ii dunos wad's wrong wif miie tis few daes .
ii feels tat iim tinkin too much .
mayb tings aren't as bad as wadd ii tink it was .
iim jus like tat , ii alwaes lyk to tink too much .
iim jus being paronoid & ii realliis dislikes myself for being tis way .
sighs .
ii jus feel tat e ppl ard miie seems to b changin .
or is it im e one hu has changed ?.
ii realised iim losing e confidence ii hab in myself as e time passes .
e troubles ii hab seems to b never ending .

to YOUU , ii really dunos wad to say le .
ytd , ii jus can't help myself but cried .
im still angriis wiif youu , but so wad ?.
lyk as if u will care ?.
sme times tinks bout my feelins first b4 sayins anithin cans ?.
u noes ii can't tke hurtfuls word been said to miie .

***sii feii zhu, youu own miie tat pig v.long le hors !.

cans ani bodis tell mie am ii tinkins too much ?.