im back ((:

oh well well well.
if you people have notice.
"someone" is trying to catch attention in my blog.
and she is happily advertising her blog here at the same time.
oh my, look how thick skinned can she be.
nobody ask for her identity, but she just leave her blog link there and expecting us to visit her blog & tag.

so people, if you'r free do visit her blog and leave some "shits" there for her too.
she is bored i guess.
so people, if u'r bored visit her blog and she will be v.happy to entertain u.
tsk tsk.

school is starting tml for me & all the others as well.
so im gonna hit my blankets soon.
im sooooo nervous about tml.

well, i've no time to entertain her shit for now.
but don't worry, i will be bac soon to entertain her & blog. i promise!

thanks those beloved for ur tags.
& that "SOMEONE", happy tagging ya.

bye uncivilised low class bitch. ((:

"im super uber sad."
i really need a shoulder. anyone, anyone???!! hais.

well, ytd i met up wif huili buddy.
went dwn to Dover ite, wanted to get sch uni & also ask them bout my result thingy.
and everything mkes me damns "HOT" luhs.

i wanted to see the section head & talk to them bout my case.
but.. the person-in-charge there said that e section head is not around.
ok, nvm bout that.
i ask them for the section head contacts as i wanna contact them personally.
when i was in the bus, i tried to call the section head.
AND.. the section head picked up the call.
wtf? they told me she's not in?
but she was in actually? nb.

then i told her i was there jus now & wanted to see her.
i requested to see her the next day instead.
quess what she say?
she say her schedule tml is FULLY PACKED.
listen well, she say FULLY PACKED.
and she ask me to go bac now to see her & she's only giving me half an hr to travel bac.
WTF lo.
i'm already half way heading to another destination & she expect me to go bac?
imagine how HOT was i at tat time.
i can wait for her but she cannot wait for me?
and she say her schedule the next day is fully packed?
don't tell her schedule is packed till she can't even spare time for toilet break & lunch break lo.
& meeting me is jus gonna be 5mins or so.
she can't even spare me the time?
_|_ you seriously


then today, i went down personally again with the companion of catherine.
cause i don't believe she isn't free to see me.
& i waited for her for fuckin 1hr.
see how sincere i am?
end up what i got was jus DISAPPOINTMENT.
she say i've already got myself a course, why i still wanna snatch e places with those who don't even have a course yet?
OH HELLO. there are still vacancy for god sake.
since i'm so keen to study for it of cus i must be fast and snatch it wif others la.
nvm, she die die oso dun wans let me in.
then i went to see the other section head which is under e same department.
this time is a "HE".
he is friendly & polite compared to the "SHE".
he also don't want let me in, he ask me to speak to the bukit batok section head.
see if he allowed me to go.

so i went to take a cab and rush down to bukit batok campus.
it was not easy to get a cab and when i finally got a cab.
the taxi driver pissed me off when i already in a bad mood liao.
this is the conversation. (roughly)

me:uncle, bukit batok ite.
taxi uncle:orh, okok.
(aft 5 mins of driving)
taxi uncle:eh, turn this way right? u all know the road to get there hor?
(i was damns fucking pissed off when he ask us this question, if we know how to go, we still take cab for wad?)
me:i don't know la. should be la.

and.. in the end he told us he don't know how to go bb ite!!??
nabei. u'r a taxi driver and u duno how to go there?
_|_ u!
i wanted to scold him off but i control myself.
cus he's already v.old.
cat oso wanted to scold him but she also bear with it.
cat ask him to drive us to bukit batok mrt station.
guess wad?
he drove us to bukit gombak instead. -.-
when we told him he gone to the wrong station, he still argue with us saying is the right one.
WAH LAOS. BUKIT BATOK & BUKIT GOMBAK SAME ISIT???!!

and still expect me to pay the taxi fare?
i didn't wanted to pay him de lo.
but i PITY him luhs that's y.
we took another cab, and finally reached. -.-

had a long chat with the section head.
in the end, he still wants me to stay there.
hais. hais. hais.
imagine hw disappointed i am.
it seems like i'm not fated to be with the same sch as huili.
i really wanted to burst out cryin that time.
but luckily i've catherine by my side.
she sayang me and asking me to cheer up.

well girl, really wanna thank you for today.
despite being tired,but u still accompany me travalled here and there.
i really don't know what to say.
i really feel so touched.
thanks for everything. loves you luhs. <3

oh well, bac to the topic.
out with buddy ytd.
& went cam-whoring with her again.













muacks huili buddy ((:

girl, though we can't be in the same sch.
but i guess there'r still ways we could meet up smehow before sch or aft sch.
im really damns upset over this 0utcome. sighs.
can't imagine we gonna walk separate ways to sch.
i hate it, simply hate it! sighs.
tke care & love ya girl. (:

sorry readers for this long & wordy post.
im gonna end soon.



xueli says " i need a big warm huq now "

i really hate myself.
why am still thinking & missing you?
why am i still cryin every night cus of you?
i should be hating you instead.
im still hoping one day u'll ring me up.
really. that's what i'm always having on my mind nowadays.
whenver i walked on the streets, i will keep looking at all the cars.
lookin at the drivers, hoping that one of them might be "you"

conclusion: i still can't forget you(lewis).

bye readers ((:

morning breakfast with huili buddy is teh ♥ ((:

supposed to meet each 0ther at 9am for breakfast.
i set alarm to wake up at 8, but i couldn't get up by e time e alarm rang.
i was still lazinq on my bed.
was wanting to msq buddy to post pone the time, but she msq me to change to meeting at 10 instead. LOL!
don't know why e both of us is soooo TIRED luhs! hiak**

then i slept till 930 & finally drag myself off e bed.

aft breakfast, both of us went walking ard jp.
i've e urge to buy hair dye.
then buddy's temptation to dye hair came due to me. hohoho~
went over to her hse, helped each 0ther dye hair. awww~

aft which, we had some heart to heart chats again.
chattinq bout sch stuff & all.
sighs, i really hope i could get into the same sch as buddy luhs.
hais. hais. hais.
buddy hopes that i'll get in too.
i'm used to travellinq & going home with buddy luhs!
sighs. sighs. sighs!

alriqhts, that's all for the today.

may god bless! (:

FUCK YOU, BITCH.

i asked myself, "am i alright?"
seriously, i'm not alriqht at all.
im not strong as you people i am.
I'M NOT!
i'm v.fragile like everyone else.

why is my life always so complicated.
why is it always in a mess?
i just want a simple & peaceful life.
why can't god jus grant me with it?
i don't think i'm asking too much. am i?

i need a shoulder to lean on.
i just want a simple guy who really understands & care for me.
a guy who will be there for me to lean on wenever i needed him to be.

BUT WHY am i always meeting guys who jus make my heart bleeds all e time?
why am i always the one who's serious only?
i really hate it whenever i wants to own something, i can only own it for a short term only.

everyone needs someone to care & dote on.
who doesn't? sighs.
i'm tired of lovinq.
lovinq someone is really tiring.

sometimes i really envy girls who've good guys by their side caring & dote on them.
whereas im always havinq guys who always broke my heart & left.
nevermind, perhaps this is my life.



oh well, i went sentosa ytd with my girls, catherine & yulinq.
let the pictures do the talking first.











yulinq initiate to go sentosa , so i promised her to go with her.
was supposed to meet them at 1045 but as usual im late.
sorry girls.
i jus couldn't kick this habit of mine.

yulinq wasn't feelin well, she almost fainted luhs.
that girl really made us so worried man. sighs.
i was in a v.down mood as everyone knows.
i went emo suddenly ytd.
sorry girls if i spoil ur days.

i really don't wish to b a emo baby but i really can't help.
thinqs jus came crashing on me i really can't handle it.
but thank god, i've u people by my side.
i really did wanted to cry ytd, but i still managed to hold bac my tears.

aft leaving sentosa, we went to The Central.
cus cat wanted to help her sis buy stuffs, so we went.
The central was really f.borinq & quiet even though is a sunday?
no crowds, no nothing.
even e resturant was killing housefly luhs. pathetic. -.-

well, we girls ytd really have some heart to heart talks agns.
i really enjoy e whole day spent wif them luhs.
before we parted, cat say something to me which really mkes me feel like tearing.
she say she really wanted to cry, she really hate e feelin of parting with us.
sch is starting, & we really don't know wen we will have time for each other agns.
yes, i feel e same way as her too.

when sch starts, everyone will have his/her own life.
everyone will b busy with their own stuff.
i hate it! i'm not looking forward to my new sch life!
seriously NO!
unless is with my own friends!

girls, don't forget we promise each other we will meet up every wkends alriqhts?
i really will miss u girls damns badly.
hais. life is really damns fucking boring.

this few night, i couldn't really sleep.
i slept & wake up several times.
seriously, i'm still thinking about YOU.
i'm still not used without u.
but there's no point thinkin about you already.
u'r just a bastard aft all. i hate u.

people, date me out if u wans.
cus sch is starting soon.
called up eunice yeo las nite, she starts sch today already.
oh my, so fast.
take care girl, hope to see u ard soon.



Xueli says "kiss me before i say goodbye"

im back again(:

Hellos to that low class bitch.
i bet u must be enjoyin readin my bloq huh?
so how? satisfied with my previous post?
my precious post was specially dedicated to you leii.
you should be feeling honoured lo(: HAHAHA:D

HEY YOU. why you keep assumed(so sure) that the low class bitch im mentioning bout is you?
oh hello, did i wrote ur BIG NAME here & claiming that is you?
oh well, i guess u admit it urself.
well, that's a good sign.
at least, u admitted. HAHA.
i did thought of writing down ur BIG NAME here. but i didn't.
must give u face ma. dun want to embarrased you.
don't force me to write down ur big name here, i tell u.

Please la, what's the use of complaining to him aft every post i posted here?
u think by complaining to him, he'll come & give me a scoldin isit & expecting that i'll delete every thing here?
NO NO, let me tell u, i WON'T!!

what FUCK rights do you have to stop me?
i tell u, u can't stop me from doing anything.
if u'r unhappy with what i'm posting here, i tell u.
AND i dare you, COME & FIND ME AND TALK.
don't be a coward and hide behind ur FUCKING com and complain!

he've already gone back to ur side.
what MORE do you want?
yes, you might think that u've win.
ask urself seriously, have you won it gloriously??
seriously, i don't think you did.
by using those low class tactics? u won?

c'mon, u'r 20 over year old adults.
pls use ur brain & think la.
why want a guy who keep tellin lies? lying about almost everythin?
what can you gain from him seriously?
nvm, maybe he can give you those "satisfaction" u want ba. HOHOHO :D

nvm, is none of my business too.
& one last thing, if u'r uncomfortable bout readin wad i wrote here, then pls
FOR GOD SAKE, DON'T VIEW!
if you wanna read, pls aft readin it, KEEP UR FUCKIN MOUTH SHUT.
if u'r unhappy with it, come & talk to me instead then.
u'r most welcomed.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

alriqht readers,
sorry for the above shit.
pardon me for all the vulgarities.
its only meant for her. (:



well, was out with my precious HUILI bestie ytd.
knowinq that i'm damns emotional, she asked me out.
thanks girl(:

we had lunch at MOS burger.
didn't really have appetite, but i still force myself to finish it.
then we headed to BUGIS first.
shopped ard, we just bought a t-shirt.
its cute luhs. will post up e pic of it the next time.
then we decided to head to town cus it was really bored at bugis.
we've nothing to shop for.

went to look for chia yee, she was working there.
then we went walk walk ard.
find a place to sat down, & have sme serious talk with each other.
i didn't knw that bestie was actually havin sme problems too.
i'm so sorry.
i'm havin problems & thus neglect u too.
and still make you listen to all my shit.
next time if there's anythin bothering u, do tell me ya?
hope everything is fine now.



well bestie, really thanks alot ((:
thanks for being there for me all the time.
thanks for always being there to lend me a listeninq ear.
whenever i have problems, e one i think of was you first.
w/o you, i guess i might have collapsed.

school is starting soon.
i hope i could really get into Dover ite.
though we might nt be in same course, but at least same sch luhs.
i still wanna travel to sch together with you luhs.
may god bless, may god bless!



lastly,
bestie I LOVE YOU luhs! <3

alrights, i guess that's all for tonights.
my bro got new phone. congrats congrats.
nights all((:
bitch, happy reading..

my heart is still bleeding, and bleeding.
who can be there to mend it for me?

THIS IS MY BLOG, I'VE THE RIGHT TO POST ANYTHING I LIKE.
WHO'R U TO STOP ME?
IF U DUN LIKE IT, YOU CAN JUS JOLLY WELL FUCK OFF FROM MY BLOG YOU BITCH.
LISTEN WELL SLUT,IM NOT GONNA DELETE ANYTHING AWAY FROM MY BLOG.

you can delete me away from UR friendster list by all means.
i'm not interested in viewing anyway.
don't dare to let me view right?
having guilty conscience huh?
i bet so.
&for ur info, is he add me into e friend list first.
BUT don't worry, i'm NOT like you, SO KPO & keep coming my blog to view.
what are you trying to find out?
what are you afraid of huh?

Listen well, i'm not gonna delete anything away.
don't forget this is my blog!
not yours!
i want the whole world to know, that i've been with him before.
and that's the FACT!
he can deny it by all means.
and only a fool like you will choose to believe him.
i'm posting facts here in my blog.
what has it got to do with you huh?
i don't think it concerns u anyway.
since u'r so interested in what i'm gonna post, i shall fufil u then.

hey c'mon luhs. u'r a 20 over adults already.
stop acting like sme small little kids.
pls act like a mature adult, for god sake.
only small little kids will make a big fuss out of small little things.

since u wan him bac so much, i've already let go of him & giv it bac to u.
WHAT MORE DO YOU WAN FROM ME?
only you can give him the "satisfaction" he wants.
but i can't. since i can't, then i return him to you lo.
since u feel that he can give u a future, then go ahead lo.
seriously, i don't think he can.
cus i aren't a low class bitch.
i won't use low class tactics to keep people's heart.
only low class bitch does that.

mind you, i've my own limits too.
don't push me too hard.
if you wan, try me.
try ur luck then.

if you'r not happy with me.
come face to face and talk to me.
stop acting like a small kid complaining to him & hoping he could handle all this shits for you.


lastly, _|_ you.

sorry people who'r reading, i know the language i used is too vulgar.
but i've got no choice.
someone is pushing me too far.

Hellos people (: i'm bac aft so many days.
didn't really wanted to blog, feel like lettin my blog to rot instead.
But i needed a place to vent out all my saddness & thoughts.

Love between Lewis & Xueli has ended.

Because of certain reasons we couldn't be together.

this post i'm gonna post is dedicated to you, Lewis.

Though i couldn't bear to let you go, but i know there's nothinq i could do to hold you bac.
you've already make up ur mind, make up a decision.
i know no matter wad i say or do, u will still leave.

The day when you asked me for my heart, i didn't gave you an answer immediately.
because i'm afraid, so afraid that you'll hurt me like wad others did.
until i trusted that you won't hurt me & gave you my heart but i realised that i was wrong b'cus in e end, you still broke my precious heart.
WHY?
why must you leave me wen finally im ready to accept someone & wanted to start a serious relationship with?

when the first time we hugged, i felt so blessed in ur arms.
i feel so fang xin to leave myself to u, but yet im wrong, totally wrong.
you still break my precious heart.
why?
in this relationship of ours, i know we'r bound to meet hell lots of problems.
but im prepared to overcome everything with you.
but why must you gave up half-way?
if that's the case, why started this relationship with me in the first place?
WHY WHY WHY??

many told me u'r not worth my love.
but i didn't listen to them, cus e decision is still mine.
e reasons u gave for e break up was like u gonna leave for hong kong to work soon & u dun knw when will u be coming bac.
u dun wans to waste my time b'cus u gonna leave sooner or later.
but dun you jus cherish the leftover time that we have now?
i've asked u many times not to leave but i know u've already made up ur mind, u will still leave.
this were the reasons u gave, & i respected it.

u promised to buy presents for my birthday, promised to celebrate that day with me de.
& i want you to celebrate my b'dae with me before you leave.
u said we gonna shop for ur new car together & i want to shop for car with you too.
i misses car rides with you.
i always enjoy sitting in ur car, enjoy the times chatting with you in the car.
i'm used to chatting with you at night on the phone before i go to bed.
i'm used to you cracking lame craps with me on the phone.
i was waiting for ur call last night & hoping my phone will rang.
but it didn't happened.
i misses ur care & concern for me.
i really misses u calling me dear on the phone.
i know i'm jus being stupid, cus all this things will never ever happen again.
right?.

though our relationship is short, but i really did put effort into it.
i really 放不下.
i want you & still need you.
will you still be there for me again?
will there still be changes between us?
i know i still can't change you, no matter how much i try to.
you will still be the same.

its raining now, & my heart is raining too.
was hopinq u could send me a msq to ask me to take care like what u use to do.
but the msq i received asking me to take care wasn't u, but someone else.
i'm looking out the window now, crying all alone.
how i wish you are right here by my side now to give me a warm hug.
i know its impossible.
i'm just thinking too much.

thanks for once showered me with your love.
thanks for once lovinq me.
remember if one day u've change ur mind, remember my door will still be opened for you.


iloveyou(:

183club - 感情线

我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被她说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错 谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中又舍不得
看着你要走 还装着笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远
不敢相信已经来到昨天
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远
还继续装笑脸
掩视沉默我能撑多久
如果现在开口 怎么挽留
感情这条线 注定无法延长一点
你已不再而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你 我不会说什么
默默地承受想人的自豪
看着你要走 还装着笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远
看着你要走 还装着笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远

this songs simply suits my feeling im havinq right now.

leave me alone, i don't need anybody.
jus let me cry to death.

Good bye my love.
you'll always be missed.

Hellos humans (:
i knows its been ages since i last blogged.
so sorry, i've been real busy.
don't worry, i didn't MIA.
been busy meeting up with girlfriends , my boy , BLOGSHOP (:



i promise i'll come bac with updates REAL SOON.

going FUHUA cultural night tonights.
will be ton-ing 0utside if not will be acc my boy for tonights.
do miss me ppl.

alright, gtg prepared to meet up with my huili buddy first.



buddy, here i come. lol.


BLOGSHOP (:



bye people.

How do I breathe
How do I breathe, yeaaah

It feels so different being here
I was so used to being next to you
Life for me is not the same
Theres no one to talk to
I don't know why I let it go too far
Starting over its so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you

I just had a wake up call
I wish I never never let you fall
Baby you were not the blame at all
Remember when I pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared
You'd have never went no where
That I should have been right there

How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head
When you're not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe

Girl I'm losing my mind
Yes I made a mistake
I thought that you would be mine
Guess the joke was on me
I miss ya so bad I can't sleep
I wish I knew where you could be
Another dude is replacin me
That this can't be happenin

I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go
Girl you need to come home back to me
Cause girl you made it hard to me
Oooh when you're not with me

(Tell me how do I breathe baby) How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head (Where do I where do I go)
When you're not with me (Whooaa)
How do I breathe

How do I breathe (how do i breathe)
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light
(How will I see when you leave me baby)
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head (Where do I go)
When you're not with me (You're not with me)
How do I breathe (How do I breathe)
How do I breathe (yeeaaeaah)

i miss you , baby. ((:

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Hellos readers ((:

i'm kinda of busy nowadays, but i'll still try to blog.
i'm gonna make it a short post.
well, wake up early in e morn at 730 as i needa report to Dover Ite for a exams see if i could get into the course there.
supposed to reach there at 93o, but as usual i was late. heh.
& my dearest HUILIbestie acc me down too.
she was supposed to report to the campus at 1pm for her enrolment instead, but she took e effort to wake up early & acc me down for the test.
so nice of her luhs! i'm soo touched (:
loves you luhs, bestie!.

i finished e exams ard 11am, then we went to NUH to makan.
why NUH? cus that's e only we could find near e campus that got food!
aft makan, we sat down & chit-chat.
talk bouts lots of thinqs, i then realised we'r b'cominq more & more lame sia. heh.
oh well, i forqot to talk about e exams.
the exams is a combination of English, Maths & Science.
i wasn't told before hand what i was tested about, so i didn't prepared for it.
bestie have confidence that i could get in so ...
hopefully, i could get in ba.
may god bless.

i've been meeting my bestie frm monday till today.
was supposed to meet up wif her tml aqns too.
but but, cancel le.
she gonna pei her boy tml.
haha, so i gonna return her to her boy tml. LOL.
quess will be meeting her on sat instead ba.

TML is Good Friday.
enjoy ur day tml people.
i gonna get some beauty sleep le. yawnss **

bye((:

days really passed very fast.
its really been a long time since i last met up with you.
i then realised i no lonqer misses as much as in the past.
sighs.

Reply tags to the passer:

i look like crap? SO WHAT?
does it concern you?
care so much for what FUCK?!
oh well SERIOUSLY, of cus i do look at myself in the mirror all the time.
tell me, who doesn't?
i supposed is u huh, cause u'r too ugly to look at urself in the mirror.
my lips? what's wrong with my lips?
u don't like it? then don't see la.
For your info, i love my lips to the max.

Seriously, if you have any problems with me.
you can jus jolly well FUCK OFF from my blog lo.
i don't welcome u here, and i didn't force u to read my blog in the first place.
Don't be a coward, hiding behind the com & spamming my blog.
IF you have the guts, PUT DOWN YOUR BIG NAME THERE la.
THANK YOU.

Hair extensions is teh love



SERIOUSLY, i've no movitation to bloq nowadays.
cause life is indeed so SO borinq, don't u people agree?
& thus i'm lack of what to bloq with.
BUT still .. i still wanna BLOG!

well, ytd i met up with my beloved huiliBESTIE aft sucha lonq LONGG time!
actually, is only a wk since i last met her luhs.
BUT it seems like a month luhs. LOL!
got lots of things to catch up wif each other.
met up ard 230pm, headed to CP for hair extensions.
cus i wanted to tke out e old ones & put new ones.
while bestie wanted to put again.
we reached there ard 330 & yet we left e place at ard 630??!
gosh, we spend so much time there luh.
both of us were damns hungry by the time, & quickly headed to KFC for dinner.





hair extensions is the ♥ .

saddening, didn't took photos with bestie that day.
T.T

anyway, i love my besties luhs.

oh way, today met up with yulinq, joshua & ah cat.
supposed to meet them at 130pm, but but i reached at almost 230 luhs.
oh my, i'm always LATE & nv punctual.
its hard to kich this bad habit of mine.
BUT but.. i promise i will try to be punctual ya.
we headed to REpublic poly.
for? heh.
all of us went for singing audition. LOL.
it was a great experience for me, really.
though i know i didn't did a great job, i'm kinda of disappointed wif myself.
BUT.. at least i gave it a try.



this three "kuku" CDs were given to us.
but all the songs in the disc all not nice de lo. OOPS!

aft e audition, it was still early.
so i decided to tag along wif yuling & joshua to toa payoh.
joshua wanted to get some computer thingy.
aft which, headed home. ((:

alright, i'm done with blogging.
hope it didn't bored you people ya.

i need money money & MORE MONEY LA!
i wanna work.



YOURS TRULY says " i'm still waiting for you "

" whenever it comes to rainy days , it reminds me of you "



你最近还好吗
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

i know the one who tagged me is YOU.
why must you walk away & hide when you saw me?
why even when you want to apologise to me, u'r also hiding?
is it so difficult to face me?
i thouqht i should be the one hiding away instead?
Till today, i'm still wondering..
...
...

你最近还好吗?

My thoughts..

All alonq i've always thought i've forgotten bout e past.
Due to coincidence, i met him 3times in a row on e streets.
whenever i met him, e past of me & him, e hurt he brought for me will jus immediately flash thru my mind.
Thouqh e matter already past for bout 1yr, but my hate for him is still there.
i really hate him to the core.
And e moment wen he saw me, he will jus try to escape. why?
guilty conscience i supposed?
i see loneliness in him everytime wen i saw him.
serve him riqht, perhaps its his retribution ba.
Aft this incident, i brace up myself and move on.
BUt.. i did told myself never ever allow others like him hurt me like what he did to me.
&yet, i failed to do so.
nvm, the past is past.
i will take it as i was too naive in the past ba.
MIND YOU, im still living fine YOU BASTARD!
if i can, i hope to give you a tight slap.

...
...
...

Carry a torch for someone is really a torture.
i've someone in my mind for a lonq time already but so what?.
Nothing is turninq out right between us.
Distance between us is just drifting furthur & furthur apart.
we'r no lonqer that close like what we use to be.
i miss the times we always picking up a quarrel with each other, de-siaoing each other.
it's been almost a month since we last met.
all this while, i was always wondering what have you been doing.
now, i rather u come & find me and pick up a quarrel with me.
i rather u do this, at least it will close up the distance we had now.
hope u r doinq fine now.
perhaps there might be someone who's now by urself taking care, caring for you more than i do ba.
i'm still waiting for you.
do take care.

...
...
...

this few days, its really a hard time for me.
i just feel so stress up, losing temper easily.
i also see thru people true colours.
i'm kinda of disappointed.
i then realised even if i treat someone as someone important to me, that person might not treat u as important too.
u might share good things with them, but they might not share good things they had with you.
or otherwise, they will share it with some others instead.
nevermind, at least i know i did treat them as someone important to me.
if they don't treat me as someone important to them, then so be it.
humans being r selfish by nature.

i had enough of everything, i do need a break seriously.
anything got jobs pls PM need, i'm in need of money urgently.

bye all((:

i asked myself am i happy with what i had now?
seriously, i don't.
my life is still missing of colours.

我还在等你 .

sup people ((:



i knows my bloq is rottinq & full of dust already.
pardon me for that cus this few days i'm real busy & thus neglect my blog for quite a lonq time.
&here i am to clear the dust. shoo shoo.

oh ya, if u people r interested bout my final decision, i've already made up my mind
i went down to bukit batok to appeal for transfer to electronics course.
yup, i'll be studyinq in bukit batok.
i've already think real hard before makin this decision, i hope my decision is nt wrong & i hope i won't regret.
thanks for those who voted & gave me ur opinions.

alot of people did say e course i'm enrolled into is a popular course in ite.
many of them r dyin to get into digital media effect course.
& since i got in already, why i still chose to give up?
e reason is v.simple.
i followed my heart. ((:
my heart told me to give up & chose electronics instead.
i know v.clearly myself, if i study digital media effect course, i might die that course & i won't be able to do well too.
alright alright, since i've already made up my mind, i shan't brood over it anymore.
at last, i put down the heavy load that i've been carryin all this days. phew**

whatever it is, i won't turn bac anymore.
hope everything turns out fine.
i'm not really looking forward to the new life in ite.
cus like i say, NEW LIFE, NEW BEGINNING, NEW ENVIRONMENT, NEW FRIENDS.
SIANS ahhh !

anyway, thanks catherine bao bao for accompanyin down ytd. ((:
aft settling everythin at e campus, me & bao bao headed to town.
had our late lunch at centrepoint.
then went to far east, me & bao bao bought a t-shirt each.

oh my, T-SHIRT AGNS??!!
my wardrobe is full of lots of T-SHIRTS already! heh. -.-
but the t-shirt is cute luhs.
then we also bought jackets too.
yay! finally bought the jackets i've been eyeing for.
my eye-liner has run out.
& i went to lots of shop to search for silky girls black eye-liner, but all were sold out!
then headed bac to jp hoping to got it, but were also out of stock. -.-
so i bought maybelline's instead.
chit-chat wif cat bao bao abit then headed home.
enjoyed the days spent with cat bao bao.

i really hope even if aft we walked diff path, we'll still hab time for each other.
& mit up for shopping sessions!
loves ya girl ((=

way back then

it was a sunday (=
supposed to met up wif my bestie for shopping.
but but she las mins gt smethin on.
so she was feeling guilty, &decided to pei me on sunday instead. haha.
so sweet of her! LOL.

we headed to bugis first, went shoppin ard.
bought T-shirts. i know, T-shirt agains. heh.
nth interests us, so we headed to chinatown.
CHINATOWN? yes, its chinatown.
i knw, to many ppl. chinatown = a hangout place for oldfolks.
hey, who say teenagers like us cnt go there huh?
there gt many nice nice food lo.

we headed there, wanting to find e pushcart tat we both bought our dress frm.
but sad to say, e pushcart has been closed down. -.-






had chicken porridge & chicken wings for dinner.
then headed for home.



















alriqht, i'm done with bloqqing. ((:
do come bac for more.
bye people.

imissunclemike((=