im bac (:
tings happened so sudden .
ii realli can't accept it , ii really can't .
sighs .
i'll upload e foto which ii took todae b4 ii continue writin .




fuck off la .

you alwaes left miie alone wenever ii needed u e most .

you alwaes gave miie empty promises .

im smiling for e sake for my fren , nt YOU .

do u know hw am ii feelin nw ?

im nt happy as wad u tink ii am .

my heart is numb .

&i'll nv b happy as wad ii used to be .

&ii really do cherish every moments, every minute, every seconds wiith youu .

ii took many pics of myself jus to mke myself feel better .
ii nt happy at all , even though im smiling .
why ii trusted you so much & yet you wanna lied to miie .
do ii really deserve to be hurt tis way ?
or hab ii done anithin wrong , tat's u wanna torture miie ?.
y u really bear to hurt miie ?.
wo de xin zhen de hen tong , hen tong .
& do you tink 'sorry' can heal all my pains ?.
to mi 'sorry' means nothing .
why ii've done so many many for you & yet you dun appreciate ?.
or is it im still nt gd enough ?
why ? why ? why ?
ii really can't go bac wad ii used to b lyk animore le .
ii really dunos hw to continue life w/o youu .
do u know ii still nds you badly ?.
u knows i can't b w/o you .
why r u torturin mi tis way ?.
wen will u wake up & dun continue lyk tis ?.
pig pig !. sobs .
why can't u jus appreciate miie ?.
ii really really love youu alot !.

sorry to all my frens for lettin you people worried so much .
ii knows u ppl really cares & loves miie .
ii loves u ppl too .
& jus gt to know tis lil lady , li qing .
she's a nice lady & a big jie jie to miie .
thanks for consolin miie & b dere for miie .

iiLOVES my huili laogongg (:
iiLOVES kailingg (:
iiLOVES shengli (:
iiLOVES huizhi buddy (:
iiLOVES liying darlingg (:
iiLOVES susanna daughter (:
iiLOVES seetheng baobeiis (:
& all my beloved fren .

ii dunos why am ii torturin myself .
but iim really damns hurts .
do you even bother ?.
while im sufferin , you were busyin enjoyin .
you'r been unfair to miie .

to tat FUCKIN bitch .
stop comin my blog & bull shitting .
& stop insultin my fren .
u dun hab e right to .
& tis is my blog nt urs !.
pls FUCK OFF .

pig , 你永远是都是我的最爱.
我只想爱你.

sobs ..