你很爱他 其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　

说你没有想他　是可怜我吧 我已没有借口　只能放手　

不肯奢求　你说爱我 其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗 　其实你很想他　就说出口吧

我已不想多说 　捂住耳朵　不想再次听到你说　

你很爱他

leave me alone. let me be.

Y Day seven without you.

Hellos readers ((:

have you people catch the news regarding the natural disaster-earthquake that happened in china?

if you do, how do you people feel aft reading it?

i've been reading up the newspaper everyday and catching up with how's the situations over there.

&whenever i finished readinq it, i will cried.

im emotional, yes i am.

i must say life is really fragile & unpredictable.

u can never predict when u will be qone.

who knows u miqht be gone tomorrow?.

aft readinq the news, i told myself from this v.moment, im gonna cherish & treasure whatever things i had now.

&i'll cherish those who'r beside me even more and enjoy every moment with them.

next time if i want something i won't hesitate for long anymore, the feeling of losing something v.important is a very very terrible feeling.

and i won't let it happened again. NO MORE second time.

well, today as usual acc my moma.

b'cus is a sunday.

moma is so sweet, she bought me new mascara, liquid foundation & lip stick.

moma, ilove youu:DD

and i guess its time to tidy my comestic corner.

cus its in a mess. -.-

NO SCH tml! happy??

alrights. endinqq my post.

"i miss you more than words can say"

boy,its already the seventh day without youu.

& im still missinq u as ever. hais.

what bout u?

i quess u should be happily enjoying everyday of ur life ba.

how i wish i've a chance to tell u how much i misses u.

whenever i wanted to call u & hear ur voice..

i will always dialled ur hse number & hesitate for a moment whether to call or not.

hais.

& i hate to pretend that im alright wen i talk to u on e phone wen im simply nt alright at all.

its really v.torturing.

when can i see u again?

will u be willing to meet me? sighs.

u'r back to work le.

&im really v.happy for u.

im still waiting for you.

Y Its already the fourth day without you.



Have ever you love someone,
It makes you cry.
Have you ever needed something so bad,
you can't sleep at night.
Have you ever tried the words,
but it don't comes out right.
have you ever, have you ever.


well, school as usual today.
&my classmates, YAP PENG HOCK passed his TP!
li hai lo, win liao lo. can ride bike soon liao lo. LOLS!
anyway, CONGRATS to you Dude. ((:

not only that, he BULLIED me!
forced me to bring back all his notes and asked me to help him filed lo.
is heavy de lei.
nvm, bo bian, cause im kind. bite lips**
you owe me a meal for that okay. haha.

after school, went hme to change and meet up with huili.
its been don't know how lonq since i last met her. misses*
headed to payer lebar.
had some chit-chattinq sessions. like finally so lonq since i had a gd chat with her.
then headed home aft that.

i then realised i only had ONE meal today.
& which is => DINNER.
i don't have appetite at all though i knows im hungry.
(he's not there to rinq me up and tell me to eat, i dun even feel like eatinq anything.i miss u, i miss ur calls remindinq me to eat. hais.)

i've been coughinq for almost close to 3weeks already.
and is still not gettinq any better, but worst.
didn't really sleep well for the whole of 3 weeks already.
god bless that i could qet well soon man.




its already the fourth day without ur presence.
seems like u'r happily enjoying ur life, while im sufferinq all alone here.
my heart is still bleedinq, do you know?
life w/o you is so torturinq.
i need you, i need you seriously.
every morninq i woke up, the one that i think of was only you.
every hour, every minute, every seconds, i was looking at my cell phone, hoping i could received ur calls. but it never happens.
wanted to tell you how much i misses u, but there's no way i could reach you.
whenever i think you, i just can't help myself and cried.
i miss u, i miss u. can you feel it?

if only you know ...



it has become my screen saver since that day.


what can i do to get you into my arms , baby.
what can i do to get in your heart again,
To make you understand how i need you next to me,
i want to get you into my world.
&baby, i can't sleep at night without you.


i want you & only you. no one else.

你可以不可以不要离开.

我很想你, 真的很想你.

In the past, every morninq when i woke up, i will always received calls from you, if not u'll leave me with miss calls.

But now, every morninq when i woke up, i was hoping that u'll call, hopinq to see miss calls from you. But it didn't happens, And i knows it no lonqer will happens le.

imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu. imissu.

DO YOU KNOW I MISSES U DAMNS BADLY?

i miss u alots. im wanting to see u so badly. will u?

im still not used to life w/o you.

why must u say thinqs that will hurt me even more? seeinq me so hurt, seeinq me crying, u feel good is it? hais.

ihatethatiloveyou.

"the scars in my heart will never be erased"

From this moment, my heart is already dead.
i cried the whole niqht last niqht, even cried in school today.
i knw even i cry, u also won't bother and neither will thinqs have any changes.
No matter what i say, i still won't change ur mind.
Perhaps, we'r not destined to carry on to be together ba.

i knows u want me to hate u for all the things u've done.
but i tell u, i won't. In fact, i forgive.
my dear, what's the point of me hatinq u?
Hatinq you won't heal the wounds on my heart.
i rather forgive you and make u realised ur mistakes.

i qave u chances but still u took it for granted.
i knw even if i give u hundred or even thousands of chances to u, in the end u will still give me disappointment.
Remember those promises u made yesterday?
will u keep those promises or break promises again?
honestly, im really v.afraid u might disappoint me again and to be frank, i no longer have confidence with u anymore.
all those promises i ask u to make is for ur own good, do u realised?
i want u to change for the better, i don't want you to carry on like this.
fufil all the promises u've made. pls?
Don't make me disappointed with u again, will ya?
Don't take my forgiveness for granted.

Ben ben,
i hope u'll think it through, do some reflection and ask urself what do you really want. Don't always put urself in a dilemma when making decisions. it will end up to have many troubles in the end.
boy, thanks for showering me with care & love all this while.
u really dote on me alot & letting me feel that im taken care of.
thanks for having patience towards my attitude. i had a bad temper which not many can tolerate it but yet u tolerate it & give in to me all the time.
please remember no matter what i will still be here for you no matter what happens.
im gonna miss ur nights call badly.
b'cus im so used to chattinq with u before i go to bed.
will u still call me every night?
i miss you, really misses u alot!



Sorry by buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

This time I think i'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry.


don't u think this song lyrics simply suits the both of us?
i don't want to hear sorry from you, all i want is u to change. .

I LOVE YOU, that's all i wanna say.

♥BETTER IN TIME♥ (LEONA LEWIS)

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking thatI deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice
you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning
to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be ok

[Chorus:]♥Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming
don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings
but that's the pathI believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy
you meant everything
Quickly I'm learningto love again
All I know is I'm gonna be ok

[Chorus:]♥Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
♥Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time♥

this songs simply suits how im feelinq right now. agree?


its's kind of stupid isn't?
I was never once anybody in your eyes.
yet you seems like the world to me.
i wish i could stop lovinq u, u know?


Do you know, how hard it is the pain of losinq you?

sorry



Yesterday u travelled down all the way here to look for me, seriously i must say i'm v.touched.
but yet, i qave u attitude, pissinq u off. right?.
i'm sorry, i didn't mean to.
my attitude simply sucks, i knows. sighs.

today afternoon, i cried once again.
i just couldn't controlled my tears.
the thinqs u said simply jus hurt.

if you want me to treat the thinqs that happened ytd as it was just a dream... i will.


thank qod for givinq me someone like u who really cares bout me.

"i'm so afraid tat there might be a day u miqht leave me alone & don't care about me anymore."

ignore me if you think i'm not talking sense.
bye.

school is love with entertaininq classmate (:

hellos to all.
today is wednesday wednesday wednesday!
its not a really gd sch day for me & my classmates.

first lessons of the day shld be PE & pe lessons starts at 9am.
all of us qather in the canteen as usual and and and there was no pe lessons.
b'cus teacher had qone to attend a course. -.-"
so last minutes.
i could have slept for 2 more hrs if he had told us the day before. argh. damn him!
& e next lesson we had starts at fuckinq 11am!!

so in the meantime what we did was chit-chat, slack, took a nap.
wanna know what the guys normally do when we have break time?
scroll down ...

....
....





PSP and PSP!
they will always stick to their PSP and play and play till the next lessons starts.
some even still carry on playinq wen the lecturer is conductinq lessons luhs. pro rite?.
haha.

well, the 11 lessons ends at 1230.
then we had 2 hr break in between before the next lessons starts.
me & yan binq girl wanted to join lewis , peng hock & e others to play bowlinq.
but we were too tired, so didn't join them in the end.
we went out to hav lunch, meet roy & andy on the way.
so we all went to mac to hav lunch together.
roy silly craps & jokes mkes us keep lauqhinq la.

when we were bout to get ready and leave for e next lessons, peng hock called me & told me that e next lessons was cancelled because the lecture also went to attend a course.
arghhh!! cancelled AGAIN? damn her!
so.. we'r like so happy b'cus lessons was once again cancelled.
roy suqqested to go IMM, so we went.
had lots of fun once again, thanks to ROY.
u can really go crazy when u'r out with him.

went in to daiso.
roy & andy were playinq with all the thinqs there like as if they own the shop luhs.




ROY ROY ROY :DD


ANDY ANDY ANDY :DD



the two of them are really damns funny , can. haha!
thanks for the day people.

went home with yan binq girl aft that.

school can be really fun only with classmates but it gets borinq with theory lessons when the lecturer can keep whining and whining without even bother if u can catch the lessons or not. -.-"

alright, XUELI needs to go lala land le.
i'm really lack of sleep man!

will be back for update if i've the time again.

watch & listen to this video if u'r bored.
b'cus i watch it this eveninq because i've gt nth better to do. lols. =x







bye bye people.
lots of love from xueli. (:



i'm feelinq so confused now.
i'm so afraid.. afraid that if i don't mke a decision nw, i miqht lose u.
but.. i don't knw what's holdinq me back.
what should i do?

i love you.. i seriously do..

sup people (:
i've lots of thinqs to rant about, but i don't knw where to start frm.
0h well, nvm.
i shall bloq randomly then.


THURSDAY .

i had a bad labour day.
someone was such a disappointment.
u really disappointed me.
i went down to look for you, but you left me alone.
Awkward & lost was hw i feel at that moment. do u know?.
u always regretted aft smethinq has happened then realised tat u'r wronq which is already too late.
we'r always havin misunderstandinq & miscommunication wif each other.
is it really so hard for u to understand me?.

FRIDAY .

i carry a moody mood to school.
i didn't talk much and yang binq girl went moody with me too.
i qave attitude to the guys when they joke with me.
im sorry guys.
Sch ended early on every friday.
Went to Clementi to lunch with my yan bing girl.
Had a heart to heart talk sessions with her.
told her bout wad had actually happened which mke mi so upset & moody.
After confide to her, i felt much better.
thanks for givin me advices, consolinq & being there for me that day.
u were my great confidant that day. <3

SATURDAY .

meet up with huizhi buddy at Holland V in the afternoon.
was lost on my way there, but managed to reach the place successfully in the end! phew. -.-
Ky was alonq too, cus before that he acc my buds to botanic garden to tke pics.
did the both of u enjoy urself there, huh buddy?. OOPS =x(my buddy is gonna kill me if she saw this). hehs.
had sushi tei for lunch. sorry guys for waiting. i knw u people r hungry.
aft lunch, i was supposed to meet my customers to pass the clothes.
but in the end... ... argh. shan't elaborate furthur.
was totally pissed off with that matter.
then KY headed hme first cus he was tired already.
me & buds headed to CP to shop ard, then i headed to her hse, chit-chat awhile before i headed for home. (:

buddy buddy! meet up soon again, alrights?. miss you :DD


this few days life is really kinda of bad for me.
everythinq doesn't seems to be right.
no words could really describe how im feelinq right now.
but thank god i still have people ard me carinq for me. (:

i tried my best not to think already but... it still don't work.

Nights ppl (:


why am i the one getting upset, when the other party enjoying life like nothing happens?