hellos peoples! im back here t0 bl0g.
don't w0rry, i didn't MIA.
im jus busy-ing wif my art.
Finally, i've completed it. But im not satisfied with it, i knw im n0t gonna score well f0r it.
there were many a times i wanted t0 give upp everything.
but i've wonderful frens ard me encouragin me, supporting me.
i knw it would be a waste if i jus gave up half-way through thr0ugh e process in c0mpleting.
so i t0ld myself i sh0uldn't disappoint th0se wh0 hab faith in me.
th0ugh i didn't disapp0int them, but im disapp0int wif myself.
i've already tried my best & d0 whatever i can le but i didn't produce gd results.
as many w0uld say , what has d0ne has already been d0ne.
yaya, its easier said than d0ne.
this is my o's lvl art & i didn't did a gd j0b.
i kn0w i did much better than my n's de, but e standard is different!
im bitterly regret f0r n0t d0in my best frm e start.
wad's e p0int 0f regrettin n0w, man?
Anyway, w0uld like t0 thank th0se peep0s wh0 c0ntributed ur time in helpin me wif my art.
i don't knw hw t0 express my gratitude t0 every0ne, but w/0 u peepos i guess i c0uld hab given up eveything.
all e supports & encouragement really meant al0t t0 me, cus its a movitati0n tat keeps me g0in 0n. thanks(:
As f0r my prelim, im really devestated 0ver my results. ya, many says prelim only , n0t o's.
but im dishearten by it.
if already can't d0 well f0r prelim, wad b0ut o's?
but at least, i'll still feel upset 0ver my results lahs.
n0t lyk s0me pe0ple, results aren't any better but still dare t0 laugh at 0ther pe0ple.
as if they'r sc0ring A1's lo.
if u'r so competent, sc0re A1's f0r everythin la & let me b extremely amazed by y0u la.
& i dun feel tat any0ne wh0 sc0red better than 0thers w0uld laughed at 0thers jus lyk u.
this jus sh0ws hw uncivilised u r.
n0b0dy is perfect in this w0rld.
i believe in karma, pe0ple wh0 likes t0 d0 evil things will get their retributi0n.
n0 nid t0 feel angry or irritated by them, cus one day they will get wad they deserved.
i believe God is FAIR!

this is my bl0g, i've e right t0 express everything & anything here.
if u'r unhappy b0ut anythin b0ut wad i wr0te, pls jus ALT-F4.
i din ask u t0 c0me view my bl0g in e first place.
& u need n0t waste ur preci0us time 0r eff0rt t0 c0me here.
if u'r unc0mf0rtable wif my p0st, then jus HANDS OFF my bl0g lahs.
save th0se stupid c0mments t0 urself then.
i only welc0med civilised pe0ple.
thanks th0se wh0 came t0 help & tagged me.

shall end my p0st wif a s0ng sang by ella.
she sang this s0ng as a mem0rial t0 her d0g that has passed away.
a v.t0uchin & meaningful s0ng.
wen i heard it e first time, i alm0st cried.
enj0y (:



MY XUELI CLONE , i misses youu !

i dun care b0ut anythin anymore.
since u all dun believe & thinks tat im tellin lies, think that way by all means.
i dun owe anybody any explanati0n.
&i've g0t n0thing t0 say t0 y0u anym0re.
believe what other people says by all means , i dun care.

its jus another boring day passed (=

wake up in e morning at 9 plus.
alvin's morning msq woke mi up but ii din bother, wanted to continue pigg-ing, then jason keep callin mi to wake mi up but i rejected his call & even switch off my hp.
UNTIL my wonderful buddy called my hse for TWO times then finally im awake.
see buddy? i told u, only by callin my hse then can wake mi upp. LOLs.
anyways, thanks ppl (:
i knw its hard to wake a lazy pigg up! lmaos.

went sch for combined science prelim practical exams.
i tink im nt gonna d0 well for it. sighs.
jus find tat e chemistry is damns difficult.
tml nid to report sch as usual early in e morning.
oh god! wonder if i can wake up on time an0t mahs.
studyin chemistry now, lots of tings im still unsure bout it.
anyone, wanna gif mi tuition for chem? lols.
wish mi gd luck , people (:

just a random song (=


Say Goodnight　晚安　
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes, be quiet　
我明白你有自己的不安很多来不及我不曾看见　我只遇见你的现在不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while
除此之外　要你明白　
你的笑我真是喜欢看于是我一次又一次等待　其实都还算愉快
除此之外　非常遗憾　你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody　我确定我会在　不会走开
So Goodbye　晚安　舍不得看你觉得不自在
It's alright, I'm fine　看起来　
这故事会写不完很多差一点你没有发现　
你只认识我的现不管你留下或走开　I'm gonna stay for a while
除此之外　我要你明白　你的笑我真是喜欢看于是我一次又一次等待　
其实都还算愉快除此之外　非常遗憾　你的心我还是打不开 And if you need somebody　
我确定我会在除此之外　我还在等待　你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody　你知道我会在　不会走开　不会走开


a source of hope & love , is wad im living for.
i have friends to depend on.
i live e life for myself , not for other people.
if somethings had dissappointed me, i jus gonna tell myself :
its jus parts & parcel of life.
1 life, im gonna live it.

everybody has their own limits.
dun push ur luck too hard, i warn u first.

nights all (:
im off to study.

HAPPY 18th B'DAE JONAS !
supposed to post this ytd, but i couldn't find e time to blog. sorry ya.
wah. 18? old le lahs. OOPS !
if u'r readin this, will give you ur presents some other time lahs.
uncle, don't nag at me le hors . Lols .

well, my fren here goin NS yesterday already.
takkaiire my dear fren.
hope to meet ya soon agains.
thanks for being there for me wen i really needed someone to tok to.



i will miss ya presence!

don't ask me why i've not been bloggin for sometime or whatever.
ii jus need a break, but nvm im bac here to update already.

oh well,huililaogong din hab tuition ytd so she ask me out to westmall in e late afternoon.
chia yee is working there so we shui bian look for her as well.
though im haven fully recovered frm sore throat but mi & huili still went to eat curry. LOls.
aft walking e whole shopping mall, we headed to boon lay lan shop.
pei huili play audition awhile jiu go went bac hme.

jus came bac hme nt long.
was out wif my mama for dinner.
then went to pei huili for dinner aft her tuition.
so qiao, ii saw yu cong dere. LOLs.
he was lyk so shocked. haas.

this is specially for my dear clone, XUELI (:
hope you last long with your boy.
i can sense that u'r happy been with him.
don't gt bf jiu bu yao wo le hors. (=
will meet ya up soon.

iLOVEmy huizhiBUDDY.
iLOVEmy huiliLAOGONG.
iLOVEmy xinyiGIRLFRIEND.
iLOVEmy XUELIclone. (:

nights people.

Jus leave me alone.
if u all wanna be unreasonable, go ahead then.
i din say anythin b'cus i just can't be bothered.
you all walked ur own way, i walked mine then!

boo! its a friday already. time passes real fast.
well, was helpin my mama tidying her room this afternoon.
& ii was ransacking mama desk drawers for my childhood photos. lols.
enjoy xiao xueli's pic then.











OMG! see my mama looked like this wen ii was young . shocked ?
oops . my mama gonna killed me if she saw i upload her foto here . lmaos .



BUT my mama looked lyk tis now ok . isn't a v.big difference ?
my mama is pretty pretty nw hors , haha .







hohoho. this pic really makes mi "LOL" for sme time. so nerdy.

ii only managed to upload some of them.
there'r really lots & tons of it, if i hab e time will upload more agns.
or cum my hse see see ba. LOLS!

my brother's photo is much more cute lors.
heard my mama say, my brother will always cum out wif many many pose when taking photos. haha.
shall upload my brother's photo e next time. lols.

smetimes, digging out old pic & see will jus brightened up my dae.
cus i will tend to laugh at e photo.
it even surprised me tat ii actually look like tis wen i was young , or even mke mi realised tat time really passes fast.
& im now already 17 !.

hw cum ii wish ii was still a lil small girl.
dun you people feel that it is so great if u'r still a small kid.
being adore by people, daddy & mummy will spoon - feed you.
no worries, nothing at all.
haha. wad a stupid thinking.

anyway, caught a movie wif my buddy, andy, Ky, william & jonas ytd.





we watched ' i know who killed me ' .
wtf, wad a "wonderful" show we watched man .
e movie had Some Violence , Nudity & disgusting scenes .
my godness , i really gt urge to leave half-way through .
& my beloved buddy was so cute la. she bought her teddy bear along . lols.
i managed to hug her teddy for awhile .
next time i must bring my baby pooh along oso . LMAOS !
& andy was sitting beside mi la, he keep makin funny noise when e atmosphere is already damns "cold" liao lors .
idiot him la . haha .
aft e show , i was like shivering la .
andy left first , while we went for supper aft tat .
din even slp well last night . ii even had nightmare !
BUDDY ; i will never watch this kinda of movie again ! lols .

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原来这才是真的你

我关了手机
用力地深呼吸
告诉我自己
没有什么了不起
就当我和你
演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没关系
也许是我太年轻
不懂你要的关心
并不只是一对一
才会伤害自己
爱情过了保险期
就像玩腻的游戏
不想再要一对一
可是没有耐心

原来这才是真的你
无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语
偶尔又选择逃避
自做聪明
原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏
随时在磨砺演技
忘了什么叫做珍惜
你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权利
就让你自己决定
虽然泪水淹没了眼睛
我却轻吻让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停
不再受委屈
ho～wo～ho～


been repeating this song agns & angs tis few daes.
it jus make mi tear.


i may seems to be alright.
but that isn't my true self.
im hurt deep inside.

SAT , o1.o9.o7

first dae of e sept month, went bugis-ing wif buddy .
e both of us wasn't really in a gd mood due to our periods ? lols .
we went to took neo prints together for e very very FIRST TIME .
haas .






buddy bought herself a grey skinnies , while i bought a top for myself .
aft tat , we went mos burger slack .
then jiu went hme le cus buddy's spine is hurtin her .

SUN , o2o3o7

well, went temple service wif catherine , yuling & joshua .
aft e service , joshua's mom drove us to vivo city .
we went shop shop there while his mother went to tangs & giant to bought her stuff .
sme thing happened to yuling .
she lost her hp there , sighs .
Cheer up girl !.
tat person who stole ur phone will get his/her retribution.
aft tat, joshua's mummy drove us to west coast dere to eat dinner.
his mummy is really really v.nice.
anyway, really wanna thanks his mum & thanks for sendin mi hme .

TODAY

was supposed to watch movie de , but change it to thu instead b'cus of e idiot ANDY la, LOL.
then went jp mit xiao qing , pei her go shop for presents .
nth much todae .
im nt really in a gd mood .
shall end my post here .

e life is mine , i live it for myself , not for others .