"so near yet so far"

tears drop down today simply cus of "YOU".
no words can really describe how i feel now.
me & "YOU" seems to be drifting furthur & furthur away.
why?
can't you sense tat there's someone over here missing u secretly?
why am i always the one taking e initiative first?
i know u'r currently busy working, but at e same time dun neglect e peeps ard u too.
i hate to be e one taking e initiative all the time.
sometimes i really wonder which postion am i standin as a fren in ur heart?
i really wonder..
god damn, im stuck with him.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHH!!!
i feel like screamingggg out LOUD now like nobody business!
i need a shoulder now to cry on, would u lend mi urs?.


"carry a torch for someone is really a torture."

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i may break down anytime.



bestie, take care of urself in m'sia.
im qonna miss u badly(: