thanks those ppl hu send mi wishes for o lvls chinese exams tml.

gd luck to everybody too .

loves ,

xueli <3

currently listenin to : open arms , 5566

ytd, aft sch went hme get myself changed&mit huili laogong.
we went to jp mac to eat first while waiting for zhiling to come.
we headed to imm aft tat, to buy tees.
went in to IP ZONE & try out e tees.
miie&laogong bought e same design but hers is yellow while mine is green.
its been awhile since we last caught up wif our pri sch fren, zhiling.
e 3 if us did had fun together, we were gigglin & gigglin among ourselves. LOLS.
aft tat, smethin really pissed miie off.
miie&laogong went to buy ice creams b4 we board e bus to head for hme.
wen ii board e bus, e cup of ice cream was in my hand while huili put it in e plastic bag.
&e fuckin bus driver really pissed miie off.








driver}hey, no food is allowed to b bought on to e bus.
miie}stared at him&ignored, den went up e stairs to get a seat.
wen ii've alreadi sat down.
e bus driver came up. stared at miie& says..
driver}ii told u, no food is allowed, u better throw away&ii'll mke everybody on e bus to wait for u till u throw away b4 ii start movin!.
miie}stared at him(givin him a damns fuckin du lan face)&ii ignored agns. ii wanted to scold him @#$%^&*#$%^
but ii din cus my mind was thinkin bout 'pig'& feelin v.fan!
tat fuckin driver scolded miie infront of everybody. nabei.
spoil my mood.
this is e first time ii bought food up e bus & kena scoldins by e bus driver.
so KPO for wad, other bus driver oso nv lyk tat sae miie b4. knn.
arggh. 4get it.

well, todae sch was quite fun earli in e morning.
we hab class bondin sessions.
we were allowed to wear hme clothes to sch!.
we play games in class, quite fun actually.
even though we were only given a hr to play.
went hme to changed up den went out agns.
supposed to mit kok wah kor kor at jp & idiot him!.
mke miie wait&in e end he called&said he still busy.
mit other time. qian bian rite?
humphhs*
den ii went to mit my susanna daughter.
she went to cut her hair b4 comin to mit miie.
peii daughter go shopping.
we went to bugis first, she bought heels.
den headed to heeren to bought hangbags tat she has eyed for v.long.
but saddening,e hangbag she wanted was out of stock.
we headed bac to bugis hope she could really eyed for another one.
but she still din bought one.
but e both of us bought a white pretty pretty shorts together!.
im broke but im still spendin money, ii can't resist e temptations of nt spendin money.
smeone still owns miie money.
arghhs, arbish**
den daughter pei miie go marina square.
daughter knows im missing him badly, so pei miie go dere.
even if ii can only get a glance of him, im satisfied. but.. sighs*
ii really misses him badly!.
& im havin blisters nw. shi tong de lors.
pig used to gif miie plasters if he know my legs due to e heels.
but.. now.
on my way hme, my mind keep flashin all those memories wif pig.
&ii really misses e times wen ii first watch movie wif pig.
cus tat dae was really e best day of my life.
nw ii den realised hw much ii misses him.
reached hme, tears starts to fell down agns.

不管我走到哪里 我都想你

currently listening to : get up & move ; koda kumi

im currently havin a headache & im feelins so warm . sighs .

went to ngee ann poly today wif 5S1 .
went to attend e talk on direct admission to poly & e talk was really boring .
&ngee ann poly gt no shuaii ge de , LOLS!. arbish *
iim so so envy those ppl who r really gettin a life in ploy .
cus they can dye their hair , mke wadeva hair style they loves & can doll themselves up to sch .
unlike sec schs life , still hab to obey all those stupid sch rules .
wear tat toot toot sch uniform . arghh .
nvm , tolerate for sme more mths & im gonna graduate soon .
xueli ; pls buck up alreadi if you wanna get into poly, if nt u aren't gonna go aniwher }
aft e talk, miie & huili go look for chia yee .
wanted to look for huizhi buddy , but no fate . din get a chance to mit her .
din saw jia hui sis dere too . ii really miss her la . sighs .
nvm , iim meetin huizhi buddy on saturday !.
we took bus aft tat to jp , hab long john for dinner .
& wad surprise miie was kok wah kor kor called miie .
he ask mii wher am ii , ii told him im headin to jp .
he den ask miie go jp find him as he gt smethin to tell miie .
ii took my own sweet time to eat den decided to go find him , end up i din let him hab e chance to let him tell mie wad he wanna say .
& ii told him i'll go bac to look for him , but ii din .
im so sorry , din noe u wait for miie for an hr !
& kelvin kor kor ring miie up too , tellin mi he's at city hall .
ask miie to go marina square hab dinner wif him .
& he was surprised tat ii rejected him , cus e venue is at 'marina square' !
& he knew tat ii'll sure say YES . but ii din .
im so bad rite ?
he asked miie y but ii told him i'll update him wen i mit him up .

pig ;
wen ii looked at e msq u asked miie to take care jus nw , ii cried .
ii jus felt .. .. i dunos hw to say .
but thanks , at least it mkes miie feel better .

&to tat bitch hu keep spamming my tagboard .
ii tell you , listen well .
ii won't care whatever tings u've said .
&ii won't believe whatever u say .
you tink i'll get affected by what u say ?
ii tell you , ii WON'T !
ii believe in pig , always & forever i'll believe in him .
so pls shut ur bloody hell mouth up , bitch .
jus a useless bum wif no brain .
u dun hab e right to interfere my life , i dun nd ur words ..

pigg ;
ii really dunos hw to pull myself up without youus .
only you can give mi e strength to carry on wif life .
u left miie alone nw wen ii needed you e most now .
ii feel tat life is so meaningless nw w/o you .
wenever im feelin down , you alwaes could mkes miie really cheer up .
&now , you are no longer dere for mi le .
you always brighten up everyday of my life .
ii need you , ii really need you .
my life will nv b wonderful agns .
why must you keep sayin hurtful words to miie ?
iim used to doin all e tings tat ii've alwaes used to do it for you .
ii duno hw to stop .
u really nt touched by everythin ii've done ma ?
at least a idiot will oso feel smethin ba .
can u dun stop mi for doin anithin ?
you knw my character , iim STUBBORN .
do you wad u'r doin aren't doin mi good , u'r jus mkin miie worst .
u c mi lyk tis , u v.shuang isit ?.
if tat's e case , den continue , if it really mkes u feel good .
cus u'r forever enjoyin & im forever sufferin .
ii can't turn bac animore .

im really sorry to all my frens .
ii noes it hurts you guys to c miie in tis state .
sorry .
ii duno hw to b strong , iim really weak .
ii duno y am ii torturin myself .

当我最需要你, 你却不在
我高兴还是悲哀,你都不在
我受了伤却在偷偷好起来

怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认

ii'll wait, iim really gonna wait .
pls keep those heart - shaped in ur rm & appreciated all those ting ii've done for you .
tat's wad ii asked for .
dun gif miie empty promises anymore ...

ii really cherish every moments, every hour , every minute , every second wiif you (:

im bac (:
tings happened so sudden .
ii realli can't accept it , ii really can't .
sighs .
i'll upload e foto which ii took todae b4 ii continue writin .




fuck off la .

you alwaes left miie alone wenever ii needed u e most .

you alwaes gave miie empty promises .

im smiling for e sake for my fren , nt YOU .

do u know hw am ii feelin nw ?

im nt happy as wad u tink ii am .

my heart is numb .

&i'll nv b happy as wad ii used to be .

&ii really do cherish every moments, every minute, every seconds wiith youu .

ii took many pics of myself jus to mke myself feel better .
ii nt happy at all , even though im smiling .
why ii trusted you so much & yet you wanna lied to miie .
do ii really deserve to be hurt tis way ?
or hab ii done anithin wrong , tat's u wanna torture miie ?.
y u really bear to hurt miie ?.
wo de xin zhen de hen tong , hen tong .
& do you tink 'sorry' can heal all my pains ?.
to mi 'sorry' means nothing .
why ii've done so many many for you & yet you dun appreciate ?.
or is it im still nt gd enough ?
why ? why ? why ?
ii really can't go bac wad ii used to b lyk animore le .
ii really dunos hw to continue life w/o youu .
do u know ii still nds you badly ?.
u knows i can't b w/o you .
why r u torturin mi tis way ?.
wen will u wake up & dun continue lyk tis ?.
pig pig !. sobs .
why can't u jus appreciate miie ?.
ii really really love youu alot !.

sorry to all my frens for lettin you people worried so much .
ii knows u ppl really cares & loves miie .
ii loves u ppl too .
& jus gt to know tis lil lady , li qing .
she's a nice lady & a big jie jie to miie .
thanks for consolin miie & b dere for miie .

iiLOVES my huili laogongg (:
iiLOVES kailingg (:
iiLOVES shengli (:
iiLOVES huizhi buddy (:
iiLOVES liying darlingg (:
iiLOVES susanna daughter (:
iiLOVES seetheng baobeiis (:
& all my beloved fren .

ii dunos why am ii torturin myself .
but iim really damns hurts .
do you even bother ?.
while im sufferin , you were busyin enjoyin .
you'r been unfair to miie .

to tat FUCKIN bitch .
stop comin my blog & bull shitting .
& stop insultin my fren .
u dun hab e right to .
& tis is my blog nt urs !.
pls FUCK OFF .

pig , 你永远是都是我的最爱.
我只想爱你.

sobs ..

my heart has been broken into pieces, many many pieces.
&e pain will nv nv go away.
iim lost. really really lost.
pigg, ii knows is my fault. ii shldn't hab did tat.
but at least ii did tell u e truth, ii din hide it frm u rite?
ii knows u'll b angriis, but at least ii did tell u.
ii really duno why ii did tat, but ii regret le.
wad u wans mi to do, den u will 4gif miie?
u din yell at miie b4, but u did it ytd.
xin reallii hen tong. really.
am ii e only one at fault ma?. aren't u oso hab fault too?
ii really needed u damns badly nw.
ii really regret le.

actualli u din really noe e actual reason y ii went to find u ytd.
u din gif miie e chance to explain.
suan le, no matter hw ii explain nw oso no use.
u alwaes tink e other way.
iim bad. iim nothing. can?.

ii've no appetite.
my gastric hurts.
ii hurt my hand.
ii can't stop cryin!
wad am ii doins?.

pig, 4gif miie can?.
sobs.

&iim really in e v.bad bad mood.
&ii really will bite.
to tat 2 fuckin bitches.
stop being chidish.
hw old liao, still write wad hates or wadeva in ur profile.
as if everyone will go care bout wad u write la.
stop sayin my fren wad fake breast la.
better than u flat chest.
at least wen she go buy bra, at least gt a cup size la.
she din even insult in e first place.
y r u insultin her, huh?.
u wan compare, go compare la.
c whose is e fake one la.

&to tat faker pig, pls FUCK OFF LA.
somebodi mke miie drunk PLS!.

cried in sch durin lessons time today .
feelin hurt , tat's y ii cried . sighs .
shld ii tell you , wad iim tinkin bout ?.
hw shld ii go about tellin you ?.
im afraid you might quarrelled wiif miie aft wad ii've said .
haiis .
tell miie wad ii shld do .
iim still feelin sad & hurt la .
can you dun go bac to ... ?



ii wans watch movie (:

currently listenin to : All my life

woots. iim bac!.
&to tat fuckin bitch hu fake as pig ;
pls la. stop faking as him.
ii know who u r.
you gt anythin wanna say to mi, pls tag wif ur own name.
you gt no name is it?.
ur parents din gif u name ar?. pity you la.
born w/o a proper name.
compare , compare & compare ?.
wad you wanna compare about sia ?.
so childish , pls grow up.
you dun lyk my face or wadever , den jus FUCK off .
ii din ask you to come view my blog in e first place .
pig told miie to ignore tat bitch .
but im bu shuang !. tat's why .
im gonna say it for e last time , PLS USE UR OWN NAME & TOK TO MI !.

irritating pests *

alrite shall ignore e pests.
phew.
ytd went to wait for pig outside his hse.
wait for him to accept my apology.
ii wrote loads of 'sorry' on a piece of paper.
sighs, my turn to write to him.
is tis retribution?. aiyo.
at least my sorry is sincere than him. hohoho~
den ii oso went to buy food for him to eat.
ii did waited for quite long for him b4 he opened e door,
im so afraid tat he really gonna left mi outside, but he din.
den pei him awhile b4 he left for work.
phew*
anyway , PlG (:

ii know im being stubborn at times.
thanks for tolerating my stubborness.
thanks for tolerating my attitude.
ii noes ii alwaes create trouble for you, pls pardon miie for tat.
no MORE next time le.

ii cried ytd.
ii quarrelled wiif my parents for runnin out of hse on sunday nite.
ii went to find pig to ask him help mi wif my art.
ii already told mum tat im goin out.
but dad dun believed miie.
he went bac hme frm work ytd & scolded miie.
ii talk bac to him, since he dun believe wad ii've said den wad 4 ask in e first place?.
den ii told him since young till nw, u've nv believed a single word tat ii've said b4.
den my dad jiu sae, ii wanted to try to believed u but u'r alwaes lying!.
WTF. ii cried immediately.
ii cried is nt cus im SAD, iim jus angry wif wad he said.
ii hate tis home. there's no LOVE at all.
my parents dun know wad ii want.
ii wan FREEDOM!. jus dun care wad iim doin cans?.
ii lyk to go out late in e nite. &ii dun see there's anithin wrong wif tat.
ii'll rebel, ii dun care. ii will still run out late in e nite. ii wanna mit pig!.
cans ii leave tis hse?.

iim hopin till e dae tat ii reach 18.
at tat time, ii will go out late in e nite.
go partyin wiif girlfriends.
ii'll drink drank drunk lyk nobodiis cares.
&ii mean wad ii've said.
&iim gonna REBEL , REBEL & REBEL !.
im waiting for tat dae to come.

thanks buddy huizhi for chatting wiif miie last nite despite u havin exams e next dae.
loves (:

pig, ii wanna watch MOVIE !!.

currently listenin to : 我难过 , 5566

physics paper ended at 93o today .
went to CU to makan .
mit up huili lata at ard 1 plus , we decided to go town .
cus im nt in gd mood , im sad . so huili suggests to go gai gai .
we went to plaza sing , heeren ...
heeren gt alot of handsome hunks !. HOT !.
LOLS .
you can really find shuaii ge dere . REALLY !.
aft all those walk walk , we decided to go marina square .
both of us were hungry , we went to pizza hut to eat .
e service dere simply sucks like HELL lahs .
we waited v.long b4 we could get in to have a seat .
& wad's e reason for tat ?.
dere's only a waiter at tat time !.
& tat poor waiter was doin many tasks at a time .
he was doin cashier , bring customers in , tkin orders , clearin table & set e table !.
OMG !.
if i were he , ii would hab quit .
comparin e service dere & jp's branch de , its was so different !.
ii kinda of miss e times wen im workin at jp pizza hut lahs .
ii mush drop by dere to hab a meal one day cus huili says uncle ong misses miie !.
HOHOHO ~
& ii misses CANDIS too !. sighs .
finished eatin , went to drop by pig's work place we jiu left for hme .
walk walk at jp awhile cus we dun wanna go hme so early .
went to NTUC to buy pad , OOPS !.
reach hme , see my fuckin daddy's face jiu siians .
haiis .


im nt happy like wad u tink ii am (:

im hurt deep inside .


ii've a bad feelin smethin bad will happened 2nite .
susanna daughter & beloved huili says im tinkin too much .
ii duno . i duno hw to stay through 2nite .
2nite seems long .
iim really JEALOUS !.
hw ii wish u'r nt goin 2nite .
my hand still hurts . as if u'll care lahs .


ii DISLIKES ppl hu break promises .
ii DISLIKES e feelins of gettin jealous .

ii DISLIKES wen u ignore miie .
ii DISLIKES wen ii couldn't find youu .
ii DISLIKES slut . fuck off man !.

do youu know wad ii really want ?.

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是放弃你
放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
却忘了告诉你失去的不能重来

smebody talk to me in msn jus nw .
talk to me bout age gap ting .
haiis . siians diiao !.
mkes miie tink of smethin which ii dun wish to tink bout it le .
if you really LOVE tat person , wad 4 mind so much ?.
i hate to tok bout e age gap topic lahs .

我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你 当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃 是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那麼坚定
只想爱你 好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
知道我偶尔有一点任性 不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避 Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你

dun treat miie cold at times , can ?.
pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig !!!!

DOWN WIF FLU , FUCK LAHS .
nt in gd mood !.
ii cried today agns .
ii feels so heartbroken lahs .
ii tink sme thin bad is gonna happened agns .
im tryin nt to tink bout it , but ii can't !.
haiis .
iif ask you dun go , will you still dun go ?.
leg is urs lahs , if you wans go ii oso can't stop u frm goin .
im jus JEALOUS JEALOUS & JEALOUS !!.
ni zhi bu zhi dao ??
sad niias .

ii wans HAM HAM (:
ii wans PIG PIG !
ii dislikes HER .

currently listenin to : deng dai , cheng yi

2 pics for the day (:




im in a bad mood e whole day .
all thanks to youu !.
why am ii worryin for youus ?.
cans you jus b responsible ?.

ii've my own limits too .
DUN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED !.

currently listenin to : bad boys , sad girls - tata young

hellos , all pretty babes & handsomes .
gonna blog agns .
went out wif huili darling today .
mit her ard 23o , we went to marina square .
& blur miie forget to bring ez - link !. punch myself , arbish *
dine in at cafe cartel , piggy workplace .
din even inform him tat im gonna go dere makan . hohoho .
tink he kena shocked wen he saw miie . LOLS .
alrite , let e fotos do e speakin .

yummy !

delicious .

baby , this drink is super nice (:

reflections

myself (:

; huili , my beloved hu stood by miie all e time <3

& feii zhu , thanks for lendin miie ur ez - link card . <3

we cans make e night stay like this forever ;

currently listening to : ATC - Im in Heaven (when you kiss me)

im bac here agns (:
im down wiif flu currently & ii hate e feelin wen my nose is blocked .
im oso feelin kinda of down too . sighs *
so pardon me if my postin is gonna b boring .

updatin bout ytd bahs .
pig haf off ytd & ask him to go play pool .
as usual i couldn't find him at first & im almost gonna cry agns .
ii tot he gonna b lyk e last time wen ii couldn't find him agns .
& boy , im so afraid ytd tat im unable to find you agns .
no nd to b surprised bout , he was sleepin lyk a dead pig & he woke up at ard 4pm .
ii went to hab a bath & ii headed to his hse w/o tellin him tat im goin .
i was lyk to do stunt & i tink he oso used to it le . heh heh (:
i gt a chance to met his mum & tok to her too .
hey huili , ii did sae i'll get a chance to tok to her mum .
& YES , ii DID !.
jamos chua , do u noe my heart was gonna pop out wen ur mum tok to miie .
IDIOT YOU !.
aniwaes , his mummy is a friendly lady .
so jamos chua pls treat ur mummy better .
we headed to jp aft pig finished his dinner & stylin his hair .
tat VAIN pig took so long to style his stupid hair .
li ying darling msg miie sayin tat she & bf leslie joinin us too .
we mit dem dere .
li ying darling & miie were a idiot to e table gamin & we left those 2 stupid guys compete wif each other .
we left e place at ard 930 , darling & leslie headed hme .
while pig send miie hme & he went to mit eddy to drink .
reach hme quarrelled wif mum & ii realised im really hungry .
& ii haven dinner , e last meal ii ate was my breakfast .
told pig bout it , den he say he buyin for miie wen he come bac .
ii waited till ard 3 am plus till he was bac frm drink .
& im starvin lyk crazy but nvm .
pig bought mac' chicken meal for mie .
aniwaes , feii zhu , xie xie nii !.
im touched honestly . really xie xie .

aniwaes ii gt smethin to share . hohoho ~
proudly present :

by jamos chua , e 100 words of 'sorry' he owe miie (:

I'm in heaven when you kiss me

show me how you miss me

Take me with you back to wonderland

I'm in heaven when you kiss me

Show me how you miss me

Take me with you back to wonderland

You capture me with a stare

I'll follow you anywhere

You lead me into temptation

I guess you need to enjoy

I'm like a kid with a toy

I'm losing my concentration

One kiss from you and I'm on fire

Your touch is all I desire

One look and you take me higher

You know I couldn't resist

Ya I miss...every time I'm with you

Every time that we kiss me

CHORUS: I'm in heaven when you kiss me

Heaven when you kiss me

You were sent to me from Wonderland

I'm in heaven when you kiss me

Heaven when you kiss me

You were sent to me from Wonderland

I go crazy when you kiss me

Show me how you miss me

Take me with you back to Wonderland

You know I couldn't resist Ya I miss... every time I'm with yo

u Everytime that we kiss

I dream of you every night

Feels like I'm losing my mind

The feelin's just getting stronger (ger, ger, ger, ger)

My head is spinnin' around

You play with me but I'm bound

I can't resist any longer

One kiss from you and I'm on fire

Your touch is all I desire

One look and you take me higher

You know I couldn't resist

Ya I miss...every time I'm with you Every time that we kiss

I GO CRAZY WEN YOU KISS ME !.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->

do you know wad ii wanted ?.

dun u tink tat its damns unfair to me ?.

u left my broken heart bleedin ..

went dinner at jp wif mummy jus nw .

drag mummy to OP & bought tis shorts which ii wanted it badly .

tis shorts cost 36 bucks.

thanks mummy (:

ii feel tat ii keep spendin money .

& im buyin clothes frm li ying darling , but im broke !. sighs .

feel lyk askin boy for tat 50bucks , hw shld ii ask ?.

he confirm nag de . haiis .

sch tml , shi siians de lors .

gonna end wif sme fotos .

ii misses stupid hao (:

nites all .