a few daes siince ii last p0sted . well , been stressin wiif mye art lors !. dunch n0e iif ii can finished mye art coursework anot . sae till art ii damned fuckin angrii lors . t0dae supposed to stay to do art till 8pm de marhs , cus ms h0e saes everi fridae mush stay till 8 pm marhs . butt we cann go hme first den cum bac , den ii jiu go hme first den aft tat go jp fiind huili dey all den go bac skool together , den we reach saw ms hoe doin all e community nite tings , den we look at e art work near e general office dere . den ms hoe suddenly called mye name & she saidd : '' xueli '' , eu cum bac ferr wadd ars ?. ( den ii was lyk sort of angrii liiaos , andd ii oso dun feel lyk tokin to her ) den she continue sayin : cum bac ferr excursion arrs ?. wah laos , aft hearin tiis , ii damned fuckin angrii lors . ii n0e wad she tryin to sae larhs , shldn't hab cum bac lors . regret* den after ii stay till ard 6plus jiu go off liaos . ii went hme wiif huili , sorii gal fer waitin fer miie fer so long . hmms , although tml n0 sko0l butt ii still hab to wake upp at 7 am to wake tat blur sotong upp niia !. c ii so gd lorrs , wake eu up . haiish , shall end here le . nites nites .
ii feel so terrible nw larhs , ii feel lyk dyiin . diie liaos jiu n0 nd care b0utt anithin , oso n0 nd t0 w0rried b0uut anithin . haiish . ii feel tired lookin fer eu all e tiime , d0 eu n0e tat ??. r eu realli tat busii ?. ii feel lyk givin upp !. l0st h0pe iin evertingg , n0b0dii understann hw ii feel !. cann anib0dii tell miie wadd ii shld d0 ?.
whye is he alwaes so busii ?. alth0ughh ii managed t0 find him , butt alwaes cant t0k l0ng 0n e f0ne cus he's busii wif n0e & ii n0e tat, butt . haiis , he alwaes sae will c0r miie lata & lata , iin e end he still 4get !. whye iis he alwaes tat 4getful & s0 blur . haiis , haiis , haiis !. eu jus dunch understannd hw ii feel .
t0dae earlii in e m0rnin ii feel v.pissed off & angrii !. i wake upp earlii in e m0rning at 845 , cus ii mitin blur s0t0ng fer breakfast . ii went t0 bath den ard 915 , ii called him t0 wake him up . cus he sae he'll 0verslept & ii oso pr0mised him tat ii'll wake him up . den ii c0uldn't called thr0ugh his hp , den ii g0rt n0 ch0ice ii called his hse . wen he ans e c0r , ii c0uld hear frm his v0ice tat he still haven awake , den ii asked him g0 slp awhile first bahs , den he sae ok den he asked miie t0 c0r him again . ii c0r him e sec0nd time t0 wake him up , den he sae he w0n't b able t0 mke it at 10 am den ii sae nvm , change t0 1030 bahs . den mit at je insteadd , wen ii reached je , ii sms him he b0 replii den ii c0r him , he v.l0ng den picked up e c0r . andd he stil gave miie e blur blur v0ice , huh ?. huh ?. ii asked wher he's , he still at hme . den he sae : cann we mit tml ?. ii 4get all b0utt iit . ii was v.angrii wen ii heard tiis , ii c0r him t0 wake him up & he sae he 4get all b0utt it ?. he tinks tat ii c0r him in his dreams ?. ii was v.angrii , but ii tell hiim . he sae s0rii , ii sae nvm , nvm . suan le . ii t0ld him ii goin hme nw , den he asked miie reached hme le , msg hiim . wen ii was on my way hme , my mind was t0tally blank . din n0e wadd t0 d0 !. feel tat im lyk a fo0l ?. haiis . den ii reached him & msg him , he oso b0 ans & repli . wadd is he thinkin ?. ii reali dun0 !. den wen hme t0 co0l myself d0wn , den went out at 12 plus t0 bugis t0 mit mye QINGFEN jiie . ii t0ld her wadd happened , her first reaction was laugh !. iis it reali tat funni ?. haiis . s0 l0ng nerber mit qingfen jiie le , she was still e same . haas , den we went t0 take ne0prints !. err , iim BROKE !. tiis r e ne0prints we took :
its a been few dae siince ii last p0sted . well , changed a new bl0g skin agaiin . w0w , h0w's it ?. giif miie all ur c0mments , d0 tag mye tag b0ard too !. hmms , iim s0rt 0f v.angri jus nw . hate mye father lorrs , everiting ii d0 he c miie bu shuang , den ii might as well m0ved 0ut larhs , n0 nd c his face . haiis , tink 0f it mke miie du lan . suan liia0s , dun t0k b0ut it le . alriite , ii shall mke tiis p0st a v.sh0rt one . tml ii goin t0 mit mye QINGFEN jiie , s0 l0ng nerber c her liiaos , iim lookin f0rward t0 0ur mitin tml lehs !. b4 tat ii mitin blur s0t0ng fer breakfast . s0 hab t0 slp earli t0dae , shld st0p here le !. niites .
alriite , tiis post shall p0st 4 ytd . ytd went out wif pri sko0ls frens , long nv mit tis gals le so i decided to go out wif dem ytd . we mit at boon lay control station first , i t0t i'll b late . butt im nt e 1 late , e 1 hu's late is li ying . haas !. yin bao reached first , den aft tat we went t0 far east first den huizhi cum join us lata cus she's in sko0l doin her d&t . yin bao bought clothes at a sh0p i far east which c0st her 53 bucks !. oh g0sh , mie & li ying feel heart pain fer her . cus we tink tat she shldn't hab e cl0thes ya . nt worth it !. after tat we went to bugis , den went t0 take ne0prints first cus yin ba0 gt s0methin on .tiis is e neo prints we took :
i l0ve tis pic !
FRENS FOREVA !.
yinba0 went 0ff after takin ne0prints , she seems t0 b sad & dun bear t0 leave !. yin ba0 , nvm larhs we cann g0 0utt agaiin de !. haha . den left e 3 of us , we went to shop shop den buy tings . li ying spent quite al0t , haas . we were v.tired le den ard 7 plus we left bugis . li ying left us as she g0t tuition at 8pm , ii realli h0pe t0 g0 0ut wif eu gals agaiin !
shall post till here fer ytd ..
*_ whye am ii s0 stupidd siia ?. * _ sae gt tings wann ask him , den in e end sae nth t0 ask . den mke ppl du lan !.* _ iif i were him , ii oso will b dun lan de , riite ?.* _ haiis , all mye fault larhs !. * _ whye i so stupid siia .* _ den wadd ii goin t0 d0 ?. ii oso dun0 !.* _ shldn't hab sae gt tings wann ask him , riite ?. nw sae anithin oso no use .* _ blur s0t0ng , dui bu qi !.^ winnie & jing yi nu er , ii mishh e 2 0f eu s0 muchhies . ^
well , decided t0 p0st s0methin t0dae . hmms , t0dae v.lazii again so nerber g0 sko0l d0 art lors . iis v.sians stayin in e art room . ar0und 330 pm , ii mit mye besties jiiahui g0 jur0ng west library cus she sae she wanna return return bks marhs . den we shun bian borrowed bks oso . den ar0und 530 we go hme , sorii besties din pei eu wait fer e bus i've t0 rush hme . eu shld e reason bahs . den after tat eat ha0 dinner , watch tv half way , ii received a msg frm my ba0beiis QINGFEN jiie , e msg sh0cked miie . jie was kena beaten !. my poor jiie , im so worried boutt her . heard tat she g0t al0t of scars all over her bodii , haiis . jiie , mush take cares wors . why tat michelle wann d0 tiis ?. so b0 liiaos . ii shall st0p here le . jiie , ii mishh eu !.