bac t0 tiis place agn, a place tatt ii cans vent outt all my anger, saddness & everiting deep inslde my heart!. nw, wo de xin reali ha0 t0ng , ha0 t0ng!. ii n0es iim in e wrong. iif eu wans, jus blame miie bahs. jus vent all ur anger on miie bahs. ii jus wanna help eu, cans?. ii jus dun wans e b0th of u t0 b'cum enemy, is beta t0 stil b frens den beta t0 b enemy , riiteS?. ii realli jus wanna help. butt ii din n0es tatt it'll end up b'cum lyk tiis lors. iim reali v.sorii, ii caused eu so much tr0ubles. makes eu so fans!. ii feel guilty too. cans?. iif cus of tiis, eu bu li wo le. ii oso gt nth to sae. jus h0pe tatt everting will b fine. wadd ii wanns sae , ii alreadii sae le. iim tired too. & ii jus can't stop cryin. ii've nv been so sadd b4. ii caused all my frens to worried b0utt miie. although ii keep tellin eu guys tatt iim fine, iim fine. butt actualli iim nt fine at all. suan le, ii g0t nth t0 sae le. eu sae ii onlii care b0utt my feelings . nv care other ppl's feelin. yarhhs, iim selfish, cans?. ii dunch wans sae anithin le. wadeva ii sae is useless. somebodii mush b damns happii bahs. hate ppl actin ke lians. tink u cans win iif eu act ke lians marhs?. pls larhs hors. eu'r e most stupid ppl in e world.

XUELI PLS WAKE UPPP !.

BEEN outt alm0st e wh0le dae ytd!. g0 mit him at je, iim late alm0st m0re than half an hr norhs. sorii ferr waiting. den he nt in a gd mood, ii oso dun0 wadd t0 d0 oso. den peii him go arcade play, watch he play onlii, ii din play. hais. den we ard 5 plus jiu leave e place. he nd to rush to orchard to mit his frens at 530 den go b'dae party. although he's gonna b late le, butt he still peii miie go hme. thanks aniwae & thanks ferr tatt presents too.
h0nestly, sometlmes ii reali dun0 understandd eu. eu sae eu dun0s wadd iim thinkin boutt smetlmes, butt actualli ii oso dun0 wad eu'r thinkin boutt too. eu sae ii treat u nt gd?. den hw eu wanna miie t0 treat u?. cans eu jus tell miie , ii reali dun0s larhs. yarhhs, t0 u , u may tink tatt ii alwaes fa xiao jie pi qi. butt ii feel tatt ii din. iim sorii , iif u feel tatt ii did. haiis.

t0 all my frens outt dere , iim flne. dunch worii b0utt miie!. thanks ferr all e concern. XUELI, pls wake upp le larhs. STOP dreamin le larhs!!!. iim slappin myself t0 wake myself uppp! ii even feel lyk bangin myself to e wall lors. XUELI WAKE UP, WAKE UP!... alriite, shall end here.

** susanna nu er, dunch angrii le larhs. dunch bother boutt all th0se ppl larhs. dey are jus being childishh. marmiie misses eu!.

iim still feelin sad by wadd eu've said larhs. keep readin all messages in my inbox by u!. ii reali .. haiis. nw even eu online or wadd oso nv start t0 t0k to miie first. den iim so afraid to t0k t0 u first too. sae reach hme le will msg miie, den nw ii even saw eu online liiaos, butt ii din even received da0 ur msg. haiis!. suan le bahs. eu oso n0 nd t0 rep0rt everitlng t0 miie marhs. andd everltime wen ii offline flrst, den ii sae msg u. butt wen eu waited damns long oso nv recelved my msg , eu will still msg mie first. butt nw seems t0 b dunch hab le. haiiis. haiis. feel lyk cryin outt l0ud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iim feelin damns hurt by wadd eu've said larhs. y eu alwaes mistaken wadd ii've said??. tat's nt wadd ii mean larhs. can't eu jus ran wo marhs?. suan le. eu will nv understand hw ii feel de larhs, wadd iim thinkin b0utt eu oso won't n0es. iim jus belng damns unreasonable ii n0es. everithin is my fault, cans??. iim damns bad larhs. haiis!.

t0dae din went t0 sko0l. is nt ii p0n sko0l, cus ii've n0 prelim exams. tml goin bac t0 sko0l le. b0redd** dun0 y. alth0ugh t0dae n0 sko0l, ii wake up at 6 am. den msg him. den he scold miie BEN DAN, y wake up so earlii. he v.bad lors. t0dae ii jus stay at hme, play wiif com. den nth else, den chat on e fone wiif frens. gotta b0red t0 death le.

ii feel lyk cryln outt!. sobbs.

TODAY went 0utt wiif hlm. mit hlm at queenst0wn at 130, butt ii was alm0st late b0utt half an h0ur. den we went t0 queensway, cus he wanna buy cl0thes marhs. butt den he nerber f0und da0 ani tatt he lyk. den we went t0 tlong bahru, went t0 watch m0vie, he treated miie!. thanks l0ads. we watched ''the haunted apartments''. ii dunch watch h0rr0r m0vie de, butt he wanna watch marhs. jiu peii him l0rs. e m0vie s0 scary. we watch e 445 pm de, e m0vie ended b0utt 6 plus den ii hab t0 rush bac t0 '' a party ''. den he peii miie bac frm tl0ng bahru t0 boon lay. den he g0 bac t0 tl0ng bahru agn. thanks ferr accompany miie. haiis. ii reali dun0 wadd t0 d0 larhs. cans eu pls tell miie wadd u r tlnkln b0utt??. iim reali v.confused. jus ask eu a slmple qns , eu oso can't ans miie. suan le!. ii jus feel lyk cryin larhs. perhaps tiis song , cans describe hw ii feel bahs.

**tiffany ur blog is linked! thanks ferr taggin miie.

XUELI BAC TO BLOGGIN AGN =))

well, actualli few daes ag0 gt al0t of tlngs wanna p0st de. butt n0 tlme t0 p0st. flrstly, t0k b0utt my prelim bahs. prelim ended ytd, indeed qulte fast de. e results, ii dunch wlsh t0 n0e. ytd, last paper is art. aft e paper, ms h0e call miie, shengli& kailing. she asks us h0nestly did we put in effort in tis prelim paper. e 3 of us tell her we didn't. den she t0ld us, she gt frens t0ld her tatt e n lvls exams ferr our art coursewk is pretty gd, so whether if we wans do well ferr it, depends on e paper 2 le. tlnk ii nd t0 d0 well ferr my art paper 2 le!. mushh jiia y0us!. nw jus get to online. g0 frlendster jus nw, gt frlend request & guess hu added miie?. my classmate OW YEW TINN!. aiiy0s, din n0e tatt he gt frlendster. andd hls pr0file & f0t0s s0 funni lors. haha.


well, c0untd0wn t0 alm0st 2 wks t0 n lvls le. haiis. left so less daes. HOW How how siia!. so stress!. god pls help miie. ii reali wanna d0 well ferr my n lvls. tml goin outt wiif e ''BIG BULLI''. L0ls. tlnk peii him g0 queens way buy cl0thes bahs. lalala~ actualli ii wanna g0 watch movie de. butt den he ytd & t0dae alreadi g0 watch le. dunch tlnk he wanna watch agn tml bahs. alriite, shall endd here le.
tata ~

alriite, t0dae bac t0 sko0l le. well, e feelin is NOT good!. still dunch feel lyk goin bac. right aft holidae jiu continued wiif prelim exams. todae to0k english paper 1, all e composition qns gt nth to write de. i spent quite alot of tlme lookin at e qns b4 i decide on which qns ii wanna write. butt ii knew tat tis will b e worst compo ii've ever wrlte bahs. bullshit throughout e whole compo!.


tml havin history paper, dunch tlnk im studyin?. cus i dunch even n0e which charpter to studii lors.

t0 tatt anonymous !. pls replii miie. hw u n0e tat is tat place?. thanks. & hon tat sorii ferr disturbin u in e mid nite. my hp hp sot sot de, so sorrii.

alriite ii shall end here le bahs, ii got nth muchh to post todae. aniwae, rui ying `` happi belated b'dae!. everibodi work hard ferr prelim bahs.

bac to bloggin agn . =))


well , tatt person hu called miie t0 ask miie t0 g0 ferr e intervlew. keep callin miie on thursdae & even msg miie too. although my intervlew is 2pm , he called miie frm 11 till 2 lors. siiao de leis. den ii buay ta han , ii switch off my hp !. den ii t0t he will stop . nv n0e tatt he continued called miie 0n frldae . wth . den ii oso nv answered larhs . tat person damns irritatin larhs , lyk forcin miie t0 go lors . den he msg miie sae wadd , e interview won't tke long de den keep askin miie wen cans ii mke it agn . diiao !. -.-!!! . ii dun even n0e wadd klnda of company is tatt & im reali nt interested .




tlme reali passes damns fast . left one m0re dae , e sept holidaes gonna end le . sigh . *** prelim gonna start wen we return to sko0l . gonna studii hard le . tiis few daes klnda of havin a moodswlng larhs . dun0 wadd im tryin t0 do oso , feels so lost larhs . im lyk so lost in a world of my own lors . i gt to found out smethin & ii reali damns pissed off . ii din sae out , ii jus kept quiet . ii kept quiet doesn't mean ii dun bother . st0p actin as if u r reali v.ke lians larhs . ur ke lians looks mkes miie feel lyk vomitin .

alriite shall ends here le . may nt be bloggin tml !.

takkaiire =))))

oh well, ii went to skool t0 tke my 'n' lvls social studles paper wiif huili t0dae. and oh man, jus get d0wn frm bus & rain start p0urin!. we waited at e bus st0p fer awhile den run to sko0l in e rain. haiis, ii hate gettln wet!. den e paper started at 2pm. wen ii gt e paper, turn to e SEQ page & guess wadd?. wadd ii studied for din came outt. -.-!!! nvm, alreadi over le.

ii heard b0utt a bad news tatt mkes miie feel sad over it. a sec 1 guy hu has been fightin wif a illness has jus came bac to sko0l met wiif an car accident???!!. oh my god. ii can't believe it!. and e accldent happens near our sko0l de mac. den ii read thr0ugh e newspaper b0utt it too. feel lyk cryin after readin it. jus feel sad, y he still can't run awae frm death?. well, perhaps his lifes is fated to b lyk tis bahs.

went to frlendster jus nw, ii saw jun rong viewed my profile. wth!. y b0ther t0 cum view my profile?. hate him lors. and he put his profile to th0se in his frens list den cans view. wadd e. nvm, ii oso dunch wish to view lahs. jus h0pe he get his retributions.

oh ya, ii received a v.weird call jus nw. e conversation is lyk tiis.
guy:hellos, r u xueli?.
miie:yes, ii am.
guy:iim callin frm ''blah, blah, blah'' company(can't rmb e company name). u r still studyin nw but havin a holidae rite nw?.
miie: oh ya, iim havin a holidae nw.
guy:my company is lookln for students to work in our company. u r invited to cum to our company for a interview.
miie:errms, may ii n0e hw u got my no.?.
guy:do u rmb takin any survey at t0wn.
miie:errms. tlnk so?.
guy:okaes, cans u cum down tml for interview?.
miie:cans ii tlnk a boutt it first.
guy:errms, ii nd to flxed e tlme.
miie:cans ii mke it on thurs?.(actualli ii dun intend to g0)
guy:sure.cans u tke a piece of paper & pen to write down e address. tke down my no. as well.
miie:okaes.
guy:alriite, c ya on thurs.
miie:bye.

actualli i dun rmb takin ani survey. ii feel tat its weird. ii tink tat e person is lyin bahs. nvm, ii wont go de. but ii jus feel weird. hw did e person get my no. actualli?.

alriite, shall end here. andrew, get well soon!.

well, iim havln my 'n' lvl soclal studles exams tml le!. guess wadd?. iim still daydreamln nw. haiis. iim nt prepared ferr it leis. die le larhs. ii spent my wh0le afternoon chattin online & stuydin my ss. ii cans do multitask siia. LOLS!. ii was chattln wiif andrew in e afternoon & ii f0und out smethin, we actualli live near each other?. oh my, ii was so surprlsed. iif ii din ask him t0dae wher he stay, ii oso din n0e tat we r so near each other. haas. mayb ii saw hlm b4, butt ii oso din noticed?. perhaps bahs. chattln wiif him is great, he mke miie laugh cus he keep sayln lame tinggs. he's so LAME!. hahas. read his ytd post in his blog. tink he's slck bahs. andrew, take cares wors. h0pe u recover soon. alriite, shall end here le. gd luck to miie ferr my ss tml!. niites everibodii!.

well, iim havln my 'n' lvl soclal studles exams tml le!. guess wadd?. iim still daydreamln nw. haiis. iim nt prepared ferr it leis. die le larhs. ii spent my wh0le afternoon chattin online & studyin my ss. ii cans do multitask siia. LOLS!. ii was chattln wiif andrew in e afternoon & ii f0und out smethin, we actualli live near each other?. oh my, ii was so surprlsed. iif ii din ask him t0dae wher he stay, ii oso din n0e tat we r so near each other. haas. mayb ii saw hlm b4, butt ii oso din noticed?. perhaps bahs. chattln wiif him is great, he mke miie laugh cus he keep sayln lame tinggs. he's so LAME!. ii enj0y chattin wiif him. hahas. read his ytd post in his blog. tink he's slck bahs. andrew, take cares wors. h0pe u recover soon. alriite, shall end here le. gd luck to miie ferr my ss tml!. niites everibodii!.

well. 1 wk of sep holidaes start le. butt ii dunch hab tatt klnda of h0lidae mood at all. perhaps is b'cus ii havln my 'n' lvl social studies le bahs. haiis. din expected it to b so fast. h0nestly iim nt prepared ferr it!.

t0dae v.siians lors. den ii asked my mom brlng miie & my bro go china t0wn sh0p sh0p. if nt stay at hme oso rot marhs. den sme m0re l0ng tlme nv go dere le.
den miie & my brother takkin sme f0t0s at dere too. we damns bo liiaos, ii noes. LOLS!. ii shall post some , e rest shall kept nt to b exposed!. haha.

MY BROTHER & MII !. <> e outfit ii w0re SISTER & BROTHER 4 LIFE !.

alriite, shall endd here le.

BTW, HAPPI BELATED B"DAE TO ARTHUR !.