Lost.

I really have no idea what you want.
you disappointed me again and again.
Especially today...

While on the way to look for you, i cried almost throughout the whole journey.
I shouldn't be like this... I should be strong instead.. I hate myself for being like this.

Now, you've hurt me with your actions but not words..
I hate myself for finding excuses to lied to myself just to forgive you..

Please stop breaking my heart, will you?


P.S Buddy, thanks for being there always when i needed you. Loves(:


The ones that hurt you the most are the ones that you loves the most.