Selfish.

Some Mankind are really selfish and also a ungrateful ass.
They only cared about themselves and never ever spare a thought for the ones around them.
And i really detest those selfish assholes! Really piss me off!

Must everything always be a one-way traffic? Like, one gives in but gets nothing in return?

I felt kind of silly now to do things for others while others taking me for granted.
Fine, it's enough. Everybody has their own limits so do I.
There is a saying " An eye for An eye ".
I don't wish to go to the extend of taking revenge on anybody but it seems like my limits is up.


From now on, i'm just going to do my part and not going to give a big fuck about "you" anymore.
Being kind to you is just wasting my time.


Whatever it is, life still goes on.


P/S. I miss cat cat, yu ling ling, see theng theng!!!

Broken hearts.




I'm UNHAPPY! UNHAPPY for a couples of days already.


I've no idea what i want now.
I don't know what are the things now that matters the most to me anymore.


Feel so confused.


My life is so not interesting now thus that explains why my blog is lack of updates.
I've tons of overdues photos but i don't even have the mood to update about it.
Even if i were to update, are there still anyone reading it?


Will update again till my mood gets better.


P/S. If you were given a chance to choose how your life is going to be like, how will you want it to be?

Home-cooked food.












"the hardworking man, which is my pete baby, Hahaha!"

That day, boyfriend say he is cooking all my favourite dishes for tonight and he really did it! And he also specially brew tonic soup just for me. Reason being, he feels that i'm kinda weak cus i tend to fall sick easily. So he brew tonic soup to let me 补补身体! (: so sweet of him right?

My baby boy really dotes and pampered me alot and that's the reason why i love him so so much. No one can ever care and love me so much like he do.
The things he did for me i'll never be able to do it for him too.
But still, i will try. (L)

Arghh, i need more time please!!! i've lots of overdue photos yet to upload it.

P/S. Pete baby, i'm lost without you.

At Boyfriend's crib.

Stayinq over at BB's house since yesterday.
BB is hugging me now while i'm blogging(:
Just finished dinner with BB's family. It's his daddy's birthday today! Happy 56th birthday(:
Going out later to catch a movie later with them.
Will blog again when i'm back to jurong. Hee hee.

Bye-Bi!

我只是一个傻瓜,为你把眼泪流光的傻瓜.

Unchanged.

Today was chatting with Yap Peng Hock, he pop up a question asking me, am i sick of pete since i've been together with him for One and a half years already. Without any hesitation, i replied him: "OF CUS NO!"

So when i met up with my Baby chew just now, i asked him the same question. Without any hesitation too, he replied me: " of cause, i'm NOT sick of you. Instead, you brings me surprises each day with your words, your actions, etc. each day differently. In my eyes, you'r a very special girl. "

Awww~ After hearing what my BB chew said, my heart melts. =.=

Though i've been with him for so long, But but but! i'm still looking forward to be able to see him everyday. I still do miss him badly even if he's not beside me for only a few secs/mins. And the best part is, we will never run out of topics to chat with. PH once told me that some couples after being together for a long time, they run out of topics to chat with each other. Silence was the only thing seen when they meet up or chat on the phone. But it never happens between us. Ph always asked me, why do i always have so many things to chat with my BB. I've no idea why. HAHAHA!

So tell me, how would i still get sick of him right? (Though he always bully me and pisses me at times.) But, i still love him anyway! HeeHee.



Our environment changes as time goes by, but the only thing that left unchanged was "Our Love".


P/S. Steamboat session over at BB's house tml! YAY~

Christmas '09.



I'm back yo.













To summarise in short,

BB wasn't in a mood to celebrate xmas due to some reasons. But i'm still glad that he still brought me out to celebrate this joyous festival.

Before that, i went over to BB's crib to wait for him to be back from the funeral.

Headed to Marina Square to meet Yuling, ST & Cat at New York New York.

Had our xmas dinner there.

Afterwhich, the girls decided to go K-Boxing till the next morning. But BB and I gave it a miss as BB wasn't in the mood to sing.

So BB & I went over to Esplanade to chit chat as it was still early.

Caught the last train back to JP. BB wanted to catch a late night movie. So we bought 220 A.M movie ticket.

Watched the movie " Body Guard & the assassins ". Not really a nice movie as we thought it was.

BB sent me home while he headed to catch the first train.

A simple christmas i had last year.
What about you guys? Looking forward to the 3rd christmas with BB this year!

Bye-bi!

HAPPY ONE YEAR SIXTH MONTH ANNI BABY! I LOVE YOU(:

( will be back to edit this post )

Time flies, it's been 18th months being with that naughty pete! HAHAHA.

And, DAMN IT! my last semester of school commence tml? NNB, 3 weeks of holidays not enough sio! Cannot go BB's house slack slack, sleep sleep with him often. Sian.


A new term and also the last semester! JIA YOU, XUELI!

Will be back for updates perhaps tml?

Hits the Year 2010 soon.



Currently Munching pretz biscuit stick with a glass of ribena while blogging. (What a weird combination uh?)
One more day to go till it hit the Year 2010! Do you have anything in mind of what to achieve in 2010? Honestly, i don't have any in mind yet of what i what. It's time to start thinking!!

Tml gg Marina for countdown, what about you guys?
i wanna update about xmas! but i can't transfer the photos from my phone. arghhh, don't know what's wrong.
Will be back for updates soon.

***

Enjoy your day people!!
See you tml bestie~

P/S i'm fine with my boy already.

Very Bad Christmas Eve.

Took a afternoon nap with Baby at his house, his mum came knocking on the door and wake us up.
She told us a very bad news. . . My boy's Grandmother was knocked down by a motorbike and passed away.
Immediately, we bathed and headed to Changi Hospital.
The Atmosphere in the hospital was really bad, i felt like crying too even though the one lying on the bed wasn't my grandmother.

My boyfriend told me that his grandmother is in pink health. No high blood pressure, No diabetics and whatever you name it, she doesn't belong to any of the categories.
And she was gone because of an accident.

That's why i always say, Life is unpredictable.
Human beings are so fragile.
One Moment, your loved ones are still beside you, they might be cracking jokes with you, laughing, running, sleeping. The next moment, they are gone, gone forever.

Moral of the story: Cherish and appreciate your loved ones around you. Cherish every minute, every seconds with them instead of picking up a tiff with them over small issues because you'll never know when is their last blink and leave.

RIP, Grandmother.

(This was the article published in the LianHe WanBao on the 26th dec, ShinMin WanBao had it too.)



We left the hospital not long. Baby's dad drove us to Bugis.
Wasn't really in the mood to countdown before Christmas arrived.
But i Wanted to make BB feel better and accompany him so we still decided to go on with our plan and head to Bugis.
Went to look for Seetheng, got to know that Yuling & cat were at Bugis too.
So gave them a call, they came to look for us.
Not long, See theng knocked off from work and we headed to MOS burger to had our late dinner.




the presents they gave me. i'm very touched and guilty at the same time.
because i didn't managed to get them any xmas presents.
Thanks girls, loves!

Wanted to head to Marina Square but due to time constrain, we decided to gave it a miss.
Headed home aftermath(:




I know we look very cui. No mood to take photo.

A photo with BB.
Took photos with the girls too, but i've yet to received it from ST!
Send me the photos sooooooon!


P/S BB. I know i have not been understanding lately. I shouldn't flared up/ throw temper at you. Just like what YL told me, you didn't foreseen things to turn out this way. I'm sorry.

***

will update about xmas day on the next day.

I'm back/overdue post.


loverboy at the back, chatting on the phone with god-knows-who luh. (laughs)

Yes, i'm back.
My holiday has commences since Monday.
But i've yet to enjoy because i've started working since the first day of my holiday.

I've so much things i wanted to do but i've so little time to get it done. sian.

Alrights, here's another overdue updates.



21 Nov

My cat darling having singing competition at Far East Plaza this time round.
i was hoping that i could reach on time with my BB to catch her performance but again, i missed it by a few mins. Aww~ -.-"
WHY AM I ALWAYS LATE WHEN IS HER TURN TO PERFORM ALREADY???? (PEK CEK ONE LEH!) i'm sorry girl.

Voted for her. Accompany the three girls awhile, Cat, YL & St to pasta mania to had their dinner before me & BB head to our next destination.
I'm so sorry that i couldn't accompany her to wait for the results to be announced before leaving because me & my boy already had plans for that day already.
My girl didn't managed to got in for the next round. But i know she've already did her best le.
Gambateh! There's always a next time. So try harder.

Managed to take some photos with the girls except YL.



Me and BB headed to plaza sing to get our movie ticket for 2012, luckily there were still tickets available for that show.
Went to our fav dining place, Just Acia for our dinner.







He'll always without fail peeling off the skin and bone of the chicken and passing all the chicken meats to me. All this small little things that he do always makes me feel touched. ( Sometimes without him by my side, i don't know what to do when i saw chicken with bone on the dining table. Sometimes i rather don't eat it. HAHAHA! )






Okays, bye!

New Start.

I'm back.
A new blogskin, A new start.

What do you guys think about my current blogskin? Current one better or previous one better?


Waiting for BB to come fetch me, so shall rant abit here.
Recently, alot of things happened.

Makes me emotionally traumatized.

I'm one emotional freak, small little things may caused me feel upset for quite sometime. I always look at the negative side, i don't know how to be optimistic like others do.



Shall share a issue here of what's going on that makes me so pissed off/upset with.

I don't know if my bf's brother-in-law is reading my blog or not. I don't care if u'r gonna read this or not. If you are, this is for you. (&Fuck you.)

I've never seen such a selfish bastard like you.
I always believe in one thing, what comes around, goes around.
How you treat my bf now, i will remember it clearly.
And get this in mind, karma will strike on you one day!

My bf treats your family good, what do you all treat my bf as? Shit right?
It's okay.
You will get your retribution soon.


My bf is moving back to his own house soon.
All thanks to his "wonderful" brother-in-law. Life in the future for him will be tough. Thanks uh!

I didn't know you are also good at acting, since you are so good in acting, shall i recommend you Mediacorp to a actor too? Oh, i guess they might have got to think twice before hiring you! And i didn't know that you are also good in borrowing my bf's thing and afterwhich assuming it to be yours.

My bf's 4GB memory stick! Don't tell us, you forget about it. You bloody hell! That memory stick that you used for your PSP was once my bf's properties. Now, when he wants it back, you can bloody hell twist the story and tell him you didn't even borrow from him before?? Fine! My bf don't want it back anymore, since you want it, take it! You are a married man with a child, and yet the way you do this, worst than a kid. You think my bf is so free to make up a story just to earn a memory stick? C'mon la. we've got things to do rather than this.

Not only that, my bf's sister side her husband instead of my bf. C'mon, who help you the most when your husband wasn't by your side? If you can't remember, i help you refresh your mind. It's my bf, your blood brother.

It's alrights. Take it as starting everything all over again.Thanks for reading this whole chunk of words, i just need a space to rant out how i feel.

This is just part of what's bothering me, there are still more. I decided to keep it to myself.

I'm going out now, bye.




I believe, "we'll make it through, no matter what happens."

HAPPY ONE YEAR FIFTH MONTHSARY ANNIVERSARY, MY LOVE!

I doubt..

I've got so many sorrows to rant it out, shall i rant it here?
I think i should, i don't wish to trouble anybody just to listen to my ranting.
Guess this is the only place left for me.

After a year, many things have happened and many things have changed as well. Am i the one who has changed or was it you?
Everyone have flaws, who doesn't? You dislikes some negative parts of me, i'm aware of it.
I did make changes for you because of one thing. That's is I love you.
Have you ever tried to see what i've change for you?
I'm always the one been asked to makes changes, what about you?

Whenever there's a argument, i'm always the one been pin pointed at to cause the arguments.
Whenever i wanna voice out how i feel, i'm always not given the chance to.
because you always don't wish to listen!

What's is all this?

All i left was just to keep everything to myself and shut up.
Giving you the understanding you want and left nothing for myself.

I often questioned myself, is this what i want?
haven't i did my part as a gf?
Knowing that being with you will meet lots of ups and down, yet i'm still determined and managed to pull it through.
Those tough days that you had, i endure and go through thick and thin with you, i had never give up and leave you alone.
I dread of crying all alone.

What else you still want?
Can you please tell me?


我猜不透你,也不想猜了.

-HIATUS!-
Be back soon.

Short lil update.




A short lil update to keep my blog stay alive(:
Supposed to do this update last thurs, but i'm super lazy to do so, so do it today instead.
Had Team building event, all of us didn't wanted to go but to avoid our class advisor naggings, we decided not to give it a miss and on the other hand, i want to cherish the time i left with my classmates.

But, while on the way to the destination, it started to rain.
Our mood totally turned off. Couldn't do anything b'cus of the rain.
Slacked there awhile and was asked to head back to school. -.- waste time only!

Luckily, i still have YanBing with me, we chatted about lots of things that day.
Really regretted going, should have spent my time with BB instead.

BB came over to fetch me.
Accompany him to his workplace, then i headed to Daiso to shop alone.

Bought a storage case to store my undergarments.
It looked much neater this way.
Regretted not buying one more because one isn't enough.





Flu and sore throat haunt me again, super annoying.
Short lil update for now, will be back.

I shall sleep early starting from today. BB says is because we are lack of sleep thus leading us to fall sick easily. BB had nose bleeding early in the morning today. Sighs. Poor Boy!

GoodNight all~

PS Change of blog songs again.

Super Overdue post.

I'm back. Did anyone miss me?
Somehow, kinda lost interest in blogging though(:

Went to clear up my pictures folders just now, then realised i've many overdues pictures that i've yet to update it here. So this is one of them.

Haha. super overdue i know! But at least i made the effort to update about it. Unlike my boy. oops =x

One Year Anniversary celebration with my boy.

Let the pictures do the talking.











We went to Hey Hey pot for steamboat sessions.
This steamboat restaurant was opened by Terence Cao 曹国辉.
I think this is the best steamboat restaurant i've been to. **Thumbs up**

We dined in kind of late, we ate till their restaurant closes. HaHa!
And because of this, we couldn't catch the movie that we wanted to watch.

♥Pictures of us.









I think both of our hairstyles that day damn ugly nor.

After our steamboat sessions, have no idea where to go.
So decided to chill and drink at coffee club.



♥Presents from him.




He made 365 stars for me.



The new couple ring that he bought. I like it alot, but the sad part is. . . my ring size is wrong! *cries*


But still, thanks for everything my dear.
I don't need expensive stuffs from you, is the thought that counts.
I love you forever till infinity. mwahs!