sup.
bac to blog.
oh man, its wednesday!
piggy mi lala till 123opm today. hohoho~
& im rotting rotting ! gonna decomposed le.
i need a job badly.
anibody has any job lobang? PM mi pls & i'll be v.thankful to ya. (:

went online searchin for jobs today.
then see theng bei bei called mi up, sae gt sme jobs interview.
so i called up catherine bao bao to go along while seetheng bei bei drag pei yu to go along.
& we've to wait their calls for e time being.
sighs. damns fuckin sians la.
im already rotting at hme le. =x
i wanna work! & i gots lots of tings wanna buy siias. arghh.
0h ya. saw jia yu in e train & she is so damns shuai la. LOLs.
& e factory mike is workin nt goin to hire ppl animore.
wah. & u knw , u knw im so damns disappointed lo. -.-
lalas~
gonna upload sme photos & im off to search for work.



we will still be friends forever

& ever

till e end (:

nights ppl.

imissu!.

didn't really intend to blog.
but i guess i need a place to vent out my anger cus i can't alwaes vent everiting on my frens.

well, ton 0ver last nite at buddy's hse.
went to fetch her at ngee ann poly.
travellin to ngee ann poly by bus is damns fucking long la. -.-"
& buddy, i misses sleepin on e same bed wif u! tsk tsk...

alright, i damns fucking pissed off since e dae b4.
but i jus kept quiet & din sae anithin onli buddy knws.
im kinda of disappointed & ended up crying, perhaps crying mkes mi feels beta?
yes, it jus mkes mi feel better but won't solve e problem.
smetimes i really do wonder, wad do ppl tke mi for?.
i d0n't like to be taken granted for.
i can be nice to everybody but i can't possibly give in to every single one alwaes.
im tired of it already.
wen i really care, wad do u tke mi for man?.

sighs.
i guess, i really nid a break.
im off (:

Cat baobeiis, HAPPY SWIT SEVENTEEN B'DAE!
dear girl, so sorry to wish u late today.
don't be mistaken, i didn't 4get b0ut ur b'dae.
is jus tat i've sme problems at hme.
shall update wif u in details tml wen i ring u up bahs.
h0pe u did enj0y urself today(:

wassup.
ytd, went out wif huili's mum, bro&sis to buy hair dye.
b4 tat, we had mac at jp first.
me & huili ate happy meal.
eh. wad's wrong wif us eatin happy meal? we like it cnt mehs?
cus e guy who serve us give us a blur look & even 'huh'?
wth lo.
0h yeah, i had my hair dyed. thanks mummy for e help(:
then went IMM b4 headin hme.
reached hme, quarrelled wif dad. ta ma de.
then nvm, at nite mum quarrelled wif dad cus of mi.
hais. then i jus can't help but keep crying.
thanks th0se frens who c0ns0led mi. loves loves.
im still feelin damns fans cus e problem hasn't been solved.
& i really gt n0 idea wad t0 do, cus this time kinda of serious.
i shall nt write in details wad actually happened.
if u really care, then ask mi personally then.

today, in e afternoon, acc my bro to had his IC done.
then i mit dearest mike at BUgis while my bro went to mit his fren.
was supposed to mit him at Boon lay but i ask him cum to bugis instead.
argh. so sorry!
0ut wif him was fun though e time we hang out was short!
shop ard to look out for clothes for his upcomin fren's weddin dinner.
but didn't find any.
then we slacked at starbucks, play wif his PSP & im so noob wif it la.
then stupid him keep laugh at me. so BAD!
wanted to wait for xiao zhu luo zhi xiang arrival.
but tml he gt to work so we left early.
so sad.
aniwae, thanks for ur accompanion today.
hope u'r nt bored.
cus i still wasn't in a mood.
but thanks for makin mi laugh & mke mi feel better.
im lookin f0rward t0 next hang 0ut wif ya!.
pls cut down on ur smokin lahs. cus u did promise mi tat.

y do u resemble him so much?
everythin of u looks so alike as him.
u reminds mi of e past i had.
& i can't help myself but cried.
& im afraid i can't stop myself ...

nights ppl , im off.

hellos ppl(:
im finally bac to blog.
well, my stressful peri0d has finally ended!
happy? yes, 0f cus iim am!.
but at e same time still worried b0ut e 0utcome.
i knw many told mi nt to tink b0ut it first, enjoy myself first rite?
but i jus can't help myself but being paranoid. -.-

well, aft e last paper ended ytd.
went hme hab a nap first, then 2gether wif huili, chienjuen & qingwen..
we went t0 bugis.
aft exams must go 0ut relax le. LOL.
smem0re exams peri0d, i've been coopin at hme siia.
saw l0ts 0f tings wanna buy, but no $$$!
im hungry f0r cashs.
jobs anibody?? text mi pls.
aft tat, we went t0 ri ben chun eat sushi.(:
yeah yeah! my fav0urite. :D
hmm. well, its really rare tat e 4 0f us gather 2gether t0 makans lo.
e feelins is indeed great!
we hab l0ts 0f laughter ya. (:
reach hme ard 11+. shiok!

im g0nna dye my hair tml.
lalalas~
h0pe it will turn 0ut t0 be alriqht ya.
i free already!
wanna date mi 0ut, bo0k mi then. LOL.
ii misses my BUDDY wors.

haiis.
actualli, wasn't really in a good mood jus n0w.
dun really like staying at hme larhs.
im quarrelling wif dad almost everyday.
& its really gettin 0n my nerve. FUCK SHIT.
i dun0 wad's wrong wif him. he jus can't st0p naggin at mi.
hw i wish i can m0ve 0ut 0f e hse man.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!.
n0t only tat, i dun0 wad's wrong wif mi.
im being paranoid agns lo.
i keep thinkin b0ut negative things.
which im really pissed 0ff wif myself.
haiis.
alriqht, i guess im endin off.
i h0pe i'll be alright bahs.
takkaiire ppl(:

wher r u wen i needed u ?

sup yo.
its sat already!. woohoo.
knw wad? i piggy till 123o today. COOL.
wanted to continue pigg-ing but was feelin hungry so decided to grab a bite. heh.
duno why i really nid lots of sleep tis few daes.
finally, im done wif physics paper 2.
im left wif 2 papers. lalas~

my 5 to do list aft o's:
*find a job.
*cut hair.
*dye hair.
*shoppingg spreeeeee!
*learn to bake cake.(buddy, ur job to teach mi hors. tsk.. tsk.)

5 tings on my mind at e moment, gotta add on to e list cus im sure i've more than 5 on e above to do.

i misses my susu daughter(:
tok to her on e fone tat dae.
was chattin bout shoppin stuff, wah she really tempt mi lors.
arghh!. daughter, wait for mi aft o's!
we shall shop till we broke.
i want MONEY MONEY! lols.

tat asshole uncle mike,
send mi sms wif this website:hpb.com.sg
sae gt tips to destress. -.-!!!
eh, uncle. wher's my sushi sushi? LOL.

well, ytd was my brother 15 yrs old b'dae.











happy b'dae brother ~
well, my brother is workin nwadaes.
im like so bored at hme lo.
cus nobody quarrelled wif mi le. LOLS.

2 Nov 07, 17:36
zi en: your mother looks so nan kan can. like gay sehs. same as euu.

REPLY to tat zi en spammer:
my mother or ur mother ? care so much for fuck ?.
so wad if my mother is ugly or pretty ?
does it concern u? bitch.
is ur mother damns prettier than mine? if nt shut ur bloody hell mouth up!
i oso didn't sae my mum is pretty or wad lo. fuck hell.
i knw who u r. dun be childish by fakin a name to tag or wad.
go suck your mum's tits if you are so damn bored.


alriqht, im off(:
leave mi a tag before u leave.
nights. nights.


u jus broke my heart.

im fucking stress - up !

seriously ..


ytd i finally completed 3 exams papers frm early morn 8 till 4pm.
wen i reached hme, i rush int0 my room & burst 0ut crying.
i just c0uldn't tke it anym0re.
o's lvl is really driving me crazy.
im w0rried b0ut my results. maths paper 1 ytd was difficult.
if maths fail, i dun ever dream of g0in aniwher. sighs.
i really really REALLY wanna PASS o's lvl & go POLY!
that's my g0al.
& i dun wanna disappoint my m0ma.
o's lvl exams fee is nt cheap & i dun wanna waste her m0ney.
sighs.
i really dun0s what t0 d0, im LOST.
during o's lvl peri0d, i didn't even slp well at night.
my mind was always thinkin b0ut exams exams & exams.
if nt i will be gettin nerv0us & w0rried.
am i stupid?
or was e exams really hard?.
i c0uldn't help but gettin paranoid.
but im really feelin blessed to hab w0nderful frens ard mi, supp0rting mi & consolin me.
still hab a few days t0 go bef0re this t0ugh periods ends.
i h0pe i still can endure & put myself thr0ugh.
thanks all th0se belovable f0r being there f0r me.

well, finally art paper 2 ends t0dae.
i did last min w0rk agns & i really regretted it.
joleen nv go sit for e paper. PS me. =x OOPS.
aft art paper, went to CU coffee sh0p wif catherine & yuling.
its been a long time since i last chatted wif them.
they said i c0uld hab d0ne better f0r my art if i had manage my time well.
YES! i knws.
but i didn't do it.
haiis. feel like slapping myself real hard.
nvm, at least i knws i did 'eveything on my 0wn'& didn't gif up ya.

nah nah. i've en0ugh 0f ranting 0ut my s0rr0ws.
sorry ppl, for wasting ur time readin my boring sorrows. pardon me ya(:
AT LEAST. it'll mkes mi feel much better.
SERIOUSLY, I NEED A HUG!.
who is willing to gif mi free? tsk tsk .. ..

TML no paper! YAY!
finaaalllly , XUELI CAN HAB A REST!



ii misses SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG (=

NIGHTS(:
im 0ff~ tata.

BOO!. im bac to blog(:
finally im done wif hist0ry paper ytd already.
history paper still pretty alriqht?. e only paper im satisfied wif it so far.
i really wish o's lvls can be over soon, cus its really mkin mi so tirin & stress!.
im goin ki siao le. zzz

e comin wk exams is really mkin mi ki siao soon.
m0nday im havin 3 papers in one dae?. wtf?.
n0w rushin art pre wk, u knw i feel like givin up man. hais.
i knws i won't be able to finished it on time agns. sighs.

t0dae i went to library t0 b0rr0w sme bks & went to develop sme photos.
then went to pioneer mall to join xinyi gf & frens to studi.
i left quite earli cus im nt in a gd mood agns.
i didn't really tok much & didn't really wanted to tok to.
huili knws bout it, she called mi.
then i went to jp to mit her for awhile, she pei mi walk walk 4 awhile b4 we headed hme.
thanks girl(:
she has alwaes been e one who is dere for mi wen im feelin down.
ii really hope we'll be in e same sch agns next yr.
haiis.
im really damns moody today.
time flies really fast!.

to that bastard;
who do u tink u r?.
& wad do u take mi for?.
u tink by offering money to me, i will jolly well betray my fren is it?.
_|_ u!.
i hate & depise guy like u. ta ma de.
u wanna play this kinda of games, then continue then.
dun u ever underestimate girls.

arghhhh, im really damns pissed off lahs ~


moringo ~
my ai ai (:
huizhi buddy bought it for mi.
loves buddy <3

UNCLE MIKE, DON'T FORGET U STILL OWE MI A TREAT !
faster ord !. lalalas .



don't push me so hard.

well, managed to find some time to blog :D
taken my chem o's lvl paper ytd.
fuck hell!. i find it difficult lahs, others feels e same way too.
im kinda of disappointed lo.
ii dun like chemistry & i did try my best to study for it.
keep worried bout it too & end up ... ... sighs.
i concentrate more on organic chemistry's chapter which most ppl tot e qns will come out more on tat.
end up, only a few qns was on tat chapter lahs. wth lo!.
wenever e chapter i concentrate more on it,never come out.
e ones which i din even really read it, came out. ta ma de.
im really really disappointed lahs.
tml having history's paper, gonna studi for it.
studying chapter 2,3&6.
hopefully god dun fool wif mi agns.
im really really damns worried nw tat e chapter im gonna studi for won't cum out tml lo. arghh.

today is geography paper.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE TAKING GEOGRAPHY STUDENTS. all e best!.

is this yr o's lvl gonna me tough on us?.
wondering -.-

some photos which i pr0mised upload it.
here it goes:


me & moma (:

<3










alriqht, managed to upload some.
e rest shall upload it up e next time bahs.
im 0ff t0 study - ing.
will blog agns asap.

god bless (:

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN B"DAE TO XIAO QING
& ZHEN FU!. hope you both did enjoy ur dae.

rainy rainy days !(:

jus a short lil update f0r t0dae.
went 0ut in e afterno0n to pioneer mall mac wif my xin yi girlfriend (:
spent alm0st e wh0le afterno0n studyin chemistry.
gf's classmates was dere too!.
her classmates was damns funni lahs, keep suan-ing ppl. LOLS.

we both left mac for hme ard 730.
rainin at tat time, so we decided to went giant to walk one round b4 we headed 4 hme.

arghh. u knw wad?
chem's paper is on e wed & i still hab many many tings nid to memorize!.
feeling so stress wors. haiis.
may god bless.

alriqht, im off t0 studyin agns.
shall update fotos on my mummy pagneat competition aft my chem paper bahs.
nights ppl(:

'smetimes, i will still dream 0f u at night.
i may wonder hw u r doing lately.
but aft all, it doesn't concern mi animore.'

sup yo.
time really flies & i had already finished my o's lvl practical exams ytd.
& its really wad e 'F' lahs.
i had been worried bout my o's lvl since monday & didn't even slp well at now.
end up, this is wad i get. fuck man.
i din managed to complete everiting lahs.

well, tis yr physics practical is to perform an experiment on e refraction of lights through glass block.
& we were oso asked to construct 5 diagrams of ray diagrams & ans theory qns.
wad e hell.
i spent almost an hr to complete my phy practical b4 i could move on wif my chem lahs. -.-

i was actually expecting circuit's experiment cus i dislikes e topic on refraction of light. (haha)
&in e chemistry practical, i was stuck while readin e first qns. damns it.
can u imagine im only left wif 1/2 an hr to set up everythin?!.
so, there goes my chemistry practical. -.-
aft e whole practical, i was really devestated lahs.
but im nt e onli one who feels tat way, many does.
i realli wanted to burst out crying.
is e practical supposed to help us or ruin our whole exams?.

in order to cheer myself up.
huili & i mit up at night.
went to ri ben chun to eat sushi. my favourite!










wonder y this sushi is alone?
muhaha. (cus huili too hungry le, ate it b4 i could tke foto of it).





in e middle of eating, someone called & yelled at me.
spoil my mood totally.
wtf. but huili tried to cool mi down.
& e consequences of scoldin me -> tat person vomit & had diarrhoea.
LALALAS ~ uncle, try scoldin mi e next time agns.

its been a long time since ii really cried.
e last i realli cried is cus of tat pig.
& b'cus of a idiot, i angry till i burst out cryin ytd.
i was already in e mood since morning & yet i can't even enjoy dinner peacefully.
wtf!.
im really disappointed.
nvm, i won't care bout you anymore.
wen i really care, tis i wad i get.
then FINE!.
next time i won't even bother askin u 'r u okay?'
'sorry doesn't exists in my dictionary'.

anyway, my moma is havin a beauty pageant competition tml.
JIA YOU moma.
lookin f0rward to moma on stage tml.
LOVE YOU MUMMY!.
tml shall b a busy day.



nights all belovable ppl (:

nothing much todae.
went to meet yuling in e afternoon, study together at her hse de mac dere.
her cousin was along wif us too.
&so qiao, e grp of ppl sittin beside us was oso o's lvl students.
i supposed there were express students larhs.

i sounded boring ?.
LOLs.
kaes, bye ppl (:

status : moody , not smilinq , stress .



im n0t in e mo0d t0 t0k 0r d0 wadever tings n0w.
0ut 0f e sudden, i l0st my h0pe & m0vitati0n.
wen i g0t e m0vitati0n t0 struggle f0r my o's lvl, my parents, i mean my dad ruin everiting.
u ppl shld knw, i dislikes my dad. he's always biased against mi, wadever i do, he's always unhappy b0ut it. k, fine. im used t0 it already.
BUT, i hate it wen im being accused 0f tings which i've nv d0ne bef0re.
why has it t0 be? why can't u accused my br0ther, huh?
why am i always e ones tat will be e first tat cum t0 ur mind?
ya, right. im always e bad one la.
u'r right t0 accused t0 me.
i t0ld u, i've my 0wn limits. & everyb0dy d0es.
& i really hate it wen im being accused 0f tings which i've nv d0ne b4.
wen im n0w trying hard t0 accomplished e plans i had, u ruin it.
d0 y0u knw h0w stress am i n0w?
if u aren't aware of, then shut ur bloody hell m0uth up.
i dun like studyin, i supposed n0b0dy d0es.
im havin difficulties n0w & yet im tryin my best , n0t givin up.
But u'r always naggin & naggin at me!
u'r alwaes c0mplaining tat im wastin ur blo0dy hell hard-earned m0ney t0 pay f0r my sch fees wen im n0t even studyin hard.
hey, hellos. r u sure im n0t studyin hard?
if im n0t, i could hab jus tell u, i wanna quit sch then.
wtf. u always c0mpare me wif ur frens' child.
since they'r better than mi, why dun u ask them be ur child then?
i hate t0 be c0mpared wif! everyb0dy's different.
u tink i dun wish t0 b clever, hardw0rkin? i wished t0. wh0 d0esn't?
u kn0w hw hurt is it, wen ur parents r c0mparin u wif 0ther ppl.
wen u urself kn0w, u'r n0t as gd as them?
it really HURTS!!.
everytime wen my dad comes hme frm w0rk, he'll vent all his anger 0ut like n0b0dy business.
ok, i gif u a ch0ice then, either u leave, or i leave.

smetimes, i really d0 envy 0ther ppl's dad.
s0me 0f their dad r really damns GOOD.
they really d0te 0n their daughter m0re than they d0te their son.
treat them as if they are princess larhs.
wad century already?
why are they still dads wh0 onli d0te 0n s0n onli?
f0r g0d sake.

im realli feelin so damns devestated & angry at e same time.
why am ii only getting supports frm friends?
why d0 i only heard words like 'Xueli, jia you!' , 'Don't give up, girl' , 'you can do it de'. etc etc. only frm friends??!
wad b0ut my parents?
can't they just say smethin?
r they tryin t0 tell me tat, my o's lvls d0esn't c0ncern them at all?
ok, nvm.
i won't expect them much frm them anim0re.
i'll jus d0 wad i can already, if i din d0 well, don't blame me!.

why am ii studying?!
for e sake of myself?. or?

;i hate you. if u dun even care bout me at all.
then pls dun b0ther msq me.



im 0ff t0 emo-ing (=

KONICHIWA ~



t0day m0ma nv cook f0r dinner.
lazy m0ma ~ (she tinks tat t0dae is public h0lidae, so she gif herself a break too)
h0usewife wher gt h0lidae de? muhahas.
so we had 0ur dinner at JP.
my br0ther went t0 gym bef0re tat.
0n his way t0 mit us, he met a incident in e bus whereby a bangala steal a ah man's wallet.
this is h0w e st0ry g0es :
e ah ma was carryin a handbag but she didn't zip up her bag.
so careless 0f her. tis is h0w it invite e thief t0 crime.
so this bangala was standin beside her, he put his hand int0 e ah ma's bag.
he managed t0 to0k e wallet 0ut.
& u knw wad? e ah ma din even realised it!
my br0ther saw e wh0le pr0cess & even sme of e passengers oso saw it.
but n0 0ne to0k e initiative t0 tell e ah ma b0ut it. WTF.
so my br0ther tap on e ah ma sh0ulder & told her b0ut it.
e bangala knew tat his plan had been exp0sed by my br0ther, he quickly return e wallet t0 e ah ma. COOL.
e bus was headin t0 bo0n lay interchange.
wen e ah ma aliqht e bus, she quickly caught h0ld of e bangala, she even intend t0 call e p0lice already.
but e bangala begged her n0t t0 & h0pe tat she c0uld gif him a chance.
so e kind-hearted ah ma let him 0ff.
e ah ma is really kind t0 let him 0ff, but if im were her, i dun tink i'll be so kind ba?
stupid bangala, shit y0u. c0unt urself lucky.
can't imagine tat he is really b0ld en0ugh t0 actualli steal an old ah ma's wallet in e bus! omfg.
& its really kinda 0f saddening t0 hear frm my br0 tat e pe0ple wh0 saw it did n0t make e eff0rt t0 exp0se e thief??!
0h my, i can't believe my ears.
h0w can they jus sit there d0in nth, & all0w e thief sc0tt free??!
arghh. ridicul0us.
hmm, e ah ma aft tat insist t0 treat my br0 a meal but my br0 rejected.
wad surprise me was e ah ma t0ld my br0ther tat this is her f0urth time her wallet kena st0len.
but this time she was lucky, managed t0 get bac.
wah. faint~
aiy0, ah ma. pls be m0re careful man!

hmm. my br0ther did a go0d deed t0dae.






cute right?
d0ne by jeff th0mas.

alriqht, im g0in 0ff.
takkaiire ppl~

time really flies.
its thursday already(= arghh!
met upp wif besties, huili in e afterno0n.
acc0mpany her t0 buy c0ntact lens.
had lunch at coffee united, then headed t0 library t0 study.
ask huili t0 teach mi chem & physics.
at least i clarify sme d0ubts i had. but, i still gt t0 chiongg!

can i dun sit f0r o's lvl? =x
wad a stupid qns i asked myself. LOls.

did hab fun playing & studyin wif huili t0day. muhahas.
at least i did study rather than i stay at hme slacking.
claimed my art qns paper 2 on tuesday.
0h g0d, all e stimuli given was so chim.
dun even understo0d any 0ne 0f them.
sighs.
which qns shld i CHOOSE?!
ARGHHHHHHHH ! HEN STRESS LEHS !
g0d, pls help mi!

Life is soooo b0ring.
i've g0t l0ts 0f tings wanna say, but suddenly im l0ss 0f w0rd t0 bl0g.
well, what's l0ve all ab0ut?
-> i really don't kn0w.
perhaps, t0 mi n0w l0ve is n0thing bahs.
l0ving s0me0ne is so t0rturing.
don't y0u ppl agree?
in a relati0nship, girls are always e ones wh0 will suffered e m0st.
we'r always e ones ended up crying like n0b0dy business.
sighs ~
hmm. wad am i talkin man?
why am i in this t0pic?

nvm ~
to susu daughter ;
mummy dun wanna see y0u in this state.
be str0ng k?
d0n't let ppl ard y0u wh0 cared f0r y0u w0rried b0ut y0u.
y0u'r n0t al0ne, u still hab us.
pr0ve t0 him tat u still live well w/0 him.
i understand h0w y0u feel riqht n0w.
time is all u need.
i believe u can 0verc0me all this, i've faith in y0u!
d0n't disapp0int me.
i'll always be there f0r y0u.
takkaiire my dear girl (:

LOVES <33

i'm 0ff t0 LALA land ~
nights.

Boo! ytd f0rg0t t0 update on wad i did ytd.
well, din really intend t0 step 0ut of hse ytd.
But huili asked mi to go town together wif chien juen.
i was in a dilemma whether to go 0r n0t.
then, still decided t0 g0.
cus, firstly ii wasn't in a gd mo0d.
secondly, its a rare opp0rtunity tt i can g0 0ut wif chien juen leiis! lala~
huili came t0 meet first under my blk.
while we were on e way to mit chien juen.
smethin really shocked mi & my heart really pump damns fucking fast.
we walked past a van & dun0s why i jus had e urge to turned , look wad's inside.
& it was a coffin. my g0d.
arghh. huili tried t0 calm mi d0wn. im realli sh0cked!
walked ard JP while waiting f0r chien juen arrival.
then lala to far east first.
me & huili both b0ught cardigens!.

qingwen & ivan j0in us aft tat.
qingwen b0ught donut fact0ry's donuts.
its nice lor.
then we went to wisma , walked walked ard.
then headed to cine.
ivan left first, f0ll0wed by huili & mi.
huili & mi went bac t0 JP.
we had long john silver b4 g0in hme.
haiis. i really h0pe we w0uld stay like this even th0ugh we had graduate.


` act cute us .


` la0g0ng & la0p0 always . <33



oh well, this st0rybk i jus randomly saw it frm e sch library.
so qia0!
is BUD, NOT BUDDY! (:

hmm , buddy.
so sorry.
ii kn0w u'r w0rry f0r mi b0ut my o's.
but i pr0mised i'll study hard f0r this 2 wks.
im n0t givin up.
don't w0rry b0ut mi, kaes?
s0rry.
don't WACK MI! hahas.

alriqhts, nights ppl.
im tired. shall end here.
d0 miss mi. LALALAs.

i promised to update on buddy's b'dae.
& here it goes.

well, alm0st bef0re e time i went to mit buddy.
i actually do stunt & made my buddy alm0st had a heart attack.
i called buddy & i told her i gt something on & i couldn't meet her.
i act till lyk so real & buddy was like so shocked. wahahas.
i kept laughing at my buddy wen she gt tricked by me.
so naughty of me, right? muhahas.

we went to westmall aft tat.
meet Ky & his fren, kenneth. which me & buddy dun0 him at all.
we went to eat sakae sushi.









oh well, dun drool.
e two gentlemens paid for e bill.
oh my, they'r really gentlemen. (:
thanks guys!.



proudly presents : KY & KENNETH .
e two gentlemen . muhahas .

then we went walking ard westmall.
& i alm0st wanna arbish my buddy.
she insist in doin some stupid handicraft wif those small little kids.
LOls.
nvm, its her BIG DAY! she is BIG. =x
so accompanied her.
even though e 3 of us feel so pai sehs.





ke aii right ?
done by my 3 yr old buddy . hahas .



snap snap (=

then went to mit buddy's fren , xue qi at plaza sing .
e both of us gt tricked by her int0 swensens . Lols .
i feel so xin fu, kn0w why ?
shared pasta wif buddy &
buddy feed me throughout ! lalala . thanks "mummy"

then mi , buddy , alvin & weijun went t0 The cathy to eat Ben & jerry ice-cream.



aft tat went to watched movie , The invasion .
then cabbed hme .





buddy & alvin .





e buddy friendship tat will nv be br0ken .

im d0ne wif updating .
th0ugh i alm0st 4g0t s0me of e details .

Alright alright, im gonna update a lil bit today bahs.
wanted to blog ytd but i was busy chatting & chatting.
im busy-ing chatting now too. -.-
im emo - ing agns. im feeling stress.
jus n0w, i was asking myself , am i gonna struggle for my o's & perservere till e end. or shld i give up instead?
my prelim's results really turns me off.
But, am i those kinda of person that will give up so easily?
No, im not!
i keep tellin myself to be strong & JIA YOU JIA YOU !
tat was all i could tell myself.
if you think you can, you can!

since, i've made up e choice to tke o's, i shall made e effort to study more.
even though, time is getting shorter & shorter.
i'll perservere.
who am i studyin for e sake for man?
nvm, i shall cheer up abit!
my frens ard me isn't really in gd mood too.
CHEER UP, girls!
tml will be a better day.

iLOVE my sweet sweet xinyiGIRLFRIEND.
her words said jus nw simply jus warm my heart.
<33



buddy , this is e phot0 tat im talking about to u tat dae. (:
it really reminds me b0ut l0ts of memories.
this phot0 has been pasted on my wardrobe since 6 yrs back,

oh god, ii misses my jiahui man! haiis.
alright, i've finally BLOGGED!
i blogged for huizhen request! heh heh. LOLs.

i shall update tml bout my buddy's b'dae.
cus my buddy has already update!

nights people (:
im feelin so drowsyy.

BOO!
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!
i miss e times receiving children's day presents.
haha. too bad im nt a kid anym0re.

in 0rder n0t t0 keep my bl0g rusting, shall update a lil bit.
im having monday blues, but nvm.
tis wk, its gonna be a last wk in sch, omg.
friday gonna be graduati0n day already. -.-
i bet many will end upp crying for sure.

don't w0rry pe0ple, im enj0ying sch.
n0thing will affect me & im n0t getting myself affected by it too.
i'll enj0y! i will!

last sat celebrated my beloved buddy's sweet seventeen b'dae.
my buddy is finally seventeen! lalalas.
waiting f0r her t0 send mi e ph0t0s b4 i update f0r tat dae.
so buddy, HURRY!

shall end here then.
e cramps im having nw is killing me. =x
shall update soon in e next few daes.



this vide0 is so ke aii (:

don't b0ther c0ming here t0 visit, if u'r n0t interested in reading my p0st.
jus LEAVE. i don't welc0me y0u here.
if n0t jus shut up.

hellos peoples! im back here t0 bl0g.
don't w0rry, i didn't MIA.
im jus busy-ing wif my art.
Finally, i've completed it. But im not satisfied with it, i knw im n0t gonna score well f0r it.
there were many a times i wanted t0 give upp everything.
but i've wonderful frens ard me encouragin me, supporting me.
i knw it would be a waste if i jus gave up half-way through thr0ugh e process in c0mpleting.
so i t0ld myself i sh0uldn't disappoint th0se wh0 hab faith in me.
th0ugh i didn't disapp0int them, but im disapp0int wif myself.
i've already tried my best & d0 whatever i can le but i didn't produce gd results.
as many w0uld say , what has d0ne has already been d0ne.
yaya, its easier said than d0ne.
this is my o's lvl art & i didn't did a gd j0b.
i kn0w i did much better than my n's de, but e standard is different!
im bitterly regret f0r n0t d0in my best frm e start.
wad's e p0int 0f regrettin n0w, man?
Anyway, w0uld like t0 thank th0se peep0s wh0 c0ntributed ur time in helpin me wif my art.
i don't knw hw t0 express my gratitude t0 every0ne, but w/0 u peepos i guess i c0uld hab given up eveything.
all e supports & encouragement really meant al0t t0 me, cus its a movitati0n tat keeps me g0in 0n. thanks(:
As f0r my prelim, im really devestated 0ver my results. ya, many says prelim only , n0t o's.
but im dishearten by it.
if already can't d0 well f0r prelim, wad b0ut o's?
but at least, i'll still feel upset 0ver my results lahs.
n0t lyk s0me pe0ple, results aren't any better but still dare t0 laugh at 0ther pe0ple.
as if they'r sc0ring A1's lo.
if u'r so competent, sc0re A1's f0r everythin la & let me b extremely amazed by y0u la.
& i dun feel tat any0ne wh0 sc0red better than 0thers w0uld laughed at 0thers jus lyk u.
this jus sh0ws hw uncivilised u r.
n0b0dy is perfect in this w0rld.
i believe in karma, pe0ple wh0 likes t0 d0 evil things will get their retributi0n.
n0 nid t0 feel angry or irritated by them, cus one day they will get wad they deserved.
i believe God is FAIR!

this is my bl0g, i've e right t0 express everything & anything here.
if u'r unhappy b0ut anythin b0ut wad i wr0te, pls jus ALT-F4.
i din ask u t0 c0me view my bl0g in e first place.
& u need n0t waste ur preci0us time 0r eff0rt t0 c0me here.
if u'r unc0mf0rtable wif my p0st, then jus HANDS OFF my bl0g lahs.
save th0se stupid c0mments t0 urself then.
i only welc0med civilised pe0ple.
thanks th0se wh0 came t0 help & tagged me.

shall end my p0st wif a s0ng sang by ella.
she sang this s0ng as a mem0rial t0 her d0g that has passed away.
a v.t0uchin & meaningful s0ng.
wen i heard it e first time, i alm0st cried.
enj0y (:



MY XUELI CLONE , i misses youu !

i dun care b0ut anythin anymore.
since u all dun believe & thinks tat im tellin lies, think that way by all means.
i dun owe anybody any explanati0n.
&i've g0t n0thing t0 say t0 y0u anym0re.
believe what other people says by all means , i dun care.

its jus another boring day passed (=

wake up in e morning at 9 plus.
alvin's morning msq woke mi up but ii din bother, wanted to continue pigg-ing, then jason keep callin mi to wake mi up but i rejected his call & even switch off my hp.
UNTIL my wonderful buddy called my hse for TWO times then finally im awake.
see buddy? i told u, only by callin my hse then can wake mi upp. LOLs.
anyways, thanks ppl (:
i knw its hard to wake a lazy pigg up! lmaos.

went sch for combined science prelim practical exams.
i tink im nt gonna d0 well for it. sighs.
jus find tat e chemistry is damns difficult.
tml nid to report sch as usual early in e morning.
oh god! wonder if i can wake up on time an0t mahs.
studyin chemistry now, lots of tings im still unsure bout it.
anyone, wanna gif mi tuition for chem? lols.
wish mi gd luck , people (:

just a random song (=


Say Goodnight　晚安　
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes, be quiet　
我明白你有自己的不安很多来不及我不曾看见　我只遇见你的现在不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while
除此之外　要你明白　
你的笑我真是喜欢看于是我一次又一次等待　其实都还算愉快
除此之外　非常遗憾　你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody　我确定我会在　不会走开
So Goodbye　晚安　舍不得看你觉得不自在
It's alright, I'm fine　看起来　
这故事会写不完很多差一点你没有发现　
你只认识我的现不管你留下或走开　I'm gonna stay for a while
除此之外　我要你明白　你的笑我真是喜欢看于是我一次又一次等待　
其实都还算愉快除此之外　非常遗憾　你的心我还是打不开 And if you need somebody　
我确定我会在除此之外　我还在等待　你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody　你知道我会在　不会走开　不会走开


a source of hope & love , is wad im living for.
i have friends to depend on.
i live e life for myself , not for other people.
if somethings had dissappointed me, i jus gonna tell myself :
its jus parts & parcel of life.
1 life, im gonna live it.

everybody has their own limits.
dun push ur luck too hard, i warn u first.

nights all (:
im off to study.

HAPPY 18th B'DAE JONAS !
supposed to post this ytd, but i couldn't find e time to blog. sorry ya.
wah. 18? old le lahs. OOPS !
if u'r readin this, will give you ur presents some other time lahs.
uncle, don't nag at me le hors . Lols .

well, my fren here goin NS yesterday already.
takkaiire my dear fren.
hope to meet ya soon agains.
thanks for being there for me wen i really needed someone to tok to.



i will miss ya presence!

don't ask me why i've not been bloggin for sometime or whatever.
ii jus need a break, but nvm im bac here to update already.

oh well,huililaogong din hab tuition ytd so she ask me out to westmall in e late afternoon.
chia yee is working there so we shui bian look for her as well.
though im haven fully recovered frm sore throat but mi & huili still went to eat curry. LOls.
aft walking e whole shopping mall, we headed to boon lay lan shop.
pei huili play audition awhile jiu go went bac hme.

jus came bac hme nt long.
was out wif my mama for dinner.
then went to pei huili for dinner aft her tuition.
so qiao, ii saw yu cong dere. LOLs.
he was lyk so shocked. haas.

this is specially for my dear clone, XUELI (:
hope you last long with your boy.
i can sense that u'r happy been with him.
don't gt bf jiu bu yao wo le hors. (=
will meet ya up soon.

iLOVEmy huizhiBUDDY.
iLOVEmy huiliLAOGONG.
iLOVEmy xinyiGIRLFRIEND.
iLOVEmy XUELIclone. (:

nights people.

Jus leave me alone.
if u all wanna be unreasonable, go ahead then.
i din say anythin b'cus i just can't be bothered.
you all walked ur own way, i walked mine then!