iim bac t0 bl0ggin agn. tiis few daes, ii dun0 wadd iim tryin to do & ii dun0 wadd iim tinkin too. ii l0st h0pe in doin everting!. iim v.disappointed in myself, ii disappointed al0t 0f ppl too. haiis. all ii cans sae is sorii t0 all th0se ppl tatt ii've disappointed.

ii feel hurts. iim deeply hurt by blur sotong, ii hate him alot nw!. tiis is e 2nd time he hurt miie. ii won't believe him animore, he's a JERK!. he's a c0ward too. ii nv expected tatt he's tiis kinda of person, iim v.disappointed in myself fer likin such a person, ii onli cans sae tatt im stupid. ii treat him so nice, in e end wadd ii get?. all ii get is being hurt & mke myself sadd. al0t 0f tings b0utt him keep flashin thr0ugh my mind, hw he treated miie. ii still rmb he mit miie ferr breakfast butt he din turned upp & ii was lyk a fool waiting ferr him. al0t 0f ppl asked miie t0 gif up on him long tlme ag0 , butt ii din listen to dem. iim v.stubborn. ii mke all my frens worried ferr miie. sorii everibodii, t0 let eu all w0rry. dunch worii, ii'll 4get him de!. haiis. butt its v.difficult ferr miie. s0bs. whyes am ii gettin hurt all e times?. wen can ii b happi & st0p gettin hurt. iim realli v.tired of everiting le. whyes am ii havin so mani problems?. wen can it stop?.

s0me 0f eu dunch understand hw ii feel. ii n0e e submition date ferr art is gettin nearer. ii oso wish to faster finish it, butt ii jus cant concentrate in completing it. ii realli feel lyk givin up le. iim reali v.disappointed in myself.

I HATE BLUR SOTONG!. I HATE TAY JUN RONG!.

TAY JUN RONG, ii h0pe eu'r readin tiis. LISTEN UP!. ii hate eu l0ads!. w/o eu, ii w0n't die. ii will still live v.happily.