xueli is bac t0 bl0ggin agns !. =))

weets !. tml goin chalet wors . so happiis , lalalas ~

so won't b online tml , & may repliis testiis late too .

well , shall p0st a sh0rt post t0dae !. t0dae went 0utt wiif ba0beiis catherine & see theng agns . we went t0 lo0k ferr j0bs agns , e previ0us j0bs we nv d0 liia0s . we sacked e manager b4 he sacked us !. Lols . aiiyos , find so mani j0bs , endd up at swensens agns !. iim bac t0 w0rkin as a waitress agns , sighss * shld ii w0rk dere marhs ?. dun0s siias , confusedd ** butt ii tink it shld b betas den pizza hut bahs . havin trainin on 1st NOV , gd luck t0 miie bahs . YEAHS , w0rkin wiif catherine & see theng . FUN , FUN , FUN !.

shall update till here !. will update moree after chalets bahs . takkaiire everione !.

ooh . ii finalli gt e time t0 updates agns !. shall updates b0utt ytd .

went outt e wh0le dae ytd wiif ba0beiis catherine & see theng . we mit at jp den went t0 s'p0re sh0ppin ctr ferr a j0bs interview . we've a appointments wif e person at 145 pm butt we reached e place late cus we couldn't find e place . by e time we reached dere is ard 2 plus le . & we waited fer b0utt 1hr outside e office , cus we wanted t0 went in le , but den gt a guy st0pped us & asked us t0 wait 0utside first cus inside gt al0ts 0f ppl marhs . den in e endd , we damns du lan le cus we waited v.l0ng le . den we decided t0 went t0 e 0ffice , den we asked e person dere wher's cherry ?. (e gal we've a appointment wiif) den we f0und outt tatt she's nt in e office le . WTH !. we damns pissed off lors . we were like a fool waiting outside ferr so long . den ii called cherry & t0ld her b0utt e situation , den ii tink she called e guy hu asked us t0 wait outside de bahs . den 5 mins lata , e guy called miie & he asked us t0 g0 plaza sing & he'll interviewed us . our feelin tatt time was '' #@$%&%#&%$$!!! '' so bo bian we went t0 plaza sing lors . den he interviewed us all tat , tell us b0utt e j0bs . ii shan't sae much b0utt e j0bs . den he asked us wen cans we start w0rk . den see theng repliis him `` now `` , den he misunderstood . he t0t we sae NOW !. tatt means cans ma shan start nw !. LOLS . den we start wk immd , its tiring man !.
but we'r jus try out , we h0pe we cans get used t0 e j0bs . w0rkin tml agns !. hahas . it's fun outt wiif see theng & catherine !. shall p0st till here bahs .

a few daes since ii last updated . bac here agns . 4got wadd ii did e past few daes le , LOls . well , frm mondae till t0dae . ii've been attendin sko0l , iim so guaii ok . haha , as usual . our klas attendance is still damns poor . is alwaes ard 13 plus of students attendin onliis . e classrooms is kinda of bored & quiet !. misses e noise levels tatt our klas used to be created , sighs ** tink will nort b hearin it agns bahs . t0dae shengli & hui min gt cum to sko0l , butt kailing din come leiis . so mani daes nv see her le , misses her !. Lols .

well , t0dae's lessons ends at 130 . aft sko0l went t0 coffee united wif chien juen & frens . peck hoon cum join us aft tatt . she bring pizzas tat she made durin her f&n lessons , niice niice * . hees . den sit dere chat chat awhile till 3 plus den we jiu went hme . o0ps !. promised susanna nu er t0 c0r her 2nite , ii 4gotten agns . aiiy0s . so 4getful of miie .

it's been awhile , e matter perhaps hab toned down le bahs . congrats miie , ii alreadi 4gotten all boutt it le . im n0 l0nger tatt sad animore , alth0ugh some times ii'll still rmb some of e tings . butt ii can't possibly 4get everiting oso de . butt ii n0 l0nger feels tatt hurt animoree . there were times ii feels so empty , like something is missin somehow . e feeling is jus so weird . butt nvm , iim nort lonely . ii still hab frens ard encouragin miie , b dere ferr miie . aft tis matter , ii jus feel tatt ii trust e wrong person , ii shldn't hab tell her everiting . perhaps all along , she was helpin her frens nort miie . ii dun0s is ii tink too much or not , is lyk to mie she's those kind of wen she nds help or wad den cum find miie , dunch nd miie den hack care miie . ii hate tis kinda of person lors . dun0s larhs , ii oso dunch wish to tink too much .

recently watchin princess hours , jus loves e show damns muchh .

Mood : pissed off + angry + sad (abit) + numb + foul temper
( a mixture 0f mood im havin nw )

honestly , im numb le . my heart is numb . totally n0 feelins le . all thanks to u !. jerk !. i dun0s wad t0 use t0 describe u , onliis '' jerk '' is e word . i've nth to sae boutt eu le . mentionin u jus mkes miie du lans . eu jus continued playin lahs hors , jus continued lahs hors . i'll c how long eu cans continued play till . FUCK !. count myself suay to n0es some1 lyk u lahs .

ii won't cry animore . i've no more tears to pour le oso . & cryin over a jerk lyk u is damns nt worth it lahs . lyk wadd everibodis says to miie , it's nt worth mi to cry over eu . i'm nt goin to b angri too . angri will onlis caused mi to hab wrinkles , LOLs . im jus goin to b happys !. JERK , listen well . im livin well & i'll prove to eu tat ii will !. & e life im leadin will b betas den urs !. to miie , eu'r jus a useless beast , inhuman , jerk & a basturb , a flirt too . i hate you to e core !. and pls lahs . everibodis jus hate u . ur presence jus mkes everbodis feels disgusts . puii `` !.

iim b0red , so came t0 update my blog & ii dunch wish to left it unupdated !. =))

din updates ytd , cus klnda of lazii !.
yesterday

yesterday , nth much too . jus went to mit jiie in e after noon . peii her go library to borrowed bks . den we chat chat wiif each other , e tings chat reminds miie b0utt all his tings agns . sighs ** haiis !. den ytd , din go to sko0l . th0se in our klas hu turned up ferr sko0l , is lyk less than half lors . den tat mr phor sae wadd , th0se din attend sko0l hab t0 see him on fridae . wah liiaos , siians lors . c him ferr wadd siia , he v.free is it ?.

t0dayss ..

sighs !. havln sleepless nites recently . can't fall aslp norhs . my mind is all b0utt his tings agns . wen cans ii 4get everiting ??. even iif ii fall aslp le , ii'll b awaken by night mares !. why , why , why !. ii hate u ferr causin my life so miserable larhs .

ii still habs l0tsa tings in my mind left unanswered by u !.

^ y mush u lied t0 miie in e first place ?. whyy .
^ y u b'cum lyk tiis ?. r u really happis wiif ur life nw ?.
^ u reallys wanna carry on ur life lyk tis forever marhs ?.
^ y dunch u change fer e sake of urself ?. u aren't lyk tis de . jus change bahs !.

ii n0es u'r in e camp nw , eu won't b readin my post nw . perhaps wen u r bac durin wkends , mayb u'll read my post bahs . mayb nort . ii n0es even iif u read le , u oso won't bother de . ii jus wannas write to make myself feels betas .

ii spent my day changin my blog's skin . tlred of e prevlous blogskins , so change an0ther one . is tis betas den e prevl0us one ??. PEOPLE , glf miie ur comments . hahas , THANKS !. =))

happii swiit sixteen's b'daes t0 CHIEN JUEN !. h0pe u enj0y ur BIG days , LOLs .

t0days din went t0 sko0l , stayed at hme agns . goin to rot soon . sighss '' tml supp0sed t0 g0 bac sko0l de . tink iim nort goin too , jenn dey all nort goins . as usual , our klas sure a l0ts of ppl nort goin de . somemore , go bacs sko0l ferr wadd ?. nth to studii le oso marhs . go bacs oso siians . ii wanns t0 flnd jobs , ii wanna w0rk !. ii wanna earn moneys . dunch wans get money frm parents . anibodis gt ani jobs l0bang , pls tell miie . kkaes . thanks .

my mind is still damns confused , hen fans . xin hen tong . tings b0utt him is still in my mind , wen cans ii 4get everting ?. hw ii wish ii nv knew him b4 , y mush u appeared in my liife ?. mke my life so miserable . ii realiis dun0s shld ii hate u or wadd lors !. haiis . so irritated & pissed off by all his tings !. & my fuckin father too . everidae c his face oso siians larhs !.

ii misses my besties jiia huii . tink she busyin wiif her o lvls bahs , few wks nv mit up wiif her le . tink shall cor her tml bahs . & li ying , poor her . somebodiis send a frlendster msg & scolded her till damns jia let . is lyk she dunch even n0es her lors . gal ; dunch care b0utt tat gal bahs . n0 point botherin her . takkaiire =))

REPLIS of tags !.

10 Oct 06, 17:29
/*huili: hieex.. don think abt him le.. u can do it derhx.. jiayouss

xueli*: giif miie tlme bahs , all ii nds is time . iim sure time cans heal all my pains de . take cares !.

10 Oct 06, 18:16
qiing: ok tis one nicer than tat pink and black de haha but.... but.. but... mine is still nicer than urs.. bleah wahaahaa
10 Oct 06, 18:17
qiing: below can put more thing ? v blank leh
10 Oct 06, 18:17
qiing: and post dun use bright yellow.. my eyes v pain =] gd comments given hor. thks wo ah.

xueli* : wahh , xiao qing . u hab l0ads of comments leiis . yarhhs , ii shld thank u for tatt !. LOls . i still feel tatt mine is nicer den urs . lalala ~ i change e colours of e fonts le , is ur eyes still pain ?. haha .

10 Oct 06, 19:48hontat: haha...pinch lor...la la la~

xueli* : hon tat , u sae de hors . lata ii realis punch hors . dunch regrets * hahas. btw , e promotor tat jobs , u nt workin le marhs ?

10 Oct 06, 21:57someone: stop thinking abt him le.. he wont change for the sake of u... he just wont....

xueli* : someone?. is it shu ting marhs ?. nvm , ii n0es he won't change for my sake . perhaps for himself bahs .

everiibodiis do take gd cares of urself , e weather is nort v.gd . my brother is sick , h0pe he get well soon . nites all !.

shall updates tiis post a bit b0utt ytd bahs . =))

well, ytd went t0 watch movie in e evening wiif my family . we watched e ROB-B-HOOD . actors was jackie chan & gu tian le . gu tian le so shuaii leiis. it's was a comedy actualli . ii laugh throughout alm0st e whole show . at tatt point of tlme , ii 4get b0utt all e bad memoriies . butt iit was jus ferr awhile . butt aft tatt , ii tink b0utt all th0se tings agns . haiis . ii keep askin myself , hab ii realli 4gotten all b0utt him ?. ii reali dun0s , h0nestly ii misses all his msg tatt he used t0 send miie . e tlmes he used t0 care fer miie . butt , wen ii tlnk b0utt all e tings tatt he've d0ne , my mind is confused agns & ii feel sadd too !. haiis . my hand feels itch agns , cans ?. ii feel lyk callin him . butt ii can't do tatt as ii pr0mised all 0f u t0 4get him de . PEOPLE , slap miie bahs . iim still nort awake !. ii cans even imagined tatt there'r a devil & a angel lors . e angel is tellin miie : XUELi , wake up bahs . st0p thlnkin b0utt him le . it's nort worth it . u've d0nes s0 much tings for him . but did he appreciate it ?. andd e devil is tellin miiie : he's nort bad de actuallii , he'll sure change . gif him tlme bahs !. arghh , iim v.confused cans ?!. ii keep findin tings to do , jus to 4get everting . haiis .

well , jus lyk wadd susanna nu er says . lyk some1 is easy , butt to 4get some1 is damns hard . all ii nds is tlme bahs ?. butt sorrys to says , ii still believe 1 dae he'll change ?. aiiyas , ii dun0s larhs .

TODays !.
t0dae ii nd nort go sko0l cus n0 m0re n lvls paper le . spend m0st of my tlme playin com . edit blogs , ii change my blogs songs too . take off e sad songs & its oso his fav songs . tml n0 sko0ls too . YAY !. shall end here le . takkaiire everione ~

IM BAC TO BLOGGIN !. =))

YEAH !. N lvls flnalli 0ver le. cans enj0y & hab fun le. alth0ugh n lvls over le, butt im nt happi at all. cus ii dunch n0es iif i've d0ne well an0t. im worrled b0ut my results. haiis. if tlme cans turn bac, ii will reali studii damns hard & st0p slackin!. nw sae anithin oso n0 use, its alreadi 0ver le. let's pray tat ii din did v.badly bahs. ii reali v.worried b0utt my results!. ii n0es h0n tat keep tellin miie nt t0 worrys, sure cans de. butt ii reali gt n0 c0nfldence. alrite shan't t0k b0ut n lvls le, since its over le. t0k b0utt 0ther stuff.

ytd in msn he c0me & t0k t0 miie. knn lors. frens, u all shld n0es hu im t0kin b0utt. pls larhs hors, dunch act lyk a ''mad dog'' & come barkin at miie. ii dunch entertained de hors. d0 u n0es tat u s0unds stupid by wad u've said?. makes n0 sense at all larhs. u'r jus makin a fool of urself lors. ii alreadi a few daes nv updates my blog liiaos. and i wher gt write tings ii bui song wif u or wad. & pls e last p0st tatt ii updated u've alreadi read it b4 lors. & u din sae anithin wen u t0ld mi u read it. s0 pls mke ur words clear & urself clear. d0n't b lyk a mad d0g, ok!.
ii alreadi mke myself v.clear. u gt anithin wans sae jus cor & sae. and wad u sae ytd was onlii NVM , NVM & NVM!. ands sae wadd nvm , ii dunch wans argue wiif u. pls larhs hors. is u quarrelled wif mi first de , ok!. WTF. then in e first place dun come & scold mii fer nth ok. since u sae i gt write in my blog sayin tatt ii bui song u or wad is it rites?. den ii shall fufil it. ii shall write. he's a basturd, goin ard cheatin innocent gals. he tinks he's great?. oh pls!. he's a flirt. u lyk t0 play , riite?. den go find bitches larhs. onliis bitches suits u. st0p flndin innocent gals & hurt dem. nvm, 1 dae u'll get ur retribution de. and pls st0p ur lies. ii n0es all e truth liiao, u tink u r great?. i ask u , u gt stead wif tat hu anot. u sae dun hab, is she treat u lyk her bf, but u din treat her gf?. & u scold mii 4 askin all tis. & wanted t0 n0es her, u c0r & scolded miie too. y?. u afraid i go mkes frens wiid her & n0es tat u'r lyin is it?. andd tat elaine, ii add her in frlendster os0 can't marhs?. dunch ii hab e rights t0 make frens?. y u care so muchh. nvm. u'll get ur retributions de. iim waiting, waiting 4 e dae wher u'r all al0ne. wher n0b0dys care 4 u. ii wans t0 c e pathetic u!.

aft tis incident ii realised al0t 0f tings. dere'r actualli al0t 0f ppl cares ferr miie. ii wans thanks ST & her frens for consolin miie in msn, ii've wake up le!. ii n0es wadd t0 d0 le. & thanks ELAINE jiie too. thanks ferr being dere ferr miie too, ii'll try to 4get everting de. iim tryin, believe mii ya. & th0se frens hu've been consolin miie too. sorrys to cause all of u to worrys, iim fine. sorrys susanna nu er, marmiie nv updates u on wad has happens. ii n0es u gt ask miie b0ut it, it's a l0ngg storii. guess u shld understand wad've happens aft readin tis post bahs. iif ii've time ii'll updates u b0utt it!. sorrys ya. iim believe ii'll 4get b0utt tiis incident soon de.

*TO jiie : sorrys elaine jiie, din peii u go outt eat dinner todae. mom dunch all0ws, h0pe tat u f0und some1 t0 accs u bahs. wen u free, u msg miie bahs. we mit up, alriites?. u take cares of urself arrs.

repliis of TAGS!. sorrys din hab time to repliis tags at all.

29 Sep 06, 15:20
qiing: dun wei le yi ge ren & spoilt ur life. live happier lah.. haha u still gt lots of fren concern for u de.. forget bout tat blar blar bah

xueli*: qing ; dunch worii, ii'll 4get all b0utt it de. ii'll live hapily de. ii n0es u care ya. thanks ferr being dere ferr miie. thanks.

4 Oct 06, 00:26
a gal hu cares too*: guess u r the one hu wanna ask mi qn b4 right.. i'm here to tell u something gal.. u r onli 16 yrs old... way long b4 u to go.. for wad thinking abt wil.. he dun worth it i can tell u.. i noe him for yrs le.. yet i still dun understand him at all... he just wanna play w u onli.. having someone to acc when he need 1.. u realise tt much faster than mi.. u r not stupid kayz... he dun deserve anythin. from u.. so dun bother to care abt him.. live ur own life.. u r a nice ger.. get on w ur life n be w ur frenz.. tts wad u need to do.. n stdy hard for ur n lvl... n 1 last thing.. after wad u feel for him.. n after wad he had done for u (i guess none..).. just throw him behind u... coz there r no room for frenship or wadever.. its onli a short sad memories... jiayou... n be a happy ger again~~...

xueli* -> e gal hu cares too* : ii n0es hu u le. shu ting marhs. wow, a l0ng tags u gave miie. dunch worrys, ii've straightened out le. ii'll 4get everiting & continues wiif my life de. ii'll b happis agns. thanks fer consolin miie tat dae. take cares.

4 Oct 06, 23:04
a person hu cares;: though u might be sad now, however as time goes by, u'll knw this is the correct choice. to get over him and carry on wif ur live. u still have alot to go since u're 16yrs old. trust me. he's jerk. (=
work hard for ur N*level.. nt for others but truly for urself. nothing worths more than education. (=

xueli* -> e person hu cares : ya. ii n0es. ii'll carry on wiif my own life de. thanks ferr all e consoling.

5 Oct 06, 20:20susanna: cheer up!! dun bcox of tat person spoilt euurx own mood...liveLIFEtoEfullest..b happiex..study hardd ferr euurx n lvl okiiex?? jia yous worx!!! =)

xueli* -> susanna nu er : yesh. marmiie will cheer up de. sorrys din updates u on wadd happens. gt time den update u bahs.

REPLIIS of tags d0ne!.

ii change my friendster profile songs. free do visit. so long din updates blog le. hab l0tsa tings to sae. sorrys ferr e l0ng posts. alrites, shall end here le. it's late.

* i'll try to 4get all e unhappiness de. live life t0 e fullest. takkaiire everii0ne!.
nltes all.

XUELI is bac t0 bloggin agns !.

sorii have nt been updatlng ferr daes. been busii wiif n lvls. exams & exams & EXAMS!. goin crazii , cans?.

Monday
*English paper 1 &2
*combined humanities
Tuesday
*Maths paper 1
wednesday
*combined science

ii reali dunch hab confidence in passin all e papers lors. nvm, wadd has been d0ne cnt b und0ne. ii alreadi did my best le, riites??.

MY HEART IS DEAD!.



it has been a while since ii last p0sted. ii g0t n0 mood t0 blog. ii dun0s wadd ii've done is it worth it wen u dunch even care, dunch even b0ther. ii n0es im stupid larhs. but lyk wadd chien juen say to miie. `` LOVE is BLIND `` . wen ii n0es tat s0mebody is nt worth miie to like & im still likin him , dunch u tink im stupid marhs?. dere's n0 turnin point ferr miie le. hu ask miie fallen for a bad guy, ii nv regret. h0nestly , ii v.disappointed in u. s0me 0f tings eu n0 nd t0 sae, ii oso n0es. ii will pretend tatt ii dun0s anithin de. my heart is alreadi dead. ii misses u damns l0ads, u n0es?. u r nt bad person at all. ii believe u will change de. change , ha0 marhs?. ii n0es u won't change ferr e sake of miie, butt for e sake for urself. cans?. tat's all ii wanted.

tml is my n lvls le. ii tlnk eu've 4gotten boutt it le bahs. t0t u were reali cum down ytd & teach miie. BUT in e end u still nerber. nvm, suan le. ii cans studii on my own de. ii pr0mise u le, ii will studi hard de. i n0es u won't care b0utt miie le. i gt nth t0 sae animore.

all my frens, dunch worii b0utt miie le. iim FINE. ii will studii hard ferr my n lvls de. FOR e sake of myself & u all. takkaiire every0ne!. <3>

wen u were out havin FUN ,d0 u n0es tatt iim actualli cryin all alones??. eu never kn0w it.

bac t0 tiis place agn, a place tatt ii cans vent outt all my anger, saddness & everiting deep inslde my heart!. nw, wo de xin reali ha0 t0ng , ha0 t0ng!. ii n0es iim in e wrong. iif eu wans, jus blame miie bahs. jus vent all ur anger on miie bahs. ii jus wanna help eu, cans?. ii jus dun wans e b0th of u t0 b'cum enemy, is beta t0 stil b frens den beta t0 b enemy , riiteS?. ii realli jus wanna help. butt ii din n0es tatt it'll end up b'cum lyk tiis lors. iim reali v.sorii, ii caused eu so much tr0ubles. makes eu so fans!. ii feel guilty too. cans?. iif cus of tiis, eu bu li wo le. ii oso gt nth to sae. jus h0pe tatt everting will b fine. wadd ii wanns sae , ii alreadii sae le. iim tired too. & ii jus can't stop cryin. ii've nv been so sadd b4. ii caused all my frens to worried b0utt miie. although ii keep tellin eu guys tatt iim fine, iim fine. butt actualli iim nt fine at all. suan le, ii g0t nth t0 sae le. eu sae ii onlii care b0utt my feelings . nv care other ppl's feelin. yarhhs, iim selfish, cans?. ii dunch wans sae anithin le. wadeva ii sae is useless. somebodii mush b damns happii bahs. hate ppl actin ke lians. tink u cans win iif eu act ke lians marhs?. pls larhs hors. eu'r e most stupid ppl in e world.

XUELI PLS WAKE UPPP !.

BEEN outt alm0st e wh0le dae ytd!. g0 mit him at je, iim late alm0st m0re than half an hr norhs. sorii ferr waiting. den he nt in a gd mood, ii oso dun0 wadd t0 d0 oso. den peii him go arcade play, watch he play onlii, ii din play. hais. den we ard 5 plus jiu leave e place. he nd to rush to orchard to mit his frens at 530 den go b'dae party. although he's gonna b late le, butt he still peii miie go hme. thanks aniwae & thanks ferr tatt presents too.
h0nestly, sometlmes ii reali dun0 understandd eu. eu sae eu dun0s wadd iim thinkin boutt smetlmes, butt actualli ii oso dun0 wad eu'r thinkin boutt too. eu sae ii treat u nt gd?. den hw eu wanna miie t0 treat u?. cans eu jus tell miie , ii reali dun0s larhs. yarhhs, t0 u , u may tink tatt ii alwaes fa xiao jie pi qi. butt ii feel tatt ii din. iim sorii , iif u feel tatt ii did. haiis.

t0 all my frens outt dere , iim flne. dunch worii b0utt miie!. thanks ferr all e concern. XUELI, pls wake upp le larhs. STOP dreamin le larhs!!!. iim slappin myself t0 wake myself uppp! ii even feel lyk bangin myself to e wall lors. XUELI WAKE UP, WAKE UP!... alriite, shall end here.

** susanna nu er, dunch angrii le larhs. dunch bother boutt all th0se ppl larhs. dey are jus being childishh. marmiie misses eu!.

iim still feelin sad by wadd eu've said larhs. keep readin all messages in my inbox by u!. ii reali .. haiis. nw even eu online or wadd oso nv start t0 t0k to miie first. den iim so afraid to t0k t0 u first too. sae reach hme le will msg miie, den nw ii even saw eu online liiaos, butt ii din even received da0 ur msg. haiis!. suan le bahs. eu oso n0 nd t0 rep0rt everitlng t0 miie marhs. andd everltime wen ii offline flrst, den ii sae msg u. butt wen eu waited damns long oso nv recelved my msg , eu will still msg mie first. butt nw seems t0 b dunch hab le. haiiis. haiis. feel lyk cryin outt l0ud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iim feelin damns hurt by wadd eu've said larhs. y eu alwaes mistaken wadd ii've said??. tat's nt wadd ii mean larhs. can't eu jus ran wo marhs?. suan le. eu will nv understand hw ii feel de larhs, wadd iim thinkin b0utt eu oso won't n0es. iim jus belng damns unreasonable ii n0es. everithin is my fault, cans??. iim damns bad larhs. haiis!.

t0dae din went t0 sko0l. is nt ii p0n sko0l, cus ii've n0 prelim exams. tml goin bac t0 sko0l le. b0redd** dun0 y. alth0ugh t0dae n0 sko0l, ii wake up at 6 am. den msg him. den he scold miie BEN DAN, y wake up so earlii. he v.bad lors. t0dae ii jus stay at hme, play wiif com. den nth else, den chat on e fone wiif frens. gotta b0red t0 death le.

ii feel lyk cryln outt!. sobbs.

TODAY went 0utt wiif hlm. mit hlm at queenst0wn at 130, butt ii was alm0st late b0utt half an h0ur. den we went t0 queensway, cus he wanna buy cl0thes marhs. butt den he nerber f0und da0 ani tatt he lyk. den we went t0 tlong bahru, went t0 watch m0vie, he treated miie!. thanks l0ads. we watched ''the haunted apartments''. ii dunch watch h0rr0r m0vie de, butt he wanna watch marhs. jiu peii him l0rs. e m0vie s0 scary. we watch e 445 pm de, e m0vie ended b0utt 6 plus den ii hab t0 rush bac t0 '' a party ''. den he peii miie bac frm tl0ng bahru t0 boon lay. den he g0 bac t0 tl0ng bahru agn. thanks ferr accompany miie. haiis. ii reali dun0 wadd t0 d0 larhs. cans eu pls tell miie wadd u r tlnkln b0utt??. iim reali v.confused. jus ask eu a slmple qns , eu oso can't ans miie. suan le!. ii jus feel lyk cryin larhs. perhaps tiis song , cans describe hw ii feel bahs.

**tiffany ur blog is linked! thanks ferr taggin miie.

XUELI BAC TO BLOGGIN AGN =))

well, actualli few daes ag0 gt al0t of tlngs wanna p0st de. butt n0 tlme t0 p0st. flrstly, t0k b0utt my prelim bahs. prelim ended ytd, indeed qulte fast de. e results, ii dunch wlsh t0 n0e. ytd, last paper is art. aft e paper, ms h0e call miie, shengli& kailing. she asks us h0nestly did we put in effort in tis prelim paper. e 3 of us tell her we didn't. den she t0ld us, she gt frens t0ld her tatt e n lvls exams ferr our art coursewk is pretty gd, so whether if we wans do well ferr it, depends on e paper 2 le. tlnk ii nd t0 d0 well ferr my art paper 2 le!. mushh jiia y0us!. nw jus get to online. g0 frlendster jus nw, gt frlend request & guess hu added miie?. my classmate OW YEW TINN!. aiiy0s, din n0e tatt he gt frlendster. andd hls pr0file & f0t0s s0 funni lors. haha.


well, c0untd0wn t0 alm0st 2 wks t0 n lvls le. haiis. left so less daes. HOW How how siia!. so stress!. god pls help miie. ii reali wanna d0 well ferr my n lvls. tml goin outt wiif e ''BIG BULLI''. L0ls. tlnk peii him g0 queens way buy cl0thes bahs. lalala~ actualli ii wanna g0 watch movie de. butt den he ytd & t0dae alreadi g0 watch le. dunch tlnk he wanna watch agn tml bahs. alriite, shall endd here le.
tata ~

alriite, t0dae bac t0 sko0l le. well, e feelin is NOT good!. still dunch feel lyk goin bac. right aft holidae jiu continued wiif prelim exams. todae to0k english paper 1, all e composition qns gt nth to write de. i spent quite alot of tlme lookin at e qns b4 i decide on which qns ii wanna write. butt ii knew tat tis will b e worst compo ii've ever wrlte bahs. bullshit throughout e whole compo!.


tml havin history paper, dunch tlnk im studyin?. cus i dunch even n0e which charpter to studii lors.

t0 tatt anonymous !. pls replii miie. hw u n0e tat is tat place?. thanks. & hon tat sorii ferr disturbin u in e mid nite. my hp hp sot sot de, so sorrii.

alriite ii shall end here le bahs, ii got nth muchh to post todae. aniwae, rui ying `` happi belated b'dae!. everibodi work hard ferr prelim bahs.

bac to bloggin agn . =))


well , tatt person hu called miie t0 ask miie t0 g0 ferr e intervlew. keep callin miie on thursdae & even msg miie too. although my intervlew is 2pm , he called miie frm 11 till 2 lors. siiao de leis. den ii buay ta han , ii switch off my hp !. den ii t0t he will stop . nv n0e tatt he continued called miie 0n frldae . wth . den ii oso nv answered larhs . tat person damns irritatin larhs , lyk forcin miie t0 go lors . den he msg miie sae wadd , e interview won't tke long de den keep askin miie wen cans ii mke it agn . diiao !. -.-!!! . ii dun even n0e wadd klnda of company is tatt & im reali nt interested .




tlme reali passes damns fast . left one m0re dae , e sept holidaes gonna end le . sigh . *** prelim gonna start wen we return to sko0l . gonna studii hard le . tiis few daes klnda of havin a moodswlng larhs . dun0 wadd im tryin t0 do oso , feels so lost larhs . im lyk so lost in a world of my own lors . i gt to found out smethin & ii reali damns pissed off . ii din sae out , ii jus kept quiet . ii kept quiet doesn't mean ii dun bother . st0p actin as if u r reali v.ke lians larhs . ur ke lians looks mkes miie feel lyk vomitin .

alriite shall ends here le . may nt be bloggin tml !.

takkaiire =))))

oh well, ii went to skool t0 tke my 'n' lvls social studles paper wiif huili t0dae. and oh man, jus get d0wn frm bus & rain start p0urin!. we waited at e bus st0p fer awhile den run to sko0l in e rain. haiis, ii hate gettln wet!. den e paper started at 2pm. wen ii gt e paper, turn to e SEQ page & guess wadd?. wadd ii studied for din came outt. -.-!!! nvm, alreadi over le.

ii heard b0utt a bad news tatt mkes miie feel sad over it. a sec 1 guy hu has been fightin wif a illness has jus came bac to sko0l met wiif an car accident???!!. oh my god. ii can't believe it!. and e accldent happens near our sko0l de mac. den ii read thr0ugh e newspaper b0utt it too. feel lyk cryin after readin it. jus feel sad, y he still can't run awae frm death?. well, perhaps his lifes is fated to b lyk tis bahs.

went to frlendster jus nw, ii saw jun rong viewed my profile. wth!. y b0ther t0 cum view my profile?. hate him lors. and he put his profile to th0se in his frens list den cans view. wadd e. nvm, ii oso dunch wish to view lahs. jus h0pe he get his retributions.

oh ya, ii received a v.weird call jus nw. e conversation is lyk tiis.
guy:hellos, r u xueli?.
miie:yes, ii am.
guy:iim callin frm ''blah, blah, blah'' company(can't rmb e company name). u r still studyin nw but havin a holidae rite nw?.
miie: oh ya, iim havin a holidae nw.
guy:my company is lookln for students to work in our company. u r invited to cum to our company for a interview.
miie:errms, may ii n0e hw u got my no.?.
guy:do u rmb takin any survey at t0wn.
miie:errms. tlnk so?.
guy:okaes, cans u cum down tml for interview?.
miie:cans ii tlnk a boutt it first.
guy:errms, ii nd to flxed e tlme.
miie:cans ii mke it on thurs?.(actualli ii dun intend to g0)
guy:sure.cans u tke a piece of paper & pen to write down e address. tke down my no. as well.
miie:okaes.
guy:alriite, c ya on thurs.
miie:bye.

actualli i dun rmb takin ani survey. ii feel tat its weird. ii tink tat e person is lyin bahs. nvm, ii wont go de. but ii jus feel weird. hw did e person get my no. actualli?.

alriite, shall end here. andrew, get well soon!.

well, iim havln my 'n' lvl soclal studles exams tml le!. guess wadd?. iim still daydreamln nw. haiis. iim nt prepared ferr it leis. die le larhs. ii spent my wh0le afternoon chattin online & stuydin my ss. ii cans do multitask siia. LOLS!. ii was chattln wiif andrew in e afternoon & ii f0und out smethin, we actualli live near each other?. oh my, ii was so surprlsed. iif ii din ask him t0dae wher he stay, ii oso din n0e tat we r so near each other. haas. mayb ii saw hlm b4, butt ii oso din noticed?. perhaps bahs. chattln wiif him is great, he mke miie laugh cus he keep sayln lame tinggs. he's so LAME!. hahas. read his ytd post in his blog. tink he's slck bahs. andrew, take cares wors. h0pe u recover soon. alriite, shall end here le. gd luck to miie ferr my ss tml!. niites everibodii!.

well, iim havln my 'n' lvl soclal studles exams tml le!. guess wadd?. iim still daydreamln nw. haiis. iim nt prepared ferr it leis. die le larhs. ii spent my wh0le afternoon chattin online & studyin my ss. ii cans do multitask siia. LOLS!. ii was chattln wiif andrew in e afternoon & ii f0und out smethin, we actualli live near each other?. oh my, ii was so surprlsed. iif ii din ask him t0dae wher he stay, ii oso din n0e tat we r so near each other. haas. mayb ii saw hlm b4, butt ii oso din noticed?. perhaps bahs. chattln wiif him is great, he mke miie laugh cus he keep sayln lame tinggs. he's so LAME!. ii enj0y chattin wiif him. hahas. read his ytd post in his blog. tink he's slck bahs. andrew, take cares wors. h0pe u recover soon. alriite, shall end here le. gd luck to miie ferr my ss tml!. niites everibodii!.

well. 1 wk of sep holidaes start le. butt ii dunch hab tatt klnda of h0lidae mood at all. perhaps is b'cus ii havln my 'n' lvl social studies le bahs. haiis. din expected it to b so fast. h0nestly iim nt prepared ferr it!.

t0dae v.siians lors. den ii asked my mom brlng miie & my bro go china t0wn sh0p sh0p. if nt stay at hme oso rot marhs. den sme m0re l0ng tlme nv go dere le.
den miie & my brother takkin sme f0t0s at dere too. we damns bo liiaos, ii noes. LOLS!. ii shall post some , e rest shall kept nt to b exposed!. haha.

MY BROTHER & MII !. <> e outfit ii w0re SISTER & BROTHER 4 LIFE !.

alriite, shall endd here le.

BTW, HAPPI BELATED B"DAE TO ARTHUR !.

wah. lazii miie. so longg den cum updates my bl0g. lalala ~ wanted t0 updates my bl0g few daes ago le. butt iim slck, d0wn wiif fever e past few daes. den ok liiaos, fever is g0ne. BUTT!!. e stupld c0ugh arrlved. pathetlc miie. ii t0t it was onlii a slight c0ugh, but din n0es it b'cum worse & worse. ii c0ugh till wanna v0mit & ii've sleepless nite b'cus of e c0ugh. cus ii keep c0ughln & c0ughln, den chest v.pain. can't even fall slp. den mom t0dae cor miie ask mie wans go c doctor anot , ii agreed cus ii reali buay tahan le!. so aft sko0l went t0 mit my mom , den straightawaes go visit e doctor. thanks mom!. <3>

nw , ii wanns p0st b0utt sundae. sundae went outt wiif chien juen & xiao qing to plaza sing. den mit eunice , yc & ch at dere. flrst tlme go out sh0p wiif dem, ii tlnk?. hahas. we went dere cus xiao qing wanna buy teachers dae presents. den peii her sh0p e wh0le plaza slng den finalli f0und 1 sh0p sellin wadd she's lookin ferr. den v.funni, she c0uldn't mke up her decisions whether to buy or nt. aft sme th0ughts , she finalli b0ught it. den we went bac to jp sh0p awhile cus chien juen wanna sh0p awhile. den we went in to a sh0p, xiao qing saw e presents tat she b0ught almost e same , is jus tat its much more nicer?. haha. xiao qing, heart pain , riites?. and regreted too?. haas. nvm larhs. alreadi buy le.

alrites, ends here le. nites all!.

ii misses jiahuii besties, huizhi buds & liyingg !!.

oh well, im bac here agn. so long since ii last updatees. cus i was tinkin of aft finishin my art den updates. oh yesh!. ii finalli finished my art coursewk & handed in to MOE le. FINALLI!. n0 m0re art for miie le. im so happi cans, i lookin foward to tis dae v.long le. butt ii oso duno if i cans passed anot. n0 confidence* hais. although finished le, but still misses e time spent in e art rm, e times spent wif frens till v.late in sko0l. its fun actualli, but feel stress at times. i wanna thanks all th0se hu hab helpin in my art, enc0uragin miie thr0ugh tis difficult & stressful j0urney. and th0se hu've been dere for miie wen ii needed s0meones. especially catherine. reali thanks l0ads!. hmms, chien juen as well, for helpin miie too and being dere fer miie wen ii needed some1 to t0k to.

thr0ugh tis art j0urney, ii hab realised alot of tings. i've see thr0ugh ppl's true colours. i realised tat some people r reali damns selfish!. dey onli care b0ut themselves. and some pe0ple tink tat their art wk is damns gd, & sayin ppl's art is damns bad or wad. i hate tis kinda of ppl. nth is perfect in tis world!. dey hav n0 rite to sae b0utt too.

alriite, ii end here le. im tired, goin lalala land soon~

takkaiire everyone!.

yeah , iim bac here agn. its been a week since ii last updated. oh god, ii've been so stress over my art c0ursewk lors. stayin bac in sko0l alm0st e wh0le wk till b0utt 9 plus to 10!. damned siians lors. h0nestly , ii regret takin art larhs. ii've t0 sacrifices so much of my time doin it. ii feel lyk givin up nw larhs, cus ii've art, ii've neglects my other subjects. haiis. 4get it, nw regrets oso n0 use le. ii'll at least try to finished it bahs.

well, t0k b0utt t0dae. ii went t0 cut my fringe todae wiif besties jiia huii. haas, ii l0ve e times spend wiif my besties!. LOLs. she oso cut her fringe, she look nice wiif tatt kinda fringe. haas.

alrite, t0k b0utt tatt blur s0t0ng bahs. s0meh0wly, ii've alreadi 4g0tten b0utt him le. so all my dear frens, dunch worii le. ii've alreadi 4g0tten b0utt him le. ii w0n't tink b0utt him anim0re le. butt ii'll nv 4get hw he've hurts miie de. actualli ii reali bu gan xin lors. hate him loads!. ii h0pe he's readin tiis siia. oh ya, he still dare cum view my friendster pr0file. oh my goodness!. he's a hum ji kiia, a jerk, a basturd!. phew, h0pe ii won't get t0 knw an0ther person hu's same lyk him oso bahs. may god bless!. shall p0st till here ferr t0dae. tml hab t0 d0 art agn!. siiansssss...

nites all.


my fringe so short !.

iim bac t0 bl0ggin agn. tiis few daes, ii dun0 wadd iim tryin to do & ii dun0 wadd iim tinkin too. ii l0st h0pe in doin everting!. iim v.disappointed in myself, ii disappointed al0t 0f ppl too. haiis. all ii cans sae is sorii t0 all th0se ppl tatt ii've disappointed.

ii feel hurts. iim deeply hurt by blur sotong, ii hate him alot nw!. tiis is e 2nd time he hurt miie. ii won't believe him animore, he's a JERK!. he's a c0ward too. ii nv expected tatt he's tiis kinda of person, iim v.disappointed in myself fer likin such a person, ii onli cans sae tatt im stupid. ii treat him so nice, in e end wadd ii get?. all ii get is being hurt & mke myself sadd. al0t 0f tings b0utt him keep flashin thr0ugh my mind, hw he treated miie. ii still rmb he mit miie ferr breakfast butt he din turned upp & ii was lyk a fool waiting ferr him. al0t 0f ppl asked miie t0 gif up on him long tlme ag0 , butt ii din listen to dem. iim v.stubborn. ii mke all my frens worried ferr miie. sorii everibodii, t0 let eu all w0rry. dunch worii, ii'll 4get him de!. haiis. butt its v.difficult ferr miie. s0bs. whyes am ii gettin hurt all e times?. wen can ii b happi & st0p gettin hurt. iim realli v.tired of everiting le. whyes am ii havin so mani problems?. wen can it stop?.

s0me 0f eu dunch understand hw ii feel. ii n0e e submition date ferr art is gettin nearer. ii oso wish to faster finish it, butt ii jus cant concentrate in completing it. ii realli feel lyk givin up le. iim reali v.disappointed in myself.

I HATE BLUR SOTONG!. I HATE TAY JUN RONG!.

TAY JUN RONG, ii h0pe eu'r readin tiis. LISTEN UP!. ii hate eu l0ads!. w/o eu, ii w0n't die. ii will still live v.happily.

hmms . todae sko0l celebrate e racial harmony dae , den ii wore e malay costumes . and ii feel so paii sehs wen ii board e bus , cus other sko0l celebrate it on fridae . aiiyos , den everibodii giif miie tat kinda of stupid looks . wah liiaos . tiis is e out fit ii w0re *

do ii look weird in e outfit ?. haas . well , ii tink t0dae was a fun dae arhs . aniwae , thanks AQIDAH fer lendin miie e costumes .

well , aft sko0l went to art rm wiif e gals to get our stuff hme . after tat , went off wiif cat & pei shan . den e 2 of dem sae dey hungry , den we go makan at CU . we were t0kin b0utt tat TEO CHIA LI while eatin . andd ii was so shocked cus she was sittin in front in front & in front of miie !. ii feel lyk wen ii saw her , she was so disgustin lors . andd she turn & saw miie , den she quickly turned her sittin positions den tio miie somem0re . knn , idiot lors . tink her eyes v.nice is it ?. feel lyk slappin her . YUCKS !. she so BHB lors , is lyk todae some of e gals takin fotos marhs , den dey nv ask her take wiif dem , den she extra join in . wah liiaos , and somemore take foto still act cute lors !. shall end here , continue updates tml .. cus iim TIRED !.

shall update boutt ytd . as usual ytd went bac to skool in e mornin to do art . iim so tired & stress wiif art tings , siians lors . reach sko0l at boutt 11 plus , b4 tat ii chat of e fone wiif xiiaoqing shifu . chat boutt some stuff , some of e tings she sae , till nw iim still thinkin iit . ii tink ii shld realli start to work hard intead of slackin liiaos . ii realli shld buck up !. iim tellin myeself to wake up , is it too late nw ?. nvm , iim goin to work hard nw .

after doin art stuff , reach hme boutt 6pm . den mit huili at 730 , ii waited ferr her quite long . aiiyos , tiis gurl ars , evertime late de lehs . she still sae wans mit at 715 , luckily i nv agreed . hahas . den we went jp shop shop den go buy bubble tea , den went bac to our hse downstairs chat chat till 10 plus , den mye mom cor miie ask miie go hme . actuali , ii still dun wans go hme de . cus we still gt alot of tings to sae , butt ii mush b guaii , listen to mama , so i go hme . LOLS !. den cor blurSOTONG , den chat chat wiif him awhile , cus he mitin his mum & sis . so cant chat too long . aiyos , ytd supposed to wait him up de , butt im to tired liaos . den nv wake up . den todae i 4get to wake him up agn , hais . duno iif he gt wake up on time anot . so sorii wors .

fiirstly , wanna sae ' HAPPI BELATED B'DAE TO BESTIES JIAHUI ' . ytd wass her b'dae , sorii ferr e late wiishes . t0dae , hab mye ENG oral , ii tink iim gonna fail ?. mye miind was t0tally blank b4 e oral . iim worried b0utt hiim , t0dae iis e third dae ii c0uldn't fiind him le . haiis , realli dun0 wadd t0 d0 larhs . ii n0e eu all will scold miie stupid !. butt eu all won't understand hw ii feel de larhs . ii oso feel tired searchin fer him lors . ii wanna giff up , butt its nt easiii . haiis .

been so busii recently , andd so lazii t0 bl0g . jus came bac hme n0rt l0ng , have mye ' o ' level chinese oral todae . ii was so nervous b4 e oral , cus tiis oral is n0rt lyk e normal oral tat ii usually take in sko0l . ii've to face 2 teachers frm another sko0l de . e 2 teachers testiin miie was a lady & a guy !. LOLS , e passage readin was still alrite , onlii gort 2 words duno hw to read(still dare to sae). butt wen cum to e c0nversation , its was so funni lors . e guy teacher was e one t0kin , andd n0e wadd ?. he t0k damned s0ft , canns . den ii gort n0 choice den ii sae : '' iim sorii , cann eu speak l0uder?.'' den he repeat wadd he sae . aiiyo , he's a man andd he speaks lyk a woman lors . ii tlnk wen im readin e passage , mye voice iis l0uder than him lors . laughs ** overall , ii tlnk e oral iis fiine ?. haas . ii was so happii b4 e oral siia . cus ii msg blur sotong tellin him tat ii v.nervous , dunch feel lyk takiin e oral niia . den ii t0t he w0n't replii mii , butt he did replii miie !. he asked miie t0 '' relax . take deep breath . you can do it . wahh , ha0 gan d0ng lehs !. xD~ thanks wors !. he n0e iim takin oral t0dae , ii t0ld him ytd . and he even ha0 lian t0 miie tat he g0rt A1 fer his ' o ' level chinese lors . idiot him !. but , aniiwaes , thanks blur SOTONG !. shall p0st till here ferr t0dae .

hmms. was asked t0 updated by xinyi, so ii shall p0st b0utt t0dae. t0dae we've art lessons, andd a gr0up 0f us was asked t0 g0 c e prlnclpal by e art teacher. and so we went, e principal asked us t0 tell her wen we can hand in our 5 multi-b0ard. miie , shengli & peiyu t0ld her by m0ndae. can we finished iit by mondae?. ii dun tink so, hais. diie le larhs!. so stressed cann. i oso h0pe t0 faster finish my art wk lors, but is jus tat i dun0 wadd t0 draw fer my flnal w0rk larhs. GOD!. HELP MII!!.

a few daes siince ii last p0sted . well , been stressin wiif mye art lors !. dunch n0e iif ii can finished mye art coursework anot . sae till art ii damned fuckin angrii lors . t0dae supposed to stay to do art till 8pm de marhs , cus ms h0e saes everi fridae mush stay till 8 pm marhs . butt we cann go hme first den cum bac , den ii jiu go hme first den aft tat go jp fiind huili dey all den go bac skool together , den we reach saw ms hoe doin all e community nite tings , den we look at e art work near e general office dere . den ms hoe suddenly called mye name & she saidd : '' xueli '' , eu cum bac ferr wadd ars ?. ( den ii was lyk sort of angrii liiaos , andd ii oso dun feel lyk tokin to her ) den she continue sayin : cum bac ferr excursion arrs ?. wah laos , aft hearin tiis , ii damned fuckin angrii lors . ii n0e wad she tryin to sae larhs , shldn't hab cum bac lors . regret* den after ii stay till ard 6plus jiu go off liaos . ii went hme wiif huili , sorii gal fer waitin fer miie fer so long .

hmms , although tml n0 sko0l butt ii still hab to wake upp at 7 am to wake tat blur sotong upp niia !. c ii so gd lorrs , wake eu up . haiish , shall end here le . nites nites .

ii feel so terrible nw larhs , ii feel lyk dyiin . diie liaos jiu n0 nd care b0utt anithin , oso n0 nd t0 w0rried b0uut anithin . haiish . ii feel tired lookin fer eu all e tiime , d0 eu n0e tat ??. r eu realli tat busii ?. ii feel lyk givin upp !. l0st h0pe iin evertingg , n0b0dii understann hw ii feel !. cann anib0dii tell miie wadd ii shld d0 ?.

whye is he alwaes so busii ?. alth0ughh ii managed t0 find him , butt alwaes cant t0k l0ng 0n e f0ne cus he's busii wif n0e & ii n0e tat, butt . haiis , he alwaes sae will c0r miie lata & lata , iin e end he still 4get !. whye iis he alwaes tat 4getful & s0 blur . haiis , haiis , haiis !. eu jus dunch understannd hw ii feel .

t0dae earlii in e m0rnin ii feel v.pissed off & angrii !. i wake upp earlii in e m0rning at 845 , cus ii mitin blur s0t0ng fer breakfast . ii went t0 bath den ard 915 , ii called him t0 wake him up . cus he sae he'll 0verslept & ii oso pr0mised him tat ii'll wake him up . den ii c0uldn't called thr0ugh his hp , den ii g0rt n0 ch0ice ii called his hse . wen he ans e c0r , ii c0uld hear frm his v0ice tat he still haven awake , den ii asked him g0 slp awhile first bahs , den he sae ok den he asked miie t0 c0r him again . ii c0r him e sec0nd time t0 wake him up , den he sae he w0n't b able t0 mke it at 10 am den ii sae nvm , change t0 1030 bahs . den mit at je insteadd , wen ii reached je , ii sms him he b0 replii den ii c0r him , he v.l0ng den picked up e c0r . andd he stil gave miie e blur blur v0ice , huh ?. huh ?. ii asked wher he's , he still at hme . den he sae : cann we mit tml ?. ii 4get all b0utt iit . ii was v.angrii wen ii heard tiis , ii c0r him t0 wake him up & he sae he 4get all b0utt it ?. he tinks tat ii c0r him in his dreams ?. ii was v.angrii , but ii tell hiim . he sae s0rii , ii sae nvm , nvm . suan le . ii t0ld him ii goin hme nw , den he asked miie reached hme le , msg hiim . wen ii was on my way hme , my mind was t0tally blank . din n0e wadd t0 d0 !. feel tat im lyk a fo0l ?. haiis . den ii reached him & msg him , he oso b0 ans & repli . wadd is he thinkin ?. ii reali dun0 !.

den wen hme t0 co0l myself d0wn , den went out at 12 plus t0 bugis t0 mit mye QINGFEN jiie . ii t0ld her wadd happened , her first reaction was laugh !. iis it reali tat funni ?. haiis . s0 l0ng nerber mit qingfen jiie le , she was still e same . haas , den we went t0 take ne0prints !. err , iim BROKE !. tiis r e ne0prints we took :

its a been few dae siince ii last p0sted . well , changed a new bl0g skin agaiin . w0w , h0w's it ?. giif miie all ur c0mments , d0 tag mye tag b0ard too !. hmms , iim s0rt 0f v.angri jus nw . hate mye father lorrs , everiting ii d0 he c miie bu shuang , den ii might as well m0ved 0ut larhs , n0 nd c his face . haiis , tink 0f it mke miie du lan . suan liia0s , dun t0k b0ut it le . alriite , ii shall mke tiis p0st a v.sh0rt one . tml ii goin t0 mit mye QINGFEN jiie , s0 l0ng nerber c her liiaos , iim lookin f0rward t0 0ur mitin tml lehs !. b4 tat ii mitin blur s0t0ng fer breakfast . s0 hab t0 slp earli t0dae , shld st0p here le !. niites .

alriite , tiis post shall p0st 4 ytd . ytd went out wif pri sko0ls frens , long nv mit tis gals le so i decided to go out wif dem ytd . we mit at boon lay control station first , i t0t i'll b late . butt im nt e 1 late , e 1 hu's late is li ying . haas !. yin bao reached first , den aft tat we went t0 far east first den huizhi cum join us lata cus she's in sko0l doin her d&t . yin bao bought clothes at a sh0p i far east which c0st her 53 bucks !. oh g0sh , mie & li ying feel heart pain fer her . cus we tink tat she shldn't hab e cl0thes ya . nt worth it !. after tat we went to bugis , den went t0 take ne0prints first cus yin ba0 gt s0methin on .
tiis is e neo prints we took :
i l0ve tis pic !

FRENS FOREVA !.

yinba0 went 0ff after takin ne0prints , she seems t0 b sad & dun bear t0 leave !. yin ba0 , nvm larhs we cann g0 0utt agaiin de !. haha . den left e 3 of us , we went to shop shop den buy tings . li ying spent quite al0t , haas . we were v.tired le den ard 7 plus we left bugis . li ying left us as she g0t tuition at 8pm , ii realli h0pe t0 g0 0ut wif eu gals agaiin !
shall post till here fer ytd ..

*_ whye am ii s0 stupidd siia ?. * _ sae gt tings wann ask him , den in e end sae nth t0 ask . den mke ppl du lan !.
* _ iif i were him , ii oso will b dun lan de , riite ?.
* _ haiis , all mye fault larhs !.
* _ whye i so stupid siia .
* _ den wadd ii goin t0 d0 ?. ii oso dun0 !.
* _ shldn't hab sae gt tings wann ask him , riite ?. nw sae anithin oso no use .
* _ blur s0t0ng , dui bu qi !.

^ winnie & jing yi nu er , ii mishh e 2 0f eu s0 muchhies . ^

well , decided t0 p0st s0methin t0dae . hmms , t0dae v.lazii again so nerber g0 sko0l d0 art lors . iis v.sians stayin in e art room .

ar0und 330 pm , ii mit mye besties jiiahui g0 jur0ng west library cus she sae she wanna return return bks marhs . den we shun bian borrowed bks oso . den ar0und 530 we go hme , sorii besties din pei eu wait fer e bus i've t0 rush hme . eu shld e reason bahs .

den after tat eat ha0 dinner , watch tv half way , ii received a msg frm my ba0beiis QINGFEN jiie , e msg sh0cked miie . jie was kena beaten !. my poor jiie , im so worried boutt her . heard tat she g0t al0t of scars all over her bodii , haiis . jiie , mush take cares wors . why tat michelle wann d0 tiis ?. so b0 liiaos . ii shall st0p here le . jiie , ii mishh eu !.

w0w !. its been so l0ng siince ii last posted agaiin . alriite , t0dae ish mye blg dae !. c0s iim havin ' o ' level chinese paper . ii was so nerv0us , last niite 12 mid nlte den slp . hahas , luckily still can wake up 6 a.m in da m0rning wiith0ut m0m wakin miie up !. den mit huili at e bus - st0p at 7 a.m , as usual ii reached first !. yay . (d0ts) -.-!!!.

alriite , den miit chien juen , xiiao qing & rui ying at e 335 bus st0p dere . we had our paper 1 at 830 & we were asked t0 reached sko0l 1hr earlier b4 e paper ?. 0h g0sh !. e letter writin was sort of simple , but wen c0mes t0 c0mposition writing , ii was s0rt 0f l0ss 0f w0rds dun0 h0w t0 c0ntinue e st0ry liiaos , den anih0w crap here crap dere in e st0ry lors . haiis , n0 c0nfidence tat ii'll passed my c0mposition writing .

den cum t0 paper 2 m0re w0rse !. dere r 2 c0mprehension passage . wah la0s , e qns s0 difficult lors . ii dun even n0e wad e qns iis tryin t0 ask , tiis tiime diie le larhs . and s0mem0re ii din even finished mye last qns , wadd e hell !. ii w0nder h0w's mye results ?. s0 curl0us . hmms , feel so relaxed nw aft e exams . butt ii still hab t0 chii0ng my art siia , dunch feel lyk doiin . haiis . siians .

** ii wann thanks jing yi nu er fer ur supp0rt b4 my exams , ii mish eu !. d0 take cares 0f urself . enj0y ur h0lidae !.

t0dae shall p0st till here ... nites !.

in my post t0dae , ii wann t0k b0utt wadd happened ytd . ytd , we've free period during our PE lesson . miie & sl gt nth t0 d0 , we jiu b0rr0wed mp3 frm xia0qing . we haven even finished listenin to a s0ng , our vlce principal , mr ph0r walked past 0ur klas . we din n0ticed him standin 0utside until 0ur fren called us . we qulckly hlde e mp3 under 0ur table . butt ii tlnk its to0 late , tlnk he saw it le bahs . we c0ntinued t0 listen t0 it & we din expected tat he'll walk bac agaiin , and tiis tlme he came in & asked us t0 gif him e mp3 . wadd e hell , we'r dead !. he sae e sentence : gif miie e mp3 three tlmes b4 we hand 0ver e mp3 t0 him . we were v.scared at tat tlme cus e mp3 is n0rt 0urs , is xia0 qing's . luckily , xia0 qlng nv angrii . we went t0 look fer him after sko0l , and we knew tat he wont gif us bac e mp3 so easily . at first he ask us t0 glf him a v.gd reason whye mush he gif us bac e mp3 . den we replied him : cus we n0e we r in e wr0ng s0 we came t0 apologised . den he sae : r u sure e 2 0f eu came t0 apologised ? apologised oso n0rt sincere at all . eu all came here jus t0 get bac e mp3 onli , rite ?. e tw0 0f us were lyk .... !. den he asked us t0 tink 0f e punishment . at first shengli sae c0py skool rules den mr ph0r sae : eu all c0pi skool rules oso coopi blindly . wahh , he reali g0rt al0t 0f tings t0 sae siia . den he sae he wann us wrlte a reflection aiya , duno hw t0 spell on wadd has happened . and mushh b in 200 w0rds !. wah la0s , idiot !.
den t0dae miie & shengli went t0 flnd hiim , luckily he gave us bac e mp3 . phew !* ii wann thanks kailing fer helpin miie wrlte e reflecti0n . thanks alot , gal !.

alriite , actualli i'm n0rt in a gd mood t0dae , den suddenly tlnk 0f blur s0t0ng . ii miss c0r hiim & ii n0e he w0nt c0r bac , butt nv expected tat he actualli c0r bac . w0w !. ii wass so happi , butt he was w0rkin at tat tlme den ii dun wann fans hiim . actualli g0rt al0t tlngs wann tell him . butt dun0 h0w t0 sae , den ii t0ld him g0 d0 his own stuff butt he sae nvm keep askin miie t0 tell hiim . den he ask miie use hse f0ne c0r hiim . butt in e end ii nv , den he msg miie ask miie c0r hiim . butt ii nv , ii realli dun0 ii shld c0r hiim . ha0 fans w0rrs . alriite , shall end here .

wow !. lyk sh0 mani daes nerber p0st le . hahas . alriite , ii wann t0k b0utt ytd e sko0l x-fact0r . ii wann c0ngrats BAOBEIIS CATHERINE gettin in to e flnal 4 worrs !. she shld b happi bahs , she spent so much tlmes practicin niia . hahas . ii felt happi fer her too . butt feel sad fer j0husa , he din g0t in . ii tink he shld b quite sadd too ??. alth0ugh he sae he's n0rt sad ?. butt iif ii were him , i was oso b sadd de lors . nvm , j0shua , eu've d0ne ur best le riite ?. w0rk hard next tlme bahs !. JIA YOU !. well , all e best me0w , dun tlnk can pei go to e music skool fer ur trainin .

t0dae , havln art exams . ytd , rush mye art pre w0rkbk , ar0und 12 plus midnlte den slp . yawns * well , jieqi was absent & haikal was t0ld t0 stand 0utslde e art ro0m fer e wh0le exams as he didn't brlng anithin . w0w !. den after e exams , went hme wiif huili & xiao qing . den s0methin happened in e bus tat make miie du lan , as usual , e 99 bus will alwaes b cr0wded , and ii was stand near e door . den , a AUNTIE wanted t0 alight & tap her ez-link card . ii was s0rt 0f standin near e machine , c0s al0t 0f ppl , cnt m0ve in le , den e auntie said tiis : dun bl0ck e wae larhs , ii wann tap e ez-link card larhs . den ii was v.angri , ii sh0ut bac : as iif ii can m0ve in lyk tat , iif ii can ii os0 w0nt bl0ck e wae , riite ?. den e auntie heard tat & stared bac at miie . WTF !. n0rt happi , sh0ut back larhs . cant she jus sae excuse miie ars ?. n0 manners l0rs !. huili oso heard liia0 , oso du lan !. oso wann help miie scold bac de . iif she is an old w0man , ii can still understand , she's jus a aunt l0rrs !!. well , shall st0p till here .

alriite , shall t0k b0utt t0dae . ii've a tlrln dae niia , were iin jp library alm0st e wh0le dae norhs . searchin bks fer mye art , luckily BUDDY jiiahuii was dere wiif miie , helpin miie . realli mushh thanks her alot , her art exams hab ended & can relax le , butt she still peii miie went up n d0wn e library t0 help miie flnd bks . realli tr0ubled her e wh0le dae , iim s0 s0rii ya !. butt in e endd , ii jus f0und a bk , butt ii dun tlnk tat bk cann help miie muchh bahs . haiis , actualli i dunch feel lyk doin art l0rrs . s0 b0rin niia , gonna chiiong everiting tml , h0pe ii cann finished !. g0d bless ~

*I MISHH JING YI NU ER LOADS *

hmms , nv p0st fer ytd , was klnda 0f tlred larhhs . s0 shall p0st tiis fer ytd . hmms , as i've sae ytd g0rt 3 exams t0 take . nearly g0 craziie , sko0l realli siia0 de l0rs tiink we r0b0t arrs ?. cann d0 s0 manii exams in a dae ??!!. siia0 de niia . firstly , wass e chinese paper , was still alriite . den f0ll0w by physlcs , ii dun0 h0w t0 m0st 0f e qns . was s0 difficult l0rrs . WTF !. den chemistry os0 n0 nd t0 sae liia0s . ii tink ii g0nna fail mye c0mbined science . siians , wish miie gd luck bahs . iim left wiif art paper onlii , shit siia , ii g0t n0 idea 0f wadd t0 d0 siia . haiis . den after e exams , ii went t0 jp wiif huili , eunlce ,chien juen , huli & xia0 qing . we went t0 eat KFC , den sh0p sh0p jiu g0 hme n0rhs .

well , t0dae hab mye maths paper . guess wadd ?. e paper 1 was still alriite , butt ii still dunch hab c0nfldence tatt ii will passed . andd went c0me t0 paper 2 , 0h g0sh !. ii dun0 h0w t0 d0 , alth0ugh ii've d0ne m0st 0f e qns butt ii dun tlnk mye ans is c0rrect larhs . after e paper , ii went hme wiif huili , chien juen , xiia0 qing & rui ying . at flrst , huili asked miie g0 library revise fer tml's paper . butt ii dunch feel lyk goin & v.tlred . in da endd , we reach jur0ng p0int liia0s huili sae she dunch wann g0 liia0s den we jiu g0 hme n0rhs . den chlen juen , xiia0 qing & rui ylng jiu g0 eat & g0 library . tml g0rt 3 exams paper ii hab t0 take , flrst is 'o' level chinese , den chemistry den lastly is physic . s0 stress !. dunch feel lyk studyln , tml sure fail liiaos larhs . shall endd here *

g0t nth t0 sae actualli , ii v.tlredd & realii afraid b0utt mye mid-yr de results . t0dae eng paper 2 , seems al0t 0f qns ii dun0 h0w t0 d0 siia , haiis . wiish miie go0d luck f0r tml maths paper bahs !.

hmms , n0w is exams week klnda 0f stress !. den still hab t0 t0lerate mye crazii father hu alwaes nag at miie ?. klnda of du lan lia0 l0rrs . ii jus received mue f0ne bill larhs , ablt lesser than last mth de l0rs . den he sc0ld miie , why ii use s0 much all tat l0rrs . WTF !. whye he cares s0 much siia . f0ne bill ish ii pay myself de l0rss . ka0beiis lehs , den s0mem0re he still sae he dun wann see miie use hp in fr0nt 0f him n0rhs . CHII BYE !. ii dun care , dun gif a damned n0rhs . feel lyk m0vin outt 0f hse , ka0beiis niia ~ hmms , thanks XIN TIAN meii fer c0ns0lin miie . thanks al0t & being dere fer miiie !.

MID YR EXAMS STARTS TODAE !.
STRESS !.


well , ii jus change a new blogskin & a new tagboard . s0 d0 help miiee tag .
thanks . t0dae is e first dae of e mid-yr exams . s0 stress siia !. t0dae is chlnese paper 1 & hist0ry paper . e chinese paper was alriite , butt e hist0ry !. dun0 h0w t0 d0 lorrs . its was a 1hr 30mins paper , butt ii tink i finished it within 3o mins . ii bet ii will get single marks fer mye history paper . shall end here gonna studii fer tml social studies paper , h0pe will b beta den t0dae .

well , its been a long tlme siince ii last posted . i shall post fer wadd ii did on sundae , c0s ii din hab time to post . on tat dae , ii went out wiif BAOBEIIS seetheng . we mit each other at jp breadtalk first at 130 , ii tot ii'll b e 1 hu will b gonna t0 b late again butt ii didn't , ish see theng hu's late , wahahas . butt , nvm . she reach around 150 to 2 . den we went in to level B1 to buy mickey mouse ear ring . see theng help her cousins buy 3 pairs of ''big'' mickey mouse ear ring . butt wadd surprise miie was , e salesgirl seems to be blur blur de . e big 'mickey mouse' ear ring supposed to be 3 pairs $10 , see theng gif her a 10 dollar notes & she gave her a change of $5 . den we was lyk gif her a blur look , den she gif us bac a blur look too , den we hack care & walk awae . hahas , dun care . shhs !. den we take mrt to jurong east to take ne0prints , dere is a new 2006 edition neoprint machine , s0 we went t0 try it . its unlimited tlme de , s0 we hab plenty of time to decorate it . it was v.nice & ii simply loves it , next tlme mush go dere take again . aft tat we wanted to went to bugis but eu noe wad , it rains so heavily . wen we came , e weather was lyk so niice . den suddenly raiin , diiaoo lors . den we went in to kfc , den see theng sae she wann eat den peii her , cus rainin siia . oso cnt walk marhs . after she eat finished , e rain lyk nt so heavy le , den we run across e road & take train to bugis . weets .
bugis was crowded wiif lots of ppl siia . hhaaas . we went in to shop shop , peii see theng buy clothes , we were lyk siiao char bo lyk tatt . we took ne0prints agaiin . oh gosh !. we realli siiaos . den quite nice too . b4 we leave , we saw shengli & jamie . ii was lyk quite shocked to c dem . hahas . well , ii hab a great fun on sundae . we promised to go far east , af mid yr exams !.

I <33 BAOBEIIS SEE THENG !.

haiis . ii mishh le0 al0t . dun0 wher he has g0ne . ii reallii dun0 wadd t0 d0 . cann s0mebodii tell miiee ??.

alriite , was asked tuhh p0st . well , seems al0t 0f dae since ii last p0sted . kinda of busii norhs . hmms , t0dae earlii in da m0rning as usual take 157 bus t0 sko0l . frm mye t0 after a few st0ps , PRISCIllA DARLINK b0ard e bus . w0w , flrst tlme met her in da bus siia . lalala ~ but she dr0p at hke e bus st0p , she sae meetin frens dere . sadded ~ nvm . t0dae , n0 chinese less0n & s0cial studies less0n . w0w , s0 shuang . haas . t0dae wass a rainy dae again . shall end here .

its been quite l0ng tlme siince ii last p0st . well , ii hab been busii . sh0 neber update . well , t0dae ii peii mye ba0beiis SUSANNA nu er g0 jp . l0ng tlme nv peii her le , s0 decided t0 peii her . den we went tuhh eat KFC , at first wann eat LONG JOHN SILVER , butt nu err dun wann . den wentt t0 sh0p sh0p , sh0p . den went hme ab0utt 5 plus . h0pe tatt can g0 outt wiif nu er m0re 0ften . she slmply rawks mye life , lalala ~ MISHH nu er ! . tml X-fact0r c0mpetition , wish me0w all e best !. yew can d0 iit !. shall endd here bahs .

well , t0dae sko0l wass kinda of b0red larhs . all e lessons cann realli mke everib0dii fall aslp . LOL . den seems lyk everi subjects hab hmewk lors . siians , siians , siians . english nd tuhh do eng w/s butt ii 4get tuhh brlng tat w/s hme !. haiis . h0w 4getful i am , riite ?. nvm , tml g0 sko0l earli den d0 bahs . iif n0rt tat ms tan gonna nag agaiin . t0dae ii wass kinda if angrii wiif s0me tings , ii dun wishh tuhh mentiion it . ii jus h0pe tuh b happi everidae without anii worries . andd h0pe all e tr0ubles tatt im havin nw will soon g0 awae . haiis . gonna end here le .

well , ii shall p0st tiis bl0g fer ytd & t0dae e tings . ytd went fer e cultural nlte wiif huili , chlen juen & rui ylng . at flrst , ii din wanna g0 butt dun0 y i still made upp mye mind tuhh go . ii bought e tlcket frm e offlce , andd its was e last 1 , omg !. ii wass s0 lucky sia . hahas . ii dunch tlnk e tlcket ish a waste , cus e cultural nlte performances was excellent !. wahahas . ii did enj0y it , saw alot of fuhua ex-student worrs !. after e concert , we went tuhh jurong point t0 eat long john silver t0 eat our dinner . first tlme so late den eat dinner . wahaas , we eat till ar0und 11 plus den went off . reach hme alreadi quite late le bahs . den mye father awake frm his slp , den kena nag by hiim , sae wadd y sh0 late den reach hme blah blah de larhs . expected tatt he'll sae all tiis liaos , den ii dunch care jus went tuhh mue room . s0 irritatin siia .
hmms , nw shall post fer t0dae . actualli t0dae dunch intend tuhh g0 outt de , butt catherine c0r miiee ask her t0 peii her g0 library den peii her lors . (although im tlred larhs ) butt nvm . ii mit her outside e library at 2pm , butt im late !. haas , luckily she nv scold or wadd larhs . den peii her go flnd bks fer art , after tatt we headed t0 jur0ng point , she sae dun wann s0 earlii g0 hme marhs , s0 we went jur0ng point sh0p sh0p norhs . quiite siians norhs cus jp nth interests us le . den ar0und 4 pm , we went hme . well , mye dad went tuhh m'siia liaos , will b back on tue nite . wow , s0 happii , n0 1 gonna nag at miiiee le . haas . shall , p0st till here . aniwae , happi APRIL fool !.