REGRETS.

Seems like i've abandon my blog for ages again. No idea why i'm back here. But i guess this is the only space to get things off my chest.

Already in my twenties , okay to be exact , already 22. keep asking myself for the past few months.
" What the hell have i achieve so far? " Seriously, i think there isn't anything i've achieve or accomplished. I feel that i'm such a failure.

I regretted doing things i shouldn't have done and things i should have done it but eventually i didn't. Till date, i only have a ITE cert ( Nitec In Electronics ) which i regretted taking that course because it wasn't my interest AT ALL. Must be wondering why did i take up that course in the first place when i wasn't into it at all right? HAHAHA. I, myself have no idea why either. So i wasted like 2 years of my youth in ITE. How wonderful. After i graduated, I should have just furthur my studies in a private school since i know it isn't possible for me to progress to POLY. But i didn't! I wasted my time working in a job with no prospect & low pay. And if my parents were supportive enough they could have support me & sponser my school fees. Hell no, they didn't.

And how naive of me that i thought i would have the ability to save up a sum of money to furthur my studies which i didn't. I spend what i earn on useless things & enjoying my life away.

Talking about money, the main problem is a proper job. Don't know if i'm unlucky or what. I've been changing jobs now and then. partly is my fault, i'm so demanding trying to look for a job which i like and of cus it ain't impossible. If i wasn't that demanding i could have settled down long ago with a proper job. I wouldn't be suffering now.

I kinda wasted alot of time doing nothing. I played too much. I enjoyed too much. I regretted it now. Damn hate myself. All those target that i've set, i've yet to accomplish any. I guess it's too late for any regrets now.

I won't blame anyone but myself. I always have this mindset that i still have lots of time, why rush? Now then i start to realise time waits for no one, i can't turn back the time that i've lost or slow down the time. I'm not young anymore. I want to settle down with a Man.

For now, i've to give up some of the things that i wanted to do in order to accomplish some other important things. Serve me right. Whenever i see my friends able to accomplish their goals, i really feel that i'm so screw up. Why am i in such a pathetic state now? Maybe is my retribution.

Really, i prayed that my life will get better. I hope that i will pull through all this obstacles. May God Bless Me.

Goodbye.

Hi Lovelies.

It just happens that I've the feel to blog since last week. But well, I've been staring at this page for quite long & I've no idea what to blog or how i should start this post? Mia for quite awhile. been busy & super lazy D: Alright, this is my very first post of the year.

okay dokey, i shall just type what comes to my mind.

well, i just ended my last working shift ytd. kinda sad. i did not quit, is just that the contract of the shop ends is mid Feb(which is this week). Boss decided to end everything since the shop is not earning at all. So yup, I'm officially jobless. BOO. Working for them for almost a year plus, met lovable people. So many memories there. Oh well, I'm so gonna miss those days there.

Like what bf say, its time for me to move on with a new job, new environment. Been rather stress lately cus i've looking for new jobs but to no avail. sighs. Am i really too picky or what?! Pray that i'll find a new job soon, hopefully a job i really fancy. OKAY, i admit i'm really damn picky! :( hopefully, my money can last. *PRAY HARD*

alright, ireallyhavenoideawhattowritealreadyithinkishouldjuststophere. LOL.

Hopefully my next post will be filled with more pictures instead of a junk of nonsense.

GOODBYE.

Do you miss me ?


I'm back to this little space of mine again. Revamp my blog, like finally! Did some little changes to my blog. Not much difference? Yes/No? I find that it's much neater now & simple too.

A short update again. Currently down with flu & cough, same virus attack bf too.


(p.s) he pass the virus to me :(



Well, nothing much today. Stayed over at bf's crib last night, woke him early in the morning to ask him acc me for breakfast. Afterthat, i headed home while he went to school do revision for his upcoming exams. Took a 2hr nap before heading out to look for him in his school.


Went to clementi kopitiam to eat zhi char for dinner,

See what did the both of us ordered? Sambal stingray, Sambal sotong, Sambal kangkong.

did i just mention that both us is sick? Haha, yet we still eat spicy & hot food?

Can't resist the temptation though, i've got cravings for the above food for quite sometime. hmm.

Okay, Got to sleep. Drank cough syrup already, it's taking it's effect i guess. I feel so drowsy now!!!! :(

Goodnights!

BB, jiayou for ur upcoming exams. mwahs!

As time goes by.

I've nothing to blog about actually. But since bf is still taking a nap, no matter how hard i try to wake him up, he keep telling me, okay okay, 10mins more. -.-" Buddy wanted to treat me dinner today but she's still sick so dinner was cancelled!
And Fb & Twitter got nothing interest me now, i decided to blog a little to kill time~
Actually I've got nothing to blog about, err.. have but I'm super duper lazy to upload photo up.
Getting lazier & lazier each day. Jia let!

Alamak, i really have got nothing to blog about leh. kk, i shall try to wake boyfriend up again.
Ciaos.

Bye!

21st Birthday Wishlist.




My birthday is round the corner. Okay, actually is next sat(: Open a chalet to celebrate my big day this time. Wishlist? Someone ask me to a write a wishlist.. Don't know if i should but well, since I'm free, here it goes.. To me, present ain't important, is your presence. Just be there to celebrate with me & I'm already contented(:

here it goes...
1) Digital camera
2) Polaroid camera
3) Perfume ( Ck, Miracle, Guess etc. )
4) Bracelet/necklace/ear rings
5) shoulder hang bag
6) Hard Disk
7) I pod

I think that should be all? Random wishlist~
I also don't know what i want. Anyhow only :D

See all of you on sat! (:

A man who truly loves you will NEVER let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.

I'm back again. My blog is dead for so long... Always unable to fork out time to update.. I'm Not doing good.. So many things bothering me, Especially money issue.

Sometimes i wondered, why am i working so hard for? At the end of the day, what did i get? - Nothing! Earning money is not easy, at the end of the day the money i earn is always spend on other things(Transportation, Food, Bills). I left nothing for myself~ FML.

I need a getaway soon. sick & tired with my life now. can't wait for genting trip on 4th july with bf & my babes!

That's about it~ Till then!

Sometimes i wonder for all the things i've done, do you really appreciate it?Do you really feel my love? Why do i always feel that my effort is always down to the drain??

Don't be a woman that needs a man, be a woman a man needs.

Hello hello. *wave* I'm back yo. Been busy with work lately, haven't got a chance to update my blog. I'm not working today so here i am doing a lil update(:

Wanted to update about how i spent my countdown 2011 but my joycelyn girl still haven't upload the photos yet, so i'm gonna do it on the next post! Everything is doing fine for me for the past few days. Oh yah, we've rent a new push cart at located at bugis street. Sales there sucks BIG TIME. How to compete when there are so many others selling the same thing as us? -.- I really have no idea what the hell is our boss doing.

Have you guys heard about I ♥ taimei? Our pushcart is damn near I ♥ taimei, i always see them having long queue so i decided to have a taste of their milk tea.

My review: Milk tea taste nice! But the pearl wasn't really nice compared to KOI. I still prefer KOI, but i ♥ taimei is still worth trying and the price wise, it's much cheaper compare to KOI.

Since i've tried it, i decided to bring my dearest BF to have a taste of it too!

We brought a combo set which consists of a drink, a main course & a side dish.

boyfriend loves the food there & so do I!

went to visit amanda at my working place, chit chat with her awhile & we head for shopping.

Went home empty handed because nothing caught our eye.

A simple day spent with boyfriend & I love it so long as he's by my side with me.

♥

SideTrack:

Don't you think it's adorable? It's an umbrella actually! A small little gift by my dearest Grace Babe! It's in pink colour somemore. Thanks my dear. love you(:

♥

bye!

My Very First Post in this brand new year.

Greetings to my readers(:
Feel like doing a summation of my 2010.

2010, Officially Graduated from Bukit Batok ITE. Met this gal, she is the only

chinese gal(including me) in the class. Thanks for being my companion during

my ITE school life & not forgetting Peng Hock, the best guy classmate i ever had.

2010, I decided to forsake my studies first & settle down with a job first. My

very first job was a sales girl at one of the pushcart in WestMall. And that was

when i got to know this pretty malaysian Babe! Unfortunately, this job didn't last long.

2010, Celebrated Yuling's 20th @ Pizzahut.

2010, our relationship marks another year. celebrated our 2 year anni @ Ma

Masion. This was when i received a bouquet of 9 roses from bb(:

2010, I hit 20! The usual girlfriends of mine celebrated my birthday @ Benten Box.

(next was ST birthday, but i dun have those photos with me) T.T

2010, Visited the museum of horrors with boyfriend & my girlfriends on

halloween.

2010, Last but Not least, Ah Cat's BIG 2's was celebrated @ Xin Wang Cafe!



2010, clubbing @ Rebel/Zirca. This was the night that i make a fool out of

myself. Haha!

& finally i'm settled down with a job. Currently a sales girl at 8bit!

AND AND AND, i met this wonderful babe, Grace wong(:


Overall, 2010 could be good if only there were no unhappy events on the way, but yea, ups & down is unavoidable. the only good thing is, my dearest bf is still here with me! Not forgetting, YL, Cat & ST! We'r still keeping in touch yea. =p
I made new friends eversince i started working, i lost some on the way. This makes me learned that i can have many friends but only those TRUE ones will never abandon you.
Anyhow, i've also had alot of hardcore lessons thru those obstacles.
As for achivements? I think i never achive anything except for those experiences i gain thru my working life?

Anyway, Happy new year people! May everything goes smoothly this year! HUAT AH~