Lost.

I really have no idea what you want.
you disappointed me again and again.
Especially today...

While on the way to look for you, i cried almost throughout the whole journey.
I shouldn't be like this... I should be strong instead.. I hate myself for being like this.

Now, you've hurt me with your actions but not words..
I hate myself for finding excuses to lied to myself just to forgive you..

Please stop breaking my heart, will you?


P.S Buddy, thanks for being there always when i needed you. Loves(:


The ones that hurt you the most are the ones that you loves the most.

Quarrelling is inevitable for the both us and i believe is inevitable for all couples right?
We've been quarrelling almost everyday since duno-when and i've no idea why.
Just when i thought everything is gonna be fine, we end up quarrelling in the night/end of the day.
Everytime we quarrelled, all those hurtful words said really hurts me and i'll end up crying like nobody's business.
And the funniest part is, everytime after each quarrel we'll back together and start teasing/making fun of each other again(:
But the most important thing is it brings us closer.

Alright, i'm back on track for updates again.
And YAY, say HELLO to holidays.
This few days been busy looking for jobs BUT not successful. Any job can intro to me?

13 JUNE SATURDAY

We had a quarrel the night before but ... Baby still came over to fetch me and go bugis for shopping :DD

BB came over at 2plus but i've yet to get ready to get out of the house.
i was in a dilemma of what to wear. so that poor boy waited for me for one hr plus before we'r ready to go out.

I bought myself a top that day while BB bought earrings.
A pair of pretty heels caught my attention and BB promised to buy it for me next time. -.-

Times flies pretty fast that day, got hungry and decided to dine in at Hong kong Cafe at Bugis street.



Pictures











my babyboy(:


Even though we are still quarrelling every now and then, you'r still the one i love and can't function without you(:

Goodbyes:D

WILL BE BACK SOON(:
i need a break and control my emotion.
Goodbye.

HEY PEOPLE! I'm back yo.
Neglect my blog again, i'm just too lazy to type a proper post :DD

My boy make me angry today and i almost intend to ignore him for the rest of the day but in the end i still forgive him. (sighs...)
Agreed to meet today after our exams ended and head to my crib, but last minute he told me he wanted to play basketball with his friends in school and asked me to go his school wait for him instead.
I still agreed and allow him to play basketball with his friends(although i'm quite unhappy about it).

What makes me super angry with him was... he asked me to wait for him under the HOT SUN and asked me to sit down on the floor(dirty) when he knows i'm wearing a skirt??????
Okay, i listened to him. But i didn't sat down on the floor.
After awhile, i feel itchness on my leg.. and guess what??? Mosquitoe bite me.. and my leg is all filled with mosquito bites. Super pain and itch. cries*

I keep complain about the bites i had on my leg to baby,then he apologies to me and keep sayang me.
But i still ignore him. That asshole, when it comes to sports/games, he can totally forget about me. In the end, i still forgive him. Sighs...

Alright, unhappy things aside..



Yesterday, Baby and I, got ourselves a new love.
Don't be mistaken, "new love" isn't talking refering to a new love partner.

Our new love is . . .


New Phone(SONY ERICSSON W980)



When this phone was newly launched in the market, it caught our eyes.
At that time, we couldn't afford to get it.
I told my mum about it and since my 2 yrs plan is already over, mum decided to buy it for me.
And i decided not to use starhub but singtel instead.
Singtel offers a better plan so why not?? Don't worry, my number still remains unchanged.

Feeling very happy yesterday not only because i got my dream phone and also i know i've done well for yesterday practical test.


Shall stop here, Sorry about this wordy post(:




Goodbye :D

Frustrated.

I'm feeling so Frustrated/annoyed/irritated.
I hate people last minute tell me to do this/do that/go here/go there.
Yes, i'm referring to my mum. Last Night, she then tell me that saturday, we'r going back to m'sia. -.-"
This is not the first time she gave me last min notice!!!
And i told her i don't wish to go but she insisted that i must go no matter what.
Can't i have make own decisions? why must i listen to her all the time???
I hate people asking me to obey them and this explains why i'm so rebellious!
Because the more you want me to obey, the more i'm going to REBEL!!

I don't give a fuck, i'm going to ask baby to accompany me go.

Everything sucks to the max. Suckers balls//.


will be back to update after my m'sia trip.**

My Dearest Baby,

HAPPY ELEVENTH MONTHSARY! :D



Today marks our our special day again, it's pretty tough for us to come this far.
But i'm glad to see that our relationship is still going strong until today.
Another one more month marks another important phase of our relationship which is our year anniversary, i'm very excited and looking forward to it.

My dear, i'm so in love with you.
You'r just like a drug, so addictive that i can't live without your presence.
Thanks for being there for me whenver i needed your love, care & concern.

I just wanna tell you, you are the one and only man i wanna spend my future with!
I love you my pretty boy(: mwahs!



My menses greeted me Good Morning today and the cramps is killing me as usual.
Didn't went to school as i've already completed my projects.
Baby came over in the noon, accompany me to sleep awhile.
I love to watch my boy sleeping beside me, b'cus his sleeping face is damn Adorable. Hees.

Woke up, cooked spaghetti together for lunch.

Slacked at my house awhile, bathed/prepared and headed to Boon Lay temple to pray.
Afterthat, headed back to jurong point walked around and baby send me home aftermath(:
Yay, Baby promised to bring me out on Sat to celebrate monthsary.

Alright, Going off.
Added new songs to playlist, enjoy yo:D

Baby, i know i'm still not a very good girlfriend.

I'm still not treating you good enough,

i'm still giving you attitude.

My temper still sucks to the core.

My dear, i'm really sorry! Pls forgive me.

I know you are still always giving in to me,

tolerating my attitude.

Really Xinku ni le!

I promised i'll try to treat u better. iloveyou*