WHY?.
why aren't eu e one tellin miie everythin instead?.
why is eddy the one tellin miie?.
BLOODY hell , eddy. why mush eu tell miie.
iif eddy din tell miie, r u plannin nt t0 tell miie?. iim realliis disapp0inted.
d0 eu hw it feels wen eddy t0ld miie b0utt it?. h0nestly, wen he told miie ii dun believe it. u noe?. ii still tink eddy is lyin to miie.
& in e end ii still hab t0 find 0ut e truth MYSELF!?. hw ii wish ii've nv knew e truth.
d0 eu n0es hw hurt am ii nw?. d0 eu n0e e pain im havin nw?. xin realliis hen tong , hen tong!.
d0 eu n0es is lyk somebody stab a knife deep int0 ur heart?. & is nt only ONE stab, is a few stab!!. & e one who has stab tat knife into miie is YOU.
my heart is alreadiis DEAD!. ii've n0 feelins le, is alreadis NUMB. ii no longer n0e wadd's called LOVE le.
din n0es tatt things will turned 0ut t0 b lyk tis.
din expected tat u'll hurt miie in e end too.
din expected tat e pigg tatt ii alwaes used to called is gonna disappeared frm my life.
sobbs..
WHY?. am ii reallis tat BAD to you?. y0u realis gt nth t0 sae t0 miie marhs?.
suan le, frm nw on.. ii won't treat ppl gd animore. wadd's e use 0f treatin ppl gd wen in e end iim e one gettin hurt? im e one sufferin?.
d0 eu n0es aft eu left jus nw, iim cryin all al0ne dere?. ii dun0s wher t0 g0. my mind is LOST.
eu realliis damns cruel.

ii dun0s hw am ii goins to slp 2nite.
hw ii wish somebodiis will gif miie a sleepin pills nw & h0pe ii cans fall aslp.
hw am ii gonna 4get everiting?.
nw ii finally realised hw SILLY ii am. nvm, iim jus tat SILLY larhs.
iim afraid ii'll changed int0 a v.bad, v.bad miie.
iif eu'r readin tis post nw, wadd'll eu d0?. ii n0es, eu'll jus read & act as if nth has happened b4 , riite?. suan le.

THANKS, KELVIN korr korr ferrs being dere f0r miie . thanks for consolin miie everytime wen ii am down .
THANKS, BAOBEIIS CATHERINE too . ii noe eu aren't in a gd mood too todae , but yet eu oso care ferr miie .
THANKS, SEE THENG . for ur consolin too . sorrys din go to e chalet cus ii reallis gt n0 mood . tink ii g0 find eu tml bahs .
THANKS, JIAHUI SIS . sorrys to keep eu worry le . ii n0e eu'r v.worried bout miie . ii'll b fine de .
& thanks those frens hu'r dere fer miie .

" will ii still b able to called u pigg agns ?. will ii still b able to hab eu to cheer miie up wen iim down ?. will ii still .. ii n0es is IMPOSSIBLE le . im jus thinkin too much . do ii reallis means nth to u ma? "

shld ii hate y0u instead?.