ii dun0s wadd am ii doins larhs .
ii shld b hating eu instead?. butt y am ii still thinkin b0utt eu, still wantin t0 call eu lyk wadd ii alwaes used t0?. perhaps it've alreadis b'cum a habit le. & a habit is difficult t0 kick off. jus liked eu, iif ii ask u t0 kick off ur smokin habit, can eu?.
ii realiis nt used to it, is lyk somethin is missing suddenly. sobbs.
y everting happened so suddenly?
c'mon XUELI , could eu pls jus wake up?. arghh!!
no point hating you lahs, hating you won't make my wound in my heart heal too.
ii jus wish t0 4get everythin, butt hw?. it's difficult.
wadd iif ii sae im nt givin up, ii'll continue to wait?. am ii v.foolish?.
ii reallis dun0s wad im tryin to do lahs. ii reallis v.confused lahs. FUCK la.
everythin is nt e gonna b e same animore. cans ii still ring eu up & chat ?. cans ii still msg u like wadd a fren will do ?. or will eu still msg miie , care for miie as a fren ?. will ii still b able to see u agns ?.
haiis, suan le , suan le. it's impossible le. eu will nv care animore .
dun wish to tink le , e more ii tink , my head pains more .
sobbs ..

"Some people are just not meant to be in your life no matter how much you want them to be.
LOVE is so CoMpLiCaTed. It sux sometimes,Bud it oso brighten up ur lyfe. Ur mere words hab shattered my heart."

'' will eu still b readin tis post?. ''
'' will eu ans all th0se qns?. ''
haiishh ..