iim bac t0 bl0ggin agn. tiis few daes, ii dun0 wadd iim tryin to do & ii dun0 wadd iim tinkin too. ii l0st h0pe in doin everting!. iim v.disappointed in myself, ii disappointed al0t 0f ppl too. haiis. all ii cans sae is sorii t0 all th0se ppl tatt ii've disappointed.

ii feel hurts. iim deeply hurt by blur sotong, ii hate him alot nw!. tiis is e 2nd time he hurt miie. ii won't believe him animore, he's a JERK!. he's a c0ward too. ii nv expected tatt he's tiis kinda of person, iim v.disappointed in myself fer likin such a person, ii onli cans sae tatt im stupid. ii treat him so nice, in e end wadd ii get?. all ii get is being hurt & mke myself sadd. al0t 0f tings b0utt him keep flashin thr0ugh my mind, hw he treated miie. ii still rmb he mit miie ferr breakfast butt he din turned upp & ii was lyk a fool waiting ferr him. al0t 0f ppl asked miie t0 gif up on him long tlme ag0 , butt ii din listen to dem. iim v.stubborn. ii mke all my frens worried ferr miie. sorii everibodii, t0 let eu all w0rry. dunch worii, ii'll 4get him de!. haiis. butt its v.difficult ferr miie. s0bs. whyes am ii gettin hurt all e times?. wen can ii b happi & st0p gettin hurt. iim realli v.tired of everiting le. whyes am ii havin so mani problems?. wen can it stop?.

s0me 0f eu dunch understand hw ii feel. ii n0e e submition date ferr art is gettin nearer. ii oso wish to faster finish it, butt ii jus cant concentrate in completing it. ii realli feel lyk givin up le. iim reali v.disappointed in myself.

I HATE BLUR SOTONG!. I HATE TAY JUN RONG!.

TAY JUN RONG, ii h0pe eu'r readin tiis. LISTEN UP!. ii hate eu l0ads!. w/o eu, ii w0n't die. ii will still live v.happily.

hmms . todae sko0l celebrate e racial harmony dae , den ii wore e malay costumes . and ii feel so paii sehs wen ii board e bus , cus other sko0l celebrate it on fridae . aiiyos , den everibodii giif miie tat kinda of stupid looks . wah liiaos . tiis is e out fit ii w0re *

do ii look weird in e outfit ?. haas . well , ii tink t0dae was a fun dae arhs . aniwae , thanks AQIDAH fer lendin miie e costumes .

well , aft sko0l went to art rm wiif e gals to get our stuff hme . after tat , went off wiif cat & pei shan . den e 2 of dem sae dey hungry , den we go makan at CU . we were t0kin b0utt tat TEO CHIA LI while eatin . andd ii was so shocked cus she was sittin in front in front & in front of miie !. ii feel lyk wen ii saw her , she was so disgustin lors . andd she turn & saw miie , den she quickly turned her sittin positions den tio miie somem0re . knn , idiot lors . tink her eyes v.nice is it ?. feel lyk slappin her . YUCKS !. she so BHB lors , is lyk todae some of e gals takin fotos marhs , den dey nv ask her take wiif dem , den she extra join in . wah liiaos , and somemore take foto still act cute lors !. shall end here , continue updates tml .. cus iim TIRED !.

shall update boutt ytd . as usual ytd went bac to skool in e mornin to do art . iim so tired & stress wiif art tings , siians lors . reach sko0l at boutt 11 plus , b4 tat ii chat of e fone wiif xiiaoqing shifu . chat boutt some stuff , some of e tings she sae , till nw iim still thinkin iit . ii tink ii shld realli start to work hard intead of slackin liiaos . ii realli shld buck up !. iim tellin myeself to wake up , is it too late nw ?. nvm , iim goin to work hard nw .

after doin art stuff , reach hme boutt 6pm . den mit huili at 730 , ii waited ferr her quite long . aiiyos , tiis gurl ars , evertime late de lehs . she still sae wans mit at 715 , luckily i nv agreed . hahas . den we went jp shop shop den go buy bubble tea , den went bac to our hse downstairs chat chat till 10 plus , den mye mom cor miie ask miie go hme . actuali , ii still dun wans go hme de . cus we still gt alot of tings to sae , butt ii mush b guaii , listen to mama , so i go hme . LOLS !. den cor blurSOTONG , den chat chat wiif him awhile , cus he mitin his mum & sis . so cant chat too long . aiyos , ytd supposed to wait him up de , butt im to tired liaos . den nv wake up . den todae i 4get to wake him up agn , hais . duno iif he gt wake up on time anot . so sorii wors .

fiirstly , wanna sae ' HAPPI BELATED B'DAE TO BESTIES JIAHUI ' . ytd wass her b'dae , sorii ferr e late wiishes . t0dae , hab mye ENG oral , ii tink iim gonna fail ?. mye miind was t0tally blank b4 e oral . iim worried b0utt hiim , t0dae iis e third dae ii c0uldn't fiind him le . haiis , realli dun0 wadd t0 d0 larhs . ii n0e eu all will scold miie stupid !. butt eu all won't understand hw ii feel de larhs . ii oso feel tired searchin fer him lors . ii wanna giff up , butt its nt easiii . haiis .

been so busii recently , andd so lazii t0 bl0g . jus came bac hme n0rt l0ng , have mye ' o ' level chinese oral todae . ii was so nervous b4 e oral , cus tiis oral is n0rt lyk e normal oral tat ii usually take in sko0l . ii've to face 2 teachers frm another sko0l de . e 2 teachers testiin miie was a lady & a guy !. LOLS , e passage readin was still alrite , onlii gort 2 words duno hw to read(still dare to sae). butt wen cum to e c0nversation , its was so funni lors . e guy teacher was e one t0kin , andd n0e wadd ?. he t0k damned s0ft , canns . den ii gort n0 choice den ii sae : '' iim sorii , cann eu speak l0uder?.'' den he repeat wadd he sae . aiiyo , he's a man andd he speaks lyk a woman lors . ii tlnk wen im readin e passage , mye voice iis l0uder than him lors . laughs ** overall , ii tlnk e oral iis fiine ?. haas . ii was so happii b4 e oral siia . cus ii msg blur sotong tellin him tat ii v.nervous , dunch feel lyk takiin e oral niia . den ii t0t he w0n't replii mii , butt he did replii miie !. he asked miie t0 '' relax . take deep breath . you can do it . wahh , ha0 gan d0ng lehs !. xD~ thanks wors !. he n0e iim takin oral t0dae , ii t0ld him ytd . and he even ha0 lian t0 miie tat he g0rt A1 fer his ' o ' level chinese lors . idiot him !. but , aniiwaes , thanks blur SOTONG !. shall p0st till here ferr t0dae .

hmms. was asked t0 updated by xinyi, so ii shall p0st b0utt t0dae. t0dae we've art lessons, andd a gr0up 0f us was asked t0 g0 c e prlnclpal by e art teacher. and so we went, e principal asked us t0 tell her wen we can hand in our 5 multi-b0ard. miie , shengli & peiyu t0ld her by m0ndae. can we finished iit by mondae?. ii dun tink so, hais. diie le larhs!. so stressed cann. i oso h0pe t0 faster finish my art wk lors, but is jus tat i dun0 wadd t0 draw fer my flnal w0rk larhs. GOD!. HELP MII!!.

a few daes siince ii last p0sted . well , been stressin wiif mye art lors !. dunch n0e iif ii can finished mye art coursework anot . sae till art ii damned fuckin angrii lors . t0dae supposed to stay to do art till 8pm de marhs , cus ms h0e saes everi fridae mush stay till 8 pm marhs . butt we cann go hme first den cum bac , den ii jiu go hme first den aft tat go jp fiind huili dey all den go bac skool together , den we reach saw ms hoe doin all e community nite tings , den we look at e art work near e general office dere . den ms hoe suddenly called mye name & she saidd : '' xueli '' , eu cum bac ferr wadd ars ?. ( den ii was lyk sort of angrii liiaos , andd ii oso dun feel lyk tokin to her ) den she continue sayin : cum bac ferr excursion arrs ?. wah laos , aft hearin tiis , ii damned fuckin angrii lors . ii n0e wad she tryin to sae larhs , shldn't hab cum bac lors . regret* den after ii stay till ard 6plus jiu go off liaos . ii went hme wiif huili , sorii gal fer waitin fer miie fer so long .

hmms , although tml n0 sko0l butt ii still hab to wake upp at 7 am to wake tat blur sotong upp niia !. c ii so gd lorrs , wake eu up . haiish , shall end here le . nites nites .

ii feel so terrible nw larhs , ii feel lyk dyiin . diie liaos jiu n0 nd care b0utt anithin , oso n0 nd t0 w0rried b0uut anithin . haiish . ii feel tired lookin fer eu all e tiime , d0 eu n0e tat ??. r eu realli tat busii ?. ii feel lyk givin upp !. l0st h0pe iin evertingg , n0b0dii understann hw ii feel !. cann anib0dii tell miie wadd ii shld d0 ?.

whye is he alwaes so busii ?. alth0ughh ii managed t0 find him , butt alwaes cant t0k l0ng 0n e f0ne cus he's busii wif n0e & ii n0e tat, butt . haiis , he alwaes sae will c0r miie lata & lata , iin e end he still 4get !. whye iis he alwaes tat 4getful & s0 blur . haiis , haiis , haiis !. eu jus dunch understannd hw ii feel .

t0dae earlii in e m0rnin ii feel v.pissed off & angrii !. i wake upp earlii in e m0rning at 845 , cus ii mitin blur s0t0ng fer breakfast . ii went t0 bath den ard 915 , ii called him t0 wake him up . cus he sae he'll 0verslept & ii oso pr0mised him tat ii'll wake him up . den ii c0uldn't called thr0ugh his hp , den ii g0rt n0 ch0ice ii called his hse . wen he ans e c0r , ii c0uld hear frm his v0ice tat he still haven awake , den ii asked him g0 slp awhile first bahs , den he sae ok den he asked miie t0 c0r him again . ii c0r him e sec0nd time t0 wake him up , den he sae he w0n't b able t0 mke it at 10 am den ii sae nvm , change t0 1030 bahs . den mit at je insteadd , wen ii reached je , ii sms him he b0 replii den ii c0r him , he v.l0ng den picked up e c0r . andd he stil gave miie e blur blur v0ice , huh ?. huh ?. ii asked wher he's , he still at hme . den he sae : cann we mit tml ?. ii 4get all b0utt iit . ii was v.angrii wen ii heard tiis , ii c0r him t0 wake him up & he sae he 4get all b0utt it ?. he tinks tat ii c0r him in his dreams ?. ii was v.angrii , but ii tell hiim . he sae s0rii , ii sae nvm , nvm . suan le . ii t0ld him ii goin hme nw , den he asked miie reached hme le , msg hiim . wen ii was on my way hme , my mind was t0tally blank . din n0e wadd t0 d0 !. feel tat im lyk a fo0l ?. haiis . den ii reached him & msg him , he oso b0 ans & repli . wadd is he thinkin ?. ii reali dun0 !.

den wen hme t0 co0l myself d0wn , den went out at 12 plus t0 bugis t0 mit mye QINGFEN jiie . ii t0ld her wadd happened , her first reaction was laugh !. iis it reali tat funni ?. haiis . s0 l0ng nerber mit qingfen jiie le , she was still e same . haas , den we went t0 take ne0prints !. err , iim BROKE !. tiis r e ne0prints we took :

its a been few dae siince ii last p0sted . well , changed a new bl0g skin agaiin . w0w , h0w's it ?. giif miie all ur c0mments , d0 tag mye tag b0ard too !. hmms , iim s0rt 0f v.angri jus nw . hate mye father lorrs , everiting ii d0 he c miie bu shuang , den ii might as well m0ved 0ut larhs , n0 nd c his face . haiis , tink 0f it mke miie du lan . suan liia0s , dun t0k b0ut it le . alriite , ii shall mke tiis p0st a v.sh0rt one . tml ii goin t0 mit mye QINGFEN jiie , s0 l0ng nerber c her liiaos , iim lookin f0rward t0 0ur mitin tml lehs !. b4 tat ii mitin blur s0t0ng fer breakfast . s0 hab t0 slp earli t0dae , shld st0p here le !. niites .

alriite , tiis post shall p0st 4 ytd . ytd went out wif pri sko0ls frens , long nv mit tis gals le so i decided to go out wif dem ytd . we mit at boon lay control station first , i t0t i'll b late . butt im nt e 1 late , e 1 hu's late is li ying . haas !. yin bao reached first , den aft tat we went t0 far east first den huizhi cum join us lata cus she's in sko0l doin her d&t . yin bao bought clothes at a sh0p i far east which c0st her 53 bucks !. oh g0sh , mie & li ying feel heart pain fer her . cus we tink tat she shldn't hab e cl0thes ya . nt worth it !. after tat we went to bugis , den went t0 take ne0prints first cus yin ba0 gt s0methin on .
tiis is e neo prints we took :
i l0ve tis pic !

FRENS FOREVA !.

yinba0 went 0ff after takin ne0prints , she seems t0 b sad & dun bear t0 leave !. yin ba0 , nvm larhs we cann g0 0utt agaiin de !. haha . den left e 3 of us , we went to shop shop den buy tings . li ying spent quite al0t , haas . we were v.tired le den ard 7 plus we left bugis . li ying left us as she g0t tuition at 8pm , ii realli h0pe t0 g0 0ut wif eu gals agaiin !
shall post till here fer ytd ..

*_ whye am ii s0 stupidd siia ?. * _ sae gt tings wann ask him , den in e end sae nth t0 ask . den mke ppl du lan !.
* _ iif i were him , ii oso will b dun lan de , riite ?.
* _ haiis , all mye fault larhs !.
* _ whye i so stupid siia .
* _ den wadd ii goin t0 d0 ?. ii oso dun0 !.
* _ shldn't hab sae gt tings wann ask him , riite ?. nw sae anithin oso no use .
* _ blur s0t0ng , dui bu qi !.

^ winnie & jing yi nu er , ii mishh e 2 0f eu s0 muchhies . ^

well , decided t0 p0st s0methin t0dae . hmms , t0dae v.lazii again so nerber g0 sko0l d0 art lors . iis v.sians stayin in e art room .

ar0und 330 pm , ii mit mye besties jiiahui g0 jur0ng west library cus she sae she wanna return return bks marhs . den we shun bian borrowed bks oso . den ar0und 530 we go hme , sorii besties din pei eu wait fer e bus i've t0 rush hme . eu shld e reason bahs .

den after tat eat ha0 dinner , watch tv half way , ii received a msg frm my ba0beiis QINGFEN jiie , e msg sh0cked miie . jie was kena beaten !. my poor jiie , im so worried boutt her . heard tat she g0t al0t of scars all over her bodii , haiis . jiie , mush take cares wors . why tat michelle wann d0 tiis ?. so b0 liiaos . ii shall st0p here le . jiie , ii mishh eu !.

w0w !. its been so l0ng siince ii last posted agaiin . alriite , t0dae ish mye blg dae !. c0s iim havin ' o ' level chinese paper . ii was so nerv0us , last niite 12 mid nlte den slp . hahas , luckily still can wake up 6 a.m in da m0rning wiith0ut m0m wakin miie up !. den mit huili at e bus - st0p at 7 a.m , as usual ii reached first !. yay . (d0ts) -.-!!!.

alriite , den miit chien juen , xiiao qing & rui ying at e 335 bus st0p dere . we had our paper 1 at 830 & we were asked t0 reached sko0l 1hr earlier b4 e paper ?. 0h g0sh !. e letter writin was sort of simple , but wen c0mes t0 c0mposition writing , ii was s0rt 0f l0ss 0f w0rds dun0 h0w t0 c0ntinue e st0ry liiaos , den anih0w crap here crap dere in e st0ry lors . haiis , n0 c0nfidence tat ii'll passed my c0mposition writing .

den cum t0 paper 2 m0re w0rse !. dere r 2 c0mprehension passage . wah la0s , e qns s0 difficult lors . ii dun even n0e wad e qns iis tryin t0 ask , tiis tiime diie le larhs . and s0mem0re ii din even finished mye last qns , wadd e hell !. ii w0nder h0w's mye results ?. s0 curl0us . hmms , feel so relaxed nw aft e exams . butt ii still hab t0 chii0ng my art siia , dunch feel lyk doiin . haiis . siians .

** ii wann thanks jing yi nu er fer ur supp0rt b4 my exams , ii mish eu !. d0 take cares 0f urself . enj0y ur h0lidae !.

t0dae shall p0st till here ... nites !.

in my post t0dae , ii wann t0k b0utt wadd happened ytd . ytd , we've free period during our PE lesson . miie & sl gt nth t0 d0 , we jiu b0rr0wed mp3 frm xia0qing . we haven even finished listenin to a s0ng , our vlce principal , mr ph0r walked past 0ur klas . we din n0ticed him standin 0utside until 0ur fren called us . we qulckly hlde e mp3 under 0ur table . butt ii tlnk its to0 late , tlnk he saw it le bahs . we c0ntinued t0 listen t0 it & we din expected tat he'll walk bac agaiin , and tiis tlme he came in & asked us t0 gif him e mp3 . wadd e hell , we'r dead !. he sae e sentence : gif miie e mp3 three tlmes b4 we hand 0ver e mp3 t0 him . we were v.scared at tat tlme cus e mp3 is n0rt 0urs , is xia0 qing's . luckily , xia0 qlng nv angrii . we went t0 look fer him after sko0l , and we knew tat he wont gif us bac e mp3 so easily . at first he ask us t0 glf him a v.gd reason whye mush he gif us bac e mp3 . den we replied him : cus we n0e we r in e wr0ng s0 we came t0 apologised . den he sae : r u sure e 2 0f eu came t0 apologised ? apologised oso n0rt sincere at all . eu all came here jus t0 get bac e mp3 onli , rite ?. e tw0 0f us were lyk .... !. den he asked us t0 tink 0f e punishment . at first shengli sae c0py skool rules den mr ph0r sae : eu all c0pi skool rules oso coopi blindly . wahh , he reali g0rt al0t 0f tings t0 sae siia . den he sae he wann us wrlte a reflection aiya , duno hw t0 spell on wadd has happened . and mushh b in 200 w0rds !. wah la0s , idiot !.
den t0dae miie & shengli went t0 flnd hiim , luckily he gave us bac e mp3 . phew !* ii wann thanks kailing fer helpin miie wrlte e reflecti0n . thanks alot , gal !.

alriite , actualli i'm n0rt in a gd mood t0dae , den suddenly tlnk 0f blur s0t0ng . ii miss c0r hiim & ii n0e he w0nt c0r bac , butt nv expected tat he actualli c0r bac . w0w !. ii wass so happi , butt he was w0rkin at tat tlme den ii dun wann fans hiim . actualli g0rt al0t tlngs wann tell him . butt dun0 h0w t0 sae , den ii t0ld him g0 d0 his own stuff butt he sae nvm keep askin miie t0 tell hiim . den he ask miie use hse f0ne c0r hiim . butt in e end ii nv , den he msg miie ask miie c0r hiim . butt ii nv , ii realli dun0 ii shld c0r hiim . ha0 fans w0rrs . alriite , shall end here .

wow !. lyk sh0 mani daes nerber p0st le . hahas . alriite , ii wann t0k b0utt ytd e sko0l x-fact0r . ii wann c0ngrats BAOBEIIS CATHERINE gettin in to e flnal 4 worrs !. she shld b happi bahs , she spent so much tlmes practicin niia . hahas . ii felt happi fer her too . butt feel sad fer j0husa , he din g0t in . ii tink he shld b quite sadd too ??. alth0ugh he sae he's n0rt sad ?. butt iif ii were him , i was oso b sadd de lors . nvm , j0shua , eu've d0ne ur best le riite ?. w0rk hard next tlme bahs !. JIA YOU !. well , all e best me0w , dun tlnk can pei go to e music skool fer ur trainin .

t0dae , havln art exams . ytd , rush mye art pre w0rkbk , ar0und 12 plus midnlte den slp . yawns * well , jieqi was absent & haikal was t0ld t0 stand 0utslde e art ro0m fer e wh0le exams as he didn't brlng anithin . w0w !. den after e exams , went hme wiif huili & xiao qing . den s0methin happened in e bus tat make miie du lan , as usual , e 99 bus will alwaes b cr0wded , and ii was stand near e door . den , a AUNTIE wanted t0 alight & tap her ez-link card . ii was s0rt 0f standin near e machine , c0s al0t 0f ppl , cnt m0ve in le , den e auntie said tiis : dun bl0ck e wae larhs , ii wann tap e ez-link card larhs . den ii was v.angri , ii sh0ut bac : as iif ii can m0ve in lyk tat , iif ii can ii os0 w0nt bl0ck e wae , riite ?. den e auntie heard tat & stared bac at miie . WTF !. n0rt happi , sh0ut back larhs . cant she jus sae excuse miie ars ?. n0 manners l0rs !. huili oso heard liia0 , oso du lan !. oso wann help miie scold bac de . iif she is an old w0man , ii can still understand , she's jus a aunt l0rrs !!. well , shall st0p till here .

alriite , shall t0k b0utt t0dae . ii've a tlrln dae niia , were iin jp library alm0st e wh0le dae norhs . searchin bks fer mye art , luckily BUDDY jiiahuii was dere wiif miie , helpin miie . realli mushh thanks her alot , her art exams hab ended & can relax le , butt she still peii miie went up n d0wn e library t0 help miie flnd bks . realli tr0ubled her e wh0le dae , iim s0 s0rii ya !. butt in e endd , ii jus f0und a bk , butt ii dun tlnk tat bk cann help miie muchh bahs . haiis , actualli i dunch feel lyk doin art l0rrs . s0 b0rin niia , gonna chiiong everiting tml , h0pe ii cann finished !. g0d bless ~

*I MISHH JING YI NU ER LOADS *

hmms , nv p0st fer ytd , was klnda 0f tlred larhhs . s0 shall p0st tiis fer ytd . hmms , as i've sae ytd g0rt 3 exams t0 take . nearly g0 craziie , sko0l realli siia0 de l0rs tiink we r0b0t arrs ?. cann d0 s0 manii exams in a dae ??!!. siia0 de niia . firstly , wass e chinese paper , was still alriite . den f0ll0w by physlcs , ii dun0 h0w t0 m0st 0f e qns . was s0 difficult l0rrs . WTF !. den chemistry os0 n0 nd t0 sae liia0s . ii tink ii g0nna fail mye c0mbined science . siians , wish miie gd luck bahs . iim left wiif art paper onlii , shit siia , ii g0t n0 idea 0f wadd t0 d0 siia . haiis . den after e exams , ii went t0 jp wiif huili , eunlce ,chien juen , huli & xia0 qing . we went t0 eat KFC , den sh0p sh0p jiu g0 hme n0rhs .