"the scars in my heart will never be erased"

From this moment, my heart is already dead.
i cried the whole niqht last niqht, even cried in school today.
i knw even i cry, u also won't bother and neither will thinqs have any changes.
No matter what i say, i still won't change ur mind.
Perhaps, we'r not destined to carry on to be together ba.

i knows u want me to hate u for all the things u've done.
but i tell u, i won't. In fact, i forgive.
my dear, what's the point of me hatinq u?
Hatinq you won't heal the wounds on my heart.
i rather forgive you and make u realised ur mistakes.

i qave u chances but still u took it for granted.
i knw even if i give u hundred or even thousands of chances to u, in the end u will still give me disappointment.
Remember those promises u made yesterday?
will u keep those promises or break promises again?
honestly, im really v.afraid u might disappoint me again and to be frank, i no longer have confidence with u anymore.
all those promises i ask u to make is for ur own good, do u realised?
i want u to change for the better, i don't want you to carry on like this.
fufil all the promises u've made. pls?
Don't make me disappointed with u again, will ya?
Don't take my forgiveness for granted.

Ben ben,
i hope u'll think it through, do some reflection and ask urself what do you really want. Don't always put urself in a dilemma when making decisions. it will end up to have many troubles in the end.
boy, thanks for showering me with care & love all this while.
u really dote on me alot & letting me feel that im taken care of.
thanks for having patience towards my attitude. i had a bad temper which not many can tolerate it but yet u tolerate it & give in to me all the time.
please remember no matter what i will still be here for you no matter what happens.
im gonna miss ur nights call badly.
b'cus im so used to chattinq with u before i go to bed.
will u still call me every night?
i miss you, really misses u alot!



Sorry by buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

This time I think i'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry.


don't u think this song lyrics simply suits the both of us?
i don't want to hear sorry from you, all i want is u to change. .

I LOVE YOU, that's all i wanna say.