pigg ;
ii really dunos hw to pull myself up without youus .
only you can give mi e strength to carry on wif life .
u left miie alone nw wen ii needed you e most now .
ii feel tat life is so meaningless nw w/o you .
wenever im feelin down , you alwaes could mkes miie really cheer up .
&now , you are no longer dere for mi le .
you always brighten up everyday of my life .
ii need you , ii really need you .
my life will nv b wonderful agns .
why must you keep sayin hurtful words to miie ?
iim used to doin all e tings tat ii've alwaes used to do it for you .
ii duno hw to stop .
u really nt touched by everythin ii've done ma ?
at least a idiot will oso feel smethin ba .
can u dun stop mi for doin anithin ?
you knw my character , iim STUBBORN .
do you wad u'r doin aren't doin mi good , u'r jus mkin miie worst .
u c mi lyk tis , u v.shuang isit ?.
if tat's e case , den continue , if it really mkes u feel good .
cus u'r forever enjoyin & im forever sufferin .
ii can't turn bac animore .

im really sorry to all my frens .
ii noes it hurts you guys to c miie in tis state .
sorry .
ii duno hw to b strong , iim really weak .
ii duno y am ii torturin myself .

当我最需要你, 你却不在
我高兴还是悲哀,你都不在
我受了伤却在偷偷好起来

怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认

ii'll wait, iim really gonna wait .
pls keep those heart - shaped in ur rm & appreciated all those ting ii've done for you .
tat's wad ii asked for .
dun gif miie empty promises anymore ...

ii really cherish every moments, every hour , every minute , every second wiif you (: