currently listenin to : Till e end

im bac to BLOG (=

jus finish doin my face mask.

ii feels tat my face is so fresh & clean nw cans?. =x

ytd went out wif elaine jie jie.

its been awhile since ii last met her, so we went t0 catch movie ytd.

we intend t0 watch it at vivo city, but wen we reach dere its lyk so crowded la.

den we decided t0 watch it at marina sq.

ii saw 'him' dere too. sighs.

we watched e oceans thirteen, its a nice movie.

quite funny too (:

e actor in e movie is shuai la. heh'

i din really enjoy myself watchin, cus my mind keep flashin through all those memories wif him. ->watchin movie wif him.

haiis!!!!!.

we had sakae sushi for our dinner, din really enj0y it too.

cus my mind was nt wif me too. o.0

& jie jie has sme problems too. sighs.

seriously, im still nt okay!.

but i won't vent my anger out here for e time being.

till everythin is settled, i will say out everiting here.

im really v.angri wif everiting.

jus wait, im gonna let u see, im nt as weak as u tink i am.

din realised u really hav so many bad points.

im really pissed off ytd, huizhi buddy chat wif me till 3 plus a.m

th0ugh she goin m'siia e next dae.

i really misses her siia!.

buddy, faster cum back!

peepos, ii've added a 'chinese song' playlist in my blog.
added new english songs too(:

p.s somebody msq mi & told me hu e passerby is. (=
& is really his fren lor. (ii guess)

Till the End- Chen Da Wei

All these precious moments
with you by my side
must be a gift from heaven
that's holding me all night
i don't know how i found you
i'm thankful that i have
now that i have a love so true
to hold, to keep, to share*
In my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i'd rather be
you are my life, my soul, my girl
and through it all i know
that you've come to see that you're the one till the end*
All my friend around mesay you'd be gone too soon
baby i'm gonna make them see
we've found our way back home

i won't gif up till the v.endd (:

jus gonna sumarised wad i did today.
cus im nt in a mood to blog.
went out early in e morning wif huizhi buddy & her frens.
i din enjoy myself but was kinda of pissed off wif everiting.
then went to mit up xin yi girlfriend ard 6pm but she was late!.
then we chat for awhile.
pei her to pioneer mall to get her dinner for her family.
&pioneer mall really has lots of memories to me.
on e way dere i did wanted to cry.
i told eunice hw i feel jus nw while chatting wif her on e fone.
i told her,e path to pioneer mall..
i always play ard wif pig,he will always run away&i always couldn't catch up wif him.
imagine a crazy pig runnin in e middle of e nite?
ii really misses all those times cans?
&ii really misses tat da zhu tou!.



错了再错 - 张栋梁
退到了绝境再退，破碎到不能破碎
那么为什么，你就不肯说，我只能再一却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲，绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说慌，我却受惩罚
你不如就用到此想
我可以痛了再痛，你可以错了再错
不甘心，不闪躲，只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火，你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

爱和痛如此纠结，悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累，成了一片黑
相同都已无法相灭
泪水滋润着泪水，背叛是黎明一种慰藉
完美的借口，泪无不留下，你不如用乱箭射他
我可以痛了再痛，你可以错了再错
不甘心，不闪躲，只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火，你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破 即使我头也不回，
这悲剧猛向我追 情愿你全部摧毁，
别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没，
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却困住了
我可以痛了再痛，你可以错了再错
不甘心，不闪躲，全为了失真的承诺
转身让你玩着火，你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破 为什么…… 连谎言你也不说

this song suits my feeling for now.
you hurt me once more again.

currently listening to : would you be there - redwan ali

If I were blue
Would you be there for me
And whisper in my ear that's okay
Would you stand by me
Let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good
Would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me
And never look back.
Would you be there to love,
to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
To take my breath away
Would you be there to love,To be with me.
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
To take my breath away
Would you be there

If I were away,Would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
All the way
Would you be there to love,
To be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
To take my breath away
Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away

Would you be there for me?

i keep repeatin this song many many times.
this song is meaningful&it brings me back lots of memories.
i cried whenever im listening to tis song.

im down wif a lil but fever, im feelin giddy nw.
but i couldn't sleep, still broodin over 'it'. sighs.
so decided to blog.
im still sad&yet still sick sme more.

went to church ytd.
i decided to go as i dun wish to stay at hme.
i dun wish to b alone & feelin afraid or whatever.
i told tiffany what happened on e way on e bus& ii told michelle bout it too.
they console me too.
thanks girls (:

look at all this !
Went out with girlfriend in the evening.She was feeling so horrible and that she cried so hard. I felt so heartache for she was crying for a heartless creature who dont deserve her love, I too felt great for she's much more better than her rival in every sense that we can see.
Girlfriend, you must really see through his true colors and walk firmly and strongly, prove him that you are really a better girl and that he deserved to lose you for he is not good enough for him to be with you. Heaven is fair.
You should walk out of your sadness and get on with your life. You do not deserve to be ill-treated nor tortured by him. All and all things that he had done to you were unfair. It is time for you to heed friends advice, he is really that bad.
I really hope that everyone wants the BEST for you and that people watching have clearer views than of those who were in the role, understand? Hmm. Whatever it is, remember that you still have us. ((:
XL jiayous.
extracted from: my girlfriend, xinyi's blog

xueli:whatever happens,jus remember you did nothing wrong and you have won e battle,at least you half.don't care bout what he say because he has no right to say those things to you. and about that bitchy liar, jus forget it. since she wants to twist e fact, jus let her be because sooner or later she will get her retribution. she doesn't learn her mistake but what can you do? anything happens, all of us will help you de. =D
extracted from: buddy, huizhi's blog

the tags (:
7 Jun 07, 00:55
passerby: he is e 1 rite?he is a cheater,gal dun feel sad cuz u deserve much better...........
7 Jun 07, 17:46
xinyi: GIRLFRIEND. look at all those who ARE concern about you, put yourself in their shoes, know that whatever they do is all BEST for u.
8 Jun 07, 18:49
passerby: naw....its okie den....jus move on okie....such a guy nt worth cryin over 4.......myb i wil add u in msn 1day........
10 Jun 07, 20:27
rachy: ` u ok le ma girl?
10 Jun 07, 23:34
baoyii: link me! although i dunno anythg, but dun sad le... everyone had hard time... after all, old de dun go, new de dun come ma... rite? i also encounter befor...

thanks peepos.
im really touched.
at least ii knows they'r still lots of ppl who cares for me.
i feel blessed!.
im still curious who's tat passerby.
but he/she still dun wanna tell me. sighs.

&why are you putting all e blame on me?.
am ii e only one hu's at fault?.
aren't u have fault too?.
do u know hw hurt am ii wen u says all those tings to me?.
u always tinks tat im wrong.
but have u ever gif me a chance to explain myself?.
why are you so selfish?
do u know every morning wen i woke up, im feelin so empty, feelin damns sucks!
u know hw i wish i cans slp forever & don't wake up?
so tat i nd nt tink bout anithin?.
do u know i hab to fake a smile infront of my mama so as to nt let her know tat im heartbroken?
do u know i've to hide in my room all alone& cry in e night?
u dun know anythin at all!
cus u were busying enjoying urself while im suffering!
do u know hw i wish u will still be there for me wen im feelin down?
if time could turn back,i wish it could stop at e moment wen i gt e chance to watch movie wif u for e first time.
hw i wish i still can care for you like i used to.
wake u up for work.
accompany you wen u needed someone to.
i knows im silly.
but ...

would you still be there for me?

im down wif flu!.
xin yi girlfriend pass e virus to me. LOLS.
but i still LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!

alright, xueli is bac to bloggin agns.

on tuesday, ii went imm wif seetheng baobeiis.
mit her up ard 4pm.
ii accompany her dere as she wanted to do some shopping.
she bought herself heels at DMK.
den we had dinner at mac, she said its been awhile since we both last had dinner 2gether.
&tat was part of e reason y she wanted to eat outside rather than having dinner at hme.
so nice of her, rite?.
we did some chatting&headed hme.

yesterday, was supposed to went out wif li qing&her fren yiling to town.
as her fren had a off day ytd&liqing wanted to shop for presents too.
but yiling's mom wanted her to had dinner at hme.
perhaps next wk den go out wif them ba.
i was in a bad mood in e afternoon, so i get myself changed.
&i went out to walk ard my neighbouring.
&duno y as i walked, i walked to his blk.
den sme bad tings happened aft tat.
i decide nt to mentioned it here, all my girlfriends shld know wad im talkin bout.
i was feelin lost at tat time, i duno wad to do.
luckily i tot of xin yi girlfriend, i called her up.
she jus came down&pei me.
i did cry cus im really heartbroken&angry.
xin yi girlfriend was jus dere to console me, i really feel much better.
thanks my dear girlfriend.
i'll rmb all e tings u've told me.
i know at least i've won half of e battle right?.

let me update on wad happened today before i vent out my anger here.
huili laogong msq mi in e morning.
she was worried bout me&askin me if im alright.
nd her to accompany me or not if i nd her she jiu dun go sch le.
see, hw nice my laogong is?
so ii mit her up at 2pm.
wen ii saw her, ii complain to her bout everiting im unhappy bout.
we went to jp, i told her i wanted to visit his mom today.
so laogong pei me buy tings, cus ii din want to visit his mummy w/o buyin anithin.
laogong even pei me go visit his mummy!.
his mummy was really nice to me.
wen his mummy saw e tings ii bought, she insist tat i mush tke bac hme.
she say im nt workin, i shldn't hab spend money on all this.
but ii keep tellin auntie tat i won't bring it hme, i wanted her to eat it.
at last, she say she'll eat it.
but she gave me a whole box of ferrero rocher!.
i din wanted to take it, but she wanted me to take bac hme.
so ii accept it.
while i was away for awhile, she talk to huili.
she ask huili to take care of me. ask me dun treat her son gd anymore, cus her son don't derserve it.
wen huili told me bout it, ii cried.
ii jus feel touched.
b4 i left, auntie ask me to find someone better & bring him to show it to her.
can you all imagine, hw ii feel at tat time?.
ii left with tears.
she was like a mummy to me too.
auntie went to see doctor today too cus of her leg.
ii hope she's really fine.

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p.s to tat passerby who tagged me.
can you tell me who u r ma?.
you know him too?.
hw you know he's a cheater?.
i really hab lots of qns to ask you.
can u pls tell who u r? PLEASE?
or u add me in msn instead?.
anyway, thanks for ur concern ya.

i really feel blessed tat i've been loved by so many ppl.
so many ppl r really dere for me.
thanks peepos. ii love youu people!. <3

ii really dislike tat fuckin bitch.
i will always rmb wad you've said to me.
you r much older than me & yet u r so immature.
u wanted to b wif him, didn't u?
&u acted tryin to console me?
wtf is this?
i regretted believing you.
i dislike liars!.
huh,still dare tell me u'll be leaving him or whatever.
BULLSHIT!.
if u were in my shoes, hw will you feel?.
can you dun be so selfish?
why can't u spare a thought of other peoples feelings?.
fine, ii gt nth much more to say bout you.
cus i looked down on you!.

&to you, jus a word to you ''DISAPPOINTED"
i've once help you before, treat u gd.
&is there a nd to treat me lyk tis, jus lyk nw?
why r u so selfish too?
why r u taking things for granted?
i've gt nth to say bout you.
life is yours.
u've made a decision.
u wanna waste it, tat's ur problem.
at least, i've once treasure it.
putting in all my effort jus to win it for once.
i jus hope u will knows what's right&what's wrong.

im still me,
im still tat silly, stubborn lady.

gideon called me babygirl!.
ii called him stupid dumb dumb!.
hohoho.

loves all my girlfriends<3
nite.

currently listening to : Doing it again , DJ Valium





peepos. xueli is back here again. ((=
ytd, was invited to church by tiffany to attend a radical conference' o7.
ii mit up wif see theng baobeis first at je, i met stephanie on e way.
as usual, xueli is LATE again! =x
we went to kfc, had a drink dere while chatting.
updated her bout wad has recently happened to mi.
we left at bout 35o & headed to e church.
we did had fun during e radical conference, though we'r nt a christian.
anyway, its its was fun & interesting.
e people in e grp were friendly too.
aft everiting, we had nasi lemak wif otah for our dinner!. hehs.
ii might go agns next wk if tiff still intend to ask mi along. lala~
im havin muscle ache since ytd, &e pain is really killin mi.
i've difficulty walkin up&down e stairs. arghh.
guess wad causes mi tat?.
}mi&my brother had nothin better to do, so we went running up&down e stairs. sounds stupid, rite?
see theng say mi siiao wen ii told her bout it!. sadden ^.^

alright,its been awhile since last blogged.
shall update hw am ii doin nw.
firstly, ii must thank god for giving mi a bunch of wonderful frens to me.
ii realised nw hw much my frens loves me.
&ii really make them worried for me.
without them, ii really don't know what will happened to me.
ii guess ii will keep on doing silly tings agns & agns.
aft all, fren will always be dere wen u needed them to be.
& they will always give you e support to move on.
so people out dere, pls treasured&appreciated ur frens beside you.
make them as a important part of ur life too.
don't take frens for granted.
cus one day, you'll regret for not treasuring them.
people, dun worry.
im fine.

honestly, im still feeling sad & heartbroken.
but im trying not to express it out.
aft all,i tink e both of us r at fault.
&shouldn't put all e blame to one party only.
im sorry, for being so stubborn at times.
i din realised tat till i met you.
cus my mama oso said tis to me, but i talked back sayin im nt.
sighs. been too stubborn isn't a gd ting afterall.

i nv regretted for all e tings i've tings ii've done.
cus at least ii knew i've put alot of effort in it.
thanks for appearing in my life.
cus u did bright up my life for once.
brought me laughter too.
cheer me up wen im really down.
honestly, ii really still miss youu damns loads. haiis.
&i'll miss ur messages, movie theatre,e coffee shop,plaza sing,pionner mall&.... ...

ii won't hate you.
but i'll always be dere for youus.
你永远是我的最爱

i finally understand hw nasty a lady cans be if she really wans tat guy to be her man.
i've regretted in trusting you.
stop putting or write anything jus to spite me.

pls understand one thing;xueli won't get affected by it!
what xueli hates most is LIARS!.

thanks those ppl hu send mi wishes for o lvls chinese exams tml.

gd luck to everybody too .

loves ,

xueli <3

currently listenin to : open arms , 5566

ytd, aft sch went hme get myself changed&mit huili laogong.
we went to jp mac to eat first while waiting for zhiling to come.
we headed to imm aft tat, to buy tees.
went in to IP ZONE & try out e tees.
miie&laogong bought e same design but hers is yellow while mine is green.
its been awhile since we last caught up wif our pri sch fren, zhiling.
e 3 if us did had fun together, we were gigglin & gigglin among ourselves. LOLS.
aft tat, smethin really pissed miie off.
miie&laogong went to buy ice creams b4 we board e bus to head for hme.
wen ii board e bus, e cup of ice cream was in my hand while huili put it in e plastic bag.
&e fuckin bus driver really pissed miie off.








driver}hey, no food is allowed to b bought on to e bus.
miie}stared at him&ignored, den went up e stairs to get a seat.
wen ii've alreadi sat down.
e bus driver came up. stared at miie& says..
driver}ii told u, no food is allowed, u better throw away&ii'll mke everybody on e bus to wait for u till u throw away b4 ii start movin!.
miie}stared at him(givin him a damns fuckin du lan face)&ii ignored agns. ii wanted to scold him @#$%^&*#$%^
but ii din cus my mind was thinkin bout 'pig'& feelin v.fan!
tat fuckin driver scolded miie infront of everybody. nabei.
spoil my mood.
this is e first time ii bought food up e bus & kena scoldins by e bus driver.
so KPO for wad, other bus driver oso nv lyk tat sae miie b4. knn.
arggh. 4get it.

well, todae sch was quite fun earli in e morning.
we hab class bondin sessions.
we were allowed to wear hme clothes to sch!.
we play games in class, quite fun actually.
even though we were only given a hr to play.
went hme to changed up den went out agns.
supposed to mit kok wah kor kor at jp & idiot him!.
mke miie wait&in e end he called&said he still busy.
mit other time. qian bian rite?
humphhs*
den ii went to mit my susanna daughter.
she went to cut her hair b4 comin to mit miie.
peii daughter go shopping.
we went to bugis first, she bought heels.
den headed to heeren to bought hangbags tat she has eyed for v.long.
but saddening,e hangbag she wanted was out of stock.
we headed bac to bugis hope she could really eyed for another one.
but she still din bought one.
but e both of us bought a white pretty pretty shorts together!.
im broke but im still spendin money, ii can't resist e temptations of nt spendin money.
smeone still owns miie money.
arghhs, arbish**
den daughter pei miie go marina square.
daughter knows im missing him badly, so pei miie go dere.
even if ii can only get a glance of him, im satisfied. but.. sighs*
ii really misses him badly!.
& im havin blisters nw. shi tong de lors.
pig used to gif miie plasters if he know my legs due to e heels.
but.. now.
on my way hme, my mind keep flashin all those memories wif pig.
&ii really misses e times wen ii first watch movie wif pig.
cus tat dae was really e best day of my life.
nw ii den realised hw much ii misses him.
reached hme, tears starts to fell down agns.

不管我走到哪里 我都想你

currently listening to : get up & move ; koda kumi

im currently havin a headache & im feelins so warm . sighs .

went to ngee ann poly today wif 5S1 .
went to attend e talk on direct admission to poly & e talk was really boring .
&ngee ann poly gt no shuaii ge de , LOLS!. arbish *
iim so so envy those ppl who r really gettin a life in ploy .
cus they can dye their hair , mke wadeva hair style they loves & can doll themselves up to sch .
unlike sec schs life , still hab to obey all those stupid sch rules .
wear tat toot toot sch uniform . arghh .
nvm , tolerate for sme more mths & im gonna graduate soon .
xueli ; pls buck up alreadi if you wanna get into poly, if nt u aren't gonna go aniwher }
aft e talk, miie & huili go look for chia yee .
wanted to look for huizhi buddy , but no fate . din get a chance to mit her .
din saw jia hui sis dere too . ii really miss her la . sighs .
nvm , iim meetin huizhi buddy on saturday !.
we took bus aft tat to jp , hab long john for dinner .
& wad surprise miie was kok wah kor kor called miie .
he ask mii wher am ii , ii told him im headin to jp .
he den ask miie go jp find him as he gt smethin to tell miie .
ii took my own sweet time to eat den decided to go find him , end up i din let him hab e chance to let him tell mie wad he wanna say .
& ii told him i'll go bac to look for him , but ii din .
im so sorry , din noe u wait for miie for an hr !
& kelvin kor kor ring miie up too , tellin mi he's at city hall .
ask miie to go marina square hab dinner wif him .
& he was surprised tat ii rejected him , cus e venue is at 'marina square' !
& he knew tat ii'll sure say YES . but ii din .
im so bad rite ?
he asked miie y but ii told him i'll update him wen i mit him up .

pig ;
wen ii looked at e msq u asked miie to take care jus nw , ii cried .
ii jus felt .. .. i dunos hw to say .
but thanks , at least it mkes miie feel better .

&to tat bitch hu keep spamming my tagboard .
ii tell you , listen well .
ii won't care whatever tings u've said .
&ii won't believe whatever u say .
you tink i'll get affected by what u say ?
ii tell you , ii WON'T !
ii believe in pig , always & forever i'll believe in him .
so pls shut ur bloody hell mouth up , bitch .
jus a useless bum wif no brain .
u dun hab e right to interfere my life , i dun nd ur words ..

pigg ;
ii really dunos hw to pull myself up without youus .
only you can give mi e strength to carry on wif life .
u left miie alone nw wen ii needed you e most now .
ii feel tat life is so meaningless nw w/o you .
wenever im feelin down , you alwaes could mkes miie really cheer up .
&now , you are no longer dere for mi le .
you always brighten up everyday of my life .
ii need you , ii really need you .
my life will nv b wonderful agns .
why must you keep sayin hurtful words to miie ?
iim used to doin all e tings tat ii've alwaes used to do it for you .
ii duno hw to stop .
u really nt touched by everythin ii've done ma ?
at least a idiot will oso feel smethin ba .
can u dun stop mi for doin anithin ?
you knw my character , iim STUBBORN .
do you wad u'r doin aren't doin mi good , u'r jus mkin miie worst .
u c mi lyk tis , u v.shuang isit ?.
if tat's e case , den continue , if it really mkes u feel good .
cus u'r forever enjoyin & im forever sufferin .
ii can't turn bac animore .

im really sorry to all my frens .
ii noes it hurts you guys to c miie in tis state .
sorry .
ii duno hw to b strong , iim really weak .
ii duno y am ii torturin myself .

当我最需要你, 你却不在
我高兴还是悲哀,你都不在
我受了伤却在偷偷好起来

怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对我不得不承认

ii'll wait, iim really gonna wait .
pls keep those heart - shaped in ur rm & appreciated all those ting ii've done for you .
tat's wad ii asked for .
dun gif miie empty promises anymore ...

ii really cherish every moments, every hour , every minute , every second wiif you (:

im bac (:
tings happened so sudden .
ii realli can't accept it , ii really can't .
sighs .
i'll upload e foto which ii took todae b4 ii continue writin .




fuck off la .

you alwaes left miie alone wenever ii needed u e most .

you alwaes gave miie empty promises .

im smiling for e sake for my fren , nt YOU .

do u know hw am ii feelin nw ?

im nt happy as wad u tink ii am .

my heart is numb .

&i'll nv b happy as wad ii used to be .

&ii really do cherish every moments, every minute, every seconds wiith youu .

ii took many pics of myself jus to mke myself feel better .
ii nt happy at all , even though im smiling .
why ii trusted you so much & yet you wanna lied to miie .
do ii really deserve to be hurt tis way ?
or hab ii done anithin wrong , tat's u wanna torture miie ?.
y u really bear to hurt miie ?.
wo de xin zhen de hen tong , hen tong .
& do you tink 'sorry' can heal all my pains ?.
to mi 'sorry' means nothing .
why ii've done so many many for you & yet you dun appreciate ?.
or is it im still nt gd enough ?
why ? why ? why ?
ii really can't go bac wad ii used to b lyk animore le .
ii really dunos hw to continue life w/o youu .
do u know ii still nds you badly ?.
u knows i can't b w/o you .
why r u torturin mi tis way ?.
wen will u wake up & dun continue lyk tis ?.
pig pig !. sobs .
why can't u jus appreciate miie ?.
ii really really love youu alot !.

sorry to all my frens for lettin you people worried so much .
ii knows u ppl really cares & loves miie .
ii loves u ppl too .
& jus gt to know tis lil lady , li qing .
she's a nice lady & a big jie jie to miie .
thanks for consolin miie & b dere for miie .

iiLOVES my huili laogongg (:
iiLOVES kailingg (:
iiLOVES shengli (:
iiLOVES huizhi buddy (:
iiLOVES liying darlingg (:
iiLOVES susanna daughter (:
iiLOVES seetheng baobeiis (:
& all my beloved fren .

ii dunos why am ii torturin myself .
but iim really damns hurts .
do you even bother ?.
while im sufferin , you were busyin enjoyin .
you'r been unfair to miie .

to tat FUCKIN bitch .
stop comin my blog & bull shitting .
& stop insultin my fren .
u dun hab e right to .
& tis is my blog nt urs !.
pls FUCK OFF .

pig , 你永远是都是我的最爱.
我只想爱你.

sobs ..

my heart has been broken into pieces, many many pieces.
&e pain will nv nv go away.
iim lost. really really lost.
pigg, ii knows is my fault. ii shldn't hab did tat.
but at least ii did tell u e truth, ii din hide it frm u rite?
ii knows u'll b angriis, but at least ii did tell u.
ii really duno why ii did tat, but ii regret le.
wad u wans mi to do, den u will 4gif miie?
u din yell at miie b4, but u did it ytd.
xin reallii hen tong. really.
am ii e only one at fault ma?. aren't u oso hab fault too?
ii really needed u damns badly nw.
ii really regret le.

actualli u din really noe e actual reason y ii went to find u ytd.
u din gif miie e chance to explain.
suan le, no matter hw ii explain nw oso no use.
u alwaes tink e other way.
iim bad. iim nothing. can?.

ii've no appetite.
my gastric hurts.
ii hurt my hand.
ii can't stop cryin!
wad am ii doins?.

pig, 4gif miie can?.
sobs.

&iim really in e v.bad bad mood.
&ii really will bite.
to tat 2 fuckin bitches.
stop being chidish.
hw old liao, still write wad hates or wadeva in ur profile.
as if everyone will go care bout wad u write la.
stop sayin my fren wad fake breast la.
better than u flat chest.
at least wen she go buy bra, at least gt a cup size la.
she din even insult in e first place.
y r u insultin her, huh?.
u wan compare, go compare la.
c whose is e fake one la.

&to tat faker pig, pls FUCK OFF LA.
somebodi mke miie drunk PLS!.

cried in sch durin lessons time today .
feelin hurt , tat's y ii cried . sighs .
shld ii tell you , wad iim tinkin bout ?.
hw shld ii go about tellin you ?.
im afraid you might quarrelled wiif miie aft wad ii've said .
haiis .
tell miie wad ii shld do .
iim still feelin sad & hurt la .
can you dun go bac to ... ?



ii wans watch movie (:

currently listenin to : All my life

woots. iim bac!.
&to tat fuckin bitch hu fake as pig ;
pls la. stop faking as him.
ii know who u r.
you gt anythin wanna say to mi, pls tag wif ur own name.
you gt no name is it?.
ur parents din gif u name ar?. pity you la.
born w/o a proper name.
compare , compare & compare ?.
wad you wanna compare about sia ?.
so childish , pls grow up.
you dun lyk my face or wadever , den jus FUCK off .
ii din ask you to come view my blog in e first place .
pig told miie to ignore tat bitch .
but im bu shuang !. tat's why .
im gonna say it for e last time , PLS USE UR OWN NAME & TOK TO MI !.

irritating pests *

alrite shall ignore e pests.
phew.
ytd went to wait for pig outside his hse.
wait for him to accept my apology.
ii wrote loads of 'sorry' on a piece of paper.
sighs, my turn to write to him.
is tis retribution?. aiyo.
at least my sorry is sincere than him. hohoho~
den ii oso went to buy food for him to eat.
ii did waited for quite long for him b4 he opened e door,
im so afraid tat he really gonna left mi outside, but he din.
den pei him awhile b4 he left for work.
phew*
anyway , PlG (:

ii know im being stubborn at times.
thanks for tolerating my stubborness.
thanks for tolerating my attitude.
ii noes ii alwaes create trouble for you, pls pardon miie for tat.
no MORE next time le.

ii cried ytd.
ii quarrelled wiif my parents for runnin out of hse on sunday nite.
ii went to find pig to ask him help mi wif my art.
ii already told mum tat im goin out.
but dad dun believed miie.
he went bac hme frm work ytd & scolded miie.
ii talk bac to him, since he dun believe wad ii've said den wad 4 ask in e first place?.
den ii told him since young till nw, u've nv believed a single word tat ii've said b4.
den my dad jiu sae, ii wanted to try to believed u but u'r alwaes lying!.
WTF. ii cried immediately.
ii cried is nt cus im SAD, iim jus angry wif wad he said.
ii hate tis home. there's no LOVE at all.
my parents dun know wad ii want.
ii wan FREEDOM!. jus dun care wad iim doin cans?.
ii lyk to go out late in e nite. &ii dun see there's anithin wrong wif tat.
ii'll rebel, ii dun care. ii will still run out late in e nite. ii wanna mit pig!.
cans ii leave tis hse?.

iim hopin till e dae tat ii reach 18.
at tat time, ii will go out late in e nite.
go partyin wiif girlfriends.
ii'll drink drank drunk lyk nobodiis cares.
&ii mean wad ii've said.
&iim gonna REBEL , REBEL & REBEL !.
im waiting for tat dae to come.

thanks buddy huizhi for chatting wiif miie last nite despite u havin exams e next dae.
loves (:

pig, ii wanna watch MOVIE !!.

currently listenin to : 我难过 , 5566

physics paper ended at 93o today .
went to CU to makan .
mit up huili lata at ard 1 plus , we decided to go town .
cus im nt in gd mood , im sad . so huili suggests to go gai gai .
we went to plaza sing , heeren ...
heeren gt alot of handsome hunks !. HOT !.
LOLS .
you can really find shuaii ge dere . REALLY !.
aft all those walk walk , we decided to go marina square .
both of us were hungry , we went to pizza hut to eat .
e service dere simply sucks like HELL lahs .
we waited v.long b4 we could get in to have a seat .
& wad's e reason for tat ?.
dere's only a waiter at tat time !.
& tat poor waiter was doin many tasks at a time .
he was doin cashier , bring customers in , tkin orders , clearin table & set e table !.
OMG !.
if i were he , ii would hab quit .
comparin e service dere & jp's branch de , its was so different !.
ii kinda of miss e times wen im workin at jp pizza hut lahs .
ii mush drop by dere to hab a meal one day cus huili says uncle ong misses miie !.
HOHOHO ~
& ii misses CANDIS too !. sighs .
finished eatin , went to drop by pig's work place we jiu left for hme .
walk walk at jp awhile cus we dun wanna go hme so early .
went to NTUC to buy pad , OOPS !.
reach hme , see my fuckin daddy's face jiu siians .
haiis .


im nt happy like wad u tink ii am (:

im hurt deep inside .


ii've a bad feelin smethin bad will happened 2nite .
susanna daughter & beloved huili says im tinkin too much .
ii duno . i duno hw to stay through 2nite .
2nite seems long .
iim really JEALOUS !.
hw ii wish u'r nt goin 2nite .
my hand still hurts . as if u'll care lahs .


ii DISLIKES ppl hu break promises .
ii DISLIKES e feelins of gettin jealous .

ii DISLIKES wen u ignore miie .
ii DISLIKES wen ii couldn't find youu .
ii DISLIKES slut . fuck off man !.

do youu know wad ii really want ?.

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是放弃你
放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
却忘了告诉你失去的不能重来

smebody talk to me in msn jus nw .
talk to me bout age gap ting .
haiis . siians diiao !.
mkes miie tink of smethin which ii dun wish to tink bout it le .
if you really LOVE tat person , wad 4 mind so much ?.
i hate to tok bout e age gap topic lahs .

我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你 当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃 是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那麼坚定
只想爱你 好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
知道我偶尔有一点任性 不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避 Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你

dun treat miie cold at times , can ?.
pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig !!!!

DOWN WIF FLU , FUCK LAHS .
nt in gd mood !.
ii cried today agns .
ii feels so heartbroken lahs .
ii tink sme thin bad is gonna happened agns .
im tryin nt to tink bout it , but ii can't !.
haiis .
iif ask you dun go , will you still dun go ?.
leg is urs lahs , if you wans go ii oso can't stop u frm goin .
im jus JEALOUS JEALOUS & JEALOUS !!.
ni zhi bu zhi dao ??
sad niias .

ii wans HAM HAM (:
ii wans PIG PIG !
ii dislikes HER .

currently listenin to : deng dai , cheng yi

2 pics for the day (:




im in a bad mood e whole day .
all thanks to youu !.
why am ii worryin for youus ?.
cans you jus b responsible ?.

ii've my own limits too .
DUN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED !.

currently listenin to : bad boys , sad girls - tata young

hellos , all pretty babes & handsomes .
gonna blog agns .
went out wif huili darling today .
mit her ard 23o , we went to marina square .
& blur miie forget to bring ez - link !. punch myself , arbish *
dine in at cafe cartel , piggy workplace .
din even inform him tat im gonna go dere makan . hohoho .
tink he kena shocked wen he saw miie . LOLS .
alrite , let e fotos do e speakin .

yummy !

delicious .

baby , this drink is super nice (:

reflections

myself (:

; huili , my beloved hu stood by miie all e time <3

& feii zhu , thanks for lendin miie ur ez - link card . <3

we cans make e night stay like this forever ;

currently listening to : ATC - Im in Heaven (when you kiss me)

im bac here agns (:
im down wiif flu currently & ii hate e feelin wen my nose is blocked .
im oso feelin kinda of down too . sighs *
so pardon me if my postin is gonna b boring .

updatin bout ytd bahs .
pig haf off ytd & ask him to go play pool .
as usual i couldn't find him at first & im almost gonna cry agns .
ii tot he gonna b lyk e last time wen ii couldn't find him agns .
& boy , im so afraid ytd tat im unable to find you agns .
no nd to b surprised bout , he was sleepin lyk a dead pig & he woke up at ard 4pm .
ii went to hab a bath & ii headed to his hse w/o tellin him tat im goin .
i was lyk to do stunt & i tink he oso used to it le . heh heh (:
i gt a chance to met his mum & tok to her too .
hey huili , ii did sae i'll get a chance to tok to her mum .
& YES , ii DID !.
jamos chua , do u noe my heart was gonna pop out wen ur mum tok to miie .
IDIOT YOU !.
aniwaes , his mummy is a friendly lady .
so jamos chua pls treat ur mummy better .
we headed to jp aft pig finished his dinner & stylin his hair .
tat VAIN pig took so long to style his stupid hair .
li ying darling msg miie sayin tat she & bf leslie joinin us too .
we mit dem dere .
li ying darling & miie were a idiot to e table gamin & we left those 2 stupid guys compete wif each other .
we left e place at ard 930 , darling & leslie headed hme .
while pig send miie hme & he went to mit eddy to drink .
reach hme quarrelled wif mum & ii realised im really hungry .
& ii haven dinner , e last meal ii ate was my breakfast .
told pig bout it , den he say he buyin for miie wen he come bac .
ii waited till ard 3 am plus till he was bac frm drink .
& im starvin lyk crazy but nvm .
pig bought mac' chicken meal for mie .
aniwaes , feii zhu , xie xie nii !.
im touched honestly . really xie xie .

aniwaes ii gt smethin to share . hohoho ~
proudly present :

by jamos chua , e 100 words of 'sorry' he owe miie (:

I'm in heaven when you kiss me

show me how you miss me

Take me with you back to wonderland

I'm in heaven when you kiss me

Show me how you miss me

Take me with you back to wonderland

You capture me with a stare

I'll follow you anywhere

You lead me into temptation

I guess you need to enjoy

I'm like a kid with a toy

I'm losing my concentration

One kiss from you and I'm on fire

Your touch is all I desire

One look and you take me higher

You know I couldn't resist

Ya I miss...every time I'm with you

Every time that we kiss me

CHORUS: I'm in heaven when you kiss me

Heaven when you kiss me

You were sent to me from Wonderland

I'm in heaven when you kiss me

Heaven when you kiss me

You were sent to me from Wonderland

I go crazy when you kiss me

Show me how you miss me

Take me with you back to Wonderland

You know I couldn't resist Ya I miss... every time I'm with yo

u Everytime that we kiss

I dream of you every night

Feels like I'm losing my mind

The feelin's just getting stronger (ger, ger, ger, ger)

My head is spinnin' around

You play with me but I'm bound

I can't resist any longer

One kiss from you and I'm on fire

Your touch is all I desire

One look and you take me higher

You know I couldn't resist

Ya I miss...every time I'm with you Every time that we kiss

I GO CRAZY WEN YOU KISS ME !.

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do you know wad ii wanted ?.

dun u tink tat its damns unfair to me ?.

u left my broken heart bleedin ..

went dinner at jp wif mummy jus nw .

drag mummy to OP & bought tis shorts which ii wanted it badly .

tis shorts cost 36 bucks.

thanks mummy (:

ii feel tat ii keep spendin money .

& im buyin clothes frm li ying darling , but im broke !. sighs .

feel lyk askin boy for tat 50bucks , hw shld ii ask ?.

he confirm nag de . haiis .

sch tml , shi siians de lors .

gonna end wif sme fotos .

ii misses stupid hao (:

nites all .