Christmas Greetings video By Boyfriend.






The above christmas video is done by my dearest boyfriend for all his dearest friend & me!~
I uploaded it on facebook(: I see his effort! Thanks boyfriend!
Enjoy it people! Hope you guys like it & appreciate it by liking it k~

P/S. The only thing i dun like is my super unglam/ugly/stupid pic in that video! =x
P/S. AND AND AND, i don't know since when bf got interest in doing video???


That's about it~ Bye!

Merry Christmas 2010 ♥

Merry Christmas people! & to those who'r still following my blog. (I don't think if there's still any)
But still, enjoy this joyous festival with your loved ones alrights?

I'm at home after having a xmas eve dinner with my girls & boyfriend.
I'm feeling extremely upset this xmas, i dunno how to explain what has happened! But i'm just upset. I just cried.
I should be happily still enjoying outside with the girls, but sad to say i missed out the fun! Sorry girls! Hope you girls did enjoy urself(:
Though the time spent with you girls just now was a short one, but i really did enjoyed myself. Hope to see you girls during the countdown ya.

Oh well, there's nothing i could do to make myself feel better. I hate this kind of feeling i'm having now. Sighs.
Shall end here and continue emo-ing. Bye!

P/S. Hope tml will be a better day.

Short lil update/Clubbing at Zirca/Rebel on 29.09.10.

Since i'm not working today, shall do a lil update. My blog look so dead! Guess i really lost the interest in blogging.
Alright, update a lil of my current life in case some of u wanna know. Currently i own a stable job, my work performance is not bad. (Not i wanna praise myself k, my sales tells it all) Supervisor says if my performance maintains like what it is now, my pay is gonna increase!


Oh well, i guess for the time being i will stable down with this current job & go back to study probably next year. I'll work and study at the same time.


Regarding, Bf & Me. Did had a big quarrel the other day, but everything is fine now! I know deep inside, we love each other alot. Hope after this quarrel, we'll learn to cherish each other more(:


Okays, pictures below are taken when i club with the girls(ST,Hui Jun & Hui Lian) & bf during sept!

left the place around 3am due the "fact" that i'm drunk? Ok, i don't think that i'm drunk! But Bf & the girls keep assuming that i am? So they insist that i shld leave the place already. -.-

Okay lah, i should admit that i'm drunk, cus i keep talking and whinning about.. i also don't know what i'm talking about.. and i keep pinching & beating See theng.. Till she BTH me! HAHAHA!

That poor girl! Bf say he keep stopping me to do that, but i just carry on & on. LOL!

They say the next time i go club with them again, they will bring a dog chain to chain me up to prevent me to drink again. T.T So Mean right???

Cab back to Baby's crib and KO till noon.

But well, i did enjoyed myself that day(: Looking forward to the next clubbing sessions. And i missed gg Powerhouse that day with Grace Babe cus i'm sick luh! Wasted!

Okay luh! Shall end here, Heading out to meet BF for dinner! :D

Ending with a pic of myself~ Looks so emo. =x

I hope this love of ours, will last forever.

Before you wanna address someone as 'BITCH', look at yourself in the mirror first. For God Sake, please do some self-reflection. Who are you to call me that? If i'm really a bitch, you ain't any better ok.

Is not i don't 'DARE' to reply ur messages, is I don't wanna STOOP down to your level to quarrel with a childish person like you.

Stop acting like a spoilt brat and make a big fuss over small issue, it will only make you lose ur love ones one day. You'r old enough to THINK!

And, Since you've already mentioned, i'm ATTACHED. Why are you so scared if ur bf is contacting me or NOT?! Sounds like, u dun trust ur Bf.

The most important thing in a relationship is 'TRUST'. Don't you know that?
Seriously, why don't u go do some self-reflection and think abt how to improve ur personality instead of ranting and whining every single day?

Okay lah, enough of saying abt u.
Wasted my 10 mins just to write this chute of words over a trash.

Mixed Feelings.

Before i start ranting,

HAPPY 2 YEAR 4 MONTHS TO US.

Bf is beside me now doing his homework, i've nothing to do, decide to blog since i've not update my cyberspace here for quite sometime.

Yes, it our 28th Month Anni today. But things didn't turn well. Don't worry, We didn't quarrel. Something to do with family.

Quarrel with Mum today after receiving a call from her in the noon. I stayed over at bf without letting her know. Shouted at each other over the phone. Cried immediately after hanging up the phone. Sighs!

Why she don't understand me. I know is my fault for not telling her the truth. I didn't mean to. But i'm really much happier here rather than staying at home. I'm like so stress at home. i will think alot when i'm all alone in my room.

mum, why can't u just gif me the freedom i want? things could be much easier this way right? A girl who doesn't go home, doesn't mean she's has turn bad. I know what i am doing. I'm already in my twenties. how long are u going to restrict me?! i know what's right, what's wrong. stop restricting will you? i'm not happy this way. u dun even wanna understand me more by asking how i feel and how i'm doing with work and stuff.

I DON'T KNOW LA. I'M NOT HAPPY AT ALL!

My blog is so dead luh!
I am so lazy to update. ZZZ
Work work & work is KILLING ME!

Will do a massive update real sooooon!
Stay tune alright? <3

Can't wait for clubbing tml with boyfriend and my girlfriends!!

We Can Choose To Or Not To.

Sometimes we can make a choice to be happy or to sad. But majority of us choose to be sad. Sometimes it's not our fault, i mean who doesn't wanna lead a happy life right? Majority of us are under too much pressure(stress) that makes us hard to breathe. Life here is indeed stressful. Don't you agreed?

I'm pondering, why sometimes i can choose to be happy but yet i choose to be sad???! Those people older that me will always tell me, I'm only twenty, i'm Still Young, i should enjoy myself while i'm still young. Don't give myself too much stress and think so much. Is not i don't want. there are just too many things bothering me & i need to worry about.

I really wish to lead a simple, peaceful life without all those unhappy things haunting me. Can i?

Like now, i'm back to my own crib. But i don't like it. All those naggings. I DISLIKE IT. Can you all like just leave me alone luh.

PS. I just feel like ranting out my unhappiness.

PPS. How to be happy?

Sighs.. I miss my fatty.

Cherish your love ones, you will never know when you'll lose them.

10 PM

Girl:babe, let's meet later. I miss you.

Boy:alright, I'll just finish this round of beer.

Girl:you're drinking again?

Boy:don't worry; I'll be there, okay?

Girl:okay, I'll be waiting.

hours passed, more of the boy's friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time.
The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls.
He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained.


1 AM

The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him.
Brother:someone called earlier! Your girlfriend's bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her!
Boy:don't mess with me man. Stop joking.
The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages.

11:00 PM

Baby, where are you?

11:30 PM

Baby, why is your phone off?

11:45 PM

Baby, there are guys following me. I'm scared. Where are you? :'(

12:00 AM

Happy Anniversary Baby, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won't see you tonight. Good night baby, I hope you're not drunk when you get home.
(This was originally in Filipino, but I translated it for you guys.)
I felt sad, reading this.
Guys, you'll never know when you'll lose the people you love.
Show them everyday how much you love them because you'll never know when you can't, anymore.

P/S. I read this somewhere, find it meaningful. Decided to post it up to share.

2 Year Anniversary.

Apologies for the lack of updates. Yours truly is busy as usual.

BB went to had a hair cut and rebond his hair before meeting me as he wanted to give me a surprise. Teehee(Y)

Met him, he brought me a white hand bag at JP then headed to bugis aftermath(:

Venue for dinner was settled at MA MASION.

BB's recommendation.
This was my first visit there and i fell in love with their food, atmosphere, etc OR i should put it this way. Everything there is marvellous! (Okay, i'm being exaggerating)

Oh ya, before i carry on. BB brought me pink roses for that day too! (I like, i like)

My Fatty Pom Pom enjoying his food.

& this is when the camwhoring session begins,

& the cake i did at Icing Room for us. ( I know it's ugly, i no skill can? Hahaha. i've no idea why the alphabent "S" smudge lo. But whatever luh! )

After dinner, we went to catch a mid-night movie together. But i forgot what is the movie already. LOL! we've been watching quite a number of movies lately so can't really remember.

Lastly,

This is for you darling.

You'r the first boyfriend that i've dated with the longest so far.
You'r a gift from god, i will never wanna lose it.

It's been 2 years my dear. Everything seems to happened just like yesterday. We've been thru so many obstacles together. Thanks for still being there with me.

You might not be perfect, either do I. All i want was just someone who loves/cares/dote/trust me. Everybody has flaws, no one is perfect. I love your everything & that includes your flaws.

At times, i might complain & rant about your negative points to you. But.. just want to let you know i still do love you as much like before.

( I wanna write alot of mushy words, but i shy. Lol )

Whatever lah, anyhoo...

Once again, Happy 2nd Year Anni(:

You'll be my last romance.

♥