hellos :D
ii finally hab time to BLOG !.
hohoho ~

alrite , shall post fotos taken on 21.o4.o7 .
it was huili's b'dae .
miie , chiayee , wenjie kelly , kaixiang , patrick & kok meng went to celebrate wiif her .
we went to marina to eat steamboat .
let e photo say everythin .


patrick , b'dae gal , kaixiang & kok meng (:

the gals <33

ii loves tiis pic taken wiif chiayee .

chiayee & xueli ((:

huili & xueli , LOVES.

kelly , huili & xueli


we did hab fun ya (:
& ii found out tat patrick stays e same block wiif PIG PIG !.
hohoho ~
so qiiao lahs .
wonder which level he stays . hmms .

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ii've a touchin story to share .
kelly send miie e link to tis story in friendster message .
so decided to share wiif everyone too .
enjoy .

爱的故事
男孩和女孩初恋的时候﹐男孩为女孩折了一千只纸鹤﹐挂在女孩 的房间里。男孩对女孩说﹐这一千只纸鹤﹐代表我一千份心意。 　　那时候﹐男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受着恋爱的甜蜜和幸福。 　　后来女孩渐渐疏远了男孩。女孩结婚了﹐去了法国﹐去了无数次 出现在她梦中的巴黎。女孩和男孩分手的时候﹐对男孩说﹐我们都必 须正视现实﹐婚姻对女人来说是第二次投胎﹐我必须抓牢一切机会
你太穷﹐我难以想象我们结合在一起的日子……男孩在女孩去了法国 后﹐卖过报纸﹐干过临时工﹐做过小买卖﹐每一项工作他都努力去做 。许多年过去了﹐在朋友们的帮助和他自己的努力下﹐他终于有了自己的一家公司。他有钱了﹐可是他心里还是念念不忘女孩。

有一天下着雨﹐男孩从他的黑色奥迪车里看到一对老人在前面慢 慢地走。男孩认出那是女孩的父母﹐于是男孩决定跟着他们。他要让 他们看看自己不但拥有了小车﹐还拥有了别墅和公司，让他们知道他 不是穷光蛋﹐他是年轻的老板。男孩一路开慢车跟着他们。雨不停地 下着﹐尽管这对老人打着伞﹐但还是被斜雨淋湿了。到了目的地﹐男 孩呆了﹐这是一处公墓。他看到了女孩﹐墓碑的瓷像中女孩正对着他 甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁﹐细细的铁丝上挂着一串串的纸鹤﹐在细雨 中显得如此生动。

女孩的父母告诉男孩﹐女孩没有去巴黎﹐女孩患的是癌症﹐女孩去了天堂。女孩希望男孩能出人头地﹐能有一个温暖的家﹐所以女孩 才做出这样的举动。她说她了解男孩﹐认为他一定会成功的。女孩说 如果有一天男孩到墓地看她﹐请无论如何带上几只纸鹤。男孩跪下去﹐ 跪在女孩的墓前﹐泪流满面。清明节的雨不知道停﹐把男孩淋了个透 。男孩想起了许多年前女孩纯真的笑脸﹐男孩看的心就开始一滴滴往 下淌血。

这对老人走出墓地的时候﹐看到男孩站在不远处﹐奥迪的车门已 经为老人打开。汽车音响里传出了哀怨的歌声﹐“我的心﹐不后悔﹐ 反反复复都是为了你﹐千纸鹤﹐千份情﹐在风里飞……”

extracted from:http://www.oicq88.com/love.htm
do forward it & share it wif ur fren .

JAMOS CHUA is so sweet , cans ?.
ii so so so love him .
hohoho ~

如果有一天
我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否会觉得我不错

如果有一天
我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉我已经说再见

当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你也能成为嗜好

当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说
却害怕都说错
还喜欢你
知不知道

如果有一天梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天
我们都发觉
原来什么都可以
无论是否还会停留在这里

也许可是让我想得太多
也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇
就毫不犹豫
大声的说
我要说

当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好
你从来不知道
想你想你也能成为嗜好

啦～啦～
我想对你说
却害怕都说错
还喜欢你知不知道啦～啦～

nth gonna change my love forrs youus .

JAMOS CHUA, this is youus. hohoho~

thiis is miie, im much more cutter than youu.
nt lyk youu, fatty fatty. haha (:
but nvm, ii still lyk fatty fatty . OOPS !.

sii feii zhu !.
youu owe miie a 100 times sorry hors .
& ii want it to be written !.
youu promised miie de, iif ii din c it .
heh heh , ii'll SKIN youu alive !
den eat youu upp . LOls .
& ii mean it . lalalas ~

p.s no more next time mke miie go crazy agns !.

Leo
July 23 - August 22
Leo is the fifth Sign of the Zodiac. These folks are impossible to miss, since they love being center stage. Making an impression is Job One for Leos, and when you consider their personal magnetism, you see the job is quite easy. Leos are an ambitious lot, and their strength of purpose allows them to accomplish a great deal. The fact that these folks are also creative makes their endeavors fun for them and everyone else. It's quite common to see a Leo on stage or in Hollywood, since these folks never shy away from the limelight. They are also supremely talented and have a flair for the dramatic. Warmth and enthusiasm seems to seep from every Leo pore, making these folks a pleasure to be around. They do love pleasure!
It's the Lion which symbolizes Leos, and the king (or queen) of the jungle is a most appropriate mascot, since these folks consider themselves the rulers of their universe (and the Zodiac at that). Like Lions, Leos tend to be dignified and strong, and it is this sense of their power which allows them to get things done. A Leo on your team is a good thing, since Lions are eager to see their projects through to completion. Putting these folks at the helm is a good thing, too, since the Leo-born are natural leaders. They may ruffle a few feathers along the way, however, since they can also be overbearing and somewhat autocratic. This may be in keeping with the Fixed Quality assigned to this Sign -- Lions are indeed opinionated and set in their ways. That said, they are well organized, idealistic and have a knack for inspiring others.

Leo and Virgo
When Virgo and Leo join together in a love match, they may initially overlook common interests and feel they have nothing to gain from one another. This is a relationship that evolves over time, each partner gradually understanding and appreciating the other. Leo is extroverted, dominant, and charismatic, and often has a short fuse. Virgo is studious and withdrawn, possessed of more versatility than Leo. Although there are differences, they make a wonderful love match when each partner warms up to the other's unfamiliar style.
Early in the relationship, Leo and Virgo may see nothing but faults in one another. Leo may seem tyrannical, and Virgo may seem too judgmental. But when they stop looking solely at one another's flaws and begin to discover one another's positive attributes, they'll discover an attraction. Leo shows Virgo good times and fun, and introduces the spontaneity that is often missing in Virgo's life. Virgo teaches Leo patience and focuses their intellectual energy. Leo may feel Virgo is watching with too keen of an eye, but will inspire their partner to ease up. Virgo may consider Leo selfish and foreboding, but can teach them to be sensitive to others' needs.
Leo is ruled by The Sun and Virgo is ruled by the Planet Mercury. The Sun emanates light and heat and waits for others to gather around and accept the gifts of their presence. Virgo reaches out to others and works out all the details before committing to a determined goal. Both Signs need to take the time to see the value of the other's approach; Leo can teach Virgo to be less critical and more spontaneous while the Lion gains stability from Virgo's even keel.

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youu alwaes dunos wad im thinkin bout, wadd ii wanted.
i only asked for such a simple ting frm, you oso can't do it.
jus like todae, im really v.disappointed wiif youus.

我终於还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉里天空正飘著小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹
你看著我说 千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那麼冷静 忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你 当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那麼坚定
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定 究竟爱我还是逃避
Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你

BOY. this song really suits miie.
ask you dun play tis song ytd to let mi listen liao, still play.
idiot youu.
cans youu jus treat miie better?.

woots. i finally find time to update my blog!.
haas.
FRIDAY .o4.o7
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fridae was a gd fridae.
susanna daughter called miie up to ask miie out.
she was outside wiif winnie already, so ii ask dem to go marina square.
den ii go find dem.
den in e end headed to town instead.
daughter & winnie was kinda of pissed off cus winnie bought a bag at marina.
at first, e lady told dem e bag was $12.9o.
but wen they wanted to pay alreadi, e lady told dem is $22.9o.
den bo bian already, cus e lady hab alreadi keyed in le.
so idiot leiis, tat lady.
shop at far east , saw alot of nice nice clothes.
but din buy any cus i wans save money.

SATURDAY
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went k-boxin wiif my two darlinggs , see theng & catherine .
catherine told miie & see theng to mit 93o at je station .
but wen miie & see theng had reach , catherine was nowher to b seen .
see theng called her , but she din pick up e call .
den at 10am , she called .
to our surprised , she said she jus woke upp !.
oh my godness !. she slept till 10 ?.
miie & see theng was lyk zzz zzz .
we wake up at 8 , she slp 2 more hrs lors .
unfairrrrr !.
instead of wastin time waitin, miie & darling went to eat breadfast first .
aft finishin our breadfast , catherine call & sae she goins to reach le .
den we sae we goins bac to je station liiao .
wen we reached dere , still nv saw her .
den she called ask us r we in e train alreadi ?.
den we was lyk ' huh ?. '
actuallis cat told us to go in to e train , den she no nid come out .
den miie & see theng keep laughin & laughin .
so we've to mit her at marina instead .
we'r forever so blur lahs . aiiyoyo .
supposed we will b earli but end up late .
cus we want to registed for e k - lunch (11 - 2pm).
but we reached dere at ard 1120.
we had a free lunch & free drink each .
we decided to order one more drink so tat we cans extend till 3pm.
u noes sing till 2pm is nt ENOUGH !.
&wth, one drink cus us 7bucks. is so so CHEAP, rite?.
time passes so fast, we sang quite l0ts of songs.
but is still nt enough. hehs.
each of us spent ard 20 bucks at k-box!. omg.
we decided to go sing agns, probably next mth.
we went to shop at marina aft tat, cus ii nd to wait for to come & get my 50bucks.
pig is so shuaii, cans?. hehs.
we headed to bugis aft tat, had our dinner at long john silver. my fav!. yum yum(:
miie & see theng each bought a puma bag.
we love tat white ones, but too bad only left wif one.
& sad to say only tat shop sell tat desigh only.
so ii asked see theng to tke e white one & i tke e purple one instead .
at first ii din really lyk e purple one. but that guy keep askins to tke e purple one lahs.
keep sayin e purple one suits miie , blah blah blah de.
keep joke wiif us lahs . LOLS .
tat bag cost us 23 bucks. supposed to b 25 , but ii bargain wiif him !.

pretty bags (:
aft all those shoppins , we decided to head bac to jurong east to tke neoprints .
hohoho.
any way, ii loves e neoprint took wiif my 2 darlings.
ii really enjoy k-boxin wiif dem!.
aniways, ii bought e w850i fone.
all thks to mummy!.
ii LOVE mummy !. thanks.

neo prints wiif darlings.


ii love my pretty boy (:

ii dunos wad's wrong wif miie tis few daes .
ii feels tat iim tinkin too much .
mayb tings aren't as bad as wadd ii tink it was .
iim jus like tat , ii alwaes lyk to tink too much .
iim jus being paronoid & ii realliis dislikes myself for being tis way .
sighs .
ii jus feel tat e ppl ard miie seems to b changin .
or is it im e one hu has changed ?.
ii realised iim losing e confidence ii hab in myself as e time passes .
e troubles ii hab seems to b never ending .

to YOUU , ii really dunos wad to say le .
ytd , ii jus can't help myself but cried .
im still angriis wiif youu , but so wad ?.
lyk as if u will care ?.
sme times tinks bout my feelins first b4 sayins anithin cans ?.
u noes ii can't tke hurtfuls word been said to miie .

***sii feii zhu, youu own miie tat pig v.long le hors !.

cans ani bodis tell mie am ii tinkins too much ?.

iim really v.sad & disappointed wiif youu .

ii dun0s repeated tat qns hw many times to youu .

but u din replied miie .

ii tot u heard it already & yet u still can ask miie wad's e qns tat ii asked you ytd .

sighs *

mayb you jus dun wanna ans miie bahs .

iim oso feel disappointed wen ii saw e bottle left inside e plastic bag ,

like nobody cares .

imagine miie w/o youu (:

tiis pigg is CUTE !.

* tiis is e pigg tat ii wanted .

XUELI misses pigg pigg damns badly ((:

ii misses jamos chua , e FATTY PIG PIG .
HOHOHO ~

currently listenin to : doing it again

keep repeating tis song .
duno y , cus is his fav song ?.
im oso nt in a gd mood actualliis .
ii HATE my fucking father !.
alright , ii FINALLY get bac my wallet lahs !.
my wallet was away frm miie forr 2 daes .
ke lian de wallet , was wiif joshua tat idiot for 2 daes .
hehs , hehs ;
& tat stupid joshua still says :" e wallet bei bi come bac to miie ".
den ii replied him : wad bei bi niias . im e owner of e wallet , of cus mush come bac to miie .
tinks u'r e one hu can't bear to leave 'her' bahs . hohoho ~
den i 4get he sae wad liiaos , he keep sayin e wallet bei bi de la . blah blah blah .
den i sae e wallet is a 'she' , cnt stay wiif him cus confirm die de .
e idiot joshua jiu reply sayins he came bac frm thailand , den "she" go for sex change . LOLS !.
ii jiu reply joshua sayin : wher gt? still e same . e operation fail lahs .
den joshua ask mii go check hao lai .
den ii say ii checked liiao .
den he jiu repliis tiis : " but still bei bi to go bac to u. hais. ee. anyhow check. outrage modesty. i call 999.

wahahhas (:
we'r so lammmeee , rite ?.
k, is all crap !.
aniiwaes , sorry to trouble youu .


love miie forr who ii am*]]


im tempted to youu (:


i wan it that way (:

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dunos y wen u gave miie attitude , ii will feel v.v.v.sadd !
& ii won't say or tok bac .
ii'll jus feel lyk cryins .
sighs *
nvm .
P.S ii dun lyk to be attitude at .

wo zhen de zhen de zhen de zhen de hen xiiang nii lorrs !!!!

went in to my friendster jus nw .
& ii kena shocked .
looked at this .






tis person by e name of ' micky ' send mi all this tings .
& e problem is ii dun even know hu he is , though he is in my fren list .
i only rmb he addin miie lahs .
ii jus find it ridiculous !.
arghh !!.

todae went hme wiif pui ying aft sch.
reach hme feelins vexed & troubled, so decide to soak myself in e bath - tub.
ii jus wannas relaxed myself & tink through wad im tryin to do & wad im gonna do.
ii spend almost half-hr or more in e bath - tub & i've nt tink of wad am i goins to do.
sighs*
ii almost fall aslp larhs.
nvm. at least im feelins much betas le.
thanks all my frens for all ur care & concern.
ii feel blessed to hab u all by my side wenever im feelins down.
& thanks jolin jie for tellin miie ur story. u'r indeed v.jian qiang!.

ii realised ii've been tolerating stuff which ii shldn't hab been toleratin &
makins myself , my life so miserable .
but ii dun understand y am ii toleratin?.
mayb ii jus wans peace & by perhaps ii feel tat by toleratin, it'll b peaceful bahs.
though, ii may b sufferin. but aren't it a better way?.
life is like this.
we'r bound to meet all sorts of up & down.
by runnin away, may nt help.
but smetimes i still choose to runaway.

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JAMOS CHUA IS A IDIOT PIG LAHS !!.

listenin to songs nw .
& thinkins bout e past .
cans time goes bac & stay at tat moment ?.
sighs, it's impossible .
ii wans bac e old youu !.
feels lyk cryins .
y aren't u havin any reaction at all ?.
xin hen tong , zhen de hen tong !.

[[`` 我很想你 你知道吗?.``]]

i knows lots of ppl askins miie wad has happpened causin miie so much of unhappiness .
i knows all youu ppl care .
i dun wish to sae much bout wad happened , read my post .
words says everythins .
i dunos wad more ii could do already .

18 Mar 07, 01:23
xinyi: i always believe that if you have faith in something,
you would get them, may your waiting be something thats worthy!

tiis wad xin yi says to miie in e tag .
thanks gal (:
ii alwaes believe in faith in whatever ii do .

BOY, ii hope to received ur tag agns .
ii noes u will b readin it .





我会好好过



等你再爱我



总有个角落



会让你想起我

well i wonder could it be
when i was dreaming about you baby
you were dreaming of me
call me crazy
call me blind
to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
did i lose my love to someone better
and does she love you like i do
i do, you know i really really do
well hey
so much i need to say
been lonely since the day
the day you went away
so sad but true
for me there's only you
been crying since the day
i remember date and time
september twenty second
sunday twenty five after nine
in the doorway with your case
no longer shouting at each other
there were tears on our faces
and we were letting go of something special
something we'll never have again
i know, i guess i really really know
why do we never know what
we've got till it's gone
how could i carry on
cause i've been missing you so much i have to say

} " tiis is hw ii feel , u know ?. "


why are you breakin my heart agns & agns ?.
why dun youu jus carry on wiif e lie instead ?.
ii dun wans ur sorry .
youu noe hw much ii needed you den why r leavin miie alone agns .
imagine miie without you .
wad will it b like ?.
ii can't imagine & i dun dare to imagine it .
ii really nd you , ii really nd youu !.
ii nv blame you forr wad u did ..
ii dun wans youu to be lyk tiis & carry on lyk tiis .
youu knows , ii realliis hate tat gal hu've hurt youu b4 & causin youus to b lyk tiis .
ii'll findd ur heart back de .
youus asked miie "wadd iif u asked miie to wait for 4xx days instead 1xx days, am ii goins to wait"?
ii tell youus , even iif its 1000 days or a millions days .
iim still willins to wait .
ii dun believe ur heart has lost e feelins wen ii've done so much ?.
u reallis dun hab anii feelins at all ma ?.
ii realliis dun mindd doins stupid tings & anithin jus forrs youus .
let miie b e one sufferin instead bahs .

136 days already ...
就是那麼爱你 什麼都想为你
你知道我爱你 会爱到很久

update , update & UPDATE !.

THURSDAY 15o3o6
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went to SGH on friday to visit huizhii BUDDY's mom .
her mom was hospitalized & still unconscious .
wen ii reached dere buddy was like keep cryin & standin beside her mom keep askins her mom to wake upp .
ii feel lyk cryins wen ii c buddy lyk tis , my eyes was alreadiis red already but i hold bac my tears .
ii cans understand hw buddy feels , really feels sad seein her lyk tis .
BUDDY , BE STONG !
ur mummy will b strong & wake upp de !.
may god bless .
went to read buddy's blog jus nw .
haiis . feel like cryin , ok .

this is was she wrote :

mummy, please wake up as soon as possible. daddy, jiejie, jie fu and me need you very much. mummy you must be strong and hold on to your strong will to wake up. stop sleeping and faster open your eye, you have been sleeping more than enough. you must overcome all the difficulties and survive this ordeal because everyone including our family, your god daughter and god son, aunts and uncles, and cousins love you very very much and we will always be in your heart to support you. please wake up soon for our sake, we cant afford to lose you because you are always the dearest mother in our heart. no matter what happen, the family will never give you up so do you, you must be strong and survive. there are still many things waiting for you to do, you must wake up to finish them all. everyone will pray for you to be safe and sound, you also must preserve your strong will. keep praying in your heart because all the gods will be able to hear, they will give you a helping hand. mummy you are the kindest and the most excellent mother in the world, i love you very very much, i am still 16 and that is still very young, you still must watch me enter poly and university, graduate and have a good job. you must see me wearing the square hat which means i have graduate from university, you must attend my wedding and carry your grand children. give me a chance to take good care of you, to love you and to cherish every moment i have with you. i want you to nag at me everyday because i know it was for my own good and also you love me. i want to see my pretty and elegant mummy to wake up and open her eye, so you must fulfill my wish. you always listen to me what i told you, so this time no matter what you must listen to me. mummy, we will pray hard for you so faster wake up. i love you mummy, and i know you love me and the family too. muacks

extracted frm : huizhi buddy's blog

* let's pray & hope her mummy will wake up soon !.

i left e hospital & went to mit jiahui sis .
cus its been duno hw mani daes since ii last met her .
den went to her hse .
ard 9 plus to 10 , left her hse & headed to jp to mit pig pig forrs dinner .
tat idiot !. make miie wait dunos forr hw long .
& ii hab my dinner almost 10 plus to 11 .
iim already starving already lors . SI ZHU TOU !.
its really been awhile since ii last sat down to hab a meal wif him lahs .
sighs *

TODAY .
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went to find pigg .
prepared lunch for him & he nags sayins ii took a v.long time lahs .
arghh !. qian bian lors .
see , so gd of miie prepared lunch for him lahs .
den he still complains i took such a long time^ . LOLS .
he went for work aft tat , den ii jiu headed to jiahui hse .
went to mit her to decide if wans go to hospital .
but we end up nt goins .
sorry BUDDY !.
mayb tml den go visit her bahs .
alrite , shall end here le !.

" my love forrs youus is unspeakable "

two songs to share forr e day !.
tis two songs is frm e movie ii watch tat dae 'MUSIC & E LYRICS'.
ii love tis two songs la, so decided to share wiif everybody .







* click on play to listen .
enjoy ~

yesyes.
it's complicated between us(like wad u said)
我只想爱你

iim so so so disappointed & angriis wiif youu lahs .
youu alwaes lyk tat de lahs .
nan de youu tml off lors .
&yet u find excuses sayin tis & tat .
suan le lahs .
haiis .

hellos. (:
shall post a lil boutt todae.
wake upp quite earliis todae , 1oplus. is it still consider earlis?
haas. i shld b wakins up at 9 plus instead cus iim meetins yuling & see theng .
butt as usual , iim LATE agns !.
e bad habit of mine.
mit dem to go KING's ice-cream factory to buy ice cream.
they'r havin promotion lahs. sellin e ice-creams cheap.
e weather was so so so damns HOT todae larhs.
ii was lyk keep sweatin & ii hate e feelins of sweatin.
den in e evenin or so, went to catch a movie 'e music& lyrics' wiif mummy & br0ther.

it's been awhile since ii last watched movie wiif dem lahs.
so decided to catch a movie wiif dem.
overall, all ii cans sae is e moviie is nt bad lahs. quite funny.
oh ya. my leg nw pain loads, cus im havin blister.

see?. shi tong de lors.
alrite. shall end e dae wiif sme zii liians fotos.





takkaiire everyone ~

ii've gt nth to blog actualliis .
butt ii gt nth to do , rottin soon .
jus post sme music video to share .




Boa - winter love
a v.touchin song , tis song can mkes miie cry .




&other touchin song by Boa , key of heart .
e endin is sadd ya .
enjoy ~

ii wans tiis w850i fone badly!. hu is willins to buy forrs miie ?. haas.

im missin youu lyk crazy !.

wanted to post sme long entry .
but im nt in a gd mood lahs , no mood to post .
jus writing tis post to sae out hw i'm feelins nw .

hw ii wish youu could told miie tat its nt true lahs .
ii tot ii guess wrongly or tink too much .
but in end is still true .
dunos why ii feel lyk cryin wen u told miie bout it ?.
am i too emotional or wadd ?.
wo bu zhi dao lahs , jus wish tat its nt TRUE !.
ii feel kinda of sad nw .
my mind is all bout wad u've told miie .
ii keep thinkin & thinkin .
haiis ~

takkaiire everybody .
niites }

im missing you badly .

dun0s hw t0 describe my feelins nw .
iim angriis & sad at e same time wiif ya lahs .
tears gonna roll down .
do u n0es hw worried ii was today ?.
& in e end ?.
sighs *
suan le ..

UPDATES !!.

FRIDAY o2o3o7
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tiime passes real fast , nw is already e mth of march .
friday , ii rmb goins bac hme earliis cus ii've to visit my godmother's hse .
left godmummy hse ard 5 plus went hme to get changed den mit LIYING darlingg .
we to0k cab to causeway point to mit liying's frens .
hab our dinner dere , chit-chat awhile .
left e place ard 8 plus cus we reallis BTH alreadiis .
we went bac to jp went to play acrade awhile den headed to her hse .
her mummy gave miie angbaos !. lalalas ~
den we chat boutt loads of tings , it's been awhile since ii hab a gd chat wiif her .
ii share all my xin shi wiif her too , she told miie boutt hers too .
gal , dunch b too gd to guys !.
guys alwaes tke gal fors granted .
den she told mie sme stuff which ii get kinda of du lan .
is nt b'cus of wad darling hab said , it's bout smebodis hu told her sme tings .

p.s FUCKIN BITCH , ii DEPISE you & ii hate you loads !.
ii've enough of u alreadiis .
STOP actin as iif you'r pathetic lahs .
ur pathetic face mkes miie wannas PUKE !.
ii regretted tellin youus all my xin shi , ii trust you tat's y ii tell u .
y shld ii continue e friendship wif u , wen iim only e one fu chu in e friendship ?.
you hab taken frens for granted .
nvm , you dun nd miie & ii DUN nd youu too !.

ok . im jus ventin my anger out !. phew .
aft all th0se chit chatting , ii found out it was almost mid nite plus .
liying ask miie to stay over-nite but ii haven told mom bout it b4 hand .
so ii rejected , ii booked cab hme .
wen ii reached hme , daddy came out & found out tat ii reached hme so late .
nagged at miie as usual .
tat's nt all , he wake mummy up to tell her bout it . WTF lahs .
den mummy scolded miie too .. SADD !.
suan le . it's nt e first time oso .

SATURDAY o3o3o7
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mit upp wiif BAOBEIIS catherine to china town !.
she peii miie went dere to tke fotos for my art work , thanks my dearr (:
HEH , HEH . guess wad .
iim punctual while meetin wiif baobeiis . LOLS .
aft all those fotos - tkin sessions , we went to BUGIS .
we went to long john to makans first cus we were both hungry .
den we went shopping .
tat's wher our shoppin addiction came agns .
we shop e whole bugis village dun0s hw manii times .
cat couldn't found any clothes tat worth her likins , while ii bought a top for myself !.
& a necklaces la . & my shoes spoilt too . sighs *
den ii suggested to go marina square cus ii wannas to find ahem ahem *
even though my shoes spoilt le .
den cat agreed to peii miie go .
wen we reached dere , she went to shop agns .
hope t0 prey for sme gd stuff . LOls .
den went to cartel to c pig pig !.
tink he gt kindas of surprised tat ii will go dere bahs .
tinks he t0t tat ii g0 dere for shopping onliis , but actually is nt .
ii noes ii alwaes do STUPID tings lahs .
but ii jus can't help it !.
ii ONLY managed to see pig awhile cus he's busy & ii've to rushed to mit mummy .
betas den dun hab .
& baobeiis still pei miie go mit my mummy even though her leg's pain due to e heels she's wearin .
thanks LOADS !.
c tiis is wadd ii call TRUE frens . understand ?.
shall end here le .
will uploads sme fotos tml .
kinda of tired le .

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wen u really like sme one a lots , you'll be willin to sacrificed for him/her .
iim willin to sacrificed anythin jus forrs youus ..

Never let you go

The rain, just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
here is nothing left for me to do now,but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell youI won t live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,I d never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don t know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can t believe we d never dance
I just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won t hold my breath a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won t live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your handand look in your eyes and ya know,
I d never let you go
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won t live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chanceto tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
I d never let you go

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e pains still remains .
iim missing you badly once agns .
you left miie all al0ne agns wen ii needed you e most .
ii've alreadiis tell you hw ii feel & want ii wanted .
y you jus hab n0 reaction ?.
haiis .

din update my blog forrs quite sme time. been busy recently.
shall updates boutt wadd ii did e last sat .

saturday 24o2o7
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ii've a number of visitors on tat dae . :D
ii went to fetch chien juen , xiao qing & winnie first at 3 pm plus at e bus stop to my hse .
my mummy oso cook food to serve dem .
thanks my dear mom !.
aft ard 5 plus , went to fetch e other grp of ppl which were baobeii catherine , see theng , yuling , pei yu , joshua & wilson . woots !.
b4 fetchin dem my mummy & ii was gamblin wiif chien juen they all . LOLS !.
ii was lyk winnin sme money alreadiis , but ii've to rush out to fetch catherine & frens .
den ii asked my brother to tke over & wen ii came bac . my money tat ii won was gone !.
all thanks to my stupid brother lahs .
But nvm, in e end my mummy was still e one hu won e most !. HEH ; HEH .
see theng left my hse to mit her parents for dinner . peiyu , joshua & yuling left lata too .
den left e 6 of us , we decided to go je to play pool .
we to0k cab down .
dere were quite a lot of ppl dere .
wen we reached dere , we found out tat onlis xiao qing & wilson noes hw to play lahs .
den b4 we start to play , e both of dem b'came our teachers .
they taught us hw to hit e ball & e positions all tat stuff .
at first , ii tot its difficult to learn & ii wasn't reallis interested with tables games lahs .
but ii gave it a try & it was nt difficult actualiis . haas !.
den joshua came to join us too .
we really hab lots of fun playin & im lyk addicted to it alreadiis .
we oso discussed to play agns aft e common test lahs . YEAH .
we left e place bout 10 plus goins 11 .

wilson , winnie & miie .

miie , xiaoqing & winnie .

xiiaoqing (tinks she gonnas kill miie if she saw ii posted her fotos, wahahas) shhs!

xiao qing , winnie & chien juen left for hme while mi , catherine , joshua & wilson headed to yuling's hse .
they suggested to walk to yuling's hse & ii was ok wiif it .
but joshua saw miie wearin heels & my leg were painful alreadis den he suggested tkin bus instead . thanks !. frens r alwaes e best =))
wen we reached yuling's hse , we found out tat see theng & pei yu were oso dere .
wen ii was at yl's hse , ii turned moody suddenly .
ii tink boutt him agns & felt lyk cryin .
ii gt much betas aft joinin dem wiif games .
den miie & see theng were v.shagg alreadiis den miie & her decided to leave first .
it was alreadis 230 am alreadis , we tke cab hme .
& wilson accs us down to wait for cab . thanks wilson !.
takkaiire everbody !.
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ii dun0s wadd ii am tryins to do .
ii still love youus .
ii dun0s y ii did tatt too . wadd r youus tinkin actualliis ?.
honestly , ii din regret forrs wadd ii've done .
im missing youus badly !.
dunch leave miie alone agns cans ?.
ii realliis need youus !.

hellos. pretty babes & handsomes. iim bac frm m'siia le!.
came bac ytd afternoon. honestly, ii din bear to leave lahs.
ii hab loads of fun dere & ii miisses my cute cute little cousin.
arghh!. hw cum s'pore new yr's holidae so short?.
m'siias haven even started sch yet. envys **
ii ate loads of food dere , play wiif fire crackers which ii onlis cans play in m'siias .
went shopping awhile , play acrade wiif cousins & went out walk walk in e middle of e nite!.
& play wiif my cute cute little cousins. lalala~
shiok. :D

ii've alwaes lyk CNY since ii was youngg , nt b'cus ii cans get angbao.
is cus ii cans dolled upp myself pretty pretty & gathered wiif cousins & relatives.
chit - chatting & blah blah blah .
you knows , you know . haha .
ii was quite irritated tis yr wen ii was asked by

relatives : " ah li , gt bf alreadiis ars ?
me : " huh ?. dun hab lahs . ii gt no bf , dun anyhw sae sae leiis .
relatives : sure anot ?. dun bluff bluff lahs . c ur face ii noes u gt bf la .
me : reallis dun hab , bluff you for wad ?. aiiyos . ( alreadiis quite pisses off )
relatives : i noe you paii sehs lahs , tat's y dun dare admit rite ?.
me : ehs . no lahs . no lahs . wad for pai sehs .
relatives : next yr chinese new yr , mush bring ur bf here & let us see see hors .
me : heh , heh . orhs .

see ?. hw funny cans they b ?.
wans mi admit tat i dun hab wen i dun even hab one ?.
mayb ii shld entertained them by bringin a ' FAKED ' one e next time .
LOLS !!.
& even my mummy oso de siiaos miie & keep askin miie go find a BF . arghhh !!.
alrite , enough of wad boyfrens tings .
i gt to noe a gal dere call ' li zhu ' while playin wiif cousins outside .
& she gave mi tis cute cute little froggy .



which will says ' i LOVE youu ' . cute *
hw ii wish it was a PIG instead of a froggy . haha ;
nvm , i really appreciated it .

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update boutt today !.

was kinda of lazy to go sch todays .
but still try to drag my heavy feet to sch .
sch was kinda of bored lahs .
den aft sch , went off wiif baobeiis see theng & yuling to KFC to makans .
& chit - chat .
iim so troubled & decided to shared everiting wiif dem cus ii couldn't tke it anymore .
ii told dem hw iim feelins nw & all tat stuff .
they did console miie .
ii felt much betas aft sharing wiid dem hw ii feels .
afterall, they r still e best !.
thanks gals =)) .

shall end wiif fotos .


&loves miie fors who ii am ;





iim still thinkins of you all tis while .

ii still waiting ..

ii tot ii could b strong .
butt ii realised im nt strong tat ii tot ii could b .
iim tryin my best to 4get youus , but ii can't do it .
do you its difficult to 4get somebody which youu once loves so much & care so much .
stop askin miie to gif upp wen u noe ii can't do it .
y dun yous jus turn bac & care fors miie jus fors once ?.
ii really nd you badly .
i hate to cry durin e nite all alone .
i hate e feelins of missin you .
i hate e feelins of numbin myself .
i hate e feelins of torturin myself !.
i really miss youus badly .


DESPO FREAK , pls FUCK OFF !.
you noe hu iim am referring too !.

HAPPYS CHINESE NEW YR ' o7 !. :]]

everybody do enjoys tis joyful festival .
ii'll b leavin tml in e early morning to m'siias .
do miiss miie ya !.
will update more wen ii cum bac .
takkaiire & enjoys :)

loves ,
XUELI .

u tink jus a sorry will do ?.
do u really appreciate iit ?.
appreciate it wen u dun even wannas accept it?.
suan le. suan le.
ii shldn't hab done anythin at all.
d0 u n0es hw hurtin it is wen u sae all th0se tings?.
u've changed.

hurts !!

dun u n0es tat u'r hurtin miie more & more ?.
& e scars is gettin deeper and deeper ?.
why ?.
why wadeva tings ii do , u jus dun appreciated it ?.
u jus makins miie hating u alreadiis !.

i will throw it away !.

HAPPY VALENTINE DAYS !.

UPDATE FOR YTD !.
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went to wiif BELOVED daughter , susanna .
we went to hab our last grab for our new yr clothes .
mit daughter at 2 plus , she board in e train at chinese garden .
& beloved gave miie a hellos kittys watch tat we bought frm hong kong !.
omgg , it's NICE !.
daughter , thanks !.
we went to BUGIS . its was a sunday lahs , as usual . bugis village was loaded wiif loads of ppl .
we took a long time b4 we could get in .
me & daughter bought e same heels , same t-shirt & ii bought a purple strip clothes . blah blah ..
we went to took neo prints too b4 we left .
its been a long long time since ii last took wiif beloved .
aft our dinner , we decided to go far east to look for jolene & frens .
but went we were alreadis scannin our ez - link , waiting for e train .
we found out tat jolene & frens jus reached BUGIS !. arghh !.
nvm, e both of us went far east .
while on our way dere , we saw tis ang - moh , ang - moh lady .
her dressin caught our attention . u n0e she's almost half - NAKED !.
is lyk miie & daughter feels digusted by e way she dress .
we were lyk discussing , she might as well dun wear lahs .
& dere were guys hu walked past , their eyes alm0st POP out lahs . LOLS .
guys r lyk tatt !. ii shld hab taken a pics of tat lady & upload here . wahahahas .
we carry on wiif our shopping dere , found out tat they were loads of tings ii wannas buy !.
ii gotta save money !.
we left far east bout 9 plus or so cus we were both tired alreadiis .

shall ends e post wif fotos .


e watch tat daughter gave miiie .

mummy & daughter . LOVED ^^

heels .



ii cans lived without youu too .

you came & you left .

if time could return , ii would hab ...


isn't tis pig cute ?.
is our klas notice board new yr deco.
done by us !.
we've been spendin time in sch doins it , hope we will win !.

tata ~

iim still missing u badly .

XUELI'S ROTTING!.

iim gonnas rot le lahs.
was at hme e whole dae todae.
& wadd most of e time ii spend todae was wiif e com lahs.
online - ingg & msn - ingg.
ii gt irritated wen ppl t0k to miie & sae : " hellos , nv go out ars?. " OR even " so guaii nv go out mehs? haha"
wads wrong wiif miie stayin at hme & nt goins out?.
ii knows it's a saturday & tat doesn't mean ii've to go out lahs.
nobody DATE miie wad?. arghhh!.
got kinda of pissed off lahs. haiis.

nvm.
ii jus gotta a guy called " lincoln "
he's a nice guy & he looked lyk e campus superstar , ADRIANO !.
iim nt e only hu said tat, his fren oso lyk tat sae.
LOLS.

aniwaes, ii uploaded 10 songs into tis blog.
do enjoy e songs. gonnas end here le.
kinda of moody nw.
dunos hw many many daes nv saw pigg le!!.
sadd lors.

sorrys dearie shengli , can't go celebrate ur b'dae wiif u tml.
hope u enjoy urself ya.

ii've been missing u all e while.
do u noe hw much hab ii suffer all tis while?.
ii've been cryin almost everynite.
u mush hab tink tat im happii nw & livin well , rite?.
ii tell u, iim nt happii at all.
iim havin sleepless nite everiidae.
e smile tat ii've is all FAKED!.
ii keep findin tings to keep myself occupied, in order nt to tink bout it.
do u noe hw torturin is it?.
y can't u jus care for miie nw lyk b4, even iif is a fren oso. can't u jus care marhs?.
am ii realiis nt worth for u to care?.
do u noe ii've tried to 4get, but ii jus can't.
do u noe?. DO U NOE?.
u dunos at all.

" eu've taken miie for granted "

jus read tis at POORFUHUANITES.FORUM5.COM .

Hi all. We've got a letter that's email-ed to STOMP to share!
http://www.stomp.com.sg/

Okay. Here goes nothing:

I am a student currently studying in Fuhua Secondary School. I have tolerated the school’s imbecile, inefficient and impractical way of running the school such that I am reduced to having to share my thoughts here.

Every school is bound to have students violating the school rules. Firstly, it's about the electricity problems in this school. Fuhua Secondary turns off the toilet lights 24/7 just to save electricity bills, but who doesn’t know that air-conditioning consumes the most electricity? Are we trying to save that little bit of electricity just for the luxury of some, but yet the necessity of many? I find this case ridiculous as we can't possibly see even in the afternoon. The whole toilet will be left very dark and only when important guests step into Fuhua, will they then turn on the lights. So what kind of show is the school putting up in front of others? Isn’t it indirectly inculcating negative values in the students?

The next thing is about grooming. Last Monday (29/01/07), when the school checked for the girls’ grooming, the teachers caught some students with fringes over their eyebrows. However, what was unexpected was that the girls were sent to the principal office and had their hair cut by the principal leaving them with straight ugly fringes. The principal should instead give a one-day grace or at least a warning before doing so, and not making the girls cry like a river in the toilets (which has no lights!). This will make them unable to concentrate on their lessons for the day. If they want to continue with their disciplinary actions this way, Fuhua students would not be convinced by the school as this is an act of public humiliation to the victims. There were students with their fringes pinned up, however some teachers caught them… According to our handbook; School Rules for Pupils (2007), Page 9, Part 5.4: Girls should pin up fringes covering their eyebrows and tie up the hair covering the shoulders. Long hair must be plaited and black hair accessories may be used. So, are we also being punished for doing the right thing?
This made me think that Fuhua has a number of contradicting teachers, as I have also encountered such problems in the past.

Thirdly, another case I found ridiculous is that Fuhua actually reprimanded the pupils for wearing jackets in the school compound. My friends were being told off by the discipline master for wearing jackets during these days. As we all know, we are still experiencing the monsoon season. They told us that the jacket is not part of Fuhua's attire and we should not be wearing one even if it's a rainy/cold day. We are to report to the office if we are sick and our parents would be phoned to acknowledge that we’re not feeling well. Only then, we’re allowed to wear our jackets. But Fuhua didn't even design a jacket for us and expect us to wear only our uniforms even if we are cold. So who is to blame for not having a school jacket? The weather is really heartless these days, aren’t the teachers being heartless too?

Lastly, students were caught and asked to remove their non skin-coloured undergarments and wait till their parents come with a white/skin-coloured undergarment for them. I’d like to note that there isn’t any restriction for females under 16 to be banned from coloured-bras, so should we blame the manufacturer for the rainbow range of colors available? I don't see the reason why girls have to take their undergarments off with boys inside the school. If the school is worried that the guys will have nasty thoughts about girls wearing coloured-bras, being totally exposed right in front of them isn’t that more absurd? The disciplinary actions of Fuhua are causing the students to lose their self-esteem (Particularly girls). This is not the first time that I have read on articles regarding coloured-bras, and I feel it should be dealt with. If the school thinks that by stripping someone’s esteem will wake the student up, I’m sorry. This ‘traditional method’ has to be given up as the modern day society doesn’t practice this anymore. We believe in reasoning things out rather than solving things under an iron-fist method.

The school should give an explanation to the students. Hopefully, this saga ends benefiting both the school and the students making it a better learning condition.

Thanks for your attention.

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ii agreeds wiif wadd e person has wrote.
tiis sch is simply SUCKS!.
& e principal MDM OEN is MANIC!.

HELLOS : D
UPDATES !.

SATURDAY o3.o2.o7
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mit upp wiif baobeiis see theng at jp at 2pm.
BUT she was late!. HEH HEH ;
first time iim punctual larhs. claps **
den we headed t0 BUGIS.
went to I.P zone , miie & see theng bought tiis pinkish jacket .


which cost us 26 bucks.

ii wanted t0 buy e black one, butt iim in love wif e pink one wen ii first saw it.
see theng wanted to find a place to sit down & we saw tis " BUGIS TEENAGE CAFE "
den we went in f0rr a bite. e tings dere is cheap even though is a cafe.
& it suits teenagers lyk us.
we ordered e blueberry muffin , it's nice.


yummy !

cans go try it dere.
we headed to BUGIS village aft tat.
as usual lahs, its crowded wiif many MANY MANYY ppl!.
we shopped dere till ard 8 plus & finalliis bought clothes tat we wanted.
went t0 haf our dinner jiu went hme.
we wanted to tke neo prints 2gether cus its been awhile since we last took.
but we were both shagg le.

SUNDAY o4.o2.o7

went outt wiif mummy for shoppingg.
ii go buy clothes agns.
& mummy bought tis handbag forr miie.



ii oso bought a BELT.
mummy bought herself a handbag too.
lalalas !.
MUMMY is e BEST! iiLOVEher ;D

97 days of waiting .


note : to tat person hu keep comin to my tagboard to tagg . pls jus FUCK off !.
pls stop usin my name to FAKE lahs. u tis idiot FAKER!.
iif u wans pls use ur own name, STOP being childish.
ii dun nd ur words!.

TO TAT PERSON HU TAG MY BLOG JUS NW !.

pls larhs. STOP ur stupid acts!.
iif u wannas tag my blog, use ur name. dun b so HUMJI cans?.
& tis is my blog, dun lyk it? pls jolly well, FUCK off!.
so childish!.

shengli , thanks !. (: