ii've made up my decision .
im nt giving upp .
ii'll continue t0 wait de ...

endless waitingg .

ii dun0s wadd am ii doins larhs .
ii shld b hating eu instead?. butt y am ii still thinkin b0utt eu, still wantin t0 call eu lyk wadd ii alwaes used t0?. perhaps it've alreadis b'cum a habit le. & a habit is difficult t0 kick off. jus liked eu, iif ii ask u t0 kick off ur smokin habit, can eu?.
ii realiis nt used to it, is lyk somethin is missing suddenly. sobbs.
y everting happened so suddenly?
c'mon XUELI , could eu pls jus wake up?. arghh!!
no point hating you lahs, hating you won't make my wound in my heart heal too.
ii jus wish t0 4get everythin, butt hw?. it's difficult.
wadd iif ii sae im nt givin up, ii'll continue to wait?. am ii v.foolish?.
ii reallis dun0s wad im tryin to do lahs. ii reallis v.confused lahs. FUCK la.
everythin is nt e gonna b e same animore. cans ii still ring eu up & chat ?. cans ii still msg u like wadd a fren will do ?. or will eu still msg miie , care for miie as a fren ?. will ii still b able to see u agns ?.
haiis, suan le , suan le. it's impossible le. eu will nv care animore .
dun wish to tink le , e more ii tink , my head pains more .
sobbs ..

"Some people are just not meant to be in your life no matter how much you want them to be.
LOVE is so CoMpLiCaTed. It sux sometimes,Bud it oso brighten up ur lyfe. Ur mere words hab shattered my heart."

'' will eu still b readin tis post?. ''
'' will eu ans all th0se qns?. ''
haiishh ..

WHY?.
why aren't eu e one tellin miie everythin instead?.
why is eddy the one tellin miie?.
BLOODY hell , eddy. why mush eu tell miie.
iif eddy din tell miie, r u plannin nt t0 tell miie?. iim realliis disapp0inted.
d0 eu hw it feels wen eddy t0ld miie b0utt it?. h0nestly, wen he told miie ii dun believe it. u noe?. ii still tink eddy is lyin to miie.
& in e end ii still hab t0 find 0ut e truth MYSELF!?. hw ii wish ii've nv knew e truth.
d0 eu n0es hw hurt am ii nw?. d0 eu n0e e pain im havin nw?. xin realliis hen tong , hen tong!.
d0 eu n0es is lyk somebody stab a knife deep int0 ur heart?. & is nt only ONE stab, is a few stab!!. & e one who has stab tat knife into miie is YOU.
my heart is alreadiis DEAD!. ii've n0 feelins le, is alreadis NUMB. ii no longer n0e wadd's called LOVE le.
din n0es tatt things will turned 0ut t0 b lyk tis.
din expected tat u'll hurt miie in e end too.
din expected tat e pigg tatt ii alwaes used to called is gonna disappeared frm my life.
sobbs..
WHY?. am ii reallis tat BAD to you?. y0u realis gt nth t0 sae t0 miie marhs?.
suan le, frm nw on.. ii won't treat ppl gd animore. wadd's e use 0f treatin ppl gd wen in e end iim e one gettin hurt? im e one sufferin?.
d0 eu n0es aft eu left jus nw, iim cryin all al0ne dere?. ii dun0s wher t0 g0. my mind is LOST.
eu realliis damns cruel.

ii dun0s hw am ii goins to slp 2nite.
hw ii wish somebodiis will gif miie a sleepin pills nw & h0pe ii cans fall aslp.
hw am ii gonna 4get everiting?.
nw ii finally realised hw SILLY ii am. nvm, iim jus tat SILLY larhs.
iim afraid ii'll changed int0 a v.bad, v.bad miie.
iif eu'r readin tis post nw, wadd'll eu d0?. ii n0es, eu'll jus read & act as if nth has happened b4 , riite?. suan le.

THANKS, KELVIN korr korr ferrs being dere f0r miie . thanks for consolin miie everytime wen ii am down .
THANKS, BAOBEIIS CATHERINE too . ii noe eu aren't in a gd mood too todae , but yet eu oso care ferr miie .
THANKS, SEE THENG . for ur consolin too . sorrys din go to e chalet cus ii reallis gt n0 mood . tink ii g0 find eu tml bahs .
THANKS, JIAHUI SIS . sorrys to keep eu worry le . ii n0e eu'r v.worried bout miie . ii'll b fine de .
& thanks those frens hu'r dere fer miie .

" will ii still b able to called u pigg agns ?. will ii still b able to hab eu to cheer miie up wen iim down ?. will ii still .. ii n0es is IMPOSSIBLE le . im jus thinkin too much . do ii reallis means nth to u ma? "

shld ii hate y0u instead?.

I HATE LIARS !!!.

Taken 0n 2312o6










prom nite outFIT

huili & miie

the gals =))

im SICK !. SOBS. mummy came bac frm m'siia le, but she still dun wannas t0k t0 miie. ii alreadiis try t0 t0k t0 her le, butt she still ign0red miie . jus nw ii c0ugh till VOMIT lors, den she saw liiao oso nv sae anithin. wth. haiish, suan le. she wanna t0k t0 miie jiu t0k lahs. dun wans jiu suan le. iim alreadiis v.FANS le.
huili , thanks fers c0min upp jus nw t0 glf miie medicine. reallis appreciate it. see ?. even frens kn0ws hw t0 care. b0ut wadd b0utt parents?. they failed t0 d0 s0.

IM DAMNS DISSAPPOINTED WIIF HIM TOO!.

shld ii realliis tell him hw ii feels ?. & all e stuff all tatt ?. ii realliis damns disapp0inted wiif him siias. he's n0 l0nger carin as wadd he's used t0 b liiaos. messages frm him is gettin lesser & lesser le !!!!!!!!!!!.

" wen eu've fallen f0r a pers0n , eu cans scarificed anythin jus for him " (it's TRUE)
" eu oso won't care wadd other ppl says , cus to you , tat pers0n is PERFECT "
iim craziie OVER you .

BAC t0 BLOGGIN agns =)).
ii changed my blogs songs , tis songs suits my feelings nw.

my heart pains LOaDs nw. realliis hen tong hen tong!. iim cryin frm ytd till nw, tears jus can't st0p fallin d0wn. ii hab never cry so badly b4.
why can't eu jus smetimes spare a th0ught ferr miie b4 eu sae anithin?. dunch eu n0es tatt every single w0rd tatt eu said means al0t t0 miie.
feel tat eu've changed, eu'r nt as caring lyk wadd eu used t0 be le.
jus nw wen ii t0ld eu b0utt wadd happened t0 miie & my mom, u jus listened. haiis. can't eu jus sae smethin t0 c0mf0rt miie marhs?. haiis, suan le.
d0 eu n0es e actual reason tatt ii din wanted t0 went t0 m'siia marhs?. partly is cus is siians lyk wadd ii t0ld eu & partly is cus of ... ... nvm. nw sae le oso n0 use liiaos. is useless le. s0bs. iim n0 l0nger tatt strong XUELI tatt ii used t0 b le ..
ii feels lyk goins t0 e beach nw & sh0ut all my heart ouuttttttttttt !!!!!!!!!...

' eu'll nv knew hw imp0rtant eu'r t0 miie '
' ii jus h0pe eu'll appreciate miie '

it's been awhile since ii last p0sted smethin.
iim bac frm my pri sko0l class chalets, all ii cans sae is FUN !.
ii realliis enj0y it h0nestly & e feelins 0f gettin t0 c pri scho0ls frens agns is great!.
class 0f boon lay garden 6/2 RAWKSS !.
h0pe we will hab tis klnda 0f gatherin agains.

alrite t0k b0utt t0dae.
mit upp wiif HUILI, we went t0 buy our pr0m nite stuff.
chia yee & kelly acc0mpany us al0ng too.
we went t0 far east, ii b0ught a whlte dress & a pair 0f sh0es.
e rest 0f e stuff tink sunday den g0 buy bahs.
OMG!. pr0m nlte stuff is causin miie to BROKE!. haiish..

m0nday gettin back n lvls results le. feel so afraid nw.
dun0s hw's my results, realis dunch wish t0 g0 get it.
tml goins GOD SIS wedding dinner, dun0s wadd out fit shld ii wear.
arghh !.
shall endd here. T.T

ii miisses tat STUPID IDIOTIC PIG PIG !.
alwaes ask u tings, butt ii alwaes get no response frm eu. haiis.

nites every0nes ~

i'll b away for CHALET lata ..
takkaiire everyone.

OUT wiif pig todae in e aftern00n.
finalli saw him t0dae cus ii 3 daes nv saw him le.
online jus nw, a blo0dy idiot t0k to miie.
his e-mail : [[ alwyn2463@hotmail.com ]]
he added miie in msn & wen ii jus sign in to msn , he send miie a NUDGE.
den ii asked him " hu r u " .
he replied miie wiif a '' dunno " .
WTH !. wadd a stupid ans?. den dunch t0k t0 miie in e first place larhs.
idiot, iif tis person adds eu betas dunch accept. it's wastin my time t0kin to tis kinda of idiot!.

my deariie SUSANNA nu er is bac!. WEETS.
ii miisses her ..

takkaiire everyone.

" always on my mindd "

iim pissed off wiif myself larhs.

something's nt right.
iim cryin.
heart feels so pain.
everythin seems to b lyk nt e same animoree.
haiish ..

all ii do is cry.. cry.. & cry.
wen iim sad, ii nv show it out.
jus pretend to b happii iif ii cans.
it's torturin.
sometimes remains silent doesn't seems to be a bad ting too.

thanks kelvin kor kor ferr being dere for miie .

DON"T take miie for granted.

XUELImissespigpig ..

`` ii tink among all e pigs , e fifth one l00ks much more like '' PIG '' so stupid!. hahas. ``
o0ps!. he gonna kill miie , iif he saw tis. lalalas ~

pard0n miie for being bo liiaos, cus ii gt nth to do larhs. LOLs!.

IM BORED!.
shall t0k b0ut wad iim doins nw.
iim readin horoscopes sign for todae. LOLs.
ii gt inflenuced by PIG!.
it's interesting actualliis, lalalas ~

LEO BABY
Daily Overview
December 04, 2006
Yours is one of the most multitalented signs in the zodiac, but being so gifted can also distract you from your true path -- or so you think. Just wait this mood out. There's nothing wrong with being a renaissance person
Sometimes, being unique requires that you be brave -- life isn't always easy for people who don't conform. Today someone in power will be intent on making sure that you parrot the party line. This may be one time when your iconoclasm and your unique perspective could get you the wrong kind of attention. So consider furling your freak flag -- but only temporarily. The ability to get lost in a crowd can be an excellent safety mechanism

Weekly Romantic
12/04/2006 - 12/10/2006
No matter what the weather, this week starts out warm and just keeps getting hotter for you (lucky thing!). Friends and festivities cheer you up as the week begins, and burning the candle at both ends (just a bit!) makes for some very lovely light. Midweek, you can find extra insight into all things love-related, and if you tune into your heart, you'll also know exactly when to make an overture. Then, from Friday through the weekend, your days and nights are custom-made for romance. You're glorious, and only your imagination limits the wonderful things that can happen

sources frm : http://horoscopes.astrology.com

CURRENTLY LISTENTIN TO : DOING IT AGAIN .

my mood nw is damns FOUL ok. ii can't stand wiif my parents aniimore. they'r jus being UNREASONABLE!. ii can't TOLERATE it aniimore!. iim alreadiis SIXTEEN alreadiis, nt a SIX yrs old xiiao meii meii le. why they still care so much?. iim jus lyk all other SIXTEEN yrs old teenager, we all need FREEDOM!. y can't parents jus listen to miie?. y r they so OUTDATED larhs. pls larhs, nw wad century liiaos?. still so OUTDATED, cans they jus go upgrade themselves, for goodness sake!. ii've my own limits de, ok!. dunch ever try my temper larhs. iim still toleratin wiif dem nw, ok. ii tink u all will miie. u all c0uld hab run out frm e hse & nv come back. ii could hab done tis alreadiis ok!. iif ii realiis run out, ii would nv come bac. can't they jus spare some th0ughts fer miie?. ii've a STUBBORN character, ok. ii hated to b order to do tings & being f0rced to do tings which ii dunch lyk!.

tok b0ut my DAD. he's damns damns damns unreasonable larhs. nw wad century liiaos?. DOTE on boys than gals? WTH is this?. alwaes asked miie to give in to my brother. & wen ever is my brother's fault, he would scold mii onliis. & iim alwaes e one kenas nag at!. WTF!. he nt in gd mood jiu vent all his temper on miie?!. pls larhs, iim oso a human being ok, ii oso will hab MOODSWING de lors. smetimes ii realliis w0nder, do he treat miie as his daugther anots?. aren't parents supposed to dote on their children?. iim nt BORN into tis world to get tis kinda of treatment de ok. iif he dun lyk miie den jus sae bahs, thr0w miie awae in e first place. ii rather be a orphang!. ii n0es u all sae he's my father afterall, u all won't understand hw ii feel de larhs.
everybodys n0es hw ii my father treated miie. especially my frens.

nw my mom. ii dunch understand her smetimes. ok, she DOTES on miie m0re than my brother. & whatever tings ii wans, she will try to get for miie. BUT nwadaes she's being unreasonable & ridicul0us!. ii dunch n0es wad's wr0ng wif her larhs. she & her all th0se frens larhs. her frens alwaes inflenuces her wiif stupid & idiotic tactics to deal wiif children & which is all WRONG!. arghh!!!. & ii alwaes hab to gif in to her after all e quarrells?. pls, ii won't gif in to her animore larhs.

hw long do ii hab to tolerate wiif e 2 of dem?. or do ii reallis hab to wait till im 18?. pls larhs, by e time ii will b in mental hospital liiaos larhs. haiishh..

XUELI HEN KE LIANS leiis.
SOMEBODY PLS HELP HER!.

pig bu li wo.
ii misses pig, cans?.
sobbbs..

XUELI nt in a gd mood t0dae.
shall p0st s0me f0t0s b4 talkin b0utt it.











ROARS *

PINCH PINCH *

XUELI MISSES PIG *

REFLECTIONS *

SONGS : open arms

Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side
So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide Believe what I say
So here I am With open arms
Hoping you'll see What your love means to me
Living without you Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
But now that you've come back Turned night into day I need you to stay
So now I come to you
With open arms Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me

todays feeling : weird
feel lyk smethins is missing..
haiishh ..

enjoy tis song bahs.
takkaiire everyone.

iim feels so LOST!. ii lost my way. wadd am ii doin?. ii realliis nd a KNOCK on my head. i reallis dun0s wad's wrong wiif miie. the strong XUELI is gone, nw the XUELI is so weak, she nds supports honestly.
ii feels lyk sleepin & sleepin, so ii won't tink of anithin. haiishh..

ii needed eu e most nw. ii can't imagine wad will life b iif eu left miie alone. PLS, dun ever leave mi alone cans.
smetimes ii realiis wish to n0es wad's on ur mindd. ii n0es eu shld b feelins v.confused nw bahs.
so am ii ..
dunch 4get e promise tat eu gave miie.

`` ii jus wish to have a chance to entered into ur world ``

iim bac to bloggins agns.
kinda of lazii to blog larhs actualliis, butt ii dun wans t0 keep it un-updated.
went to jiahui sis hse to ton on Mon. intend t0 t0n fer onliis 1 dae de, but ii still dunch feels lyk goins hme den her mummy oso ask mi t0 stayed ferr one more dae, den ii told my mummy boutt it. she says ok & even asked mi to stayed fer one wk oso cans. LOls!. tink my mummy is craziie. butt ii din larhs. ton at jiahui hse ii din realiis slp, is lyk onlis slp fer 3-4 hrs onliis. yawns*
ii feels lyk sleepin nw oso.

alrite , tat's b0utt it. lazii to blog more.

ii wans bac e old pig, the old eu.
ii misses e old pig.
haiish..

3 days nv saw dao pig le . sighs* butt nvm, ii ren.
some tings tatt has been said hurts , butt eu din realised it. nvm larhs , wad has been said has alreadiis been said .
messages gettin lesser & lesser. (nvm, ii cans understand). im nt tat unreasonable larhs.

haiishh .. haiishh ..
dun0s wad im tinkin tis fewdaes .
ppl tat i dun realis n0es in msn are irritatin miie.
pls jus leave miie ALONE !

ii misses my LONG haiir. arghhh !.

mit upp wiif jiiahui sis & her mom. we mit at e bus stop, guess wad?. ii alighted at e wrong bus stop, dun0s wad's wrong wif mi. im so blur!. LOls. went to pioneer mall to hab our hair cut. jiahui & her mom says my new hair style is nice & it suits miie. butt iim nt used to tis new hair style niias. ii find it short. LOLs. ii misses my long hair. sadden. nvm, hair will grow bac de. i tink i'll get used to tis new hair style de. miie & jiahui look so alike marhs?. tat hairstylist ask mi is tat ur sister?. LOLS. aft all tatt, we wanted to go hme. but e rain started p0urin agns, so we go walk walk first. went in to watson, we take a look at all e hair dyes cus we wanna dye our hair. butt ii din bring extra money so i nv buy but jiahui b0ught it. ii wanna DYE!. den we went to tke cab, i wanted to go hme actualiis but jiahui mom asked mi go their hse hab dinner, i dunos hw to reject so ii went. her mom is alwaes so gd to miie, thanks aniwae. reach jiahui hse, den i realised hw hungry ii am cus i nv eat my breakfast & lunch cus ii've no appetite due to my bad flus. aft dinner, watch tv awhile wif dem den ii took 99 hme. on my way hme, my mind was in a blank, ii dun0s wad am ii tinkin. ii feel so lost suddenly, dun feel lyk goins hme. butt ii still try to drag my feet & walk hme slowly. wen ii reached hme, mom saw my new hair style, she was lyk kinda of shocked. Lols. she sae she nt used wiif my new hair style. aiiyos, ii oso nt used to it lors. haiis.
den jus nw at jiahui hse, danny called miie, asked miie wher ii am. ii told him im at frens hse, he sounded v.sadd. tink smethin happen agns. oh no, promised to call him wen i reached hme, butt ii 4get all b0utt it. haiish. he's troubled & so am ii, butt he din n0e b0utt it. nvm, wad ii cans help ii'll try to help him bahs. BOY, cheer upp bahs.
mom naggin miie eat medicine, eeek. ii dun wans!. im feelin so warm nw, so afraid tat i'll get fever. i dunch wans niias.





wo hen xiang hen xiang ZHU !.

sick & tired of everiting larhs!.
everting is lyk nt right. why?.
y am ii lyk alwaes e one worryin b0utt everythin?.
s0bbs.
'' mayb i tink too much le bahs ''

change my blog songs agns.
alrite, ii shall mke a sh0rt p0st ferrs t0dae. cus im realliis v.tlredd.
iim d0wn wiif flus agns!. a*CHEWW. ii hate flus niias. haiiyos.
t0dae went pig trim his hair, ii tinks he regretted askin t0 help bahs. cus im a with0ut licensed hairstylist leis!. LOLs. butt sorrys iif i nv din did a great job.

haiish.. ii v.fans. ii v.fans nw larhs!.
y? y? y? y did he sae all th0se tings t0 mi jus nw in msn?
y is he tellin miie all tatt?
ii alreadis d0wn wif flus. v.tlred le, ii realiis v.confused.
my head v.pain. tears droppin nw suddenly.
suan le, ii dunch wish t0 tink b0utt it oso.

nites..

OMG!. SHOW LOH ZHI XIANG , ALBUM IS OUT !.
he's so SHUAI , COOL & DANCE damns well larhs.
ii wanns buy his album. LOLs. iim MAD!.

Presenting his new MTV





he's so HOT!.
his dance step is so great, omgg.
lalalalas~

time passes so fast , todae alreadiis SUNDAY le.
well,tat pig wake miie upp at 11 t0dae. first time leiis. he wake miie up first!. LOLS. claps*
alrite, den mit up wiif pig ard 1 plus. peii him go STORM cut hair. waited fer him outside.
& his new hairstyle. hmms, niice!. ii like it. beta den e old one. OOPS!. hahas. den ba0beiis catherine came t0 find miie cus ii 4get t0 pass her e name tag. den e 3 of us went t0 hab a drink.
as usual, pig hab t0 g0 fer w0rk. den catherine goins bugis mit her fren, so ii peii her norhs. i dun wans t0 extra , so i nv stay dere. den ke lian de miie hab t0 travel bac alone frm bugis t0 boon lay. sighs* den went t0 mit MUMMY fer dinner. mummy sae wans go boon lay eat. so we went dere & ii oso v.long nv go dere le.
arghh, my dark circles so obvious marhs. tat pig sae de n0rhs. sadded*
tat's all b0ut t0dae.

jus gt t0 n0e an0ther ting t0dae. tat idiot 'w', feel lyk givin him a punch larhs. wah ka0s,BIG LIAR. nvm larhs. ii believe one dae he'll get his retribution de. i n0e it may nt b nw, but one dae sure will de larhs. im nt goins t0 b angris anim0re, jus dun let mi c him on e street larhs hors. i'll sure g0 infront of him & scold him de lors. ii n0e i damns bad larhs. butt.. suan le. dunch wish t0 sae le.

''time spent wif pig is gettin lesser & lesser.'' ...

mit up wiif ba0beiis catherlne & see theng at 2 pm t0dae.
pass catherlne our swensens uniform all tatt cus she helpin us return bac t0 dem tml.
thanks my dear : D
den we hab our lunch at LONG JOHN SILVER.
& as usual wen e 3 of us are t0gether , we alwaes t0k lame tings . andd we will laugh lyk a mad w0man. LOLS. butt im l0vin it !.
den aft our lunch , we went t0 walk walk ferr awhile . den ii suggested t0 g0 je t0 tke neoprints. cus its been a long time since ii last took neos prints wiif dem. so we headed t0 je entertainment. we waited ferr awhile b4 our turn , we spent a very long time takin it cus tat machine is unlimited time de marhs. afterall, iim satisfied wiif e fotos taken. shall upload e neoprints other time cus e neoprint is nt wiif miie.
went hme aft tat.
haiish. hen siians leiis!
shall endd here le.

ii misses PIG damns loads!.
haiishh ...

mit up wiif pig t0dae at 4 plus .
we went t0 jp de lai lai kitchen t0 eat .
as usual aft tatt he nds t0 g0 ferr w0rk .
e time spent wiif pig was alwaes so sh0rt !. haiish ..
wanted t0 acc0mpany him on e wae t0 w0rk , butt he dunch all0ws n0rhs . sighs *
den aft tatt , ii waited ferr jiiahuii sis . l0ng time nv mit her le , cus she preparin ferr her o lvls marhs . so din wanns fans her .
YEAH!. her last paper is on MONDAY !.
cans g0 sh0pping aft her paper le . WEETS .
butt she's nw d0wn wiif sore thr0at . h0pe she get well fast cus she still hab her last paper , kinda of w0rried ferrs her . gal , JIAYOU !.
den aft tatt mit da0 her le , we went t0 walk walk awhile .
den aft tatt ii went t0 her hse . we seems t0 have l0tsa 0f tings t0 sae . ii t0ld her b0utt e ''W'' tings . wanted t0 tell b0utt it l0ng tlme ago , butt ii dunch wans her t0 w0rried fer miie . but dunch wans t0 hide frm her , so ii t0ld her b0utt it . & she was kinda 0f sh0cked aft she knew b0utt it . butt past is e past le .
& thanks gal , alth0ugh eu'r nt feelins well butt still co0k noodles ferr miie . thanks LOADS !.
iiLOVE jiiahuii sis ya .
alriite well , while waitin ferr her jus nw . ii was standin near e pushcart outside jp de . e push cart is selling HELLOS KITTY stuff . w0w !. so cute cans ?.
ii wanns all of dem siias . tinks ii mush realiis g0 w0rk le .
ii seems t0 hab l0tsa of tings i wanna buy , haiish ..
& my f0ne bill oso haven settled yet . omgg !.
& ii've t0 buy new c0ntact lens oso . aiiyos .
iim realiis BROKE le .
ke liians de XUELI .

alriite , tatt's all ferrs t0dae !.

* s0metlmes ii feel tatt iim so bad lors. iim alwaes thr0wln temper at u ferrs n0 reas0n. & yet eu cans t0lerate it. so sorrys wors.

`` imgalned life wlth0ut u ?. ii tlnk ii'll be v.miserable bahs . ``
`` thank god ferr letting eu appearin in my life ``

takkaiire everiione ~

ii g0t nth t0 update actuallis .
st0mach pains frm afternoon till nw . sighss *
xin hen t0ng too !.
pigg pigg havin a FOUl mood e wh0le dae t0dae .
haishh ...
c him lyk tiis ii oso dun0s wadd t0 d0 .
ii dun0s hw t0 c0nsole him oso , stupid riites ?.
first time c him in such a bad mood niias .
he says he's fine nw , butt cans tell tatt he still siians siian de larhs .
pig , dunch tinks too muchh le larhs !.

shall update till here .

KE LIAN DE XUELI !. ROTTING LE LARHS ..

xueli needs a job badly . iif n0rt she realliis g0nna r0t at hme le larhs . sighss * PPL , aniis job lobangs .
well , t0k b0utt t0dae bahs .
mit tatt idiot pigg pigg ard 5 den headed t0 jur0ng point cus he wanns eat marhs . so peii him norhs , he went t0 eat long john . butt ii nv eat cus ii n0rt hungry .
pigg pigg st0mach pain pain siia . h0pe he's alrite le bahs .
den after tatt he nds t0 g0 ferr w0rk at 7pm , den he din expected tatt ii wanna peii him g0 t0 his w0rk place . he ask miie n0 nd peii him butt ii insists t0 !. den he gt n0 choice larhs . den ii went hme alone norhs , s0unds stupid riites ?. e reason wanna peii him is cus i dun wans him travel al0ne on e way bahs & im free aniwae . dun0s wadd's wrong wiif miie jus nw , iim lyk so quiet all e way . wadd am ii thinkin b0utt ?. haiishh .

`` ii dunch ask ferr much , as long as ii cans be by his side iim alreadiis contented le . ``

`` ii cans nv nv findd someone betas betas than eu ``.

nites everiione ..

. ii wanted t0 tell eu hw ii feel , butt ii jus dun0s hw t0 tell eu . ii dunos y , ii cans tell my fren everythin hw ii feel deep inside my heart . butt ii jus can't bring myself t0 tell eu . stupid riites ?.
. immediately wen ii went hme , ii started cryin . stupid xueli !. all eu n0es is t0 cry riites ?. CRYBABY leiis . luckily eunice & see theng console miie . thanks gurls .
. my heart pains l0ts larhs , h0nestly .
. eu reallis care marhs ?. d0 eu realis realiis care ?. ii dun0s .
. im sorrys , ii c0uldn't tell eu hw ii feels larhs . ii still end upp writing everiting here .
. perhaps all it needs is TIME bahs .

eu've changedd ..

23 July 1990

Your date of conception was on or about 30 October 1989 which was a Monday.
You were born on a Mondayunder the astrological sign Leo.Your Life path number is 4.Life Path Compatibility:You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7.You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9.The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448095.5.The golden number for 1990 is 15.The epact number for 1990 is 3.The year 1990 was not a leap year.Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1990 and ending 2/14/1991.You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse.Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry.You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 1 Av 5750.Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 2 Av 5750.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.17.4.11 which is12 baktun 18 katun 17 tun 4 uinal 11 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 29 Dhi'l-Hijjih 1410 (1410-12-29).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 15 April 1990.The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 28 February 1990.The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 3 June 1990.The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1990.The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 20 September 1990.The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 10 April 1990.The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 27 February 1990. As of 11/13/2006 4:09:58 AM ESTYou are 16 years old.You are 196 months old.You are 851 weeks old.You are 5,957 days old.You are 142,972 hours old.You are 8,578,329 minutes old.You are 514,699,798 seconds old.Celebrities who share your birthday:
Daniel Radcliffe (1989)
Michelle Williams (1980)
Nomar Garciapara (1973)
Monica Lewinsky (1973)
Marlon Wayans (1972)
Charisma Carpenter (1970)
Slash (1965)
Woody Harrelson (1961)
Don Imus (1940)
Don Drysdale (1936)
Bert Convy (1933)
Am lia Rodrigues (1920)
Harold 'Pee Wee' Reese (1918)
Arthur Treacher (1894)
Karl Menninger (1893)Top songs of 1990
Nothing Compares 2 U by Sinead O'Connor
Vision of Love by Mariah Carey
Because I Love You (The Postman Song) by Stevie B
Vogue by Madonna
Escapade by Janet Jackson
Opposites Attract by Paula Abdul with the Wild Pair
Step By Step by New Kids On the Block
How Am I Supposed to Live without You by Michael Bolton
Love Takes Time by Mariah Carey
It Must Have Been Love by RoxetteYour age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.33150684931507 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)
There are 252 days till your next birthdayon which your cake will have 17 candles.Those 17 candles produce 17 BTUs,or 4,284 calories of heat (that's only 4.2840 food Calories!) .You can boil 1.94 US ounces of water with that many candles.
In 1990 there were approximately 4.1 million births in the US.In 1990 the US population was approximately 248,709,873 people, 70.3 persons per square mile.In 1990 in the US there were 2,448,000 marriages (9.8%) and 1,175,000 divorces (4.7%)In 1990 in the US there were approximately 2,148,000 deaths (8.6 per 1000)In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.In 1990 the population of Australia was approximately 17,169,768.In 1990 there were approximately 262,648 births in Australia.In 1990 in Australia there were approximately 116,959 marriages and 42,635 divorces.In 1990 in Australia there were approximately 120,062 deaths.Your birthstone is Ruby -->The Mystical properties of Ruby
Ruby is said to open one's heart to love.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
CarnelianYour birth tree is
Elm Tree, the noble-mindedness
Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know-all-attitude and making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.There are 42 days till Christmas 2006!There are 55 days till Orthodox Christmas!

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saw this on a friends blog .
try it if u wans ..

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it's been a few daes since ii last updated .
let miie recalled wadd ii did e past few daes .
wednesday 9.11.06
it was catherine de b'dae .
shan't t0k muchh b0utt iit .
miie & see theng celebrate her b'dae wiif her & we b0ught a cake ferr her too .



f0t0s taken ..


Ba0beiis me0w me0w de stupid lo0ks . LOls .


ii lo0ked tiredd .


we went t0 viv0 city after tatt .


miie & catherine


miie & see theng

our reflections in e train
we went t0 lo0k ferr yuling at her w0rkplace at viv0 oso . she was kinda 0f sh0cked wen she saw us bahs . den aft tatt she went off wiif us , den she & see theng headed ferr hme . while cat peii miie g0 marina t0 lo0k ferr hiim . ii tink he nv expected tatt ii'll g0 find him bahs . & he mke tiis drinks ferr us !.
ok . e image n0t clear butt e drink is niice . 4get wadd's e name of it le . butt nvm , thanks al0t aniiwaes .

ii wanted t0 stay longer butt cat cnt . so ii peii her g0 hme le . cnt pang sehs her oso marhs . tink tat''s all ferr wednesday bahs . h0pe cat enj0y her b'dae on tatt dae .
friday ii 4get wadd ii've d0ne .
well , saturday . ii waited ferr ba0beiis catherine aft w0rk , e b0th of us went t0 viv0 agns . den aft tatt she went off at ard 10 , den ii waited at 0utram ferr him t0 off w0rk . den went hme 2gether . ii was so suay larhs . my leg gt injured , alrite shall nt sae much b0utt it . nw still abit pain pain larhs .

TODAYS ..

was angry in e afternoon . ii dun wish t0 sae oso le , tatt person hu mke miie angriis shld n0es larhs . haiish ..
den wanted t0 g0 0utt jus nw t0 get tings frm him larhs . den mummy dunch all0ws , idi0t lors . alwaes lyk tatt de !. awhile onliis marhs . sadd lors !. haiishh .
aniwaes . iim jobless agns . sighhs **
bad mood , foul mood nw .

tatt's all ferr e updates bahs .

`` s0metimes ii jus wanted t0 gain understandin frm eu . is tatt v.difficult marhs ??. ii dun0s larhs . ii realiis wadd eu thinkin b0utt oso . ``
s0bbs ...

ni yao de bu shi wo .
zao yi dian ren shi ni jiu ha0 .

perhaps i shld msg eu lesser than usual .
pls jus spare a th0ught f0rr miie bahs .


ii feel tatt frm ytd till t0dae , e way eu treat miie is so different larhs .
if tat's e case , ii regret tellin u hw i feel le .




keep repeatin tis songs agns .

ii wanna blog an0ther p0st t0 sae vent outt my feelins , cus iim goings crazii le !. ii dislikes tis kinda of feelins , ii feels so fans larhs . aniibodiis willin t0 let miie punch , hit , scold ?. sighs *

ii realliis dun0s wadd eu'r tinkin b0utt larhs . nvm , eu oso dunch n0es wad's on my mindd too . ii feels so l0st nw !. ii nv hab tis kinda of LOST feelins at all . my heart hurts , it hurts deeply . im feels so afraid too . afraid tatt we'll hab a gap between each 0ther . ii dunch wans ii dunch wans .. ii dun0s larhs , perhaps im jus thinkin too much bahs .

dunch keep thinkin tatt eu'r bad or wad , cans . tatt's wadd eu tink onliis . d0esn't mean others tink tat way too . hab confidence in urself , pls .

ii reallis in a v.badd mood nw larhs . techn0 & sad s0ngs is wadd im listenin t0 nw . keep tellin myself try nt t0 msg eu , butt ii jus can't . stupid hand of mine !. haiish ..
ha0 t0ng ku leis .

alrites , iim bac t0 bloggins . been a few daes since ii last updated , kindas of lazii t0 update . ii promised eu tatt ii'll update t0dae so ii shall keep my promises . tiis few daes iim busii wiif w0rk . ytd was my sec0nd dae of w0rk , h0nestly ii regretted takin tis j0bs larhs . & in e first place ii dunch lyk t0 b a waitress lors . it's damns tiring , cans ?. butt b0 biian larhs , n0 choice . afterall , between swensens & pizza hut . eu ask miie choose agns , ii'll still prefer pizzahut . haiish . misses e daes workin in pizza hut , misses all e old frens dere . ii rmb wen ii first dae work dere , ii cans realis mixed ard wiif dem . but at swensen is so different , ii find it so hard t0 mixed wiif dem . ii oso dun0s y , ii can't imagine hw am ii goings to survive ferr e rest of my workin daes . sighss **ytd was e onliis dae im workin e same shrift wiif see theng ferr tis wk . hw am ii goins t0 survive ferr e rest of e wk ?. omggg !. cries . ytd was kinda of tirin compared t0 first dae norhs . my whole bodiis still hurt nw , ok . haishh , haiish , haiiish !!.

en0ugh of all e w0rk tings ..
fotos , fotos .











shall end here le . ii got n0 mood t0 blog actualiis .

LISTENIN TO : ZHI DUI YOU GAN JUE , FEI LUI HAI .

well , t0dae went ferr trainin agns . mit my 2 dearie catherine & see theng at e library , as usal iim late agns !. LOls . so ii went in t0 e cafe & look ferr dem , cat alreadiis buy prata t0 eat le . badd girl , nv wait ferr miie jiu eat le . humphhs . ii went t0 buy prata & a ice coffee . & so qiiao , we saw hon tat & frens . hahas , at first din saw h0n tat actuallis until ii asked see theng is hon tat dere cus ii seems t0 heard his voice . LOls . & wen we left , ii din sae bye bye t0 him den he sms miie asked miie did ii sae bye bye t0 him ?. ii repliis n0pes , cus eu oso nv sae bye bye to miie . LOls !. den he sae cus he dun0s its miie , is his fren t0ld him de . diiaos !. sii hon tat , cnt recognise miie !. qiian biian ars . jkjk , :D . he so guaiis siia , tis 2 daes g0 library studiis . sure an0ts ?. hahas . aft our lunch , we headed t0 swensens . t0dae trainin is b0utt e menu , oh gosh we've l0ts of tings t0 memoriise . sighhs * tml still gt test lors . haiishh .. ii hate memoriisin tings lors . ii tink im gonna fail e test . wish miie gd luck bahs .
ii got my timetable ferr e next wk.

monday : 6 - 11
tuesday : -
wednesday : 6 - 11
thursday : 6 - 11
friday : -
saturday : 6 - 11
sunday : 6 - 11

workin 5 days next wk , sighss * & is all nite shrift !. wth . & onliis monday workin e same time wiid see theng . criies .. haiish . siians lors . alriite , enoughh b0utt all e job tings .

todae iis my brother's swit fourteen b'dae !.

HAPPII B"DAE MY DEARIIE BROS ~

photos time !.





snap shot of ba0beiis meow

zii liianin agns



bros b'dae cake



happii b'dae my deariie bros !.

e n0tes tatt ii've t0 memoriise , sighss *

alriite shall endd here le , hab t0 g0 studiis ferr tml's test .
tata ~