hellos. bac to bloggin agns.
tok a little bits bout ytd.
quarrelled wiif Daddy ytd.
he touched my tings w/o my permission.
Den ii shouted bac at him lahs. den we jiu quarrelled le.
i damns sad & hurt, i hate ppl touchin my tings w/o my permissions.
i guess nobody likes. its RUDE!.
i cried . e first person tat was on my mind & tat could console miie is " him "(pigg) .
i noes ii shouldn't call him , but ii din care so much.
all ii wans is to tell him & onliis him.
Din care much, tell him e whole story.
Ran out of e hse at ard 130 a.m , find pig. went hme ard 430.
hopin tat he could console miie. he did console miie. But..
we chat bout other stuff lata on & ii ended upp crying agns.
tears immediately dropped down aft hearin all those hurtful words
he said, it jus couldn't stop. *floods*
hw manii times must u mke miie cry?.
is it v.happy to see miie cry?. why , why , why?
why can't u jus spare a thought for my feelins?
givin up? u wanna mi to gif up?
its easier said than done, do u noe tat?.
im reallis devastated.
all e word said hurts, deeply hurt!. heart pains.
understand hw ii feel cans?.

today : D
today late for sch due to traffic jam.
& its al0t 0f ppl late for sch.
miie & huili still chiong to sch, tot tat we could mke it in time.
but hu noes. still LATE!. arghh.
shld hab tke our own sweet time walk to sch.
met shengli on e way .
reached sch, mr govin ask us to write our name & write e reasons for been late.
den stand in rows of threes , den do head count.
& wtf!. im e first one lors.
so ii shouted '' one '' den continued.
den continued countin but stuck at 13 plus jiu stop liao. cus gt ppl dreamin!.
den ii was told to shout agns. & e same ting happened agns.
and ii've to shout agns & agns. dun0s hw manii time ii've shouted one lors.
ii v.dun lan alreadis. dun0s which bloody idiot, still nt awake!.
ii nv slp e whole nite, but im still awake cans?
den, finally finished counting.
den one by one let govin sign e paper. den he sae my hair all tat, blah blah blah..
den gt to c him aft sch for dentention.
& detentions sucks totally!.
den went bac for class for lessons. ii tot ii'll b v.shagg.
butt ii din, thanks to shengli for entertainin miie. Lols.
im still feelins sad honestly, feels lyk cryin le.
but ii tried to hold my tears back. it's terrible.
all e tings pig have said was always in my mindd.
ii tried to put my concentrations in doin work, in order nt to tink of anythin.
But ii still can't.
sorrys frens, ii still can't stop toleratin myself.
im stubborn.


ii still believe ..
iim still waiting ..